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When saying goodbye to Yang Congbai at the airport, Yoyo actually cried, which caught me somewhat off guard.

"Yuyou, uncle is about to catch a plane, can you come and hug me?"

Seeing that there was a long queue at the security check, I urged Yang Congbai to leave quickly.But he whispered patiently, as if it was me and not him who had to catch the plane.

"When Yoyo and Dad arrive in Beicheng, Uncle will take you to the zoo, okay? ... Of course Dad will also go together ... Yes, there is also Coco ... Uncle will cook for you again, what do you want to eat? ... Uncle There are a lot of ice creams at home, of all flavors..."

I have mixed feelings.Although Yoyo is just a child, I don't want others to promise him easily, even Yang Congbai.But if these are really to be cashed out, it would be too troublesome.

I wish he hadn't said this, or Yoyo didn't remember.

But apparently, those words worked.Youyou stretched out her small hand to hook Yang Congbai, "Uncle, let me kiss you at the end."

Yang Congbai leaned over his cheek with a smile, and kissed him very hard.

"Okay, uncle, it's time to go."

Suddenly, Youyou looked very angry, "You won't kiss me?!"

I was so broken, I couldn't even stand still from laughing, and Yang Congbai was the same.He hurriedly kissed Yoyo's little cheek, and kissed again worriedly, which satisfied the little guy.

"Who did you learn this from?" Yang Congbai asked me.

I quickly put the relationship aside, "I don't know!"

Brat, you have a way of being coquettish!The old father no longer has to worry about you not being able to find someone in the future.

I exchanged the trolley case in my hand for Bai Youyou in Yang Congbai's hand, and casually joked with him, "Why don't I trade it with you, how about you take this brat away, it can be mine."

Yoyo immediately hugged my head and patted it fiercely, Yang Congbai also laughed, "Don't say such things."

After Yang Congbai left, the days of Yoyo and I in City S are numbered.To my surprise, the company informed me that the kindergarten affiliated to U University expressed its willingness to accept Yoyo into the kindergarten.According to Zou Yuan, it was kindness from the customer, who offered to help me solve my worries.But I have a few catties and a few taels, and I know it very well.

I guess this is mostly Yang Congbai's kindness behind it.Maybe he couldn't bear to see Yoyo suffer with me, maybe he wanted to make up for me because of the past.

But since he didn't mention it, I was too embarrassed to ask.

If I guess wrong, it would be too sentimental.

I started to pack my luggage and send it to Beicheng.

To be honest, although Yang Congbai said that he asked me to find him for something, it might be just a polite way, and even if something happened, I probably wouldn't talk to him easily.But the thought of having him around made me feel a lot more at ease.

Just like when I came to S city to settle down, Zhu Yan didn't help me too much.

There is always mutuality between people.

I comfort myself that the future will last forever, and there will always be a time when Yang Congbai can use me.

Yu Fan inspected the house rented by the company for me, and came back and expressed 1 dissatisfaction.

"That building is too old! The property management is not good, the elevator shakes scary, and there are small advertisements posted in the corridor!"

"I'm going to work, sister, I'm not going on vacation..."

"Can't you tell the company to change to a better house?"

"You don't even look at that place, every inch of land is expensive, okay? Do you know how much the surrounding second-hand houses cost per level?"

Yu Fan snorted twice, then said, "Why don't you live with me?"

She just got the key to the off-plan house she bought before.When she bought it back then, she hesitated a lot, because it was too far away, and now the price of the key has doubled, so she was on the right track.I have already thought about it for her, simply tidy it up and rent it out, it will be more than enough to repay the loan.She herself still lives in the city, and it is convenient for her to go to work, and it is better to sleep a little longer than anything else.

I pretended to be disgusted.

"Your house is still rough, I have to decorate it for you first?"

"Then you can simply pretend for me, I don't ask too much."

"In your dreams."

"Why don't you know a good heart, you?!"

"Hey, my sister, your house is so far away, when do I have to go out and get home?..."

Beicheng is still too big.

Before leaving, I went to S Airlines to say hello, and Zhang Wenxiu personally took me downstairs.

"I don't think you plan to come back, but if you think about coming back, you are always welcome here."

He said that when the child grows up, there will be more and more things to worry about. In the future, he still needs to focus more on the child. "After all, Party A is not so lucky."

I am very grateful to him.

"Manager Yu," he shook my hand and bid farewell, "I hope we can meet for a while."

Of course, I also greeted Zhu Yan before leaving, but I didn't ask him to come out for dinner.One is that I am really busy, and the other is that I am actually not very sure.I told him to see how the North City is doing, if there is any good opportunity in the future, maybe come back, maybe not come back.

He asked me to keep in touch, "You must have a lot of old classmates when you go back, don't forget me as soon as you get busy."

"No! I plan to retire and buy a sea view house next to your house for retirement."

"Okay, then you'd better bring your wife back, and we can join the mahjong table!"

"Okay, okay, just pretend I didn't say anything..."

At the company's farewell party, Xie Wei drank too much without any surprise.

"Manager Yu! Don't forget about us!"

He tugged on my sleeve to wipe away my tears, I know he should be the one who misses me the most.A group of people laughed and gathered around to take pictures, saying that they finally caught Xie Wei's crush on me.I just followed suit and hugged him in my arms and touched him a few times vigorously, which made several little girls who looked at Renji screamed again and again.

It's too tender.When Xiao Qing broke my three views back then, you didn't know where to drink milk. Dad, I am straighter than the runway of S Airlines!

Yoyo took off the earphones to see why we were so noisy, and I poured him another glass of orange juice.

"Manager Yu, I propose a toast to you!" Hao Meng came over to toast me with red eyes.

What's wrong with this girl, didn't she come with me?Why is she crying!

"Manager Yu, if my boyfriend and I can achieve a positive result, I will definitely ask you to be a witness!"

There was a burst of laughter around, and some people were already clamoring for wedding candy.Xie Wei still didn't forget to teach her a lesson at this time, "Manager Yu's working hours are very expensive, you should work hard and save money first!"

"That's right, Hao Meng, let's make an agreement. It's fine if I can take you there, but you have to work hard. It's up to you whether you stay in the north or not."

"Manager Yu, I understand!"

"Whether you can handle your partner or not depends on yourself, right?"

There was another booing, and Hao Meng was also embarrassed. "I will definitely work hard, Manager Yu, just wait!"

There is already a breath of spring in the night wind.

When I got home, I settled down to sleep, then went to the balcony to light a cigarette and opened a can of beer.

It's been a long time since I've had a drink, let alone a cigarette.I don't have any addiction to these things, and I only think about them when they are very special, like now.

After the excitement, I feel more and more that sometimes people are really lonely.

This loneliness may also have nothing to do with circumstances.Whether I am a single father, or a happy couple with both children, the loneliness of a person is his own after all, and everyone is an island.

It seems that I can't find a suitable past to tell others, so I can only recollect and bear it by myself.

My first cigarette was given to me by Xiao Qing.

When I returned to school after my exchange program in Tokyo, I realized that the dorm had changed.Zimo and Zhou Yuandi were good brothers before I left, but when I came back, they had stopped talking.Zhu Yan was caught in the middle, and he was in a dilemma. He didn't know why, but he was counting on me, "You're back!"

I ran to ask Xiao Qing what was going on, and I thought she would definitely know.When I found her, she was smoking at the door of the water room behind Guangming No. [-] Building. She was holding a cigarette in one hand and fiddling with a lighter in the other, matching the sign on the wall that says "No Smoking Here".

Seeing me coming, she chuckled, poured out a cigarette and stuffed it into my hand, and lit the fire for me coolly.

I was shocked.

"Sister, I don't smoke!"

"Try." She didn't mean to take it back.

"No! This..."

"It's not conch cause!" She became impatient, "You think you'll be addicted to smoking once?!"

"..."

I had no choice but to bite the bullet and take a sip, coughing and coughing.

Now she was satisfied, she looked at me kindly and smiled, "You little devils, you are really troublesome."

"Senior sister, what's the matter with Zimo? Why is he hiding from Zhou Yuandi like he's hiding from an infectious disease?"

"Ha ha."

She didn't answer me right away.

She said that she had started smoking with Zimo since she was a freshman in high school, because Zimo had talked a lot since she was a child, and would talk to her about even the most serious things for a long time.She wasn't that kind, and she didn't have the patience to listen to him every time.But then she discovered that it was okay if they smoked together.When smoking, people will become more patient and will let go of the rhythm.

"It's when you talk too much that you will make a fuss, but when you calm down and smoke a cigarette, you'll have nothing."

Xiao Qing said so.

I followed her example and worked hard to tame the cigarette in my hand, only to hear her ask me, "How is it, is the moon round abroad?"

I don't want to be distracted by her, "Sister, what happened to Zi Mo and Zhou Yuandi?"

"What did they say?"

This is what gave me the most headache, "They both said nothing, they both said nothing."

"Hehe." Xiao Qing laughed again, "Zi Mo told me that too, he said it was nothing."

This time I was shocked.This is not the Zimo I know, I thought he would tell Xiao Qing everything.

In the silence, I followed Xiao Qing and continued to puff. After a long while, Xiao Qing said again, "Damn it, I have already seen that Zhou Yuandi is not right."

"What's wrong?"

She casually knocked the cigarette ash on the ground, "Feifei, tell me honestly, if you have a very good friend who becomes gay, would you mind?"

Her tone was so casual, as if she was asking me if I thought Coke Zero was a Coke.When I realized who the "very, very good friend" was referring to, and who the "gay" was, I seemed to hear the whole world shattering in my ears.

"No way, you really didn't notice it at all?!" Xiao Qing despised my dullness, "But it's true, after all, you are a straight man."

"...Sister, are you sure?"

"Oh?" She squinted at me, "Do you still want me to be sure if you are straight or not?"

"Damn! I said they two!"

She blew a smoke ring, "It seems you mind?"

"..."

She asked calmly, but I knew that she valued it very much.My next answer will matter.It's about the friendship between me and them, it's about Xiao Qing's judgment on me.

A judgment that, although I can't say clearly, must be of great importance.

Seeing the sparks flickering in my hand in the night, I had to think seriously.

"It's not 'mind', but it's definitely not 'average'..."

Finally, I replied.

"I might wonder why they didn't like me."

Xiao Qing looked up to the sky and laughed, she seemed very satisfied with this answer.

"Don't worry, you will have better!" She patted me on the shoulder.

"..."

I have no time to take into account her teasing, I just feel sorry.

"Sister, Zimo has always liked you."

"Yeah, when he was young, he said that he would marry me when he grew up."

Her tone was cold, but there was unstoppable nostalgia on her face.

"Why do you hate Zhou Yuandi so much?"

She glared at me, "Don't he hate it?"

"..."

After smoking the cigarettes in our hands, we went upstairs separately.

In the smog, I seem to see the city I stayed in, those people, those past events again.

Before I devote myself to tomorrow vigorously, I only have now to recall this moment.

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