ruthless here

When I went to work on Monday, I met Su Zhe at the door of the convenience store.

He held two cans of yogurt in his hand, and when he saw me, he would smile or not.

I had no choice but to bite the bullet and walked up to say hello.

Under the sun, Su Zhe narrowed his eyes, looking interested, "I heard you beat Yang Congbai?"

"..."

Probably because he saw that I was guilty, he was even more unhurried and unyielding, "You are so powerful, I think you will be respected by everyone in this hospital in the future..."

I couldn't hold back my face, but my mouth refused to show weakness, "What's wrong with me beating him?"

Su Zhe smiled generously, "It's not that big, it's only natural for you to beat him, and no one cares about it."

"..."

His mouth!He said all the good things.

"Yang Congbai is disfigured. All the girls and daughters-in-law in the whole courtyard are very distressed. Tell me, what is wrong with you, why are you slapping your face?"

"..."

Who cares about him?

He deserved it.

"And I heard that the woman's conditions are good in all aspects, and she hasn't wronged you at all. Even if you are not satisfied, you won't be rough with the introducer, right?"

"you!"

I am in a hurry.

It's fine for Yu Fan to say that, but why is he, Su Zhe, still pretending to be confused with me here!

"Why, you want to beat me up too?"

Depend on!

It must be very funny that I want to do something but can't do it. Su Zhe shook his head with a smile, and then handed me two cans of yogurt in his hand.

"Choose one, how about the strawberry one?"

Seeing that I didn't respond, he asked again, "What about the blueberry?"

I can't be bothered to talk to him.

"Look at you, you don't want this, you don't want that, so what do you want?"

"..."

Before I could come up with an answer, Su Zhe said, "It's all because of his lack of skills. If he could bring the dead back to life, believe it or not, he would have gone to America long ago."

"..."

Su Zhe smiled again, "You."

He handed me the can of strawberries.

"Just treat it as if he invited you."

I stood in the hallway and drank the can of yogurt.

Downstairs, the wind blows the poplars, and the leaves rustle.I lay on the window sill, thinking of the last time he came to deliver food to me.

I don't know what happened to his face.

I just punched him, maybe it was a bit hard, but I was angry at that time, who told him to...

Fuck, I don't care!

He deserves it!He must know it himself, otherwise why didn't he fight back?

Should have punched him long ago...

The phone suddenly vibrated continuously, it was Yang Congbai.He sent me a lot of photos, the ones he took yesterday.The first few pictures are me and Yoyo, and Ke Ke, I don't know when he took the pictures.There are some group photos in the back, as well as cakes, balloons, some decorations and decorations that I don’t know why he took pictures, as if he lost his patience picking and picking, and sent them all to me.

The colors of the photos are soft and bright, so vivid.

I already regret it.

I want to apologize to him, anyway, it's wrong to hit someone with your hands, let alone we are adults.

And at least he was thinking of me.

It's not difficult to say "I'm sorry", but I don't know what kind of relationship I should maintain with him after "I'm sorry".

Anyway, it is definitely not a relationship that can introduce objects to each other.

Anyone can do this, but he can't.

During the November holiday, Yu Fan and I both returned to City A.

In the summer, my father stayed in the hospital for two days with pneumonia, and he has recovered well.It's different from the Spring Festival. Now it's neither hot nor cold. As soon as we go back, Dad will take Youyou to walk around the streets, staying away from home all day, and not too tired.

In fact, I have a major task when I come back this time.

Zimo had greeted me before, saying that he was going to travel with Zhou Yuandi on October [-].To tell you the truth, I don't know what's good to visit. The two of them have been traveling around at home and abroad in the past few years, but they just rushed to this second-tier provincial capital in a place with the most people on vacation.

The point is, Island W is not on holiday either!

"I took annual leave! Feifei, I really miss you!"

"..."

I wondered if Zimo was stimulated by the news of Yao Ruochen's successful marriage proposal, so she came to me for spiritual comfort.After all, he has liked senior sister for so many years, and seeing that senior sister is about to get married, and the groom is Yao Ruochen, whom he doesn't like very much, it is normal for him to feel uncomfortable.

And he must not be able to share this feeling with Zhou Yuandi.

So, I feel a little proud in my heart, no matter how good a lover is, it can't replace a brother.

The afternoon before Zimo and Zhou Yuandi arrived, I avoided my father and Yu Fan's plan to take Youyou to the zoo, and stayed at home to help my mother cook.

I told her that I would go out to hang out with my friends tomorrow, and asked her to watch Bai Youyou for me for a day.When she heard that my roommate from Island W was coming to play, she quickly said, "Then call me over for dinner!"

"He came with the object, and he has his own arrangements."

"Why are you like this, kid?" Mom complained to me, "He came all the way to look for you, and if he has a partner, he will bring them with him...Are you afraid that your mother's skills will embarrass you?"

"What's this called?! Don't get on the line!"

"Then call them here! They are foreigners who come to travel, don't be fooled by those snacks..."

Ok.

Seeing that I couldn't escape, I had no choice but to tell the truth.

"Mom, my roommate should date him... Both of them are men."

She froze for a moment, her eyes were all wrong.

Well, I'd better not say the second half of the sentence.I wanted to tell her that my roommate's partner was actually my roommate.

But fortunately, I am merciful, Zhou Yuandi dropped out of school and went to England before the two of them got together.I guess he must have been confused at the time, so he just wanted to walk away.

After all, many things are much easier to avoid than to face.

"You mean," Mom finally realized, "they're both gay?"

She bites the word at the end of the sentence very lightly, as if talking to me about a rather taboo topic.

I know that this development is beyond her imagination, and I understand how she feels now, after all, I was the same back then.

"Yeah, so that... I'll just go out and hang out with them tomorrow."

She lowered her head to pick the beans in her hand, and after a while, she asked me hesitantly, "Are the two of them... particularly obvious? The kind that can be seen right away?"

"Where is it, it looks normal... Hey, what's wrong with this!"

"Oh," she nodded quickly, "That's good, that's good."

I know what she wants to say.She was probably worried that her son was walking on the street with a gay couple. If he was accidentally seen by the neighbors in the neighborhood, he would probably be gossiped about.

"I can't tell." I comforted her.

She was also a little embarrassed, "I didn't mean that...does his family know?"

"I know, it's been several years."

"Then...then they don't want children?"

"I seem to be planning to adopt one. Hey, it still depends on fate, there are so many couples who want to survive but can't make it!"

"That's also..."

"I said, Mom, don't worry about him! He is living a good life, just like us."

Mom laughed, but disagreed with what I said, "How can it be the same?"

"Yeah, they are still in pairs, your son and I are still single!"

She hit me with a bean in her hand.

"pain!"

"How can I learn nonsense! How can my son become a dog when he is doing well?"

"Then you see, people are not as good as dogs! The current environment is so cruel to us singles! Fortunately, I have Bai Youyou, otherwise I wouldn't even be able to drink a second cup at half price!..."

I chattered nonsense with her for a long time, thinking that I changed the subject, but I didn't expect her to pick all the beans and bring the subject back.

"Feifei, it's not that mother discriminates against your friend. We can't keep up with the new ideas of you young people. Especially your father, you can't reason with him..."

I don't know if she doesn't tell.

I clapped my hands, ready to call it a day.

"Hey, didn't we all agree, I'll take them for a stroll tomorrow and that's it. I promise to do all the escort work as a landlord, and I will never embarrass the elders in my hometown!"

"Spoken nonsense again!"

"Eat, drink, and play with..."

we can only do this.

After dinner, I confiscated the camellia cigarettes that my father hid in the cupboard, and went downstairs to find an inconspicuous corner to smoke by myself.

In the community, there are young couples taking their children for a walk, in twos and threes, they gather together naturally, talking about something that I can't hear clearly.

I'm still too far away from them.

I fiddled with the cigarette case in my hand. I remembered that there seemed to be a sentence on the previous packaging, but it was gone now.

It feels like something is missing.

He makes me think about him when I want to smoke, but what can I do if I think about it?

I still can't quit.

The sky is reflected red by the setting sun, gentle and lonely.I see that the clouds are continuous and continuous, but they are blocked by tall buildings.But I know that they must go very far.

Can Beicheng also see this cloud?

The next day, I went to the airport to pick up my "gay friends".

After checking in at the hotel, I took them straight to the snack street.Zimo said that he didn't eat anything on the plane in order to feast on his food, which made me very sad for his business class.While I was leading the two of them in and out of the turbulent crowd during the long holiday, I was listening to Zi Mo report to me all the latest gossip he had.

"My God!" He played me the short video Xiao Qing sent me with a dazed expression, "Such a big diamond ring! It really blinded me!..."

I sighed inwardly.

Is it not good to be a person these days?Why is everyone vying to be a dog.

"Is it as exaggerated as you said?" Zhou Yuandi smacked his lips, "And it's not a big deal, the one I bought for you before is not smaller than this, right?"

"Your attitude is wrong, okay? What do you mean by 'not a big deal'? Besides, it's not just about its size!"

"Yeah, watch 4C!"

"It depends on your mind!" Zi Mo gritted his teeth, "The most important thing is whether you have a good mind!"

"Where do you see your heart?" Zhou Yuandi was still arguing, "Whether you have a heart or not can be seen with a stone?"

"You are sophistry!"

"I'm being reasonable!"

I'm going to call the police.

"Oh, good!" Zi Mo sneered, "You are the most reasonable, I declare that you won this round. So what?!"

I applaud immediately.

Zhou Yuandi was defeated, so he had no choice but to talk about him, "Do you want to eat this Roujiamo? I've been taking it for a long time."

"Who told you to buy indiscriminately? Feifei even said that this store is not authentic!"

"Then you just said you were hungry..."

"I want to eat that glutinous rice cake!" Zimo quickly turned around and pointed to me, "Feifei, that's the one!"

There are too many people, and I can't help myself in the crowd, "This store is a chain, and there are..."

"Hey wait a minute! There seems to be a famous milk tea shop ahead..."

They are just two ordinary people.

In this vast sea of ​​people, everyone has their own story, and their stories will not be particularly different.

"...But you can't drink the ones with added sugar!" Zi Mo said to Zhou Yuandi.

"Did Zhou Yuandi lose weight?" I interjected.

"He's losing weight." Zi Mo curled his lips, "Yao Ruochen asked him to be the best man, and he was too serious. I told him, don't steal the groom's limelight!"

I raised my hand and asked, "How many best men did they call?"

"Three!"

Zimo quickly poked each of us on the chest, "Just these three!"

"..."

I drew a cross on the place where he poked it, wishing Yao Ruochen the best stylist in Beicheng.After all, it is still difficult for us not to steal the groom's limelight.

After buying the glutinous rice cakes, Zhou Yuandi was pushed out to line up to buy milk tea, and Zimo and I sat on the flower bed by the street to chat and wait for him.Speaking of Xiao Qing's wedding, Zi Mo said, "Feifei, senior sister has her family and us on Island W, so you need to help her more in Beicheng."

"I know."

Although they asked me to eat last time, I refused.After all, at that time, I was so embarrassed by my own old dog blood that I couldn't care less about eating dog food.

Zimo said again, "Feifei, senior sister said that you may not be well recently, so you didn't go to see her."

"...Did Yao Ruochen buy her a diamond ring or a crystal ball?"

"Hehe, I heard that Wu Yitong is back."

"..."

Yes.

"Yes," I said, "and then I got into a fight with Yang Congbai."

Zimo grabbed my arm excitedly, "Then who wins?"

"..."

"You lied to me, right?!" Zimo was very proud of seeing through the lie, "Yang Congbai doesn't bother to fight with others..."

Yeah, so it was me who did it.

But I didn't say it.

In the next two days, my mother always hesitated to speak when she saw me, as if she wanted to ask me something.

When we were washing the dishes with her at night, there were only the two of us in the kitchen, and she finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"Your friend, are you doing well?"

"Then look, I'm here, five-star praise!"

She smiled, but not from the heart.After a while, she discussed with me again in a low voice, "Do you have a picture, show it to Mom?"

I almost laughed a somersault.

"Have you seen it! You haven't seen my photos when I was in college, and you haven't seen my graduation photos?"

"Oh, how many years ago was that..."

Since my mother spoke, I also generously shared with her the tourist photos of my gay friends.Seeing that homosexuals don't have three heads and six arms, and no green faces and fangs, she seemed to finally feel relieved, and began to feel sorry for me, "Such a handsome boy, why do you want to be gay?"

This word, of course, was new to her as well.

"Who says no!" I quickly asked again, "Mom, which one do you think is more handsome?"

She hesitated between the two people in the photo, and finally pointed at Zhou Yuandi, "Mom thinks this!"

Depend on!Zhou Yuandi, I remember you!

"Mom, you're about to lose your precious son."

"what?"

"Your son is so handsome, you can't get a word of affirmation from you."

"No!"

"My son is heartbroken and going to have sex."

"My son is the most handsome! You are more handsome than all of them!"

"It's too late!" I threatened her, "Your son has already been infected with gay germs!"

She smiled and beat me, "I'm talking nonsense here all day long!"

On the last day of the long vacation, Yu Fan and I took my parents out shopping and wanted to buy winter clothes for them.Dad was very stubborn, and reluctantly persuaded him to try a down jacket. We all said it looked good, but he insisted that it was not good.In the end, Yu Fan lied to him that the credit card would give him a discount during an event, so he let him buy it.

Mom was picking left and right in the children's clothing store, but she didn't see any intention of coming out.Unable to stay still, Yoyo said she wanted to eat ice cream, and dragged his grandfather away.I told my mother that Yoyo is growing fast, and buying too much is a waste, but she didn't listen at all.

"Oh, this little skirt is really pretty!"

Yu Fan and I looked up at the same time, and my mother said, "It's a pity that we Yoyo are boys."

Yu Fan's reaction was really quick enough, she held her mother's arm and babbled wildly, "Mom, you have a girl!"

"You?" Mom was amused by her, "Okay, let me regenerate you again."

"Then we can talk about it!"

I asked the clerk to take the skirt off for me.

"Who are you buying it for?" Mom asked me in surprise.

"I bought it for my friend's children, and they bought things for Yoyo a lot."

I just lied.

"Which friend are you? I think it's Yang Congbai?" Yu Fan's tone was full of sarcasm, "I said you haven't apologized to him yet? You're a dead duck!"

Mom was even more surprised, "Who is that?"

"He's a friend. The two of them are usually very good. They had a fight a while ago, and they haven't gotten along yet."

"..."

Mom was overjoyed when she heard it, "Oh, how old are you and still fighting? Why? Mom will judge and see if it's his fault or our fault."

I warned Yu Fan not to talk too much with my eyes, she understood my killing intent in time, shut her mouth and stopped talking, and just gave me a supercilious look.

Hmph, no matter how much black stuff she has in my hand, I only have a lot of her in my hand!

There are yellow and pink skirts, and I hold them in my hands, and they all look cute.

If it were Yang Congbai, how would he choose?

"...It doesn't work now. I could make this style when I was young. If you don't believe me, ask Yu Fan, she will definitely remember..."

Yu Fan definitely doesn't remember, she hid behind her mother and winked at me, telling me not to answer.

Mom helped me choose the yellow one, and she also specially helped me choose a collar flower, saying that it matched well.

I think she should be very happy to have a granddaughter.

If only her granddaughter had only one dad.

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