Where is the joy

I opened the window in the bedroom, and the moon was so bright that it made it impossible to sleep.

There was a slight creaking sound when the door opened outside, followed by familiar footsteps, and Xu Qing came in.

"Why are you here at night?" I was a little surprised, she hadn't stayed with me for a while.

"I can't sleep, so I came to see you." She said while changing her shoes.

When she came to me, we hugged each other and kissed each other.I can't tell whose lips are on whose lips first, whose tongues are wrapped around whose lips first, and when they are really entwined, I realize that this is what I've been thinking about all day. I'm not reserved, and she's not polite. There was a war of tongues and lips for a long time.

I never knew I could be so infatuated with a person's smell.I buried my head deeply in her hair, lay beside her, interlocking my fingers.I said some homely things, and I told her about Luo Luo and Xiao Ling. Xu Qing didn't seem surprised at all, but just said, "Compared to leaving the single, the matter of Luo Luo's escape from poverty is more worrying."

"She's still young."

Xu Qing shook his head, "This road is too bumpy. When you are young, you should be prepared for a protracted war."

I suddenly became curious, "What about you? Have you been preparing for it all these years?"

"Yes."

"Is there anything else I don't know?"

Unexpectedly, Xu Qing paused for a while before speaking, "I have dated a woman."

"What?" I sat up in shock.This person is really a big carrot! "When did this happen?"

"When I first started working. After breaking up with those so-called boyfriends, I was at a loss. I didn't know whether I naturally liked women, or I was just attracted to you."

"So, you went to have a girlfriend?"

"There is no commitment between me and her. In fact, I don't know if it can be regarded as a relationship. I met her on a chat website. She is a few years older than me. We have been in touch for a while, and she taught me. a lot of things."

It also taught you a lot of things... I immediately made up the Eighteen Prohibitions.

Xu Qing interrupted my sour imagination, "It's not what you think."

I pouted, "Your old man knows what I think."

Xu Qing hugged me, "What she taught me was heavy stuff. She had been working for several years at that time. From the very beginning, she told me that she would definitely get married in the future. I asked her why , she said, two women can’t go on, they are destined to be a different kind, and being a different kind carries too many things. She also said that she wants to have children, women work too hard in society, and she hopes to have a financially Men take care of things. I asked her at the time, if it was just financial care, women can do it too. She said I was stupid and said I would understand later. "

I snorted, "She just wants to live on someone else. There's nothing worth dating with this kind of person."

"It's strange to say that she has a very stable job, and it's no problem to support herself, but her thinking is deeply rooted."

"Then what did she teach you?"

"Teach me, that is, I must never live like her!"

I twisted her waist, "Hmph, you'd rather find another woman than come to me first, right?"

"Hey, you didn't like me back then. I reckon you liked me, it's only been two years. You saw me and Gao Xiang downstairs that day, right?"

"how do you know?"

"I'll figure it out by pinching my fingers."

"Tch, if you had come and chased me earlier, I think you are so good-looking, maybe you would have agreed right away, and we wouldn't have wasted so many years. Thinking about it, it's a waste."

"No, I want it for a long time. I don't want what others don't cherish."

I felt tense for a while, this silly woman, so she just endured it like this, and she didn't speak until I understood and cherished her.

I put my lips on hers again, and she responded softly to me, such a soft and sweet person, I was so moved that I wanted to cry.When I came back to my senses, I realized that my right hand had grown eyes at some point, and it crawled up to the chest of the man, and it was still inserted from the hem of the clothes.I secretly felt it through the package. The size seemed to be about the same as mine. The temperature came out from inside, accompanied by the strong heartbeat in the chest. After a little effort, there seemed to be a...

The eyes met for a while, a little embarrassed, she didn't move, and I didn't dare to move.

She didn't speak, and I was a little nervous, "Well, look, do we need to upgrade our friendship tonight? Although we have spent so many years maintaining its operation, now I think, uh, it's still an upgrade. It's more stable."

Xu Qing snorted, turned over suddenly, and pressed on me. She was not heavy. I hugged her with a solid sense of weight.

We have all become spring bamboo shoots on the back mountain, and our coats have been stripped layer by layer, revealing a white core.

She changed from her usual gentle and gentle appearance, and even became a little anxious. The strange taste made people want to escape, but at the same time want to get closer to her.The pain distracted me again, and before I could frown, I was quickly soothed by her. The tide surged up, and the tide receded, one wave after another, slapping the river bank.

I just remember that the moon was very bright that night, and I could see her expression clearly, which made my heart itch.Reciprocity, the way of hospitality, so, and entangled for a long time.

I just remember that we were still talking indistinctly before we passed out.

"You still don't admit that you came here because of me?" My voice.

"You don't believe me until I say it myself?"

"I feel at ease after you said it, otherwise I always feel that you said you liked me for a long time, and I was empty in my heart."

"It's because of you, and it's not all because of you. If I don't have my own freedom, how far can we go?"

"I can share."

"There are some things that lovers can share, but there are some hardships that must be faced alone."

"Facing what?"

"Let's not separate!"

"Well, okay, in this life and in the next life, we will not be separated."

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