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As soon as New Year's Day passed, my mother began to urge me to book a flight ticket to go home during the Spring Festival, but I was waiting for internal discounts from customers until mid-January.

After that, I counted the days to go home every day. Mom was looking forward to it. Although Dad didn't say anything, I tacitly agreed that he was also looking forward to it.Yu Fan made it clear that she only expected Yoyo, not me.

I was not to be outdone, "You said you can't cook, and you can't set off firecrackers, so you are only responsible for eating and watching the fun?"

On the other side of the video, Yu Fan rolled his eyes at me, "Isn't Chinese New Year just to have fun?!"

But it never occurred to me that the customer's system had problems before the new year.It was already one o'clock in the middle of the night when I received the call. When I saw that the caller ID was Zhang Zhang, the director of the technical service department of S Airlines, I was shocked and woke up completely.

Zhang Wenxiu's voice was a little hoarse, but he was polite and calm, "Manager Yu, I'm sorry for being so late."

During the conversation, I had turned on the company's laptop and connected to the VPN, and quickly understood why he would call me himself.

This is the first time since I started this project.

After staying up all night, I reluctantly packed up Yoyo in the morning, took a taxi to the kindergarten, and then took a taxi to work.The morning news was broadcast on the radio of the taxi. Last night, there was an abnormality in the booking system of S Airlines. Some orders were backed up in advance, which made it impossible to check. More than 20 flights were delayed. The fault has been repaired.

I looked out the window and felt a little motion sick.

The cause of the accident was quickly found out, and the culprit was Hao Meng, a new graduate this summer.It was the first time this girl encountered such a big scene, and she surrendered herself to me with a look of horror. She said that she just slipped her hand during the revision and touched a small parameter.

Before I could say anything, her master Xie Wei couldn't wait to scold her bloody.I have to go to the client with the department head to apologize, and here Hao Meng is out of breath, so I can only give a few words of comfort in a hurry.

The customer's father's face was ugly, but since our cooperation has always been smooth and the fault was quickly repaired, Zhang Wenxiu didn't seem to intend to embarrass us.It was getting late when I returned to the company, I gave Xie Wei a few words and rushed to pick up my son. I hurried so fast that Yoyo didn't become the last child to be picked up.

"Dad, you look so tired today." Yoyo looked at me worriedly.

"Dad made a mistake at work." I confessed to be lenient.

His expression suddenly became very serious, "If you know your mistakes, you can correct them. There is nothing better than being kind."

God!

I leaned over and kissed his little cheek.You brat, you've been coaxing me to the point of melting your heart.

In the evening, I ordered takeaway according to Yoyo's preference.Most of the takeaways he likes are junk food, so I rarely follow his preferences.

At the dinner table, Yoyo carefully rolled a triangular piece of Hawaiian pizza into a burrito, and then put it into her mouth bit by bit.I watched the soft and rotten pineapples fall out one after another. The more he ate hard, the more he fell down, and I couldn't help feeling funny.

He paused and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"I laugh that you are like me, eating food everywhere."

He looked at his front, and coquettishly coaxed me, "Isn't that great!"

good you head ah!

After dinner, I said to Yoyo, "Dad is really tired today, and there is still work to do, can you play by yourself?"

"Then, Dad, take me to take a bath first, I can go to bed early today."

I burst into tears in my heart, my son can also be a caring little padded jacket!I was so relieved that I saw Yoyo's good days of earning money and supporting her family were just around the corner.

Before going to sleep, Youyou flipped through the picture book a few times, and I read the company email for a while, and when I went to the bedroom, he was already sleepy with Dumbo in his arms.

I covered him with the quilt, and heard him whisper, "Dad is so tired of making money."

I want to laugh, a little sad.

He muttered again, "Actually, I can make money for Dad..."

I almost laughed out loud.

It’s true that the children of the poor are already in charge of the family!The old father was a little impatient.

After turning off the lights for Yoyo, I went back to the living room and continued to work overtime.Now it's hard for me to stay up late, let alone sleepless nights, with tension and high pressure all day long.I sank on the sofa and mechanically typed the accident report with my computer in my hand, although I knew very well that what was written in this state would largely be a piece of waste paper.

Yoyo, Dad really doesn't want you to grow up, so let's leave the money to Dad first.

I feel sorry for him, he never asked me why I raised him.I think with his intelligence, he must have realized this problem long ago, but he never asked me.

I also hope he never asks me.

Suddenly, I seemed to see myself when I was 19 years old.That was the first time I made money as a tutor, and I never felt that kind of excitement again.

Because I was the number one student in the science college entrance examination in city a that year, Su Zhe introduced me to a tutoring opportunity.The other party is the child of a professor in their medical school. I still remember his name is Lin Xuan.Professor Lin is a fellow townsman, and Su Zhe had also tutored Lin Xuan before, but at that time Su Zhe was already in his junior year and didn't have so much time and energy, and Lin Xuan entered his third year of high school and would soon face the college entrance examination, which was the key when.

At that time, I had just entered school in my freshman year, and I could get 200 yuan for one and a half hours of tutoring for Lin Xuan. At that time, the hourly salary of KFC was 30 yuan an hour, and the whole line of Beicheng subway was [-] yuan.Every time I go to Lin Xuan's house, the bus costs [-] yuan. Once I accidentally slept in, and it cost more than [-] yuan to take a taxi.

I still remember that Yang Congbai also lived in that community at that time.

To be more precise, Yang Congbai's family also has a house in that community, and he lives there occasionally.I met him in the community when I first went to class.

I actually remember all of these.

I still remember that Lin Xuan's parents divorced very early, Professor Lin was busy with work, almost every time I went to class on weekends, only Lin Xuan and his grandma were at home.Lin Xuan and his father look very similar, but their temperament is completely different.Professor Lin is reticent and has a kind of majesty that makes people hard to get close to. However, Lin Xuan is cheerful and talkative, especially fond of nonsense, he is a standard adolescent boy.He also secretly discussed with me how to chase the person I like, although this is not within the scope of my business.I really wanted to help, but I had no actual combat experience at that time.

At that time, I envied Lin Xuan.

Because he has a father who is a professor at U University, he can naturally study in the best high school in North City.And his grades are very good, as long as there are no accidents, he can be admitted to any university he wants to go to.He has many hobbies and is full of energy. I always feel that he doesn't put much effort into reading.

I asked him if it was because Su Zhe taught well before, but he smiled and said, "Better than the teacher, of course it's because I'm smart, it's my dad's credit."

In fact, there is an insurmountable gap between people, such as birth, or talent.For this point, I also just discovered and acknowledged it at that time.

But Lin Xuan said that he would not study medicine because he did not want to be like his father.I didn't ask him what he didn't want to be. I just thought that Lin Xuan, who seemed to have everything and didn't care about anything, might have his own loneliness.In my sophomore year, I went abroad as an exchange student and quit my tutoring. At that time, the social network was not as dense as it is now, and I also lost contact with Lin Xuan.Later I asked Su Zhe, and Su Zhe said that he was admitted to the law department of E University.Later, Su Zhe said that he had no contact with Lin Xuan anymore.

Professor Lin led a team to rescue the earthquake in my junior year, but unfortunately died in the line of duty.The school held a grand farewell ceremony, but I didn't see Lin Xuan's figure.

I think Bai Youyou and I just need to be the most ordinary father and son.

I will take care of him in a hurry, accompany him to grow up, and then he will watch me grow old.He may not have good grades, he may not be tall enough, and he may not be able to make much money in the future, but I only hope that he will have no disasters and troubles, and it is best not to be lonely.

I put down the computer, went to the kitchen to heat up a box of instant rice, and ate a couple of bites, it was too salty.I nestle back on the couch and reopen the document.

I remember one time when I finished class, it was already a storm outside. Grandma Lin gave me 50 yuan to take a taxi back, but I refused and fled.Lin Xuan chased me into the corridor, and stuffed me with a bag of sticky bean buns made by his grandma without any explanation.That should be the best sticky bean bun I have ever eaten.Warm, sprinkled with sugar, fragrant and sweet.

I know that these plots have obviously happened, but it seems to be watching someone else's dream.

I stood at the gate of the community with doubts, it was the only way I had to go to take the bus; I broke open a sticky bean bun and stuffed it into my mouth, the warm air was filled with sweetness, and outside the car window was the snowstorm; I even have an indescribable expectation in my heart. This heavy snow will never stop, and this section of the road will never end.

"Brother, were you waiting for me just now?"

I woke up with an illusion of weightlessness.

The phone vibrated on the floor, I glanced at the wall clock on the wall, it was not ten o'clock yet.I picked up my phone, and there was an unfamiliar number on the screen, from Beicheng.I didn't think much about it, and pressed to answer.

"Hello?"

There was a moment of silence over there. I thought it was a sales call, someone selling a house or buying insurance, and was about to hang up.

"Yu Fei?"

He's not so sure.

My brain suddenly went blank.

I suspected that I had hallucinations after working all night, so I didn't dare to say anything.

"It's me. I'm Yang Congbai."

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