gentle fall

It was night when Wen Yanshen walked out of Xu Fang's house.

The corners of her mouth were still numb and sore, and the corners of her eyes were sore, and she was uncomfortable when walking. The clothes on her body were completely dry, and there was still a faint smell of woody rose water.

The street lights in the distance were dim, and the halo was gentle. She lowered her head, walked very slowly, slightly pursed her lips, and walked on the snow with deep feet and shallow feet.

Her heart was very chaotic, not as calm as it seemed on the surface, she didn't take a taxi, and walked out aimlessly.

At some point, snow began to fall in the sky again. She looked up at the sky, and a piece of hexagonal ice crystals fell on her fingertips, and then quickly melted away. She suddenly remembered that when it was snowing in school, that girl He always acted like a baby to her, held her cold hand, put it on his face, and said with a smile: "Ah Shen, your hands are so cold, I will warm them up for you."

Yes.

That person has always brought her warmth and joy, only himself, leaving and hurting her, and... What happened today is so shameless.

She stared at the dark sky, as if she could see the man smiling at her:

"Your name is Wen Yanshen? My name is Xu Fang."

"Hey, I see you have been upset for a long time."

"...You, you look so pretty when you smile."

"Ah Shen, Ah Shen..."

A car whistle interrupted her thoughts, the black car slowly stopped by the side of the road, the window was rolled down, revealing a bright and proud face: "Get in the car."

Wen Yan was startled, and subconsciously refused: "No need."

Xu Fang's voice was already full of anger: "What's the matter? I'll take you along the way, and you will refuse?"

Wen Yan was silent for a moment, opened the car door, and sat in the back seat.

Throwing a scarf over, Xu Fang said coldly: "Wipe off the snow from your hair, don't get it all over my car seat."

She hummed lightly, lowered her eyelashes, and carefully wiped off all the snow on her body. The scarf was also wet. She folded the scarf and said hesitantly, "I'm sorry, the scarf is wet."

Xu Fang smiled playfully: "It's just a scarf, the sheets have been wet, what's the big deal."

Wen Yanshen's hand holding the scarf tightened, her cheeks turned pale for a moment, she didn't want to think about her shamelessness, but Xu Fang seemed unwilling to let her go, and always stabbed her with this incident.

Maybe she'll feel better if she's in a little pain.

Wen Yanshen stopped talking, leaned against the car window, and stared at the snowflakes falling from the sky.

This person seemed to be a catastrophe she could not escape.

It's been 20 years, and she still... There's nothing she can do about it.

Back then, she wanted to forget everything, so she went to a foreign country alone, unwilling to go home again. For this reason, the relationship between her father and her dropped to a freezing point. Every time she asked her why, she just kept silent and kept silent. I will say, sorry, I was wrong.

But she never changed.

She didn't know how to go back, she was afraid to see that person again, she had pushed her away with her own hands, even though she loved her deeply all the time.

Time is like water, and 20 years have passed in a flash. That time, my father did not reprimand him as before on the phone, but just kept silent for a long time, and finally said: "Yan Shen, Dad is worried about you."

One sentence pierced her heart to pieces. She was so unfilial. In the past 20 years, she never stayed with her father. Instead, she told him to be old and worried about her. Tears fell without warning. She lightly He breathed a sigh of relief and made up his mind: "I'll be back tomorrow."

She has always been a decisive person, once she makes a decision, she will not regret it. On the plane back to China, she sat by the window, watching the sunset in the sky, and earnestly begged in her heart, just don't let me see her.

But things run counter to what she thought.

Only a few days after she returned to China, the Wen family held a party. She just saw Xu Fang, the girl she loved so much when she was young, and the elegant woman standing beside her, gently holding her arm.

She saw the gentle eyes of Xu Fang and her wife when they looked at each other, and felt the indifference and sarcasm when she looked at herself... If nothing happened at that time, would the person standing next to Xu Fang be her?

After thinking about it for a moment, her heart seemed to be stabbed, and the ice condensed between her breaths. She didn't want to be so embarrassed, so she hurried out.

Unexpectedly, just after entering the small living room, that person also walked in. She was wearing a black velvet dress, she had a kind of cold beauty, she raised her eyebrows slightly, and her smile was impeccable: "Wen Yanshen, long time no see."

She couldn't speak for a while, those three words had been rolling in her heart for 20 years, she even thought of them subconsciously, but fortunately she held back, it took a long time before she realized her gaffe, and lowered her head: "President Xu, it's been a long time not see."

Because of her address, Xu Fang sneered, stepped forward, held her wrist, forced her to look up at him, and said in a cold tone, "Why don't you call me by my name?"

Wen Yanshen was hurt by her wrist: "Xu Fang, let me go!"

Xu Fang leaned against her ear and blew lightly, his movements were gentle and charming, but his tone was cold and mocking: "Wen Yanshen, you love vanity, you are greedy for money and profit, when you abandoned me before , I probably didn’t expect that I would have this day. Do you know that Miss Wen is looking for a middleman recently, please ask me for help? "

Wen Yan pursed his lips deeply, and finally met her eyes. Before he could speak, the door was pushed open from the outside. The girl who had never been close to her looked worried, and told Xu Fang to let go.

Xu Fang's demeanor was still reserved and arrogant, but he raised his chin slightly and raised his voice, but he didn't intend to let go at all, saying, they are old 'friends'. "

No matter how introverted and quiet Wen Yanshen was, his eyes were reddened by her at this moment, and a strand of hair fell to his temples. He tried hard to break away from her: "Enough!"

Really enough.

It has been 20 years, and she has almost forgotten, why...

Xu Fang took a step back: "Miss Wen, don't be so nervous, don't worry, I don't have unrequited love for you, so don't be too affectionate. Goodbye."

This is their first meeting after 20 years apart.

She suppressed all her emotions, smiled at Wen Huaiyu, and then returned to the hall as usual, and stayed with her father. When the night was quiet and everyone had dispersed, she returned to her room and lost all strength when she closed the door. She slipped and fell on the On the ground, said softly: "I miss you."

The three words that weighed on her heart couldn't face the three words said by that person, so she could only quietly face the darkness and say them to herself.

So she left again and hurried back to Australia.

She was afraid of seeing Xu Fang again, seeing her gazing at others tenderly, and she was also afraid that her thoughts would overflow, she would not be controlled by reason, and interfere in other people's families, she... She had let go a long time ago, and she was no longer qualified.

But now...

Turning her thoughts back to reality, she bit her lip and laughed at herself, she was still so shameless...did that thing, but Xu Fang already had a wife, she...

Unable to resolve her melancholy, she breathed a sigh of relief, and Xu Fang, who was waiting for the red light, also sneered: "Why, just taking my car makes you feel so uncomfortable?"

She couldn't answer her question and could only keep silent.

Fortunately, Xu Fang didn't say anything more, and just walked all the way to the vicinity of Wen's house. She lowered her voice and said, "Just stop here."

"What's the matter? I'm afraid that your family will see me and send you back? Am I ashamed?"

"...this matter is troublesome for you."

Xu Fang didn't speak, and stopped the car. She breathed a sigh of relief, said a soft thank you, and quickly got out of the car, but within a few steps, she was pulled from behind.

Xu Fang held her arm, his exquisite eyebrows and eyes were full of anger: "What are you doing so fast? I'll take you home, don't you thank me well?"

"...how can I thank you... um..."

Before she could say a word, her warm and soft lips had already covered her. Xu Fang pulled her into his arms and lowered his head to kiss her. She backed down and struggled, but her strength was no match for her, and she pressed her against the car door. Passively bearing the kiss, I couldn't stand upright, and almost slipped down, but Xu Fang held her tightly, imprisoning her in his arms, which was really too strong.

Her temperature, her breath, her heartbeat... These were all that Wen Yanshen was most familiar with and loved the most.

Even if reason tells her that what she is doing now is wrong, but reason is gradually giving way to emotional instinct, she has no way to refuse her, and she is reluctant to push her away, even desperately thinking, just this time, let If she indulges once, let this dream... a little longer.

No matter how beautiful the dream is, there will be a day when it will be shattered.

Not far away, the car horns kept sounding, Xu Fang let go first, her car was parked in the middle of the road, blocking other people's way, so she took a deep look at Wen Yanshen, and her fingers glistened on her. Her lips brushed against her, and her voice was hoarse: "It's rare for you to be so obedient."

Wen Yanshen was burned by the temperature of her fingertips, guilt and uneasiness surged again, she was almost desperate, and staggered back a step: "This is for..."

"Dream," Xu Fang interrupted her in a cold voice, "This is a deal, and you can declare the end unilaterally? If you break the contract now, not only will I not help you, but I will make your Wen family never stand again. Get up, do you believe it?"

Wen Yanshen's face turned pale after being stabbed by her: "What exactly do you want?"

Xu Fang said lightly: "I don't want to do anything."

Before she opened the car door and rolled up the window, she rolled her eyes: "Ah Shen, remember to come to my house tomorrow."

Wen Yanshen froze.

At that time, they made an appointment to read together on weekends. Every Friday, Xu Fang would hold her hand and ask for a promise: "Ah Shen, remember to come to my house tomorrow, okay?"

The tone is still so familiar, but now deep in this person's eyes, it is clear that there is no half affection, only cold plunder and indifferent banter, as if all this is just a game - a game of teasing her and punishing her.

She thought that everything would be over after tonight, but now it seems... This game seems to have just begun.

Her face was pale, she was on the verge of falling, and she bit her lips lightly: "Okay."

Xu Fang was originally smiling, until she saw Wen Yan's deep pale face, and subconsciously frowned, her expression was cold, and she stepped on the accelerator, and the car was like an arrow flying off the string, gradually Disappeared in the dark.