vengeance

"You...you fucking...what are you running...what are you running...ah?...I, I'm fucking a dog...ouch, my mother...ouch..."

I had my legs crossed, holding Fang Rui's shoulders with a desperate expression, panting heavily.

Fang Rui stroked my back stiffly to give me some relief.

Panting heavily, I looked up at him.

The usually expressionless young man was looking at me with his lips pursed, his eyes sparkling, his face was a little red as if he was embarrassed, and his fair face was a little bit ashamed.

I was a little embarrassed when I met his eyes.

I scratched my hair awkwardly.

"You..." I was about to ask what he meant, but when I realized something, I quickly grabbed his arm with one hand to prevent him from running away. Then I really want to die, I don't want to stay here for a long time I ran against the wind on the coastal road, and ran 1000 meters sideways again.

I'm so tired, I guess I'll have to walk for a while again like a hemiplegia, maybe when I wake up tomorrow morning, my thighs will be so sore that I can't bend my knees.

but!That's not the point, the point is—

"You, you, you, you, you, you, you, why do you hug me, don't you, don't you, don't you..."

"I... I, actually..." Fang Rui looked at me with a shy expression again, his eyes still so bright.

I suddenly felt that I understood what he meant, so before he spoke, I quickly lowered my head and stretched out my hand to stop him: "Wait!"

"?"

"You, don't you? If it's what I understand, then I have to say this sentence."

I raised my head and looked at him steadily.

"I like you."

Fang Rui's face turned redder, he opened his mouth, but I stopped him again.

"Wait! Don't talk yet, listen to me."

"Although I don't know when I started to like you, but what I can confirm now is that I really like you, so much that I want to find you even if you go to the United States. It's over like this, I don't want to never see you again, I, I, I have never liked someone before, as much as I like you... Wait a minute, is my logic a bit messed up now, wait I want to organize the language, ouch, what are you doing..."

Fang Rui, a stinky brat, would strike at the slightest disagreement.So now I'm in his arms again.

No, I'm the one attacking!I'm getting my dignity back as a storm (are you sure?)!So I pushed Fang Rui away domineeringly, he looked at my face with a dazed expression at the moment, and then I clasped his neck and pushed him back into my arms.

Um.That's right.We just hugged each other for a while in a rather strange and awkward position.

etc.I suddenly realized something again.

"You, don't you have anything to say?"

"Ah?" Fang Rui's suspicious voice came from my shoulder muffled.After a while, I said, "Oh! What, I do, I, I do, I do, probably..."

"Wait!" I pulled Fang Rui away from my shoulder again.

"????"

"What's going on with you and that schoolboy?"

"Which student?"

"It's that coquettish, bah, what the hell, that pretty fair-looking junior who always comes to our dormitory to look for you."

Fang Rui raised his head and thought carefully for a while.

"Oh! Who are you talking about?"

"Yes, that's who."

"that whoever?"

"Don't worry about who, what's going on with you two."

"We're fine."

"Then what did you say to him when you went out that day?"

"He talked to me from the very beginning, and I told him that I seem to have someone who cares more..." Fang Rui said, with a rare shy expression on his face, as if embarrassed He stammered and said, "Besides, and the junior seems to just like my face, he finally said that I only have a good face, and that I have a boring personality, so I didn't get in touch with you afterwards... "

"Fart!" I said angrily, but then I suddenly realized that losing my temper with someone who wasn't here didn't seem to help much, so I thought about it again and said a little embarrassedly, "So what you said Is that person referring to me?"

Fang Rui glanced at me, blushed again and lowered his head, and stopped talking.

Ah.

whee.

Haha.

Pooh!Gu Yangchen, put away your smirk, I won't allow you to do this!

"Cough." I thought about it for a while, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt something was wrong. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that it seemed impossible for him to like me, otherwise I didn't notice it at all!So I started asking questions again.

"Then you bought me pancakes last time and forgot that I would ask for lettuce, do you remember?"

"I haven't forgotten, there was no lettuce that day." I swear, I have never seen such an obvious anxious expression on Fang Rui's face.After he finished speaking, he looked at me and added cautiously, "In fact, at that time, I went to the boss and said that there were no more pancakes, so I saved one for myself. I talked for a long time, and he said that I bought it often, so I put the last One for me..."

It's over, now I feel so sweet in my heart, and I'm still a little moved by how fat four is.

Is this the legendary feeling after falling in love? Then my feeling is a bit fierce, why do I still feel dizzy and a bit over the top?

I shook my head, looked at the long street, and suddenly remembered something that made me feel worse that night.

"You, don't tell me these things, don't pour me the ecstasy soup and I'll tell you. And about you and that Xiaoai, I don't have to tell you, she likes you at first glance..."

"But... I don't like her."

"then you……"

"Me?" Fang Rui looked at me with some doubts, thought for a while, and then said with an uncertain face, "Do you think I treat her well? They are all younger than me, and my grandma told me to want her Take care of my younger brothers and sisters, so I treat them very well, and I am used to taking care of them, but I, I have no other meaning for them..."

I scratched my hair, bowed my head and pondered for a while, as if I had nothing to ask.

"Do you like me?"

"I... like you." Fang Rui looked at me and smiled with a blushing face.It was the first time I saw such an expression on his face.

I also grinned brightly: "Really?"

"Fake, just kidding." His eyes were so bright, and now he looked at me with a hint of naughtiness that he didn't have in normal times.

"Hmph. Then I like you too." I snorted, and then added when he lowered his head in embarrassment, "Just kidding."

Fang Rui burst out laughing: "You are poisonous."

"You're the one who is poisonous." I smiled and rushed over to hit him, and said, "And who told you to learn from Fan Li about poisonous or not? I've never seen you say such nasty words before..."

"Why can't I say it. I'm going to say, it's poisonous, poisonous, poisonous, Gu Yangchen is poisonous..."

"You are so naive, I don't know you, I have to go."

"No."

"why not?"

"No, no, no."

"How about going to dinner together?"

"Okay, let's go."

☆, end

During my second summer back in Liudao, Meimei left here.

Meimei, who has been kept here by her parents almost since she was born, seems to be finally able to be taken to the city to live with her parents, but Meimei is neither happy nor unhappy about this decision.

That day I saw the Ah Hao that Fang Rui was talking about, that is, Meimei's father.The husband and wife boarded the pier of the ferry with their children in their arms, with calm expressions on their faces.Meimei was also very quiet, as usual, she didn't cry or make noise, but she cried loudly when Aunt Ling was standing by and shedding tears silently.

The child's parents were comforting, and they would come back to see grandma when they had free time, but Aunt Ling probably knew in her heart that this "free time" would not be much.

The boat was coming soon, but I saw Apo running from behind, sweating profusely, holding a large bouquet of flowers.A few days ago, he kept yelling that he was going to pick wild flowers on the mountain. I thought he was joking.As a result, he really succeeded in picking, and he actually picked so many.

The bald boy didn't say much, he just pulled Meimei who was crying in the arms of his parents.The girl was released immediately.

The naughty Apo, who has always been fearless, was shy for a while, pretending not to care, and gave all the flowers to the girl in a rough voice, saying they are for you.

"Ouch..." As soon as I uttered my voice, Fang Rui slapped me lightly, and the man turned his head and gave me a reproachful look with his watery eyes. I smiled and shut up immediately .

Meimei was still sobbing, probably because she didn't expect this boy who always bullied her to come here, and forgot to cry for a while.She stood on the pier, and the sea breeze blew up the little skirt her mother brought her from the city.Tears were still hanging on the girl's long eyelashes. Seeing that Apper was holding the flowers in front of her, she didn't seem to flinch at all, so she had to take them and looked at her parents in a daze.

Just after she took the flowers, Apo suddenly blushed and leaned forward, kissing the little girl quickly on the face.

It was a kiss that was so fast that it was fleeting, and it was also a kiss that was so gentle that it seemed like a feather was falling on the cheek.He didn't speak, but his eyes were extremely bright.

Meimei also blushed, and stood there blankly for a long time.

After finishing this series of actions, Apo immediately turned around and ran away without saying a word. On the contrary, we adults who were watching were embarrassed.

In the end, it was Aunt Ling who smiled and said, "This child, A Po, is a big kid."

During the fifth winter I spent in Liudao, Grandma became seriously ill with cancer.

At that time, Fang’s father and Fang’s mother had been divorced for many years. After Fang’s mother left the United States, there was no news. Fang’s father also moved to a new family, leaving only the old house and homestay for his only son to take care of.After Fang Rui graduated, he went back to his hometown to run a homestay and take care of his grandma, while I still followed my original plan to go abroad for further studies, and only came back to meet him and grandma occasionally during the holidays.The old man, who has always been in good health, probably lost the backbone of his life. From the time he was diagnosed with terminal cancer in the spring, until the early autumn of that year, his health deteriorated.

My father also came to help.At first, I thought it was the friendship between him and Fang’s father that made him help out of the mentality of helping a good friend. At that time, I thought that the two of them hit each other so well, and they have become so attached to each other.It was only after Fang Rui reminded me that he did it for me.

Although Fang Rui always told me that your father loves you very much, I have seen him cover you with a quilt and so on.In fact, I didn't pay much attention to it, or even though I felt relieved after hearing this, I still didn't believe it more.It wasn't until I asked him that day that my dad squeezed his brows. For the first time, he didn't face me with a tough attitude, but said with a tired expression: "You are my son, can I not know?" ."

I don't know if Fang Rui told Grandma about the two of us, but I think Grandma should have known before we expressed our intentions.When the old man was dying, he called everyone out, leaving only two juniors, Fang Rui and me, by the bedside.

At that time, Grandma didn't have the strength to speak anymore, she just touched my head, holding Fang Rui's and mine's tightly with both hands, tears came from the corners of her eyes again.

Reluctant, probably because there is still nostalgia for this world.Because I am worried that the life of the person I love will not be good, so I will linger and miss it, even if I know that my physical condition can no longer survive this extraordinarily cold winter.

On the day of the burial, fine rain fell in the sky.Either the sky is clear or the wind is blustery on Liudao, such gentle rain is really rare.

As the eldest grandson, Fang Rui finished all the rituals in front of grandma's grave, and then retreated to my side.

I watched him walk towards me with heavy eyes, and there was no obvious trace of emotion on his face.He hasn't changed much in these years, and he still looks like the fair and handsome young man he was back then.

He walked to my side and suddenly held my hand tightly.I held his hand back without hesitation, and we just stood side by side quietly, looking at this still green green hill through the slender and dense rain curtain.

I don't know what life will be like in the future.Probably he wouldn't know either.

But I believe the only thing we can be sure of is that we will walk through the long years to come with each other.

Maybe, or not, maybe one day in the future, there will always be someone who will leave early, after all, no one can pat their chests as a guarantee for the future.

All I can do now is to hold the hands of those around me tightly and never let go.

(End of the article)

The author has something to say: there will probably be a few sweet episodes, and it will return to the happy style.Mainly explain some things that have not been clearly explained in the text.

Sure enough, it is difficult to be serious in this kind of joyful article. I feel a little bit at a loss to write, so I keep thinking, I have been procrastinating without updating hhh, forget it, it is still suitable for the style of this article.

☆, the first anniversary of the extra one

"Sparkle. Hiccup." Sister Jiajia hiccupped drunkenly, raised her hand and patted my shoulder vigorously.The force was so great that I wondered if she had intended to punch through my shoulder.

"I, I, a few days ago, fell in love with a friend of mine, Amway, I was so fucking tired! Anyway, I talked for almost half an hour. I just sat there and didn't even take a sip of water. You know when it's over. What did she say? She just finished listening with indifference, it's over, should I wait, she said, oh, okay, okay. I was puzzled, and I said, I said, why don't you feel about these Interest? She said, yes, I don’t chase stars, I have a boyfriend! Do you know what kind of girl is prone to fall into this kind of mania for chasing boys? Single dog like you, you see what she said Is it human speaking, woo woo woo woo..."

I looked at the woman in front of me, and quietly stretched out my hand to try to take her hand away from my wrist. She was quite strong, and I couldn't break her hand no matter what, so I had to let her go. She held the wine bottle and babbled for a while, then lay down on the table and began to cry.

"It's so heartbreaking! Winky, you don't understand. You don't understand! I, my mother, my mother, hiccup, I don't like it anymore! I want to find a boyfriend! Hiccup. But, but I Who are you looking for, woo woo woo... Life is so fucking fucked up..."

I looked at my watch, it was almost seven o'clock.Fang Rui should have left school by now.

I was a little anxious, so I gently pushed the woman lying in front of me and called out, "Sister Jiajia, sister Jiajia, I have to go."

"Ah? Where to go?"

"Hmm..." I talked about him from left to right, and murmured indistinctly for a while. The dazed woman seemed to have a sliver of clarity in her sanity. She suddenly raised her head and looked at me and narrowed her eyes, " Is it your friend, that little, little room?"

"..."

"I knew you two had something to do! Don't explain! I've been taking so much cp these fucking years, how can I not know, just like you two, woo woo woo, even you abandoned me, okay, let's go , let's go, one or two of you, let's go, leave me here alone, hiccup..."

"Do not stay or stay, I will call your friend and ask her to pick you up..."

After the phone call, I looked at my watch. If I didn’t leave, it would be too late. I ran to the bar and told the boss to look at Miss Jiajia. As soon as I finished speaking, I quickly put on my coat and ran out of the store. Door.

It's over, it's over, I've been secretly preparing for today since last week.Yesterday, I couldn't bear it any longer, so I asked Fang Ruizhi if he knew what day it was, but the boy said in a daze, what day is it, your idol's birthday?I was furious when I heard this, and let out a fart!His birthday is in November, bah!That's not the point!

Fang Rui was a little puzzled looking at my angry look, but after getting up this morning, I still handed him the room card very proudly.

"Take it. Today is our first anniversary together, I prepared it for you..." Before I finished speaking, I was knocked away by Sun Yuzhou who rushed over to watch the excitement.

? ? ? ? ?

"Oh, Mr. Gu is so generous!"

"It's great, our teacher Li, ah, he's promising, it's ok, it's not normal, it's a five-star one, awesome..."

The simple-minded boy looked at Ka with a dazed expression at first, but soon after Fan Li and Sun Yuzhou blushed for fear of chaos, his neck and ears turned red. Unable to bear the teasing from Fan Li and the others, he hid his face on the bed with that little card, looking embarrassed.

Seeing his shy look, in fact, I am not angry anymore, but after going out, he seems to be a little guilty and cautious towards me, although he is usually enough to follow me, but today is more special, as if facing me There was a touch of tenderness and sweetness when I touched it, which made me swell immediately.Humming and humming all day long, I don’t want to eat this or that, I was coaxed for a whole day by someone, and I was about to leave before I realized, damn it, I’m the gong.

Originally, because of this matter, he said this and that to him, but he was still late, so that would be really embarrassing.So as soon as I got out of the subway, I rushed to the hotel with a big bag and a sprint speed of [-] meters. After checking in out of breath, I changed into my well-prepared suit in the room, and put my things away in a panic. , while hurriedly putting on his trousers and tie, the doorbell rang.

"Ouch!" I almost tripped when I stepped on the bottom of my trousers, and hurriedly leaned on the wall and yelled, "Wait a minute!"

Sure enough, after the doorbell rang once, it didn't ring again.The scene of Fang Rui standing calmly by the door and waiting obediently can still appear in my mind.So I finished packing quickly, and when I passed by the full-length mirror in the entrance, I didn't forget to straighten the bangs on my forehead. Well, everything is perfect except for sweating too much just now.

"?"

Fang Rui opened his eyes wide, and was a little stunned when he saw me behind the door. Soon, he cautiously probed into the room and took a look.

"come in."

I opened the door, dragged the man in, and led him into the room.

Under the dim light, bright roses cover the bed.The floor, lamps, TV sets, tables and chairs are all decorated with roses and other flowers used as a foil.

"Like it?"

I shook his hand shyly.

"..."

"What's your expression?"

"I like it, I like it." Fang Rui looked at me and nodded repeatedly, but I couldn't see a trace of his liking from his expression.

Humph, this wooden head.

I saw him looking left and right, looking for a space with a little less roses, and wanted to sit down, but just as he made a gesture, he seemed to give up again, and he still stood obediently aside.

"Sit down, it's okay." I swept Rose aside and pulled him to sit down.

"I'm going to take a shower, I just sweated a lot... Hey, no, you go and take a shower first."

Almost forgot there was a surprise in the bathroom.

"..."

"..."

Beside the snow-white bathtub and the floor tiles, two tall young men squatted shoulder to shoulder and looked at the water inside the bathtub.

"I, I don't think I can wash it." Fang Rui gave me a timid look.

I looked at the roses and rose petals floating in the bathtub, and nodded: "You are right."

Thinking about taking action immediately, Fang Rui rolled up his sleeves and started to fish roses from the bathtub immediately after listening.

Then the two of us rolled up our sleeves and pouted our buttocks to fish for roses by the bathtub for almost half an hour.

There was no place to put the fished out flowers, so Fang Rui poured out all the food and put the roses and petals in the snack bag.

This tossing lasted until almost ten o'clock before we both took a shower and cleaned up.I sat on the edge of the bed and wiped my hair with a look of lovelessness. I felt that I was almost tired and paralyzed after today's tossing.

no!Can't be mourned!Can't be lazy!Think of your Spring Breeze Once Small Bag!That's right, I have been preparing for this bag since last week.Anyway, all kinds, just for me tonight!Yang Chen!Get back your dignity as a Stormtrooper (you dream)!And well-prepared small bags.

he he he he he.

Fang Rui had already lay down.On the Kingsize bed, he was completely wrapped in layers of fluffy and soft quilts, revealing a small head that was rubbed against the huge pillow.

Hey hey hey hey.

"I'm here!" After drying my hair, I happily jumped onto the bed and kissed Fang Rui's rosy cheek.

He looked a little shy, looked at me and laughed all the time, his eyes were bright, he hummed softly, and suddenly he opened his arms and hugged me.The thing I am best at is to give me a pole and I can climb up it. As soon as he obeyed, I swelled up again, so I tried my best and put my arms around his waist to hug him. For something wrong, the cross-legged posture may suddenly become a bit curious.However, I don't know if it's because I'm too tired today or what. After all, I ran here and just picked up roses for a long time. My thigh muscles suddenly felt numb, and it was still unbearably numb.

I yelled ouch and immediately let go of him and rolled over him.

"Oh my god my god my god it hurts..." I was at a loss, clutching my trousers and dangling my legs, but I didn't dare to touch them. It was even more uncomfortable when I touched them, so I just stiffened on the bed like this, feeling uncomfortable The pain and numbness traveled along the nerves to my brain, and the sore and numb muscles almost made me tear up.

"what happened?"

"Cramp, cramp! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..."

"..." Fang Rui looked at me speechlessly, then sat up suddenly resigned to his fate, and began to massage the muscles on one side of my thigh, rubbing my leg from top to bottom.

"Oh, it's so numb, so numb, I'm numb to death, please take it easy..."

10 minute later.

I buried my face in the pillow for a long time in shame.

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Damn shame.

Suddenly a warm chest was close to me.

Fang Rui came over, hugged my waist gently from behind, and touched my back soothingly with one hand.

Woohoo, I'm done, I'm really lost.

I turned around and grabbed his shoulder with a firm face, I don't care what I want to do today!I took a deep breath, and was about to hold Fang Rui's face and kiss it——

Wait, where did I put my spring breeze bag?

"Wait a minute, I'll go find something." I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and rummaged through the big and small bags I brought. There were all the messy things I bought for Fang Rui or for myself, but there were none. That little bag full of the bedding you need for tonight's clap of love.

I suddenly remembered that when I went out, I kept thinking about taking out the garbage of the past two days, because I always forgot to bring it, so I kept reminding myself of garbage, garbage, garbage, but it seemed that the small bag was in the cabinet...

I! ! ! ! !day! ! ! ! ! !I!day! ! ! ! ! !

I'm furious.

I kept thinking about taking out the garbage, but I actually took the garbage away, and I forgot my most important spring breeze bag! ! ! ! !

ah! ! ! ! !God! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

I wailed and threw myself on the bed, buried my face in the quilt and began to cry (fake) sadly.

"Damn it, I forgot something, woo woo woo..."

"It's okay." Fang Rui stretched out his paw and touched my back.

"I'm so pissed off, I'm ashamed to see people, I'll forget it if I die..."

"What nonsense, I'm going to die, it's okay..." He gently hugged me from behind, and I immediately turned around and nestled into his arms, hugging his delicate neck and howling louder .

"Okay, okay, there will be a chance in the future..." Fang Rui kept comforting me by touching my back.I buried my face in his arms and said, "Ah!! I'm so mad, today is different, uh, I'm so annoying! I'm so annoying..."

After tossing and tossing all night, I planned everything meticulously, but it still didn't work out.

The next morning, when he was about to leave after washing, Fang Rui suddenly looked at the roses in the room and said something was a bit wasteful.

"Then, let's take it away?"

"Okay." He nodded solemnly.

"Then what are we going to do with it?"

"Do you want to give it away?"

"Come on, it's too embarrassing. And just send a flower, there are no stems and leaves. It will wither after a while."

"Then do you want to bury it?"

"Okay, otherwise, just sprinkle it in the small garden downstairs in our dormitory."

"it is good."

Just do it.

Each of us carried a big bag of roses. After obtaining the consent of the uncle who was doing the cleaning work downstairs, we scattered the petals on the soil of the small garden, almost all over the ground.When I was halfway through, there were crowds watching. It seemed that someone was taking a short video. I hurried towards Fang Rui and pulled my collar to try to cover my face.

However, it turns out that it doesn't seem to be useful.

In the afternoon, when I woke up after taking a nap, Sun Yuzhou, who was lying in front of me and scrolling through Weibo leisurely, said without raising his head: "Brother dei, you are hot."

"I'm on fire?"

"You're on fire."

"Am I on fire again?"

"Well, you're on fire."

"I'm on fire????"

"You're really hot."

"I'm really hot????"

"I don't want to continue this sand sculpture dialogue with you."

"Tsk tsk, our teacher Li, ah, do a great job in a low voice, awesome!" Fan Li said while looking at the phone in his seat with Erlang crossed his legs.

Depressedly, I took out my phone and looked at it.

It's over, it seems that someone picked out my star chasing, and someone recognized Fang Rui.

Fuck!There are still people who do analysis posts, this is not acceptable!What?How do you know he gave it to me? It's obviously from me, okay?what does it mean!What, why am I a proud and cute star chaser? Your eyes saw me!And when it comes to appearance, Fang Rui is obviously more delicate than me... What the hell is a domineering, considerate and cute beauty Gong, how can you do this? You know again... No, no, it won't work if this continues.

I took a look on the trumpet, and received many private messages confirming this matter, but I didn't reply, so I quickly edited a long Weibo to announce my withdrawal from the circle.

After thinking about being with Fang Rui, it was indeed consistent with what Sister Jiajia said, but she was not so keen on CP.Chaohua is too lazy to sign in, his status is no longer checked, and he is not active in eating sugar.Compared to the old days when there is a new status, I just look at the albums and videos to see if there are any new sweets when I have free time. If I glance at them, they are all old, so I don’t bother to read them.

All I can say is, I've grown up.

This day, Fang Rui came back after going to the Internet cafe and said that he saw their posters on the street, and said that there was a meeting in Beijing next month, and asked me if I would go.He didn't know when it started, it seemed that he finally recognized who was who, but I very decisively refused him and said no.

"Huh? Why don't you go."

"I don't want to go."

"Are you not going to the meet and greet? I saw that we are free that day, but we still can't get the tickets? I can help you get them."

"No. Are you going to play games tomorrow? I happen to be free, so I can go with you."

"Ah? You stopped chasing?"

"Not chasing."

"That candy...you don't eat candy anymore?"

"Stupid! I have you."

I smiled and stood up and pinched Fang Rui's thin, white face, which was bewildered.

He grabbed my troublesome hand, the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, and he was about to show a warm smile.

I remembered Sister Jiajia’s words, put my hands on my hips and laughed again: “I have a boyfriend! I’m not a dog after all, I’m charging now hahahahahaha!”

"..."

"..."

"..."

Fang Rui withdrew his smile, knocked off my hand with an indifferent expression, turned around, picked up a cup and went out to fetch water.

"Ah ha ha ha ha...cough cough cough." I looked up to the sky and laughed for a while, and said in disapproving eyes of Sun Yuzhou and Fan Li, "What are you looking at, I have a boyfriend, do you have one, oh you do, do you have one !"

Sun Yuzhou gave me a blank look, then turned his head and put on his earphones, ignoring me.

Fan Li shook his head: "Mom, people like you can find a partner, you two have been together for a year, I think Xiaofang is going to be cold..."

"What are you talking about?!" I slapped the table and stood up.

"What the hell!" Fan Li flicked his earphones and stood up.

"No, no, nothing." I snorted and sat down immediately.

Hmph, when Fu Yuan comes back later, I will file a complaint with him.

When it was over, I remembered the jokes about me and Fang Rui that I had just read on the Internet, and I thought, really, why do I become more and more like that kind of Jiaojiao...suffer..., no way!I don't agree!I don't allow myself to be like this!Gu Yangchen!What’s wrong with you!Did Fang Rui seal your stubbornness that never acted like a baby?You wake up!

"Hey."

"Ok?"

"You just said that you will play games with me tomorrow, isn't it true?"

"Yeah, didn't I accompany you last time?"

"But I don't think you play much either."

"Well, because I didn't have much interest in it."

"then you……"

"Of course it's to stay with you, baby."

"Oh, why are you..."

"Why, shy. Hehe. Are you moved? Tonight, I promise you with your body."

"Haha, you have a big mouth every time, and when you really want that, you..."

"Even you laugh at me! Woo!"

"No, no, no, I didn't, I was wrong, okay, okay..."

"Just kidding, I didn't cry, I'm very manly, please don't get me wrong."

"..."

The author has something to say: I have been busy with my graduation thesis recently, so I don't have much time to write it.Although no one will watch it, I will report it to everyone who has watched it, and I will update it when I have time

☆, the second and third year of Fanwai

"Tsk tsk, I really didn't expect, Gu Yangchen, how did you degenerate to where you are today."

"How did I fall?"

"Forget it, I don't want to be friends with people who have fallen to the bottom of the food chain."

"Hello? Where am I..."

"You are not the friend of the other party, if you want to start a conversation, please pass the friend verification..."

"???????"

I looked at the prompt that popped up on the dialogue interface with a black question mark on my face, and was stunned for half a second before I came back to my senses.

I'm so stupid, Sun Yuzhou actually deleted me?

It doesn't matter, I threw the literature in front of me aside, and opened Weibo angrily, I will write the summary later, I will go to Weibo to scold him to death now.

As soon as the Weibo interface came out, I checked the update subconsciously, and found that the rabbit girl who quietly followed me not long ago had updated a status: "The boss is also fat and cute today!", followed by a picture of Fang Rui A photo of cats squatting on the wooden floor and playing with cats, and the location of the hotel is also included at the bottom.

I frowned, and glanced at the number of likes below, it was almost a thousand.This is not a good sign, this girl doesn't know how to buy promotions, does she?

After graduating from university, I went to the UK to study as a graduate student, and Fang Rui returned to my hometown to take care of my grandma and run my homestay by the way.In the beginning, he was almost the only one to take care of it. Since Fang’s father moved out of Liudao’s home, he had less contact with here. As for me, I only have time to help when I return to China on vacation occasionally.Later, with the planning and reconstruction of Liudao, a room in the homestay happened to be facing the main road after the reconstruction of the street. Opposite was a newly built department store. It was full of people outside all day long, and it was very lively, so it was not suitable for people to live in.After we discussed it, we simply opened up the wall of this room, and after redecorating, we started to operate the gift shop.In this way, there are more things to do in the store, especially when I leave Liudao to go home or go to class.Although my dad would occasionally go to Liudao to live for a few days when he was free, the store was still extremely short of staff after he left.Speaking of this Uncle Gu, he pretended to be looking at the situation and helping out, but every time I saw the landscape photos he took everywhere and the selfies of him wearing sunglasses and baring his teeth, I seriously doubted it. He regards it as a sanctuary for recreation and retirement.But he and Fang Rui helped each other improve their selfie skills through this incident, I am quite relieved, otherwise what those two straight men took in the first place, it would be unsightly...Huh?There seems to be something wrong with this statement.

With the business of the homestay and gift shop on the right track, Fang Rui was so busy for a while that he barely touched the ground. I couldn't help abroad, so I could only be anxious.There is no way, seeing him working so hard makes me feel bad, so I suggest not to find another person to come to the store to help.Not long after the job advertisement was sent out, a little girl came.This little old girl seems to be pretty good, but she has more personality.After graduating from university, I have nothing to do. I just like to travel and love islands. It was a coincidence that I came to Liudao, and when my homestay was recruiting, I applied decisively and stayed.

After this girl helped in the store, I went back to China once during the holidays and met her. I think she is not bad, with a warm personality, smart and capable. Fang Rui's gentle personality may not be as good as her in handling some things. When the two are together, they complement each other.

I remember that I had to hand in a thesis to my tutor in the middle of that vacation, so I didn’t live in Liudao for a few days and hurried back to school to start working on my thesis. By the time everything came to an end, it was already a long time before I returned home.I didn't know what I was thinking at the time, so I logged on to the Weibo account that I hadn't been on for a long time and looked at it, and found that there was no interaction except for various push notifications.I looked again at the Weibo post with Liudao location a long time ago, and found that there was a recommendation at the bottom, and the picture looked like my homestay.After clicking on the link, I took a closer look, except for the slight difference in the placement of some accessories, it seems... huh?This is my homestay!

It's weird, Fang Rui and I don't manage Weibo in this area, could it be that little girl?I clicked on her profile picture and saw that I was going, isn't this Fang Rui?Although there is only one back view, I still bought the top!When the matter progressed to this point, I didn't think there was anything wrong at the time, but I felt a little weird in my heart.After asking Fang Rui, he said that he knew about it, and it felt like it was some kind of promotion, so he let her go.I remember that after I listened to it, I also made a few suggestions for running Weibo, and asked if I should buy some promotion or something. Now that I think about it, it seems really not right.Especially when I read the content and Weibo stories posted by this girl recently, the more I looked at it, the more wrong it became.

When I discovered this Weibo, I decisively and silently followed it.I check it out almost every day. This girl used to share her life on Weibo. After she came to the homestay, she seemed to regard this account as a homestay management account. She often shared photos and Weibo stories of homestays and gift shops. , and occasionally Fang Rui will also appear on the scene.I found that she especially liked rabbit decorations, and then I silently called her Rabbit Girl.At the beginning, I enjoyed watching this Weibo, because although Fang Rui and I often communicate with each other, this guy hardly posts on Moments or Weibo. After all, he has no awareness of sharing his life at all.Sometimes I get busy and we just end up talking dryly, and it's happening more and more these days.But through this Weibo, I can always learn more or less about his life. Looking at his recent status and photos, I think it's pretty good.

Since I have been silently watching this account, I have also witnessed that she only had a few hundred fans to thousands at the beginning, and now she can probably catch up with the number of fans of a small [-]th-line celebrity.At the beginning, I thought flatteringly, it’s pretty good, this girl can run the business, and there should be more guests in my house, hehehe.It’s just that when I occasionally saw in the comments that someone thought of them in that way, I was a little uncomfortable... Oh yes!Someone called her the proprietress before, damn it!The proprietress is obviously me, bah!It's him! ....However, thinking back on Sun Yuzhou's dislike for me today, I started to panic a little.I don't know if the speed of this increase is because of the decoration and atmosphere of the homestay and gift shop or the... adulterous relationship between Fang Rui and this little girl?emotion?friendship? Cough, after all, it is true that Fang Rui is good-looking, and the rabbit girl is also pretty and cute, with a pleasing personality, and she can also dress up...

It's over, it's over, I won't be serious, this matter has reached the bottom... Recalling what Sun Yuzhou said, what's the matter, didn't I just express that I thought that our flats are all single dogs, and only the outstanding ones I will leave the singles Yes, it turned out that two people had already left the singles, and I was the last one to know about the annoyance, and under Sun Yuzhou's questioning, I also said that there was actually a boy who would say that he brought his brother to live for a while , It turned out that they were a couple, and I lived in the room next to them, and I didn't find out that I met each other in the kitchen almost every day.When I found out later that they were in a relationship, I was laughed at crazily when I told my other roommates about it.In addition to some random things, after listening to Sun Yuzhou, he propped his head and looked at me meaningfully through the phone screen and said: "Gu Yangchen, I think you are hopeless."

hello? ? ?What's wrong with me!Why do you keep saying that I have fallen to the bottom of the food chain? In the beginning, I was the only one exuding the fragrance of someone with a relationship, onlyme!The handsome, unrestrained and suave me who should be proudly standing at the top of the food chain!Yang Chen Gu!Why is it at the bottom?

I looked at the status of Rabbit Girl's posts one by one. Recently, she posted Fang Rui very frequently. Maybe she didn't let it go when she was not familiar with it at first. Recently, she even posted some small daily routines about the two of them. For example, Fang Rui didn’t understand what you meant because you were afraid of heatstroke, and he said seriously that I didn’t have heatstroke, and it’s not summer now... Haha!This idiot... Hey, the more I look at it, the more I feel a hint of sweetness from these states, what's going on?

Wait, I went through these things carefully from beginning to end again, the more I thought about it, the more wrong I became, and the more I thought about it, the more panicked I became.This is not going to work, I suddenly remembered that when I was in class last week, a classmate of mine said that he broke up with his long-distance girlfriend, and now I am still debating whether to go back to China to make it up... Thinking of this level, my heart suddenly thumped, No, I have to find a way.

"Oh? Why are you back? Didn't you say you'll be back at Christmas?"

"No, it's just the recent reading week. Anyway, there's nothing to do, so I'll come back and have a look."

"Oh... Then don't you have to read during reading week? Don't delay your studies."

"I know……"

My dad seemed to be in a good mood. As soon as he got home, he changed into his slippers and walked into the room humming some song.Just as I was tidying up the things thrown everywhere on the bed, my dad came in humming again.

"Yo, what about moving?"

"Isn't this coming back? Bring some things you don't need, and bring some things over there."

"Okay, are you going to Liudao? I received a text message on my phone."

"Ah, my card is out of money, I used your card..."

"Yes, you can bring this to Xiaofang. I went on a business trip to Germany a while ago. I saw this and thought it was suitable for him. I wanted to buy it as a birthday present for him. You can take it with you, so I don't have to send it. "

"Okay, put it there, I'll collect it later..."

Um?I stopped packing my hands and straightened my waist.

hello?Is this gentleman okay?I glanced at the exquisitely packaged gift box on the table, and looked out the door angrily. The old man had already left.

Why didn't he care so much about my birthday?And they all went to Germany and didn't stop by to see me!I'm speechless, the relationship between our father and son is really indifferent.

Sitting on this ferry to and from Liudao, I leaned over the railing and looked at the blue sea. Not far away, the outline of Liudao has emerged in the sway.

The closer I got, the more panicked I became.I stood up restlessly, thinking about what might happen soon, and feeling as seasick as I was when I first arrived here.

I stood at the door of the B&B with my suitcase and spent a long time mentally building up, but I didn't have the courage to go in.After thinking about it, he walked along the house and walked around the window of the gift shop without knowing it.I poked my head out and looked inside. There was no one in the store at the moment, and the two people who looked after the store moved a small horse and sat not far from the door, talking as if no one was there.

Under the agitation of my mind, I even thought of the lyrics of the sentence that I should be under the car and not in the car, and I almost cried out covering my mouth.

Forget it, let me take a break and face this cruel fact again...

"Gu Yangchen?"

"..." I turned around reluctantly.

Fang Rui laughed, and the vivid surprise and joy on his face somehow infected me.

"You're here. Why don't you come in?"

"Do you want to eat fruit? Uncle Liu sent some over this morning, saying that they just came in and they are very fresh."

"Huh? Oh, okay, okay..."

There was another awkward silence in the air.

"Is there anything I can do for you?" I stood up.

"No need, there aren't many guests right now, and it's not the peak tourist season. Oh, you still have a suitcase, so I'll go back with you to put it away first!..."

"That... Boss, I wanted to ask a little bit before..."

"Ask."

"You live with... this handsome guy?"

"Yeah." Fang Rui nodded generously, stooped to pick up my suitcase: "He lived together when he was here... you stay here to look after the shop, we'll be back in a while."

I walked behind and looked at Fang Rui's back, and the sea breeze blew his clothes.

Looking at the situation, although I feel that Rabbit Girl is interested in him, he probably doesn't like me.

Um?I thought about Sun Yuzhou's dislike for my slowness in detecting emotions, and the beating that I had fallen to the bottom of the food chain, and I felt that I still couldn't draw conclusions easily.

"What's the matter? Are you unhappy to be back? It feels like you are always in a trance."

"Hmm... kind of."

"How are you doing? Is the thesis going well?"

"It's okay, anyway..."

"Why did you come back suddenly? I thought you wanted Christmas..."

"Hey, I said," I walked up a few steps quickly and bumped him on the shoulder.

"I haven't been back for so long, do you miss me?"

Fang Rui was stunned for a moment, then suddenly raised his head to look at me, his fair face was flushed, but his eyes were bright, and his voice became soft as if embarrassed:

"miss you……"

"I'll go..." I looked at him incredulously, "You really have changed so much..."

"Me? Xiaomeng also said that I have become more lively. I might work in the service industry. I should deal with people more..."

"Xiaomeng? Who? Rabbit girl?"

"Ah? What bunny girl?"

"It's okay, Xiaomeng is that girl just now?"

"Yeah, you don't remember her name."

"Oh, yes, it's a little..."

"What's wrong with you, you're always absent-minded..."

"It's nothing, let's go back first."

……

"Where's Grandma?" I groped on the wall for a long time, but couldn't find the light switch.

"Didn't she feel bad a few years ago, and now she has been transferred to the Anning Hospital in the city."

I was suddenly speechless and just patted him on the shoulder.

"It's okay." Fang Rui smiled, walked around me and turned on the light in the living room, "I couldn't think about it for a while, but now I have figured it out. There is no way to grow old, and so is birth, old age, sickness and death."

"Yeah. I'll go see Grandma in two days."

"Okay, I'll go with you. She's in better spirits these days, and she'll be glad to see you."

"Do you want a drink of water? I'll get you some water."

"I'll do it myself."

"Do you know where your cup is?"

"……All right."

I sat on the sofa wearing the slippers that Fang Rui brought me, and suddenly realized that no matter how long we haven’t gotten along so closely, as long as we meet again, it seems to be the same as before, and the atmosphere of getting along like that when we are together is different. came back.

I took a sip of water and watched him wipe the dust off the decorative cabinet.

"Let me help too."

"Take a break first, don't be in a hurry. Oh, look, you're talking to me, Grandma's ring has gone down."

"You blame me for not paying attention. I'll get it..."

"Don't..."

"It's okay, I'll come."

Frowning, I turned half my body and squeezed into the gap between the sofa and the decorative cabinet. I stretched my hands and went in. Before I could touch the floor, Fang Rui pulled me away.

"Don't touch it, I know you are afraid of getting dirty. Let me do it."

"What? When did you find out?"

"most of the time."

"No way……"

"It's true." Fang Rui leaned against the sofa and said while digging out, and after a while, he touched the ring and wiped it on his hand.

"It feels like you are really scared. Like that time at the subway station or somewhere, you would never go to a dirty public restroom no matter how urgent you are, and every time you use that kind of public restroom, you use a lot of paper, maybe There are too many places that need to be wiped. And I have noticed that if the dirt makes you uncomfortable, your face will turn white..."

"Okay, stop talking..."

"Why, are you embarrassed now?" He smiled narrowly and looked at me.

Humph.

I turned and went upstairs.Thinking about going out to play and staying in a hotel before, I probably exposed a lot of flaws, that's right, it's impossible for a careful person like him not to find out.Recalling when we were together, the more I found that he was moistening things and caring about me silently, I remembered that every time I filled the trash can with soiled paper, he would take out another trash bag Put it aside and let me throw it away. When I remembered what I was going to do, when I couldn’t do it once, he would always seem to know what I was going to do, silently helping me to fix it, or directly helping me .

Don't talk about it, I'm going to be moved to tears, woo...

"What are you doing? I'm going to the store, are you going?"

"Don't put it there, it's so ugly."

"Huh? I think it's pretty good."

"Forget it, just your straight male aesthetic..."

Fang Rui showed a dumbfounding expression: "I'm straight, so what are you?"

"Shh! Why are you talking about everything! This is outside." I felt my voice lowered to cover his mouth. "I'm just describing it, you don't understand."

"Ok."

"Would you like to go back and make the bed first? Do you want to sleep with me?"

"What kind of bed should I make? I don't dislike you."

"Oh yes, I keep forgetting."

"But my dad didn't come to sleep in my room, did he? I have to change the sheets and quilts when he sleeps. I despise him."

Fang Rui chuckled: "Don't always treat your father like that."

"What about your dad, you little heartless, it's our dad, thanks to him coming all the way to bring you a birthday present, as for me, I have nothing..."

"I was wrong, don't treat my dad like that."

"Shh, keep your voice down, don't let that little Meng of yours hear... eh? Something seems wrong..."

"..."

In the evening, after a tiring day, I was staring at the computer and typing at the desk.He raised his eyes and saw that Fang Rui opened the door and came in after taking a shower, and immediately threw the mouse and began to hum.

"Ouch, my waist..." Suddenly, a light flashed in my mind, and I remembered Sun Yuzhou's saying that back pain was a sign of bad kidneys, and I quickly twisted my tongue, "It doesn't hurt, ouch, it makes me feel really uncomfortable..."

"You go to bed and lie down, and I'll rub it for you."

"Okay." I stood up and looked at myself, "No."

Fang Rui glanced at me and said helplessly, "Then you change into your pajamas and lie down again."

"Then I have to take a shower first, change into my pajamas when I'm done, and lie down on the bed after I'm done, ah... so troublesome... I've been exhausted all day long..."

"Then you lie down for a while, where is it so dirty..."

"No! I've been tossing around outside for so long today, sitting around, how can I do it..."

Finally, after washing and washing, it was almost eleven o'clock. I lay down on the bed happily, and let out a long sigh of satisfaction: "Ah~ I can finally sleep, it's great."

Fang Rui was so sleepy that he barely lifted his eyelids and glanced at me.

I symbolically expressed my apology for disturbing his sleep: "I'm sorry I have a lot of shit."

"Hmm..." Fang Rui turned over in a daze, "It's okay, I know you're a pushover."

? ? ? ? ? ?

I sat on the bed and reacted for a while, then raised my hand and spanked his ass angrily, "Why do you say that about your husband!"

"..."

Fang Rui turned his head and looked at me speechlessly, then turned back again.

"That's all for now."

A week later, I was back in the UK.

After the plane landed, I sent a WeChat message to Fang Rui and my dad to report that they were safe, and I habitually opened Weibo to take a look, and found that the rabbit girl had changed her profile picture to her own, wearing a rabbit doll costume and pouting on her head. There is a playful Biye on the top, and two long rabbit ears next to it.

The latest few statuses are still as cute as ever: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I met our boss lady! I, I, I, I am really ashamed (expression) (expression) Although I still felt a little bit when I saw the boss lady for the first time Doubtful, but this time! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat I zqsg shed tears of joy (huh?)”

"I'm so excited ahhhhhh"

"I wish the boss and the proprietress a good relationship for a hundred years, and soon Luoluo, ahhh, I hope they will always be together, it's too good for each other!!! I'm fong, why didn't the proprietress hurry up and get in touch when the proprietress is here, woo woo I hope the proprietress can stay longer when she comes back next time, I want to watch another [-] episodes of their daily life!"

"The first day the proprietress left, miss (expression)"

I dragged my luggage and watched while walking at the airport. This little girl seemed quite calm when I was there, and she didn’t talk to me very much. It turned out that my heart was so turbulent, and it was because of the lack of thinking hall.

Um?Something is not quite right.

Am I going to be on fire again?

The author has something to say: God, I wanted to write it as soon as I came back, but it took too long.This is the first Danmei article I wrote. Many things happened in the middle, and my mentality changed a lot, but it was finally completed smoothly.

Originally, I wanted to write about overseas travel, but I finished writing today, so I still want to end it like this. If there is a chance in the future, let Mr. Gu and Xiaofang appear in other stories, hehe.