ruthless here

When I went back to work, I had lunch with Su Zhe and Yang Congbai at noon, and I deliberately didn't mention the coincidence over the weekend.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he sat down, Su Zhe said, "Tell me, how about going on a blind date?"

I almost spit out a mouthful of water.

The expression on Yang Congbai's face is also wonderful.

Su Zhe said with a smile, "If it doesn't work, I think the Egg Tart Xishi will come again this afternoon, why don't you think about it again."

"That's right," I followed the side drum, "Why don't you think about it!"

Yang Congbai glanced at me, the eyes were so powerful that I immediately shut up.

But Su Zhe is not so easy to deal with.

"If it doesn't work..."

"Okay, I get it," Yang Congbai took out his wallet and put it on the table, "Stop talking, I'll treat you."

Su Zhe smiled and raised his hand to say hello, "Boss, order."

Only occasionally, I still feel like an outsider.

Presumably, Su Zhe knew all about Yang Congbai.This probably also includes his sweetheart.

Youyou had already fallen asleep, I leaned on the bedside and fiddled with my phone while thinking wildly, but I saw Xiao Qing rarely posted on Moments.

Zimo liked it, but Zhou Yuandi didn't.

In the photo, there is an endless coastal road, and the scorching sun seems to be able to penetrate the screen.She was wearing sunglasses and her long hair was blown by the wind.

I remembered what Zimo said, saying that she was around the island recently.

"when will you be back?"

I asked her in the comments below.

"do you miss me?"

She responded quickly.

"Yes I do!"

I candidly admit it.I can also imagine that when she sees this sentence, she must laugh at the screen like me.

"Hehe, I'm thinking about Yoyo."

I returned her a heartbroken look.

After thinking about it, he wrote again, "Zhou Yuandi is getting fat."

"Hehe," Xiao Qing replied, "It seems that I am not the only one who gloats!"

Zimo quickly played the voice over.

"Feifei, are you asleep?"

"No ah."

"Then let me tell you!..."

He complained to me that Zhou Yuandi threw away a pillow he bought when he moved to pack his things.That pillow was specially bought by Zimo and sent to England when they were still in a different place.In Zimo's eyes, it was the testimony they had worked so hard to hold on to.

But in Zhou Yuandi's eyes, it was one of a lot of useless things that took up space that were cleared out during the move.

Useless things are naturally garbage, and of course there is nothing wrong with throwing them away.

In line with the principle that peace is the most important thing, I also persuaded, "Throw it away and throw it away."

"It's obviously very important! It's very commemorative!"

"Then, why don't you buy him another one?" I suggested.

But the voice over there suddenly raised, "And then let him throw it away?!"

"Of course not..."

"How can I be so cheap?!"

"Of course not," I dragged my voice, earnestly said, "Only I can be that cheap..."

"Feifei! Who are you speaking for?!"

"Of course I am for justice..."

"With the moon? You thought you were a Sailor Moon?!"

"Depend on!"

Zi Mo laughed.

We casually chatted a few words about daily trivialities, and the topic naturally shifted to Yang Congbai.Hearing that Yang and I went out for an outing together from Baituo's house, Zimo was very surprised over there.

"You, Yang Congbai, and the daughter of Yang Congbai and Wu Yitong?!"

"yes……"

"Don't you feel pain in your heart?!"

"It's okay..."

"You are really cheap!!"

"……Depend on!"

This time Zi Mo stopped smiling.

"Feifei, I know you are a bad person, but I didn't expect you to be so bad."

He spoke so sincerely that even I was touched.

"But I have nothing left..."

That's all in the past.

And even Yang Congbai already has someone he likes, and no one has stayed where he is for a long time.

"That's right," Zi Mo said in a blunt tone, "And Yang Congbai tried so hard to bribe you."

He used the word "buy", which sounded even more poignant than "compensation".

"But think about it, Yang Congbai is also quite miserable, isn't he? When Wu Yitong left after giving birth, he..."

"Please, they are getting married with a son!" Zimo was very excited, "Yang Congbai got a child, Wu Yitong got money, do you really think there is love? The worst is the child, okay?"

"Zi Mo, don't talk about him like that..."

"Okay, I'm sorry Feifei," he quickly apologized, but he misunderstood me, "After all, you really loved Wu Yitong."

"..."

"Feifei," the voice over there suddenly became very low, "Hurry up and find someone to love you."

There was warmth in my heart, but I still couldn't help but want to laugh.

"Then what am I looking for?"

I was going to flatter Zhou Yuandi after his answer. Although he is fat, he is still my brother after all.Unexpectedly, Zimo didn't follow the routine.

"Anything is fine, as long as it's what you like."

"Okay, then I will go to the newspaper tomorrow."

"I'm serious!"

He suddenly became serious.

"But that person must like you more. He will help you, protect you, remember your birthday, stand by your side, try his best to please you, and want to give you a home..." He paused After a pause, it suddenly became louder, "Of course, the most important thing is that he won't throw away the pillow you gave him!!"

I heard Zhou Yuandi yelling over there, "Are you crazy, you?!"

The next day, I met Sister Li at the entrance of the kindergarten. She drove a bright red convertible trot, which was very bright and eye-catching even at the entrance of the kindergarten attached to the famous car exhibition.

When she saw me, she took off her sunglasses and waved to me, "It's so early today?"

"Yes."

I walked over, and she handed me cookies she had made in the cooking class, and we ate and chatted.

"Where's Xiaocheng?"

"I'm sending him to learn piano! Let me tell you, I recently replaced him with a new teacher who teaches him very well!..."

Sister Li praised the piano teacher for a while, then asked me if Yoyo was learning anything.I said I learned a little English before I came here, but I don't learn much now.

"You have just come here, and you have to go through a process of adaptation." She is very understanding, "Don't worry, just tell me when you want to learn something, and I will introduce you to reliable ones!"

I thanked her, but I just smiled wryly in my heart.What she can introduce to me must not be what I can afford, we are too far apart.

"By the way," she asked suddenly, "do you not have a girlfriend yet?"

"..."

Is there something wrong with this week's horoscope, why everyone cares about my personal problems.

She got excited, "What do you want? Can you trust your sister Li?"

"No need!"

Her circle is either rich or expensive, so there is nothing she can introduce to me.

"Thank you, Miss Li, I don't have that plan yet..."

She curled her lips, "Why are you like Yang Congbai, 'I don't have that plan for the time being', so when will you plan? What's the point of planning after you are seven or eighty? Besides, the child is still so young, so it must be taken care of by multiple people It's not the same. Stepmother is also a mother after all, it's even more different between having a mother and not having a mother! Let's talk about Keke..."

She suddenly stopped, and quickly waved her hand again, "Forget it, her mother doesn't need to talk about it."

The bell rang in due time.

When I saw Yoyo coming out, I thought he seemed to have something on his mind.Ke Ke ran over and said loudly to Sister Li, "I invited Yoyo!"

"right!"

I took Yoyo's schoolbag, and Sister Li swiftly removed Coco's disheveled braid, and re-pinned her a hairpin.

"Father Yoyo, I almost forgot!"

She said that next Saturday is Coco's birthday, and they are going to hold a party at home, so I must take Yoyo there.

Yoyo held my hand, not daring to look up at me.

"Next Saturday? All right." I smiled and agreed, "Definitely go."

So I don't have to ask at all.

He knew this, so he didn't answer.

It was true that Wu Yitong broke up with me when he found out that he had a child.

Even after breaking up, she never confessed to me why.

Why bother.

Maybe it was because Yang Congbai put pressure on her and didn't want to pierce it in front of me; maybe it was because of something else.

Forget it.

Today, I don't even want to judge anything.

And it is true that Yang Congbai married her because of the child, although he only assumed the responsibilities that a man should bear, if it were me, he would not make other choices.

Yes, I still can't blame him, blame them.

Anyway, I'm a bad guy.

Anyway, these are all in the past.

The car drove downstairs, and I took Yoyo to the supermarket to buy some food.When I got home, I asked him if he wanted to eat some more with me, or wash him some fruit first.

But Yoyo is not in a high mood.

"dad……"

I know why.

Because Coco's birthday also happens to be my birthday.Yoyo had already circled that day on the calendar.

Yang Congbai, I really have you.

But it's Ke Ke's birthday, even if she doesn't like me, whether it's because of Yoyo or Yang Congbai, or even for Sister Li's sake, I still have to support this event.

"Father, I actually don't really want to go." Yoyo lowered her head, as if apologetic. "Let's celebrate your birthday at home, shall we?"

My heart softened.

My Yoyo.

I squatted down and held his hand, and discussed with him solemnly, "We can celebrate Coco's birthday during the day, and come back at night to celebrate Dad's birthday."

He hesitated, "Really?"

"Really." I kissed his little face, "Anyway, Dad has Yoyo to accompany him every day. On birthdays, as long as Yoyo eats cake with Dad, Dad will be very happy."

This time he was happy, "Thank you Dad!"

Seeing this little person become happy because of me, I seem to have gained some extraordinary power.

"Did Keke tell you what birthday present she wants?"

After hearing this, Yoyo became very proud.

"Ke Ke said, I don't need to prepare a gift for her!"

I was a little surprised, "Why?"

He shook his head, his satisfaction palpable.

"Because Ke Ke said that as long as Yoyo goes, it will be the best gift!"

"..."

Heh, this stinky boy is so beautiful, he probably has forgotten all about Irene who is thousands of miles away.

But we can't go empty-handed.Besides, Coco has always been indifferent to me, and I am looking forward to improving our relationship through this time.

"Is there anything you particularly like?"

"Yes!" Yoyo said without thinking, "Ke Ke likes her father the most, Uncle Yang!"

"..."

I didn't expect that Coco, who is difficult to deal with on the surface, is actually a little sweetheart.Okay, maybe I can discuss it with Yang Congbai and ask him if he can let me tie a bow for him and send it to his daughter.

"But she already has Uncle Yang," I continued to enlighten Youyou, "Is there anything she wants but doesn't have yet?"

"Um……"

Yoyo fell into deep thought.

This question seems a bit difficult.Yang Congbai naturally had everything Ke Ke wanted.

"Coco said it was a secret..."

I immediately swore, "Daddy won't tell!"

Yoyo seemed to be in a dilemma, "Promise?"

"ensure!"

He became very quiet, as if revealing a secret.

"Coco said she wanted a mother."

"..."

My heart was suddenly stung.

"Ke Ke also said that she was willing to tell me because I also want my mother..."

I held Yoyo in my arms.

"Dad, can I have a mother?"

"..."

"But I don't really want a new mother..."

Yes.

But the "old" one is not coming back.

"Yuyou, think about it, if you have a mother, you can't give all of your father's love to you, you have to give half of it to your mother."

As if this was a fatal problem, Yoyo hugged me even tighter.

"Then I don't want it anymore."

I smiled and patted his head, "Then next time Keke says she wants her mother, can you just tell her that?"

But unexpectedly, Yoyo said seriously, "Uncle Yang won't be separated."

"..."

"Ke Ke said that her father doesn't love her mother."

"..."

"Ke Ke said that mother left because father didn't love mother."

What he said so earnestly and so firmly made me feel like a lot of wind poured into my heart.

When Wu Yitong left, Keke was still so young, it is impossible for her to have memories; and Yang Congbai, he would never teach Keke to say these things.

"...Yuyou, these are all guesses by Keke."

But Yoyo couldn't understand, and even felt a little wronged.

"Then why doesn't Coco's mother want her? Coco is so good!"

"..."

"If it wasn't because Uncle Yang doesn't love her, she wouldn't want Keke!"

Yes ah, in the end is why.

I was left speechless.

It occurred to me that I must have thought the same question, why on earth did they separate.

But the answer is not in my hands.

"...Actually, there are many reasons for adults to separate, and it's not necessarily because they don't love each other."

Yoyo listened carefully, but I could see that he didn't fully understand.

"Like a reason to be together. Being in love may be a big part of it, but maybe not all of it..."

There was confusion on his face.

"You will understand when you grow up."

"Daddy," he asked suddenly, "do you love me?"

I was surprised, "Of course I love it!"

His expression relaxed, as if he became very relieved.

"That's great! We're together because we love each other!

"..."

I thought it was funny, but I wanted to cry again.

Yoyo and I must be the result of each other's choices.

Some thoughts that had already been settled were aroused by the noise.

I still think, when Wu Yitong chose to be with me, was it because she liked me, or because of something else.

Although I'm pretty sure we were in love once.

Perhaps among the three of us, even if one person made a different choice, things would not be what they are today.

It's just me, not the one who decides the outcome.

Coco has come to this world, and she is growing up lively and happily, making some assumptions meaningless and even sinful.

But if they hadn't divorced, maybe they would still have their mother's love.

The pros and cons of this are not something that I, an outsider, can comment on.

But I hope Wu Yitong is really happy now.

After all, Yang Congbai deserves a better result.

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