always you

what happened two years ago

The two went to the supermarket again to buy some fruit and something to eat, and it was past ten o'clock when they came out of the supermarket.

"Why are these things so tiring! I'm exhausted."

Lu Qinshu took the bag and said, "I'm holding these heavy ones, you should take the light ones."

"How embarrassing! Give me the water, I'll hold it, you must feel much more relaxed." He said and lifted the big bottle of water in his hand, it was really heavy!When I got back to the hotel, my hands were all purple, and it took a long time for the blood to return.His hands turned rosy.

As soon as I got back to the hotel, I put my things on the bed, "I'm going to rest for a while, I'm exhausted. You should wash first."

Qin Luzhi turned on the TV and saw that there were not many channels, and there was a music station. There is no good-looking TV, just listen to music.

Sure enough, when no one is bored, watching everything is very interesting, and listening to music can also make people feel refreshed.Lu Qinshu was taking a bath beside him, and Qin Luzhi was so tired now that he wanted to fall asleep as soon as he lay down on the bed.

"I've finished washing, you go!"

"It's so fast, I don't want to move now, I'll lie down for a while. Haven't you washed yet? You should do it first!"

After lying down for a while, I felt that my strength had recovered a lot. With my mobile phone connected to wifi, Qin Luzhi watched TV dramas and ate spicy sticks.Really, I'm so tired that I don't even have the mood to eat my favorite spicy strips.

When Lu Qinshu came out again, he saw Qin Luzhi looking at his phone, eating the spicy strips in his mouth, it was delicious

Happy. "Don't eat, go take a shower quickly! It's getting late."

"Okay, go right away." Qin Luzhi stuffed the last few spicy sticks into his mouth and said.

Seeing Lu Qinshu's mouth twitching, wouldn't it be good to eat slowly?No one is robbing you.

Qin Luzhi wanted to go to bed early, he finished the bath soon, and didn't plan to do laundry.I'm going back tomorrow, and I don't want to dry it after washing, so let's wash it when I go home!

I dried my hair casually, turned off the lights and went to bed.

Qin Luzhi didn't know what was going on, his eyes were battering with sleepiness, but he just couldn't sleep and his thoughts kept flying.Could it be that he still has the habit of recognizing his bed? Looking at the bed next door, Lu Qinshu doesn't know if he's asleep or not.

"Lu Qinshu, are you asleep?" Qin Luzhi called out softly.

"No."

Qin Luzhi was startled and thought he was asleep! "Why haven't you slept yet! Can't sleep? Me too."

"Well, I can't sleep, you keep tossing and turning beside me."

"Is it my fault?" I don't know why, people will say things that they dare not say before in the dark.

"Remember the summer vacation after our college entrance examination!"

"Remember, how could I forget!"

"That year, I just got my driver's license and took you to play together. The two of us had made an appointment to go to Tibet together! But something happened not long after we left."

Qin Luzhi didn't know whether Lu Qinshu had listened or not, so he just wanted to say to himself, "I'm driving, but you said we don't take the high speed, but drive in the direction of Tibet, and we can go wherever we go. I agree, the two I personally came for a walk-and-go trip. As a result, something happened when I walked to Sichuan. At that time, it was raining heavily, and it felt like I wanted to drown people. The weather was very dark. In order to rush to the next Town, I had to drive faster. The car overturned, you know? Because you protected me so I was not injured, but you have been in a coma. You must have a solution. I had no choice but to carry you for a long time before I found a family. At that time, your whole body was hot, and I thought you were going to die. Call your parents, Your parents left everything behind and rushed over. You were sent to the hospital, but the hospital in the small county couldn’t cure you, so you were transferred to Beijing. I didn’t see you once in the hospital where you stayed for several months.

Actually I know, you don't blame me.I didn't even think about it.But as soon as I got home, my relatives, friends and neighbors all accused me. They said that I had spoiled you, because you were so good at studying, because I almost died.The accident that was originally caused by the rain turned out to be something I did on purpose.My parents said every day, I just finished the driver's license test and ran for fun, let's stop running now!During that time, I was really sad, obviously I was also frightened, obviously I was also hurt, but because I didn't get hurt at all, and then the fights imposed all the faults on me.It was raining at the time, so I said Vaughan should not leave first!You say go.It's raining outside, how nice we are walking in the car.

As soon as the incident happened, everyone thought it was my fault, why didn't everyone ask the reason!Do I want to get you into trouble?During that summer vacation, I was bored at home almost all day long. When I found out that you were fine, the rumors from the neighbors still did not dissipate.After a few days, I went to my grandma's house, and I didn't come back until school started, so I left directly from my grandma's house.At that time, I hated you very much and hated you very much.So even though we were very close, we never looked for you, never contacted you, let alone saw you during your hospitalization. "

"So you still hate me now?"

"How is it possible? If I hate you, I can't lie in the same room with you like this now. I have thought about it for so long and I want to open it. In fact, it's nothing. You don't know what the neighbor said, and you are overturning the car. You have been protecting me tightly all the time. If you hadn't protected me, I might have been injured, because of you I am intact. So there is nothing to hate you. "

"At that time, did you hate everyone around you, and your parents' incomprehension?"

"A little bit." Qin Luzhi said a little uncertainly, "So you didn't see that there are many things I don't tell them, because I feel that they don't understand, and in the end I make up my own mind."

"now what?"

"It's okay, the older I grow up, the more I understand them. I know that they are also parents for the first time, so I forgive me. Besides, they didn't say anything, and I really don't know why I cared so much at that time. However, our The real happiness is to escape from death for the first time. It is said that if you survive a catastrophe, you will have future blessings, so I will firmly remember this sentence and wait for my future blessings!"

After one of Qin Lu finished speaking, the two were silent for a long time, and Qin Luzhi didn't know what to say: "You didn't feel anything after listening to it?" Qin Luzhi couldn't bear the atmosphere and said.

"I'm sorry to make you feel wronged."

Qin Lu Zhi...

"That's not what I want. Don't tell me that I'm really letting go of this matter. Although I didn't care about it at first, I always felt that I was holding my breath. Now there is really nothing Yes, it's all over."

"Sleep, we have to climb the mountain tomorrow!"

"Then I'll sleep, good night."

After listening to Qin Luzhi's speech, Lu Qinshu realized that it was not for that reason that he ignored him.At that time, I was carried to a family by him. I woke up once at night because I was thirsty. Looking at Qin Luzhi who was sleeping next to him, he was sleeping soundly because of fatigue, and his face was full of exhaustion. I am so tired every day.Seeing that he was not injured, Lu Qinshu actually breathed a sigh of relief. At that time, he didn't know why he kissed Qin Luzhi just because he wanted to kiss him. Since his desire, the only object of lust was Qin Luzhi. the way.May have just experienced life and death!I just want to kiss him and prove his existence.When his lips slowly approached Qin Luzhi's, Lu Qinshu was actually very nervous, and couldn't help wanting more. Lu Qinshu didn't know when his tongue also stuck into his mouth, sucking slowly his lips.At this moment, Lu Qinshu suddenly noticed that Qin Luzhi's eyes were open, and he didn't see him resisting.Lu Qinshu let go all of a sudden, but he turned over with a grunt and fell asleep.

Lu Qinshu was very excited that night, thinking that Qin Luzhi finally knew what he wanted.But when the next day dawned, Qin Luzhi was still the same as before.Lu Qinshu wanted to ask him why, but he never had a chance. He had ups and downs, and after his parents came, he was sent directly to the Capital Hospital.Lu Qinshu thought that Qin Luzhi would follow, but no, he hadn't contacted him for the whole summer vacation.He waited and waited, never came to see it once, and never made a phone call.When he got better and went back, he found that he hadn't been there all along.I didn't tell him when to leave or what school he went to.

Lu Qinshu thought that Qin Luzhi hated him, so he knew he was nearby but never looked for him once in the past two years.I don't know if it was by chance or what.Qin Luzhi didn't come back last summer, and he went abroad again during the Chinese New Year, and it went on like this.If Qin Luzhi didn't say anything, Lu Qinshu always thought that he hated him and walked away.This time I came back and wanted to know what was going on.

It turned out that this was the case. It seems that Qin Luzhi didn't know that he had kissed him two years ago!Maybe it was because he was nervous that he misread it, or Qin Luzhi opened his eyes unconsciously when he was sleeping.Now these are not important, it seems that I still have a great chance.Proof that he doesn't hate himself at all.

Hearing the shallow breathing of the person next to him, Lu Qinshu was sound asleep, so defenseless!The person sleeping next to you is someone who has plans for you, since he doesn't hate himself, there is no possibility of letting go.

Lu Qinshu couldn't fall asleep anyway, so he just got up and looked at the sky outside to relax his mind.I thought about a lot of things, watched the sky slowly turn from dark to bright, watched the sun piercing the darkness little by little, and watched the sun slowly rise from the east.It wasn't even six o'clock, and it was dawn. Seeing that Qin Luzhi was still sleeping, he didn't want to disturb him.After finishing washing quietly by myself, I bought breakfast and waited for him. As soon as 07:30 arrived, Qin Luzhi woke up and looked at the breakfast on the table: "Why did you get up so early? Could it be that you want to apologize to me for what happened yesterday. It's been so long and there is no need."

"I woke up when I couldn't sleep. Let's eat quickly! After eating, we went to climb the mountain. We haven't exercised for a long time."

"With your standard model figure, why do you still exercise!"

"That's right, who made me naturally beautiful and hard to give up! Others can't envy me."

You have really changed, how can you steal my lines!

After eating and tidying up, we drove to Phoenix Mountain.

"Don't look so close, I haven't been here yet!" Qin Luzhi said to Lu Qinshu while driving: "Fenghuang Mountain, wait for me, I'll be there soon."

"Stupid."

"Then you are still friends with Shamao, and you still ride in Shamao's car, saying that like attracts like, you are not a good bird."

"Have a good drive!"

"Yes."