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Another big event happened in June, and that was Xiao Qing's return.

Zimo was very reluctant to part with this, "I really don't know what there is to miss in Beicheng."

I can't wait to go through the phone screen and stuff Yoyo's socks into his mouth.

Xiao Qing and we both know what is so good about Beicheng.

Xiao Qing changed a job that might be easier. Although the salary has not increased, "it is more important to be alive." She said that she has reached the age where she will worry about her sudden death. She is afraid, "If you die in the apartment, the smelly No one knows."

Xiao Qing's fear is not just talk, she has already bought two personal accident insurance for herself, "The one that includes sudden death will be more expensive."

Of course Zimo doesn't allow such a thing to happen, "Senior sister, we must keep in touch frequently!"

Xiao Qing said, "Actually, if you think about it carefully, no matter how strong you are when you're alive, it's quite miserable that you don't even have a body collector after death. You are all better than me. Although Zhou Yuandi is not very good, he is still a person; Fei also has Yoyo, at least Yoyo can already speak."

I resisted weakly, "Don't curse us, okay..."

"Hehe." Xiao Qing seemed to be indifferent about life and death, "There is a way of life and death, and wealth is in the sky. Many things are already predetermined. Let me tell you, when you fainted last time, it happened that Yang Cong Bai Zai..."

I already knew what she was going to say next.

really.

"If this was in ancient times, the grace of saving life would have been promised with your body!"

"He's a doctor, okay?" My head was full of black lines, "Should I save one and marry another?"

"Hehe," it was Zimo this time, "You really think about him."

"..."

Xiao Qing's words triggered my endless thoughts.

Of course it's not the part of "promise with your body", but "no one knows if it stinks".

In case something happens to mine, who will Yoyo make a voice call first?Whether it was Yu Fan or Yang Congbai, I am not even sure now.

I really don't want to die before Yoyo, but if Yang Congbai is the one who collects the body, that can be regarded as some kind of consolation.After all, he is close, so he won't wait until I smell bad to arrive.

Today I went to pick up Yoyo as usual.I parked the car some distance away from the kindergarten, then got off and walked towards the kindergarten.There are too many cars in front of the attached small gate, and they are all luxury cars, I don't want to be scratched by others.

I heard someone calling me from behind, and looking back, Yang Cong had just locked the car.

After those delusions about collecting the corpse, I saw Yang Congbai again, and I felt a little guilty in my heart.After all, he has already helped me a lot, and I actually have to count the collection of corpses for him.

"Yu Fei," he took two quick steps to keep up with me, "Are you free this Saturday?"

"Saturday?"

"Ke Ke has a ballet performance, you can bring Yoyo with you. My brother and the others will go too."

"……what?"

"A group of relatives and friends, want to call more people, lively and lively."

"I can't do it this Saturday. Xiao Qing is coming back, and she said she wants to see Yoyo on Saturday."

"She's coming back?"

"Yeah, she's been having fun for half a year..."

Yang Congbai smiled, "That's great."

I saw him put the ticket in his trouser pocket.

"Is your name Su Zhe? Or..."

"He has classes."

"Oh……"

I guess so.

He added, "How is Xiao Qing doing recently? How about having dinner together?"

This makes me difficult.

Me, Xiao Qing, and Yang Congbai, it's a bit weird to have a dinner appointment in this lineup, no matter how you look at it, it looks like one person is missing.

"Then you are in charge of calling Yao Ruochen?" I asked him.

He laughed as soon as he heard it, "You are responsible."

But I still want to live a few more years, "Forget it."

He also nodded, "Forget it."

Before Xiao Qing came here, she ordered hot pot takeaway to be delivered to my house on her own initiative, which shocked me.She came at noon, and said that there will be a dinner for the new company in the evening, which is a buffet dinner. It is estimated that it will be difficult to eat, so you have to fill your stomach in advance.

Yoyo was very happy, Xiao Qing brought him his favorite pineapple cake.After eating and drinking, I leisurely went to take a nap. Xiao Qing and I cleaned up the dishes, and then drank tea and chatted in a room filled with hot pot.

Xiao Qing said that if she didn't go to work, she would go to Zi Mo's house to beg for food.Although she has no psychological burden for eating Zimo for free, Zhou Yuandi really hates it, so she can only come back to support herself.

I asked her what happened to the throw pillow, and I'm pretty sure she knew!

Sure enough, she raised her eyebrows, "What else can I do? Zhou Yuandi went to order one that is exactly the same for him!"

"It really deserves it!"

We gloated.

I mentioned that when they came to Beicheng a while ago, Yao Ruochen organized a gathering for everyone, and everyone came quite well.Upon hearing the name, Xiao Qing immediately waved her hand, as if a fly had come to her eyes.

I had to shut up.

In silence, I peeled a piece of pineapple cake she brought and stuffed it into my mouth.

"Hey, eat less! I gave it to Yoyo!"

"Youyou's father can borrow the light too!"

Xiao Qing has always disliked children, and vowed that she would never have children in her life.She said that children are creatures without reason and logic, and the responsibility is too great for people to parry.She probably has to spend her whole life for her child, but she can't control its future direction, which makes her feel terrified.It is difficult for her to get close to the children of relatives and friends, but Bai Youyou is an exception.She said that Yoyo is good-looking, well-behaved and quiet, and can arouse her almost extinguished motherhood a little bit.

Of course, only a little bit.

While speaking, she took out a cigarette, but put it down again.

I took the opportunity to preach, "You should smoke less in the future, don't you want to live a few more years?"

"I was off for a while," she said.

Now I was very surprised, as if I saw the rabbit stopped eating grass.

She ignored me, stood up and walked around the kitchen, then opened the refrigerator, "Let me check if you are doing well." She opened the freezer drawer as she spoke, and then exclaimed exaggeratedly, "Very good Ah! Why do you buy so many Haagen-Dazs? It’s not an expired discount, is it?”

"That's not what I bought..."

It was the e-voucher that Sister Li gave me. Yang Xun didn't let the children eat ice cream, so Sister Li gave it to me.Together with the snacks baked too much in the cooking class, and the new clothes that Xiao Cheng grew up so fast that she didn't have time to wear, it's all from Sister Li's gentle kindness.

Xiao Qing took a strawberry and sat back beside me. She put her legs crossed on the sofa and found a comfortable position.

She asked me, "What do you think of Beicheng?"

"pretty good."

"Really." She said, "But Beicheng is too big." She scooped up the ice cream with a spoon, but it was still hard, so she had to use a lot of force. "I've been here for ten years. There's been so much love and so much hate in these ten years, but I haven't filled it yet."

That's why she came back.

I also went to the kitchen to get an ice cream, then came back and sat down next to her again.She casually pointed to the pile of Lego in the living room, "It costs a lot of money, right? Your Bai Youyou has really turned into a nobleman."

I thought it was funny, "What kind of a nobleman is he?"

In addition to the ones brought by the move, there were a few boxes brought by Yang Congbai.He said he bought it for Coco before, but Coco was not very interested, but I doubt if what he said is true.

"Come on, I invite you to answer, what kind of experience is it to send your son to a noble kindergarten?"

"The experience is to find out that one's life is really poor..."

I told her what I had seen and heard in the past few months, and she laughed from time to time, and added a few spicy comments from time to time.I naturally wanted to mention Yang Keke. When it came to the little princess dropping my phone, Yang Congbai kept saying sorry to me in a low voice. "A child can change a person so much, I've never seen him like that."

She took my phone, "This is it?"

"Yeah! I really made a lot of money."

She smiled and put the phone down again.

"I thought you wouldn't want to see him again after you returned to Beicheng. After all, there is a sad story about you here. Unexpectedly, a mobile phone bought you off."

"You think I'm so easy to buy? Didn't you see how much this phone costs?!"

"Feifei," she asked me calmly, "Have you ever thought that Keke might be your daughter?"

"..."

"real."

"...Really?" I couldn't laugh or cry, "What nonsense are you talking about?!"

This joke is not funny at all.

"Think about it, is it impossible, or is it possible, but you dare not think about it?"

"What am I doing thinking about it when I have nothing to do?! Doesn't Wu Yitong know whose child he is giving birth to?! And I, I..."

She waved her hand, "The success rate of condoms is only 98% under the premise of correct use, not to mention that many men don't know how to use them at all."

I was shocked, "You have researched all of this?!"

"Don't interrupt."

I almost begged her to let me go, "Yang Congbai is a doctor, does he know whose daughter he is raising?!"

But she asked me back, "Then do you know whose son you are raising?"

"How can it be the same?! Yoyo's mother is gone!"

She looked at me and eventually just smiled.

She patted me on the shoulder.

"That's right, Yang Congbai won't be so confused, don't get excited."

"Are you blaming me for getting excited?!"

"I'm just talking casually."

"I beg you not to be so casual!"

"Ha ha."

We calmed down and continued to eat the ice cream in our hands, but we seemed to have our own concerns.

"But having said that, it's rare that you are all single now," Xiao Qing scratched the empty box, "Since you don't mind that he slept with your girlfriend back then, have you ever thought that maybe Yang Congbai can be a good guy now?" Object."

"Again?!"

"Ha ha."

"Just let me go, senior," I begged her sincerely, "His children are already that old. Besides, I hope they can have a good relationship for a hundred years!"

Xiao Qing held the empty box and looked at me with great interest, as if I was something worth studying.

"Then let me ask you, if they are still together now, would you still use his mobile phone to be friends with him?"

"How is it possible?! Why am I so cheap?!"

She narrowed her eyes, "I don't think so."

When she said that, I also felt guilty.

"...Am I that cheap?"

But she neither affirmed nor denied.She said, "It's hard to talk between people."

After Xiao Qing left, I probably felt awkward for two or three days. When I saw Ke Ke at the kindergarten gate, I also felt that something was wrong.

It's one thing to secretly think about something, but it's quite another thing to be told by others.

But this idea is so absurd, but Xiao Qing told me plainly that it is not [-]% impossible.

But I soon convinced myself.

I believe in Yang Congbai.

He is such a sober person, he will not know who he is married to, let alone whose child it is.

He was so anxious to get married back then, and made it so ugly, wasn't it just for the children?

It doesn't matter if he is a third party, or he abandons him all the time, as long as he is a good father now, maybe Xiao Qing is right, no matter whether they are still together or not, I have no way to blame him.

The temperature is rising day by day, accompanied by the dry heat brought about by the tight construction schedule.

The design has entered a critical stage. In order to hurry up, I now follow Hao Meng and the others to order takeaway at noon every day, and go to Yang Congbai's house to pick up Yoyo in the evening.Recently, the kindergarten has a new chef, and Ke Ke and Yoyo are not very used to eating.Aunt Fang will bring out Yoyo and me when she cooks at night. Although Yang Congbai won't force me to stay, Aunt Fang's enthusiasm makes it hard for me to refuse.

"Younger, come, come, come, have a bite before leaving!"

The kindness is hard to turn down, and Auntie Fang’s food is so delicious, I always refuse every time, but I still eat a lot every time.Yoyo and I are obviously gaining weight, and we have regained all the pounds we lost when we first came to Beicheng.

There shouldn't be free dinners in the world. I bought two sets of clothes for Ke Ke, which are the brands she usually wears. They are so expensive that my flesh hurts.The little girl liked it quite a bit, but Yang Congbai didn't like it too much.He told me that it is difficult to buy things for children. If you like it this time, you may not like it next time. He told me not to buy it in the future.

"Then...then what do you lack?"

After asking, I felt a little ridiculous. Even if he really wanted something, it would definitely not be something I could afford.

Sure enough, he just smiled, "Don't think about these useless things."

I know he means well, but it still hurts a little.

If his good intentions and gifts were not "compensation", they could only be charity.

Actually, Yoyo and I had a good time in the south.I'm not so busy at work, and the pace of life is not so fast. I can take good care of Yoyo, and we don't have to cause trouble to anyone.

Why can't I think about it and run back to suffer this crime?

But I still have to go to work, and I still have to live my life.

Song Mingyu asked me if I could find an acquaintance in the hospital to open a high-end ward for everyone. His home is far away. If he can take a bath and sleep in the hospital, he won't have to go home.

"Your thinking is dangerous!"

I told him about how I was sent to the hospital by ambulance after staying up for a week at the beginning of the year. I wanted to arouse his vigilance, but instead of being afraid, he even smiled and said to me, "Brother Yu, aren't we already here?" It's the hospital!"

"..."

Hao Meng had pimples on her face. She emphasized to me that this was a work-related injury, and the company should reimburse her for skin care products.

"I'm holding back from the design book!"

"If you want to prove that you are holding back the design book, you have to show evidence! There is also a judicial appraisal for work-related injuries. Then you said that everyone fought side by side, why didn't Brother Qiang and Xiao Zhang have acne?"

"Brother Qiang smokes, Xiao Zhang is playing games!" Hao Meng took advantage of the topic, "I want to change seats with you, Manager Yu! The smell of cigarettes on Brother Qiang's body is too strong, I'm about to be smoked to death by him!"

This is great, after changing seats, Brother Qiang would ask me to join him every time he smoked upstairs, "Manager Yu, come down and get one?"

Near ink is black.

Fortunately, I don't smoke a lot, so I take one in the afternoon, and it doesn't taste good when I pick up Yoyo after get off work.Brother Qiang recommended e-cigarettes to me. He said that the taste can be reduced, which is also good for health.I was a little tempted, but I was still not willing to spend the money.

"I'm not good at this."

"Manager Yu, I didn't say that," Brother Qiang tried to confide in me, "Aside from going to work and taking care of your children, do you have any fun in your life?"

"I have fun with my kids!"

"That's fine," Brother Qiang said happily, "You just have to enjoy it, I'm afraid you'll be tired."

I was also happy, "Who can live without being tired? You don't have children, so aren't you tired?"

"I'm tired too!" Brother Qiang was a little excited, "When I think about my mortgage, I'm so tired that I can't breathe! Just like this, my wife still wants a child. When I have a child, then Are you tired yet?"

"I'm tired," I patted his shoulder, "If you haven't thought about it, don't ask for it."

"But you said, if I don't want children, who will my house be in the future? What do you think about this..."

I took a puff of cigarettes, and was so teased by Brother Qiang that I coughed.He waved his hand to disperse the smoke ring, and then smiled.

Although Yoyo didn't find out, someone still found out.

That day Yang Congbai asked me to have lunch together, and said he had to leave early because he was afraid of crowds.In the past, Su Zhe was the one who ate with Zhang Luo, but it was rare for Yang Congbai to speak. I went to the hospital gate early to wait for him.In the end, when he came out, he was the only one.

He said that Su Zhe is on vacation today, "It's rare that he's not here, let's go and eat something good."

"Look at you, you're so weird, I'm going to report it to Su Zhe!"

"Don't tell him."

Yang Congbai took me to eat Roujiamo, the one that Su Zhe had been greedy for me before but didn't take me there.That store is very popular, it is only open at noon, and it doesn't even deliver takeaways.We lined up in the sun for a long time, and I was so hungry that my chest was stuck to my back.After finally getting in, Yang Congbai asked me as soon as he sat down, "Do you know why Su Zhe didn't bring you here?"

"Got it, he's lazy."

Yang Congbai smiled, bowed his head and pushed the menu to me.

The simple fan in the small shop was buzzing, I ate a meal heartily, my face was full of oil, and finally I reluctantly packed several to take away.That paper bag was so fragrant, I held it in my hand and smelled it all the way.

When I thought of Hao Meng and the others, I was worried, "What can I do, they will still have to snatch it from me when I take it back."

"Then let me take it back for you, anyway, you have to come at night."

That's true...but I really don't want to take it for granted.He doesn't run a nursery school, I still want to get off work early today to pick up Yoyo.

But he misunderstood my hesitation, "Are you afraid that I will steal it?"

When I heard it, I generously handed him the paper bag in my hand, "Brother rewards you!"

He smiled, but refused to answer, "It's not big or small."

"Hey, take it for me, I'll ask you again tonight..."

"Then count how many you have first, and don't turn around and accuse me of stealing from you."

"Eat what you want, I'll give you all!"

He just received it, and asked me deliberately, "Are you willing?"

I was very reluctant, but that was Yang Congbai!

"Then what do you want me to do? Can I not give it to you?"

He smiled again, "Then I'll hold it for you first."

When we got to the entrance of the hospital, we wanted to part ways, but Yang Congbai called me back again.

He took out the pack of cigarettes from my trouser pocket, "I'll help you with this too. I'll take you to eat delicious food today, so don't smoke in the afternoon."

"..."

I was suddenly moved, but unfortunately it didn't last long.

Because he said again, "Let me find out that you smell of cigarettes again, you can go with me to see lung cancer specimens."

"Isn't it?!" I quickly waved my hand, "I can just Google it myself!"

"The specimen can be touched, and you will be more impressed if you touch it."

"No, I really don't need it!..."

"Yu Fei."

"what?"

We were standing under the midday sun, and the sunlight made it hard for me to keep my eyes open.

He is also exposed to the sun with nowhere to hide.

He said, "Do you listen to me?"

"I'm listening!"

I didn't even think about it.

He looked down and smiled.

He looked at the cigarette in his hand and stuffed it back into my trouser pocket.

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