always you

I just don't want to be your friend

When Qin Luzhi returned home, the lights in the house were dimmed, and Qin Luzhi thought that Lu Qinshu hadn't come back by this time, could it be that he went back to school to sleep.Qin Luzhi couldn't help but twitched the corners of his mouth, so relieved of himself, isn't he afraid that I will vacate the house?

After opening the door and turning on the light in the living room, Qin Luzhi was startled, and Lu Qinshu sat blankly in the living room. "What's wrong with you, pretending to be a ghost, you scared me to death."

Lu Qinshu said with a very gloomy face, "Where did you go?"

Qin Luzhi twirled the key in his hand and said happily, "It's nothing, I went to dinner with a friend."

"You have friends here too?"

"Of course, after all, isn't our school not far away?" He said and laughed. "I'm going to take a shower first."

He didn't hear whether Lu Qinshu answered or not. He took a bath very happily. Of course, he didn't see Lu Qinshu's ugly face.Maybe he didn't notice at all, and now his mind is full of emotions, um, I went to see a movie with a very beautiful girl today, and I feel pretty good, I seem to be able to say anything when I'm with her, unlike a lover, it's a very comfortable feeling.Qin Luzhi is very happy to meet her!It hit her very well.

After Qin Luzhi came out of the shower, Lu Qinshu still kept that posture in the living room, Qin Luzhi asked a little puzzled, "What's the matter, did something happen at school?" Qin Luzhi asked with concern .

Lu Qinshu raised his head to look at his cheeks that were rosy from taking a bath, swallowed his saliva blushing unconsciously, and said, "I like someone for a long time, but he doesn't know it, what should I do?"

Qin Luzhi thought about it, could it be that the beautiful woman today, what is her name, what is Lin, oh, by the way, Lin Lingyan, she has a nice name, and she is also good-looking, doesn't it mean that you two are a recognized couple?Doesn't she know. "She doesn't know, of course you can find a way to tell her. If you don't tell her, how will others know! Isn't there a saying on the Internet, 'If you can't be a couple, be a stranger, because I never want to be friends with you.' This sentence I agree with what you said.”

"I wanted to say it, but I was afraid to scare him."

Qin Luzhi rolled his eyes and said, "You look so good, is there anyone who doesn't like you? You have to be confident." I don't know why Qin Luzhi felt a little weird after saying this, he attributed these reasons to Today Lu Qinshu would rather accompany girls than go home, there are guys of the opposite sex who are inhumane.

While Qin Luzhi was in a daze, Lu Qinshu suddenly stood up. At this moment, Qin Luzhi was accompanying him. Sitting on the sofa, he couldn't figure out what Lu Qinshu was going to do. He watched Lu Qinshu's shadow slowly cover him. Qin Luzhi's gaze and Lu Qinshu's were getting closer and closer. Qin Luzhi didn't know what he was going to do, so he could only watch his next move.Suddenly Lu Qinshu's movements quickened, and his lips moved to Qin Luzhi's face, quickly covering his lips. Lu Qinshu prevented Qin Luzhi from struggling, and threw him on him, pressing him down.

At this time, Qin Luzhi's mind suddenly went blank. He didn't understand why, but he was stunned and couldn't move.This made it easier for Lu Qinshu to slowly stick his tongue into Qin Luzhi's mouth. Seeing that he didn't resist, he became even more presumptuous.

When Qin Luzhi came back to his senses, Lu Qinshu was kissing him deeply, and realized that Lu Qinshu's tongue was tightly wrapped around his own. Qin Luzhi pushed Lu Qinshu away, jumped a meter away, and stood Pointing at Lu Qinshu from afar, he said, "Damn it, this is still my first kiss!"

"No." Lu Qinshu said.

"What?" Qin Luzhi asked a little puzzled.

Lu Qinshu smiled slightly, his eyes shone charmingly and said: "No, I took your first kiss away two years ago, no." His voice had a mean taste.

Qin Luzhi also forgot the kiss just now and said: "When, why didn't I know, you kissed me secretly?"

"I still remember that you carried me to a family two years ago. I was very thirsty that night. I saw you sleeping soundly because of exhaustion. For some reason, I kissed you by accident. At that time, you still opened your eyes. I looked at me, but you didn’t object. I always thought you knew. Then I woke up again and I was in the hospital again. I waited and waited. I haven’t heard from you for a long time. That summer vacation is the one I’ve ever had in my life. I thought you would come to see me, but you didn't. I thought you would accept me, but you have lost contact with me since then." Lu Qinshu's voice was very soft, very light, if it weren't for the room at this time It was so quiet in the room, Qin Luzhi thought that someone was talking nonsense, but it was not at this moment, the voice was soft but every word pierced into Lu Qinshu's ears.Lu Qinshu looked very sad, as if he finally got rid of something.

"What?" Qin Luzhi didn't understand, maybe he couldn't believe that the person he had been secretly in love with had always been himself, why he never knew, never saw it.Qin Luzhi is really confused now, whether he is dreaming and why.

"Do you feel disgusted? You don't. Up to now you have been thinking why it is you, but you are not disgusted, are you? And you are right, I just don't want to be your friend." A quick kiss and looked at Qin Luzhi.

Qin Luzhi saw that Lu Qinshu didn't know what to say, turned around and left, walked to the room and closed the door with a bang.The capital of Qinlu didn't fall asleep that night. I don't know how the two good friends became like this.Of course, Lu Qinshu didn't sleep well either, he kept his eyes open, thinking about the scene just now, why he was so impulsive, he had endured it for two years, but now he couldn't.Holding the mobile phone, he opened it some time ago, taking advantage of Qin Luzhi's sleeping appearance, and said, "Look, how good you were at that time!" He didn't fall asleep until it was almost dawn.I was busy with a job at school, and my nerves were tense all the time. I was very tired at first, but because of this incident, I haven't slept yet.

Qin Luzhi looked at the time. It was five o'clock in the morning, and the sky was just a little bright. At this time, the sun had not yet come out. Qin Luzhi packed his things lightly, and now he really couldn't stay any longer.Fortunately, when I arrived, I thought about leaving quickly, and I didn't take out a large area of ​​things, so I just packed up and left.Walking out of the door, closing the door gently, and feeling that Lu Qinshu would be worried like this, and he should be worried, who made him treat you like yesterday.On the other side, he is also in pain, didn't you see his expression yesterday?He's suffering too, isn't he?What will you do if you walk away like this again?

Finally, the foot that was lifted out was retracted, found a pen and paper, and said to Lu Qinshu: Don't worry, I'm going back to school first.

It was past five o'clock in the morning, just after dawn, there were still few people on the road, almost no pedestrians, and not many cars, Qin Luzhi dragged his suitcase and walked quietly on the road. There was no bus at this point, so he could only Give it a try.The breakfast shop on the side of the road opened early, exuding a tempting aroma. At other times, Qin Luzhi would have bought a few warm steamed buns, but now he has no thoughts and no appetite at all. Can't even smell the aroma.Qin Luzhi got a taxi when he walked to the main road, "Master, go to University A." After speaking, Qin Luzhi secretly spurned himself, why he was still thinking about him, "Master, it's wrong, go to University C, say Wrong, sorry!"

"Just got off the train, I see that you look very tired."

Qin Luzhi didn't want to explain anything, nodded and said yes, he leaned against the window and closed his eyes, not knowing if he was asleep or not.

"Young man, here we are."

Qin Luzhi looked up, why so fast "How much?"

"Let's see if you are my first order today or a student ten yuan!"

"Thank you, master." Qin Luzhi was actually quite happy. Where does it usually cost fifteen to go to school?Just charge ten yuan now, and the unhappiness brought by Lu Qinshu's house seems to have disappeared a little bit.People are like this, a little favor from a stranger may move you unceasingly.

When I went back to the dormitory, because no one lived in it for a long time, there was a musty smell when I opened the door.Qin Luzhi pulled his quilt out to dry in the sun, and then began to clean, mopping the floor, wiping the table, not only wiping his own but also other people's. During this period, Lu Qinshu called once, Qin Luzhi checked catch.I just don't want to answer his phone.By cleaning up, Qin Luzhi needs to calm down.But then he sent a text message saying: Eat well, don't skip breakfast.

Qin Luzhi looked at it, and there was still no meeting message, so he wanted to delete it, but he couldn't press the delete button, and it happened that his roommate called him, so he simply ignored it. "Hey, what's the matter?"

"I'm almost at the train station, come and pick me up! I came a few days early to accompany you."

"Okay, I'll be there right away, wait for me!" Qin Luzhi wanted to get busy now, so he didn't care about anything and didn't think about it.

On the other hand, Lu Qinshu didn't wake up until after ten o'clock. Too many things happened yesterday.Lu Qinshu wanted to open the door to see if Qin Luzhi was still there, but knocked but was ignored, "I'm coming in." As soon as he opened the door, he saw that the quilt was neatly placed on the bed, and all his luggage disappeared. "Is this preparing to escape?"

Lu Qinshu was not in a hurry, knowing that he didn't want to leave, walked to the living room, saw a note pressed on the table and said, don't worry, I'm going back to school first.Seeing this, Lu Qinshu unconsciously twitched the corners of his mouth. It seemed that there was something serious about it. At least when he kissed him, he didn't have the first reaction to hit him, nor did he feel sick.Just worried about his first kiss.

Lu Qinshu called him, but Qin Luzhi didn't answer, which was expected by Lu Qinshu.I sent another text message, telling him to take good care of himself.

Ever since Lu Qinshu kissed Qin Luzhi, Lu Qinshu would send text messages to Qin Luzhi every day, telling him what he did today, saying that the professor's class was very boring, and sending it every day, but Qin Luzhi didn't reply even once.Now Qin Luzhi was a little confused about what Lu Qinshu was going to do.He just talked about the trivial matters of his life every day, and never mentioned the events of that day.If Lu Qinshu didn't mention it, of course Qin Luzhi wouldn't say it with a silly face.

Gradually, Qin Luzhi also got used to Lu Qinshu's funny things.During class, Qin Luzhi burst out laughing from behind.Fortunately, it was a big class and I was sitting too late, otherwise I would definitely be caught by the teacher.

Gao Yang said suspiciously: "You kid is very strange recently. You keep smiling at your phone. This is the first time, and it's the same in the dormitory. Tell me, are you in a relationship?"

Qin Luzhi touched his aching face from laughing and said, "Is there any?"

The other roommates said with certainty and affirmation: "Yeah."

Qin Luzhi said: "No, get out of class is over soon, let's go eat quickly! I'm starving to death."