ABO white night dreaming

I don't know who Yan Yihang owes. To Huo Yan, he is just a name, other than "alpha that marks Tang Wen", it has no meaning of existence.

He lived a good life for 20 years. For no reason, someone came out and said that he was his father, and even brought a group of debt collectors. Huo Yan didn't want to deal with these weird guys, nor did he want to replace the "father" who came for no reason. "Pay back something.

In the end, he only recognized Tang Wen as a father, and no matter what Yu Qiuyue said, he would not shake his mind.

The wind was a bit strong at night, Huo Yan opened the car window to blow the wind, seeing the few pedestrians on the street and the still flashing shop signs, he suddenly felt a little tired.

He was driving Xu Yaosheng's car on the streets at night. During the stop, he called Xu Yaosheng. He heard Jiang Sheng's voice on the other end, so he felt relieved and saw that the fuel tank of the car was almost full, so he directly I drove on the highway and went to a place I've been wanting to go recently but haven't been able to.

Probably because of the working day, even on the expressway, there were only a few trucks driving silently on the same road as him. Huo Yan didn't tell anyone, and drove for more than half an hour to the cemetery on the outskirts of the city by himself. It was almost two o'clock in the morning.

He parked the car and knocked on the door of the administrator. It was a bit scary to visit the grave at about midnight. The administrator's room was quiet for a while. After Huo Yan knocked on the door for the second time, he carefully opened the door and poked his head out: "So Is it late?"

"Sorry," Huo Yan smiled at him, "I decided to come here on the spur of the moment. It's a bit late, so I'm sorry."

The administrator opened the door for him, saw that his hands were empty, and asked, "Do you want to bring something? There is a vending machine nearby, and you can buy some environmentally friendly candles or something."

Huo Yan was stunned, it was the first time he heard about this kind of thing, after thinking about it for a while, he felt that it was really not good to go empty-handed twice, so he decided to try it out.

He bought environmentally friendly candles and folded paper flowers from a vending machine, bought a small box of matches, borrowed a basin from the administrator, and took these things to Yanhong's tomb.On the way, he looked down at the miscellaneous things in his bag, and suddenly felt that his behavior was a bit funny - he didn't go to bed at two o'clock in the morning, and drove someone else's car to visit Yan Hong. .

Huo Yan wiped the tombstone with a wet towel, patted the stone next to it, sat down on the spot without feeling dirty, lit a match and lit a candle, and then sat in front of Yanhong's tomb in a daze.

He didn't know what to say, all his current troubles were actually related to the Yu family, but apart from Yan Hong, he couldn't think of anyone else who would be suitable to listen to him talk about these things.

"Actually, I don't think I should come." He looked at the black-and-white photo of Yan Hong on the tombstone and whispered, "If you were still here, would you think I was a bit bad when you heard that I was with Yu Mingye?"

When he first entered Yan Hong's studio, he was delayed for a long time because of gender issues, and he also told Yan Hong his concerns.Yanhong appreciates his attitude, and cooperates with him in counting the gender ratio of other staff in the studio, and notifies him to be an assistant only after confirming that there is no alpha.Huo Yan stayed in the studio for more than a year. Yan Hong never recruited alpha employees or other assistants, and took care of him everywhere. Even the other assistants told Huo Yan in private that Yan Hong treated him too well.

However, when Huo Yan asked her, she just said: "I don't want you to make a choice against your will because of this job, so I will do my best to protect your concerns."

It seems that maintaining an assistant everywhere is what she should do.

Huo Yan didn't want her to be affected by this incident, and he didn't want to admit her too much affection, so he tried his best to persuade him, "You don't have to do this. This is just my personal wish, and it shouldn't affect others—it's not possible, I can It's okay to quit your job as an assistant."

He originally didn't want to damage Yan Hong's reputation because of himself, and he didn't want to bother his respected teacher too much. The job of Yan Hong's assistant was hard to come by. There is some element of anger.And until now, Huo Yan still remembers Yan Hong's reaction when he said those words.

She had always admired Huo Yan, but she shook her head in the face of these remarks, with a look of disapproval on her face.

"You don't want to be dominated by another person, which is a good thing. Everyone should be an independent individual. But you are too rigid about this, and sometimes you have to learn to follow your heart, and don't be influenced by meaningless 'principles' to influence your choices. "

Huo Yan was startled, he didn't expect her to say such a thing.

After Tang Wen left, he relied on his own judgment in everything he did, and suffered some losses due to personality problems. It wasn't until he arrived at Yan Hong's place that he finally found a suitable place, and he didn't hit a wall like before.He almost thought that Yan Hong would not be angry, but now he knew that it was not that Yan Hong would not be angry, but the way of getting angry was somewhat different from what he understood.

She stretched out her hand and gently touched Huo Yan's head. The seriousness just now disappeared, but she still reminded: "You are completely free and you can not be influenced by anyone, but don't think about it all the time. You will affect others - everyone has their own choices, you just have to be yourself, okay?"

Thinking of these words now, Huo Yan felt very uncomfortable, and didn't know what to say.

There is no doubt about Yan Hong's kindness to him, whether this kindness is out of sympathy or something else, he doesn't know, but it is true that she does not reciprocate her kindness, and he will always remember her kindness.

... so much so that after saying "you bite me" to Yu Mingye, the first thing he thought of was not someone else, but Yan Hong who didn't hire alpha to accommodate his willful needs.

"I'm sorry." He seriously apologized to Yan Hong's tombstone, "I... chose an inappropriate person."

Just from the perspective of whether he is suitable as a partner, Yu Mingye is undoubtedly excellent, but now with these inextricable connections, Huo Yan suddenly realized that perhaps what he should do is not to let Yu Mingye mark him, but to stay away from the Yu family. , no longer have any intersection with them.

But of course Yanhong would not respond to his apology. The photo on the tombstone was still the same. Although she was smiling, it was just a photo without warmth, as cold as Night Breeze, and she would never speak to him again.

Huo Yan sat in front of the tomb for more than half an hour, and it was still dark when he came out again.Three or four o'clock in the morning was the quietest time. He pushed open the iron door and made a harsh creaking sound, which startled a few birds living in the nearby woods, flapping their wings and flying away.

It was the same administrator who rubbed his eyes and poked his head out of the window to greet him: "Going away?"

"Well," Huo Yan returned the pot for burning paper flowers to him, and thanked him, "Thanks for your hard work."

The administrator put the basin on the ground casually, seeing him coming with empty hands and ready to leave, he couldn't help but kindly said: "Next time, don't come alone at night, it's not safe."

This cemetery is in a secluded place in the suburbs, so there are few people in the first place, and there is no one except him at night. It was originally closed at night, but he couldn't bear to see Huo Yan coming over alone. He went in, and finally let the person in after chatting a few words.Seeing that Huo Yan stayed inside for a while, he felt much better, and he felt very happy, but he didn't want to see the child come to this place alone again at night.

Huo Yan originally planned to go back to the city in the remaining night, but after hearing what he said, he suddenly stopped and asked, "Have you been watching the night here all this time?"

The administrator was stunned: "Yes, there is no one at night, so one person is more than enough."

"Aren't you afraid?" Huo Yan asked.

Only then did he understand what Huo Yan meant, and he waved his hands and said, "Hey, the people lying inside are all other people's family members. I'll take care of them. There's nothing to be afraid of."

"Then why do I feel unsafe?"

"It's dark inside, aren't you afraid?"

Huo Yan shook his head, said nothing, and went to the parking lot.

The administrator is not afraid of guarding here day and night, and of course he has nothing to be afraid of.As he said, the people lying in it are other people's relatives, and he just came to visit the elders he respects, so what can he do if he stays in it for a while?

He thought it didn't matter in his heart, but when he got in the car, he realized that this was not the case at all.Xu Yaosheng was about to blow up his mobile phone that he had left on the car. When Huo Yan picked it up to look at it, there were twenty missed calls, all with the same name at a glance.

He randomly clicked on one of the missed calls to call back, and it was picked up almost immediately: "Why didn't you answer the phone, where did you go?"

"I..." Huo Yan was taken aback by his eagerness, looked at the gate of the cemetery outside the car window, and said hesitantly, "I borrow your car to sweep the grave, what's the matter?"

Xu Yaosheng let out a long breath: "Then you have to tell me, I thought you were doing something, you didn't come to the store and you weren't at home, it scared me."

He cared about this and that, and it sounded like nothing was wrong, Huo Yan asked, "Are you reconciled with Jiang Sheng?"

Xu Yaosheng choked on him, at first she forgot what she wanted to say, but reluctantly said: "...well."

Huo Yan thought for a while, changed what the administrator said to him just now, and moved it over to educate him: "Don't go to weird places to watch stripteases in the future, it's not safe."

"I didn't know there would be a striptease show. I thought it was the theme." Xu Yaosheng's focus was completely misled by him, and he talked about other gossip, "By the way, do you know what I heard last night? Say, that Qingba is owned by the Yu family, and it is quite profitable, and it ranks first in Shanshi City in terms of reviews."

"..." Huo Yan said inexplicably, "Why do you think I know this?"

"Isn't it your man's thing?"

Huo Yan was shocked by his words, and explained helplessly: "Let's not say whether it is right or not, even if it belongs to the Yu family, it probably does not belong to Yu Mingye."

But since Xu Yaosheng mentioned Yu Mingye, he suddenly wanted to talk to him about another issue——

"A Sheng, I have a question for you."

"what?"

"Do you think Yu Mingye and I are a good match?" Huo Yan asked, "Don't ask for friendship points, just say it."

Probably because he didn't expect him to ask such a question suddenly, Xu Yaosheng was stunned and said: "It's a good match, he is handsome and you are also handsome, but I think... this kind of thing, you like him, he likes you, it doesn't matter. Is it over?"

He didn't say anything, Huo Yan already knew the answer.

"A Sheng," he said, "I'm wondering if I should break up with Yu Mingye."