ruthless here

I'm glad that Zimo walked fast, as soon as he left on his front feet, the cold wave came on his back feet.

I was too lazy to go out to eat at noon, it was too cold.

I also suddenly realized that since I moved to live with Yang Congbai, Su Zhe hasn't had lunch with me anymore.

Logically speaking, with Su Zhe's temper, he wouldn't care if he became a light bulb or not.

To be honest, I kind of miss him.

Of course, the two things of "missing him" and "thinking about him" go hand in hand.

In the morning, I went to the convenience store to buy coffee. Coincidentally, I saw Su Zhe at a glance.He was queuing up with a lot of food in his hand, I greeted him and told him to wait for me after paying the bill.

When we came out together, I found that his face seemed not quite right.

There was an unconcealable exhaustion in his expression, and stubble still appeared on his face, as if he hadn't slept all night.

"Have you stayed up late?"

He smiled, "There are patients."

"what……"

I immediately felt sorry, after all, Yang Congbai got off work normally last night.

He looked at me and said, "Actually, it's not..."

……what happened?

He should have asked very reservedly, "How should I thank me?"

I pointed to the food in his hand again, "Buying so many snacks? You stayed up late and went to the cafeteria to have a good meal in the morning."

He laughed again, "Not mine."

"Whose is it?"

"...patient's."

"Patient? A child?"

I thought Su Zhe bought it to coax children, but he obviously didn't want to say more.

Just then, my cell phone rang.I took it out and took a look, Su Zhe said, "Then I'll go first."

"Ah good, I'm free to find you!"

It was a number I didn't recognize. I hesitated to answer it, but Su Zhe had already turned around and left.

I answered the phone.

"Excuse me, is this Mr. Yu?"

I thought it was another advertisement from a rental agency, and was about to hang up when another person said, "Hello, my name is Huang Youhan."

"..."

As if he knew that I needed time, while he was waiting, I quickly searched for all the information about this name in my mind...

I remembered who he was.

Before that, he and I were just people living in legends to each other.

"Xiao Tong has something for me to pass on to you."

"……what is this?"

There seems to be some embarrassment over there, "I'm afraid if I tell you, you won't see me."

This frankness made me want to laugh, "I don't have to see you if you don't tell me."

"...That's right," he also laughed, as if he couldn't find a better reason, he just asked honestly, "We are going back to the United States next week, Mr. Yu, if you have time..."

Ok.

Anyway, what Wu Yitong wants to give me will never be more powerful than a daughter.

Just like that, at noon, Wu Yitong's current husband and I made an appointment at a coffee shop not far from the hospital, planning to have lunch together.

Of course, Wu Yitong's ex-husband must never know about this matter.

I heard from Yao Ruochen that Wu Yitong later married her junior from the high school attached to her, who had also been secretly in love for many years, and waited for many years, and finally got married.

I don't know what this Huang brother looks like.

After all, judging from my current experience, people who hold back for too long will more or less become abnormal.Just like Yang Congbai, the way he looks at me is becoming more and more perverted...

On the way to the appointment, I was extremely nervous and prayed that I would not be seen by acquaintances.

If Yang Congbai finds out about this, he won't blow it up.

Huang Youhan was already there when I opened the door and walked in. Obviously, although I didn't know him, he knew me very well.

"Thank you for coming."

This is the first sentence he said to me after meeting.

I quickly made a comparison in my heart. Although this Huang Youhan is also a handsome guy, Yang Congbai is obviously more handsome.

Of course, "a little bit" is just my humble opinion.

I couldn't help laughing, and I didn't know why I made such a comparison.

In a few words, Huang Youhan and I didn't have too much embarrassment.He spoke in a very humble and peaceful way, and it was hard not to be fond of him.I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, Wu Yitong was crazy back then, Yang Congbai was even crazier than her, and there was also an out-and-out obsession with stupidity.Obviously they are all handsome men and beautiful women, and the great youth is more difficult to think about than the other. They have to be hanged on a tree. Wouldn't it be good to have a good relationship?

...No, Wu Yitong did talk about it.

Isn't that me!

I immediately felt a lot of resentment towards Huang Youhan in front of me.

Classmate Xiao Huang, if you had worked harder back then, maybe you wouldn't have those moths later on...

I asked him a few words about Wu Yitong's condition, and he said that the treatment went well, "thanks to Mr. Yang's help."

Although Yao Ruochen told me before that it was impossible for Yang Congbai to stand idly by, but to be honest, I was a little surprised to hear Huang Youhan say it himself.

After all, Yang Congbai never mentioned these things to me.

In front of me, it seems to be at odds with others, maybe he feels good.

"Xiao Tong asked me to pass this letter to you," he handed me an envelope, "she said, I hope you can hand it to Ke Ke at the right time."

"..."

My outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, not knowing whether I should take it or not.

"Of course, you don't have to accept it... I think at least Mr. Yang will not be willing."

I took the letter, "That's why she asked you to come to me, isn't it?"

He smiled, as if relieved, "That's true."

The envelope read "To Coco" and signed "Mom."

He said that Wu Yitong had been writing for a long time, but he didn't know what he had written.

"If you're worried, you can take a look first."

"I'm definitely going to watch it," I said.

He just smiled.

"It's inevitable that people will think a lot when they get sick. She always feels that she may never see Ke Ke again."

"...How come, you let her recuperate well, don't think about nothing."

"It's not all because of illness... At first it was, but now, it's mainly because of Mr. Yang."

It seems that Yang Congbai really scares people a lot.

I couldn't help but say a few words of comfort, "Just wait until Keke grows up, and I will slowly persuade him. There is no child who does not want to be a mother, and he is not stupid."

He smiled as a response to my kindness.I continued to eat my pasta with my head down, only to hear him say, "Are you guys together?"

"...cough cough!"

I choked and drank water, he was sorry, "I'm sorry."

"Young people, don't gossip like that!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" He suppressed a smile, not very sincere.As soon as my side calmed down, he said again, "Mr. Yang is worth it."

"..."

asshole!Made my nose a little sore.

He lowered his head and focused on rolling the noodles.

"At that time...it was very difficult. My family and Xiaotong's were both. Mr. Yang gave us a lot of help...Of course this is conditional. So he didn't want Xiaotong to appear again, I respect and understand he."

"..."

"But Xiaotong seems very sure that you will help her. Cocoa has always been her heart disease, and now you finally know, she can let it go."

This is so unreasonable, I have to say a few words for myself.

"Let's be kind, right? She said it, and she can let it go. Do you know what I was like then?"

He laughed again, as if trying to defend himself, "I can't blame her entirely."

"..."

That's right, no matter how unreasonable Wu Yitong is, in his heart it is justifiable.Who made him like her.

This is something that can’t be helped, it doesn’t matter whoever gets it.

Huang Youhan said that they will fly back to the United States next week, we chatted a little about life there, and when we parted, he said thank you several times.I put the letter into the inside pocket of the down jacket.Although I don't know what the "right time" is, I think that some things will naturally have their right time.

"Hope it's not too hard for you," he said.

I understand that he is afraid that Yang Congbai will blame me.

"It's okay, I just don't let him know."

Because of the cold weather, Aunt Fang came early in the evening to make soup.She brought a lot of traditional Chinese medicine ingredients brought by relatives in her hometown, which are said to be very nourishing, and it is good to drink in winter.

She has always felt guilty about the loss of Ke Ke, although no one blamed her.

But the soup is really good.Originally, she brought so many ingredients, Yang Congbai asked her to take half of them back, but I kept all of them.

After dinner, Yang Congbai and I were washing dishes in the kitchen.I asked him to ask Aunt Fang tomorrow how he did it.

He agreed first, and then said after a while, "Actually, I will too. It's not difficult."

I saw "You beg me" written on his face, but I didn't.

"You just blow it."

"Really, wait for me to study and study."

"Then what if you can't figure it out?"

He smiled, looking very negotiable, "Then ask Auntie Fang to do it again, and let her teach me. I have to learn how."

"..."

I really want to kick him.

Yoyo called "Dad!" and ran over to me. I thought he wanted ice cream, and I wanted to tell him that it would be at least an hour later.But he asked, "Dad, you and uncle, are you friends with guns?"

"..."

"..."

I was tongue-tied and my brain froze.

Fortunately, Yang Congbai was calmer than me. He wiped his hands, knelt down and asked Youyou, "Who taught you this?"

Perhaps feeling that the atmosphere was not right, Yoyo's voice also became softer, "It was Xu Wu who said it."

"..."

"We said today, why can't we sleep with mom and dad... Xu Wu people said that it's because mom and dad are married, and only married people can sleep together. Those who are not married and sleep together are friends with benefits..." Youyou didn't seem to understand, and felt aggrieved, "But uncle, you will sleep with daddy, right? I saw you came out of daddy's room this morning... Will you get married?"

I don't know whether to laugh or cry, it seems that what the Xu family boy said is not completely wrong, but how should I explain it?

Why is being a parent so difficult? !

Yang Congbai actually continued to make trouble, he also raised his head and asked me, "Will you?"

"..."

I want to kick him even more!

The situation was critical, so I simply and rudely denied Xu's theory, "What Xu Wu said is wrong, think about it, Dad sometimes sleeps with Yoyo."

"So Dad and Yoyo are friends with benefits, right?"

"..."

Yang Congbai laughed so hard that he almost sat on the ground.

I was so anxious that I almost sweated, "Hey, don't say this word casually to others in the future! Youyou is obedient."

He still looked puzzled, but Yang Congbai had already picked him up, "Go take a bath with Uncle. Uncle will sleep with you today, okay?"

Now he was happy, "Okay!"

I don't know what Yang Congbai thinks.

In fact, I haven't really done anything with him, saying that friends with benefits are not qualified, at most, they can only be regarded as close roommates...

Moreover, I hope in my heart that he can silently accept this setting.

I can't tell what's wrong, anyway, since he doesn't force it, I just maintain the status quo... And I don't think he has any preference for men, especially a man my age... ...No matter how you look at it, it is similar to him. He may just think about it. If he is really asked to do it, he may not be able to do it.

I started to struggle again.

He should have found a woman to live a good life, then have his own children, and enjoy the happiness that ordinary people should have.

Although Yang Xun and Sister Li didn't say anything, at least, I didn't say anything in front of me, but a good brother suddenly came out of the closet, and even the child he worked so hard to raise was not his own. really...

Fortunately, their family already has Xiaocheng, at least they won't be dead.

When I think about it this way, it seems that the sense of guilt is not so strong...

I turned over on the bed for a long time, and finally I was about to fall asleep when the door was pushed open.

He got into bed, squeezed me together, groping from behind and pulling me into his arms.

"Yu Fei, we can't do this."

"...What's wrong?"

I was half asleep and half awake, not knowing what he was talking about.

"We can't live like this forever."

"...What kind?"

He stopped explaining and buried his face in my shoulder.

I thought about it a few times in a daze, and finally figured out what he was talking about.

"No." I reached out to touch his hair, "Next time, okay?"

He said "Yeah" and hugged me tightly again.

He was still not reconciled.

Forget it, anyway, I don't have much money, let him try it next time, it's good to give up completely.

With his decency, he won't turn his face and drive me away if there is discord in the bed.

Just don't let me go.

Then next time.

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