After I gave up the small attack all the time

Every word of Xie Anhe is like a poisoned knife to Xing Tan.

"Am I not good enough to you? Am I not good enough to you? Why are you still leaving? Why!"

Xing Tan bit him in dismay, Xie Yu and the long-lost tasted the taste of blood.

Xing Tan bit him, bit him hard, wishing he could eat him.

They bumped into various furniture in the living room and eventually sank together into the soft sofa.

The two of them played once, but no one moved again, only the sound of Xie An and violent breathing remained in the empty and dead living room.

Xie An heaved with his chest, and he was fascinated by the stack of super beautiful and super expensive feather lamps on the ceiling.

Xing Tan pressed on him and kissed his side face, but the person above didn't say a word, as if he was dead, without a soul.

Xie Anhe was pressed by him for a while, and then he remembered something, and quickly pushed his waist, "Hurry up, the police will be here in a while, I can't speak clearly when I see you here."

"Then take me away together." Xing Yan said without emotion.

"No, what am I going to do after taking you away? Then I will do this..."

Xie Anhe said with a deep voice, "...it's meaningless for me to do all this."

After a while, Xing Yan raised his upper body and looked at him, "It makes sense to run out without sleep in the middle of the night to make me worry, and it makes sense to talk sweetly in the morning until I get home and turn off the phone at night and find no one. I'm going to go to the police if I'm idle It’s meaningful to turn yourself in, Xie Yuhe, if you really want to be meaningful, you shouldn’t call me that night, it’s too late to find meaning now.”

Xie Anhe was unable to fight back what he said, Xing Yan turned his face away and sighed, and after a long time, he turned back, "If you are in Xia Huai's book, you will be a mindless 0, and your 1 will be exhausted Got it!"

Xie Anhe's heart beat twice quickly.

The person on the body got down, leaned on the other side of the sofa, squeezed his temples and sat with bent legs, "Be honest, okay, I'm so unreliable in your heart that I can't give you a sense of security? You can die once you trust me completely?"

Xie Anhe also got up and looked at Xing Tan's hand full of blood vessels, "It's not that I don't trust you, I'm just afraid that something will happen to you. It's best for me to live, but if I live, I will pull your leg and fall on the ground." On the edge of a cliff, then I would rather die."

Xing Tan felt sour in his heart, and after a while he "cut" and said two words, "Idiot."

Xie Anhe pursed his lips, and waited until Xing Tan seemed to be less angry, then asked cautiously, "Then the policeman..."

"You have stayed here for so long and the police didn't come, what do you think is the reason." Xing Tan let go of his hand and said angrily.

Xie Anhe pondered for a while, then suddenly looked up at him, "Have you solved it?"

"Nonsense," Xing Tan took a deep breath, not wanting to discuss how he solved it, so he looked at the house and asked, "But where is this?"

Xie An and a young N-line actor couldn't afford this tens of millions of houses, and judging by the dust falling on the floor, it must have been unoccupied for many years.

Xie Anhe paused, looking at the huge oil painting on the wall.

It depicts a girl dancing on a cliff.

The girl is wearing a red dress, and below is the rough dark ocean.The sea water slapped the cliff violently, and another person's face could be seen in the huge waves.

"This is Xia Huai's home."

Xing Yan turned back to look at him in a daze, Xie Yuhe stood up from the sofa, pointed to the space under the window and said, "When I came over, Xia Huai was lying here, she took medicine and slept peacefully .”

Xing Dan knew that he was not talking about now, but when Xia Huai committed suicide a few years ago.

He walked over and stood behind Xie Anhe, looking at where his finger was, there was nothing there, only the moonlight on the ground.

"I have known her for so long without knowing that she has depression. No matter what happens to anyone, she is the calmest and most rational one, helping us to make suggestions. She has saved many people in her life, but in the end she failed to save herself. "

To this day, Xie Anhe doesn't know why Xia Huai ended his young life.

She is obviously so talented, the books she writes are so beautiful, she has countless fans, and there are groups of concubines... Oh, it seems inappropriate to have groups of concubines.

Wives and concubines are the names of her fans, and she really has a lot of fans, both male and female.

Her thoughts are extraordinary and refined, and more importantly, she has been fighting for equal rights and freedom all her life.

She supports homosexuality, asexuality, DINK, and unmarriageism. She yearns for an inclusive and loving society, and hopes to see a harmonious but different world.

However, she lost to herself.

Just when Xing Dan thought that Xie Anhe was immersed in the grief of death, Xie Anhe turned his head and smiled at him, "Do you drink?"

……

Xie Anhe randomly took a bottle from the wine cabinet, took two glasses from the kitchen, cleaned them and put them on the rusty table outside.

Xing Yu: "If you drink Xia Huai's wine, this girl will come to you at night."

Xie Anhe smiled and poured a glass for Xing Tan, Xing Tan took it and smelled it, it was indeed a good wine.

He shook his hand, looked at Xie Anhe and said, "You seem to be familiar with this place."

Xie Anhe didn't wait to wake up, he took a sip, took a deep breath and replied, "I've lived here for a while."

In the first few years when he came to Qingshi, Xie Anhe stayed at Xia Huai's place all the time, eating her food and sleeping in her food every day, living an extremely "leisurely" life.

"When was that?" Xing Tan stopped his hands and asked.

"Ten years ago." Xie Anhe replied without emotion.

Ten years ago... Wasn't that the year when Xie Anhe broke up with him and dropped out of school?

After dropping out of school, he came directly to Qingshi...

Xing Tan twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled, "Xia Huai is a bitch..."

He called Xia Huai and asked if Xie Siwei had contacted her. What did Xia Huai tell him?Said that Xie Siwei went to Indonesia, said that he happened to know a big brother who was going to open a factory in Indonesia, there was a shortage of manpower, and the monthly salary was more than 8000 and he lived in a detached villa and was very happy. Xie Siwei followed without thinking.

Ten years ago, communication was not well developed, and Xing Dan was a military student who was not allowed to go abroad. What Xia Huai said was so true, Xing Dan really believed it.

Besides, at that time they had already "broke up because they didn't keep in touch", it was understandable for Xie Siwei to find a good job, he had no right to say anything.

It turned out that Xie Siwei didn't go to Indonesia at all at that time, but came to Qingshi, Xing Tan's city...

Xing Tan's eyes were a little sore, he raised his head and let out a long sigh of relief, "No wonder I have asked about you from the Chinese in Indonesia all these years, and no one knows about you."

Xie Siwei was stunned for a moment, then looked at Xing Tan, "Have you...have you looked for me all these years?"

"I've looked for it," Xing Yu paused, "I didn't look for it carefully. I forced myself not to look for you, but I couldn't help it."

If Xing Dan wanted to look for it, he should be able to find it soon, but Xing Dan hasn't appeared in front of Xie Yuhe for so many years, which means that he didn't look for it.

At least I didn't bother to find it.

"Occasionally I think of it and ask, 'Do you know Xie Siwei'? If people say they don't know each other or have never heard of it, I won't ask." Xing Yan looked at the transparent red liquid in the glass, "If it wasn't for that day at eight No. Mansion, you suddenly appeared in front of me, I have already forgotten about you."

Xing Tan did force himself to forget this person, but he still kept it in his heart.

So when someone you've loved for a lifetime suddenly appears, it's not difficult to fall in love again, it's just a moment.

Xie Siwei's throat twitched slightly. In the past ten years, he never thought that Xing Tan would always remember him in his heart, and even looked for him from time to time.

He has seen too many people fall in love, and most of them never get in touch with each other after falling out of love, and he was the one who proposed to break up at the beginning, Xing Dan also asked why, but... Xing Dan agreed faster than Xie An and expected.

He agreed quickly, Xie An broke up with this side, and Xing Tan asked why, Xie Anhe didn't reply, and after a while, Xing Tan replied him with one word, "Okay."

There was no redemption or dispute, Xie Anhe even thought that Xing Yan wanted to break up a long time ago, and just wanted him to mention it first.

"Have you been looking for me all these years?" Xing Yan asked lightly.

Xie Anhe squeezed the wine glass slightly harder, it was pointless for him to lie any more at this time.

Now Xie Yuhe is only worried that Xing Tan will not believe what he said.

"I've looked for it," Xie Anhe looked at Xing Tan, "I went to the military academy to look for you after I came to Qingshi, but your school wouldn't let me in."

Xing Yu was stunned for a while, and asked, "And then? You left without letting you in?"

"Then what else can I do?" Xie Anhe smiled helplessly, "I looked at the school gate that was higher than the city wall, and I knew that the people inside would serve the country after they came out. People like me who haven't even graduated from university Man, it's really..."

Not good enough for you.

Xie Anhe looked at the sparkling red galaxy on the table under the moonlight, "I went to find you once, but they wouldn't let me in, but they said I could call an insider, explain my identity and go to Waiting for you in the living room. This is the first time I have experienced the kind of thing where I have to submit my ID card and go through the security check to find a classmate. I chatted with the soldier when I passed by, and asked about your situation at school. Said that you are very popular, you are a famous figure in school, you have won many awards, and...you mentioned your girlfriend. "

Xing Tan frowned slightly, "Girlfriend?"

"Well, tell me it's the daughter of some chief, who is a perfect match for you. In the future, relying on this relationship, you will surely flourish and have a bright future, and..."

"Wait a minute, wait a minute," Xing Yan couldn't listen anymore, "I didn't have a girlfriend when I was in college, and... why do you believe what other people say? Since you came to me, you didn't see me You just leave, Xie Yu and—”

Xing Tan let out a long sigh, and it took him a long time to spit out a few words, "—You really are a brainless 0."

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