remember your three months

Finally separated, a thin silver line was drawn between the two, their foreheads touched, Xie Anyan's teeth were shaking violently, he closed his eyes to adjust his breathing, and said in a hoarse voice: "Ye Feng, you and me, it's over."

He turned around with his back straight, and he didn't know why he did it, and he didn't seem to be so straight when he was standing in a military posture.Maybe it was to support his last pride.Every step was like walking in a sea of ​​fire, my feet seemed to be filled with a thousand catties of iron and lead, pulling on the sharp knife hanging from my heart, every step I took, I cut my heart with a knife, and even breathing was so painful.

don't call me.he thought so.

If you call me, I will break down.

don't call me.

"baby……"

Ye Feng's voice is also very hoarse, is he also very sad.

Ah, it shouldn't be like this, if I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have said goodbye.

He is very happy today, he should be happy.

"Ah?" His voice was obviously crying. He was startled, took a few deep breaths, wiped his face with the sleeve of his suit, turned around,

"By the way, the red envelope hasn't been given yet. Here, it's a good match for a hundred years." Xie Anyan stuffed the red envelope into his hand and turned around, "This time, don't call me."

He didn't dare to stop, and ran away at the speed of the [-]-meter sprint in the school

He ran away again.

Inside that red envelope was a card, which was given to him by Ye Feng on his 24th birthday.

He didn't check the balance again, and put it quietly in the mattress. He planned to take it out for emergency use if he had anything to do in the future.

Now, it's back to its original owner, Ye Feng.

11 years, eleven kisses, thank you for your tolerance in the first six years, and treat myself as a reward for the next five years.

You and me, write it off.

The house still smelled strongly of indelible freshener. He might have sprayed too much, he thought.

The suppressed feeling of vomiting surged again, he lay on the toilet and vomited to death, the gall was about to be vomited out, his stomach began to convulse, he gritted his teeth and pressed the flush water, turning a blind eye to the blood red in the vomit.

He boiled a pot of hot water for himself, poured a cup, took it into the bedroom, and sat on the bedside.His sleep has not been very good. He has bought Valium many times over the years, but he often forgets about it after buying it, buys it again, and then forgets it again.Over time, it has piled up into a small mountain.

Maybe that day and night turned upside down reminded him of many little things in the past, so he took advantage of the big cleaning to find them all.It doesn't matter whether it expires or not, as long as the effect can be achieved.

Leaf maple.

I know I will never forget you in my life.

I can't watch you spend the rest of your life with others, it's too cruel, but I can't force you to be with me, it's too cruel to you.

So, I thought of a good way.

I will love you forever.

Leaf maple.

It felt uncomfortable to stuff a handful of pills into his mouth. He had already vomited up and wanted to vomit again. Xie Anyan gulped down a mouthful of water and covered his mouth to prevent himself from spitting out. The scalding hot water made him burst into tears.

It's really hard, Ye Feng.

You have to treat her well in the future.Don't make her feel so bad.

He took a few breaths, took a few tissues to wipe his face, stood up and straightened his suit.

This is Ye Feng's suit.he thought so.

He is holding me.

He leaned against the head of the bed, with his body slightly half-slanted, just like many times, he and Ye Feng were leaning together to watch TV, and he would always lean on Ye Feng's arms and unconsciously fall asleep, which was easier than lying on the bed obediently. I slept much more peacefully.

Open the drawer of the bedside table, and inside is a mobile phone.Fortunately, he still remembered to charge it. The screen wallpaper was a photo of Xie Anyan laughing. He remembered that it was the first time he came out to the people in the dormitory in college. Unable to recover, he slapped the table and laughed wildly.

"Crack."

He turned his head and faced Ye Feng, who was coming to sleep together, only the people in the dormitory came to their senses and let out an ambiguous booing sound.Obviously he told them that I was gay just now, but now he is a little embarrassed and at a loss.

This is what it feels like to be in love, he thought.

Xie Anyan smiled, put the phone next to the pillow, unlocked his phone again, and pressed the number that he hadn't dialed in three months.

The ringtone soon rang from the pillow, Xie Anyan swiped to answer it, and pretended not to be there. He held his phone and changed his position to make himself more comfortable. The only sound in the empty room was his breathing.

He still didn't speak in the end, he didn't know what to say, the screen showed that he was still in the call, he held the phone and looked at the two words on the screen in a daze, finally put the two phones together, the phones were clinging tightly At the same time, the most intimate title on the screen has not changed,

Just like that relationship, it has never changed.

very nice.

He lay down slowly and found the most comfortable and decent position. On this bed, he and Ye Feng have shared the same bed for five years, and it seems that he can still feel his clear and powerful heartbeat. Memories passed by like a horse watching flowers, he couldn't catch a single bit of it so fast, and in the end he only remembered it.

On the night 11 years ago, the wind was blowing just right, neither hot nor cold, like a sweet love.

"Why are you here? Are you drinking?"

"A little bit."

"You are angry because I didn't come to you. You, do you miss me?"

"How can..."

"I miss you too."

"Stop messing around, we're all men!"

"Then what's the matter?"

"Do you want a boyfriend?"

Xie Anyan smiled and raised the corners of his mouth. He heard his voice gradually overlap with that of 11 years ago.

He said.

"it is good."

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The author has something to say: the story ends here

It doesn't take long to read the whole article

In fact, I also thought about whether to add a special episode to write about the following things from Ye Feng's perspective

But I think Nailu likes him so much that he should not be willing to make him sad, so he chooses to leave quietly alone.

ok that's the end

By the way, there are many things I forgot to mention in the first article

Readers, don't worry about the mess of selling a house and real estate certificate.

ignore it

There is no need for such miscellaneous things in love

Grandma just wants to give my uncle some compensation as much as possible

Hey, I have to write that article, it makes me so happy