Hang around

The days went by like this.Duan Mingxu felt Rong Xuan's considerateness towards him, and he felt like living in a dream, which seemed real, yet a little ethereal.He clearly agreed not to talk to Rong Xuan anymore, but the line of defense in his heart was disintegrated bit by bit.

This morning, Duan Mingxu was woken up again by morning sickness, he came out to drink some water in a daze, but saw Rong Xuan sleeping on the sofa shyly, looking extremely awkward.

The sofa was originally relatively short, and it would definitely be uncomfortable for a tall person like Rong Xuan to sleep in it, but Rong Xuan endured it, he really wanted to be with Duan Mingxu, so he didn't care about it.

But when Duan Mingxu watched, he felt distressed.When did Rong Xuan feel so wronged?The young master, who didn't know how to cook before, can now cook some simple dishes.People who can't even peel apples can now peel apples without peeling.

Everything moved Duan Mingxu, but he still couldn't believe it.None of these appeared in his dreams, but they actually happened in reality.Duan Mingxu felt dazed for a while.

"Hmm..." Rong Xuan opened his eyes and saw Duan Mingxu who was wearing thin clothes and staring at him in a daze.Woke up after dozing off, and immediately lifted the quilt and sat up. "Why did you wake up so early? Are you uncomfortable?" Rong Xuan's words brought Duan Mingxu back to his senses, "No. I want to drink water."

Rong Xuan looked at Duan Mingxu's not-so-good face, and knew that he was lying.Duan Mingxu was still the same, he was used to carrying all the grievances and discomforts by himself, and refused to tell him, which made him feel distressed and annoyed.

"It's still early, go back to sleep for a while. Why are your hands so cold?" Rong Xuan put a piece of clothing on for Duan Mingxu, and held Duan Mingxu's hands.Duan Mingxu lowered his head and didn't pull out his hand, but he ignored Rong Xuan.

Just when Rong Xuan was about to carry him back to the bedroom, Duan Mingxu suddenly spoke, "Rong Xuan, you... go back. There is no need to suffer here." His voice was hoarse, but he gave Rong Xuan a blow.

"How can this be called suffering? I am willing. I want to take care of you." Rong Xuan forced Duan Mingxu to raise his head, and the affection in his eyes was revealed without concealment. Duan Mingxu closed his eyes, not wanting to look at him.

"I, I don't want you to be like this." Duan Mingxu's voice was very soft, but it still hit Rong Xuan's heart heavily.Rong Xuan knew that his Mingxu still didn't believe him, and still didn't open his heart.

Although he was a little anxious, Rong Xuan still knew to take his time, otherwise what would he do if he scared his baby away!

"That's what I want. For you, I am willing." Rong Xuan hugged Duan Mingxu into his arms, and patted his head. "Stop talking about it, I'm not leaving. I'm dependent on you."

Duan Mingxu's ears turned red, he pushed Rong Xuan away, and was about to go back to the bedroom with his back braced.Rong Xuan smiled helplessly, thinking how cute he looked like a child.

I looked at my watch and it was time to go shopping.So Rong Xuan packed himself up, took the key and went out to buy groceries.Rong Xuan planned to buy some appetizing and nutritious things in his heart. Recently, Duan Mingxu always couldn't eat, and kept throwing up.The person has lost a lot of weight, and his stomach is getting bigger and bigger.

Duan Mingxu was still sleeping when Rong Xuan came back.After entering the third trimester of pregnancy, Duan Mingxu always felt tired, and often felt very tired without doing anything.Moreover, with the heavy burden on his body, his whole body was sickly. Rong Xuan felt distressed, but there was nothing he could do.

After packing up the dishes, Rong Xuan started to wander around the small apartment.A pile of old books caught Rong Xuan's attention.He picked up what looked like a diary, dusted it lightly, and opened the first page.

It turned out to be Duan Mingxu's diary.

Rong Xuan always felt that it was related to him, so he sat on the sofa with a book in his hands and started to read.

Sunny Sunday, September 2043, 9

Today I seem to fall in love with that boy at first sight, what should I do?A little flustered!

Tuesday, April 2043, 10 Overcast

It turned out that his name was Rong Xuan!Rong Xuan, I like you!Next time you come to drink milk tea, I will add more pearls for you!

Snow on Saturday, November 2043, 11

It's snowing today!This year's first snow!I went to listen to Rong Xuan's speech, he is so handsome!

Sunny Monday, September 2044, 3

Rong Xuan has a boyfriend.He is not my boy anymore.However, I still like him very much!sad.

Sunny Friday, September 2044, 6

Wow!Rong Xuan is so handsome playing basketball!He's also very gentle with his boyfriend, I'm so jealous of him.I... also want to bring you water and towels...

Light rain on Wednesday, February 2044, 8

I saw them kiss.It's like a needle has been stabbed in the heart here.Don't follow Rong Xuan secretly again.

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Snow on Tuesday, December 2046, 12

They broke up for good.Rong Xuan was very sad. I saw him sad, and my heart ached.You still have me!Rong Xuan.

Snow on Thursday, January 2046, 1

I saw Rong Xuan went to the bar to drink again.Are you so sad that he's gone?All I could do was secretly put the hangover medicine in his bag.You look back at me, I have been behind you.

Sunny Wednesday, March 2046, 7

Rong Xuan graduated.I heard that he went to the Rong Group, so should I go?Go, I want to accompany her silently.Duan Mingxu, come on!

Snow on Sunday, November 2046, 11

I finally saw Rong Xuan today!I haven't seen him since he went to the Rong Group.He looks so good in a suit!Really like!

Monday October 2047, 10 Overcast

Today is my first day in the Rong Group, Rong Xuan, are you... all right?

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Sunny Saturday, March 2051, 9

I married Rong Xuan today! ! !I'm so happy!But Rong Xuan didn't like me, so he drew up an agreement with me.When will you have a little place for me in your heart?

Heavy rain on Sunday, October 2051, 10

I saw Rong Xuan's divorce agreement.I'm really sad, do you dislike me so much?

Sunny Monday, September 2052, 9

Today is our wedding anniversary.Rong Xuan did not come back.

Snow on Wednesday, February 2052, 12

I gradually understood that Rong Xuan really didn't like me.He was very indifferent to me, as if he really hated me.However, I still want to beg him extravagantly, can you give me a little bit of space?

Rain on Tuesday, January 2053, 5

I am pregnant.Rong Xuan seemed unhappy.That's right, who wants to have kids with someone they don't love?Rong Xuan, if you have someone you like, my baby and I will leave without dragging you down.

Thursday, August 2053, 9 was sunny

I feel so tired!This is the tenth year.Otherwise, give up.However, I really miss you.Rong Xuan... I seem to be a little bit in love, when will you like me?

Snow on Wednesday, February 2053, 11

We are divorced.I wish you happiness.Don't meet you again in the next life, loving you is so painful and tiring.

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Rong Xuan just finished reading the diary, tears streaming down his cheeks.It turns out...it turns out...Duan Mingxu loved him for ten years...Rong Xuan, what can you do?Let him love you so, so humble?so hard...

Rong Xuan only felt a pain in his heart, like a thousand arrows piercing his heart.His Ming Xu liked him so early on, tried so hard to get close to him, but was pushed away, rejected and hurt by him time and time again...

Rong Xuan gently closed the diary, and tiptoedly opened the bedroom door.Duan Mingxu was still sleeping, even when he was asleep, Duan Mingxu still frowned, looking very uncomfortable.Rong Xuan sat on the ground, holding Duan Mingxu's hand carefully.

Kissed his fingertips, and just looked at Duan Mingxu quietly like this, as if he wanted to engrave every appearance of him into his heart.Duan Mingxu, I will depend on you in my next life.

For your ten years, for my stupidity.