After I gave up the small attack all the time

Xing Tan was taken aback for a moment, he finally knew why Zhou Meimei kept staring at his father's portrait.

That's not asking for comfort, it's asking for...forgiveness.

Zhou Meimei felt that his liking for boys was due to his lack of fatherly love. She planned to betray their love and find Xing Tan a new father for her son to be normal.

"No, it's not," Xing Tan knelt and wanted to reach out to touch Zhou Meimei, but Zhou Meimei avoided it.

Xing Tan's hand froze on the spot for a moment, then slowly retracted it, sat on his knees and looked at Zhou Meimei at the same level, after a while, he said, "Mom, I'm not a pervert, and I haven't done anything harmful, so don't be afraid of me."

"But you like boys..." Zhou Meimei trembled with every syllable.It was hard for her to imagine that her sunny and handsome son was a... homosexual? !

This is much more deviant than puppy love. What did she do wrong to raise her son like this? !

Xing Tan didn't dare to get close to her, so she shrank back silently, and said bravely, "It's not wrong to like boys, and I don't like all boys, I just like him very much. If he was a girl, I would like him too, mom , I just like him."

Zhou Meimei's chest was rumbling, she couldn't breathe, and after a long time, she pressed her heart and asked, "Who is he?"

Xing Tan was afraid that Zhou Meimei would go to school to find Xie Siwei, so he didn't say Xie Siwei's name, but said, "I like him but I won't delay my studies, and I won't change the direction of my life for him. The kind that shames you. Mom, you're still the one I love the most."

I don't know how long it took, Zhou Meimei got up from the ground. She sat for a long time, and when she stood up, her legs softened a little. Xing Yan hurried over to help her, but Zhou Meimei refused.

Zhou Meimei took a deep breath, without squinting, "You skipped class and lied all because of him. Tell me now that you won't shame me because of him. Xing Tan, how can you make me believe you."

"I skipped class because it was his birthday yesterday, and I lied because I couldn't tell others about my relationship with him. As for..." As for why I didn't answer the phone yesterday, it was because I was with him and I didn't want him to notice anything and worried.

Xing Yan didn't explain anymore, and under Zhou Meimei's astonished gaze, he bent down and kowtowed to her.

With his forehead on the cold floor, Xing Yan said softly, "Mom, I will be a son who makes you proud, and I will also be a person who can protect you. But no matter what... I'm sorry."

After a long silence, Zhou Meimei's door closed slightly in exchange.

Xing Tan closed his eyes only to realize that all the strength in his body had already been exhausted.

……

The honking of the car broke the silence in the cabin.

I don't know which car's driver has been honking the horn, which made the two-way four-lane traffic full of people's voices all day long. It seems that some people are upset and come down to curse the street, and it seems that some people have been scolded and retaliated.

After hearing Xing Tan's story, He Zhe didn't know what to say, but the car was so quiet, he opened his mouth to smooth things over and said, "The map shows that there seems to be a car accident ahead, the traffic police are maintaining order, wait a moment. "

Xie Anhe also withdrew his thoughts, he endured the pain deep in his heart, paused, looked ahead at the main road with no end in sight, thought for a while and said softly to Xing Tan, "Want to go for a walk?"

Xing Yan looked at him, and after a moment of silence, he said to He Zhe, "Drive the car home, and be careful on the road."

He Zhe wanted to say something but Xing Yan had already opened the door for Xie Anhe.The two got out of the car together, they bypassed the traffic, and walked towards the sidewalk.

Two unusual-looking men in suits and leather shoes walked side by side on the street, which inevitably attracted the attention of passers-by. Xie Anhe was originally walking outside, but Xing Tan took two steps to change places with him, protecting him inside.

Xie Anhe stretched out his hand silently to hold Xing Tan's hand.

The two of them were silent and did not speak, and they had already walked to the central square without knowing it.

Xie Yuhe didn't come out to exercise for a long time, and he was tired after walking for a while. Xing Tan turned to look at him, and pulled him towards a certain bench in the central square.

Below is the sunken square, and they sit on it, as if they are sitting on the stands of the school playground.

"That day..." Xie Anhe's throat moved slightly, without looking at him, he lowered his head and asked, "...Did you come to see me that night you told the family?"

Xing Tan let out a "hmm".

"At the time, why didn't you tell me about your coming out?"

"Why are you telling me this." Xing Tan took a deep breath and put his hands on the chair. "I didn't have anything at the time. I told you that it would only put pressure on you. I don't want to burden you too much."

Xing Tan didn't stay at home the night he came out.

Before leaving, Xing Tan knocked on Zhou Meimei's door and told her that he would go out for a while, so that Zhou Meimei should not worry.

Zhou Meimei didn't say anything, and Xing Yan left the house lightly.

He took a car to go to the KFC where Xie Siwei worked, and didn't go in to disturb him, but just looked at Xie Siwei who was working inside through the huge French windows.

It was about eleven o'clock when Xie Siwei got off work. As soon as he went out, he saw Xing Tan who was leaning on the white guardrail and staring at him. He walked over in surprise, "Why are you here?"

Xing Dan's eyes were red, as if he had cried, Xie Siwei didn't know what's wrong with him, so he pulled his hand nervously and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Xing Tan naturally wouldn't tell him what happened, but just smiled at Xie Siwei, tilted his head and asked, "Want to watch a movie? Spider-Man is on."

Originally, Xie Siwei had to go to Brother Xu's to work after get off work from KFC, so he could earn a little more, but because he was not feeling well today, he couldn't say hello to Brother Xu.

But Xing Tan wanted to go to the movies, Xie Siwei didn't mention that he wanted to go home and rest.

Xing Tan bought him popcorn and Coke, Xie Siwei saw that he was not very interested, and didn't ask any questions.

The two sat in the cinema without talking, and Xie Siwei fell asleep not long after the movie started.

He had a bit of a fever because of the inflammation of the wound, and he was not feeling well. He came to work bravely again today. After standing for a whole day, he was so tired that he was half dead. He finally nestled in the soft movie theater seat and fell asleep after a while.

Xing Tan looked at him, took off his coat and covered him, carefully hugged him in his arms, letting Xie Siwei sleep peacefully on his shoulder without disturbing him.

Thinking of what Xie Siwei did for him, Xing Tan felt mixed feelings in his heart.The faint light of the movie theater shone on Xing Tan's face, and there was something shiny on it that seemed to reflect the light.

After watching the movie, Xing Yan took Xie Siwei to have supper, and the two of them found a nearby fast hotel for the night.

Xie Siwei knew that he was in a bad mood and wanted to comfort him, so he endured the pain and lubricated in the bathroom, but when he came out, Xing Tan had already fallen asleep on another bed.

There was only a lamp on the bedside table that Xie Siwei and Xing Tan shared outside, Xie Siwei hesitated for a moment, turned off the bathroom light and walked over, called Xing Tan in a low voice, but Xing Tan didn't return.

Xie Siwei thought that he might have fallen asleep, but didn't say anything, turned off the light and lay down next to Xing Tan, looked at him from behind for a while, and then closed his eyes.

Xing Tan slowly opened his eyes when the breathing of the people behind him calmed down. His pillow had already been soaked with tears. As long as he thought of Xie Yu Siwei, Xing Tan's heart would be sore.

He silently clenched the quilt, hesitated for a while, and then tried to restrain his emotions and turned around to hug Xie Siwei.

It's just that when he saw Xie Siwei's pale face under his wet hair, Xing Yan couldn't bear it anymore, he pressed down and kissed Xie Siwei's neck, and sprayed his warm breath directly on Xie Siwei's neck. Xie Siwei's neck and shoulders.

Xie Siwei was startled by him and opened his eyes to look at him. After a while, he instinctively put his arms around his neck and let him gnaw on him.

Xie Siwei's bathrobe came loose, revealing his chest full of hickey marks, Xing Tan took off his underwear, and let Xing Tan "come in."

But the person on him paused for a moment, got up and left without making any further moves.

Xie Siwei opened his eyes to look at him, only to see Xing Tan walked to the backpack, unzipped it, took out a plastic bag from it, and walked back to Xie Siwei.

Xing Tan raised his hand to turn on the light, Xie Siwei closed his legs instantly, but Xing Tan broke them apart again.

Xing Tan hugged him and let him half lean on the pillow, then unscrewed the brand new medicine, dipped some in it with a cotton swab, and helped Xie Siwei treat the wound.

Xie Siwei was startled, and looked at Xing Tan in shock. He was a little embarrassed, and only said "you" before saying nothing.

Xing Tan finished applying the external application for him, put on his clothes, even tied the belt of the bathrobe, and asked without emotion, "Have you taken the anti-inflammatory medicine?"

Xie Siwei's throat twitched slightly, and finally replied honestly, "I ate the lunch, but I didn't eat the dinner."

"Why didn't you eat?"

"Too busy to forget."

Xing Tan didn't scold him, but brought a free bottle of water from the TV, tore open the anti-inflammatory medicine and handed it to Xie Siwei, then unscrewed the mineral water for him, and watched him swallow the medicine.

"Do you still drink?" Xing Yan asked while looking at the mineral water he held up in the air.

"Don't drink anymore." As soon as Xie Siwei finished speaking, Xing Yan took a sip, covered the lid, put it on the long cabinet, tied the plastic bag containing various medicines, and put it back to the original place , and then came over and turned off the light.

He hugged Xie Siwei, and Xie Siwei was used to hooking his neck, and was laid flat by him.

Xing Tan lifted the quilt and lay down, hugging Xie Siwei, without saying anything.

Xie Siwei didn't know what was wrong with him, he was very worried but didn't dare to ask, he didn't know until he felt some warm liquid left on his neck... Xing Dan cried.

Xing Tan actually... cried!

Xie Siwei wanted to turn over to look at him, but Xing Tan held him tightly and did not let him move. Xing Tan only said two words "sleep" and no other words.

Xie Siwei was silent for a long time, and finally said nothing, stroked his hair with his backhand, and the two hugged each other, falling into each other's dreams.

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