remember your three months

"baby"

Xie Anyan has always thought his voice was very nice, since high school, it was deep and sweet, especially like this kind of ambiguous moment mixed with a little hoarse voice, which made people feel soft when they heard it.

What that man likes most is to trace Xie Anyan's eyebrows and eyes with his callused fingers, being extremely gentle, and then pinching his earlobe lightly or hard, often making it hot.

The man's lips rubbed against the corner of Xie Anyan's mouth indistinctly, like a superficial touch of water, without any effort.This feeling is terrible.

Xie Anyan couldn't help but yearn for the warmth of his fingertips.

"Baby, open your eyes and look at me."

He spoke with a strong desire to bewitch, as if he was waiting for Xie Anyan to open his eyes and exchange a loving look with him.

Xie Anyan's body trembled suddenly, his hands clutched his clothes tightly, and the most unbearable physiological tears hung from the corners of his eyes.

He couldn't open his eyes.

He knew it was a dream.

When I opened my eyes, there was nothing.

"Baby, look at me."

"Please..." As soon as Xie Anyan opened his mouth, he realized that he was crying, his nose was blocked, and his nasal voice was heavy, "Please don't go, Ye Feng, please."

"Fool, why would I go? I'm always by your side. Open your eyes and look at me. Baby, I love you. How can I be willing to go?"

A small and simple wall lamp emits dim light alone. The bedroom is not big, but this small wall lamp cannot illuminate everything. The corners are all dark and dark, as if someone is hiding and peeping at him in his dream. □ cry.

He still opened his eyes.

Xie Anyan lay upright on the bed, let go of the tight sheets in his hands, didn't even bother to blink, just looked at the wall lamp above his head, and saw double images when he looked at it, and finally refocused.

How long have you been lonely.

Probably maybe six years.

He thought so.

The floor-to-ceiling windows were tightly covered by thick black and white horizontal striped curtains, and no light could come in. He frowned and thought carefully about what he should do at this moment, and it took him a long time to remember that he should check the time.

There was an undecorated black rectangular electronic clock on the bedside table. He had a good memory at the moment. Xie Anyan could still remember that it was the first time he moved in five years ago, and he dragged Ye Feng to buy it.

I was elated at that time.

Because he and Ye Feng finally have a home.

数字方方正正的显示02:56，旁边还颇为贴心的提醒了日期，2016年9月10日。

As if reacting, he looked at the electronic clock and smiled briefly.

It turned out that he had only been away for six days.

He moved his body and wanted to turn over and go back to sleep, only to find that the thing between his legs was still upright at the moment, bulging a small tent.

Sighing, he bent his left arm and stretched it in front of his eyes, followed his instinct and stretched his right hand into the quilt, letting his rationality be devoured by desire little by little.He couldn't see it, but he could feel it, and tried to imagine that it was the warm and rough palm of that person that wrapped him tightly.

"Well... Ye Feng..."

He couldn't take it anymore, the soaring passion was going to drive him crazy, even the bedside was icy cold at night when the autumn wind howled, and he was the only one left in the whole world who was hot and confused, his thoughts began to collapse, and crystals ooze from the corners of his covered eyes The teardrops on his hands became faster and faster.

"Ye Feng... Ye Feng..."

"Baby, An Yan, baby, I love you, I love you."

"no……"

Xie Anyan lost his mind for a moment, his hands were sticky in a mess, he gasped for a long time before he gradually calmed down, dragged his slippers and walked to the bathroom.

After taking a refreshing hot shower under the shower, Xie Anyan grabbed the towel and wrapped it around his lower body, brushed his teeth and washed his face in front of the sink.

Nothing in the house has changed, maintaining the original state, as if he was just out on a business trip, maybe in the next second Xie Anyan will hear the sound of the door lock turning, and he will be able to see him standing at the door.

A pair of toothbrushes and couple cups, even the towels are red and blue CP colors full of love, two identical razors, but one is very new and the other is very old, Ye Feng always likes to rub him, obviously both Bought it at the exact same price, he just said confidently, "I knew it when I saw it, it's not as good as yours, and it must be painful to use."

Xie Anyan smiled.

The quilt was soiled, Xie Anyan took off the quilt cover but was too lazy to wash it, the duvet and bed sheets were thrown into the washing machine at once, without washing liquid or turning on the switch, just leave it.

After washing, there is no smell of him.

Early morning was always empty, Xie Anyan nestled on the sofa in the living room holding a cup of boiled water before going to bed, it was still hot and steaming, and his face was hot from the steam.

I haven't been out for a long time, he thought.

He decided to go out for a walk, but soon lowered his head and smiled, who would go out in the early morning.In order to avoid looking like a lost fool in the eyes of those who wandered the streets at night, he gave up this idea, bent his legs and nestled comfortably on the sofa again.

He didn't know what he was thinking, or maybe he didn't think about anything. He didn't react until the phone rang. He moved his numb legs and looked for the phone. He didn't think of the phone for many days. Where is it? Woolen cloth.

Ah, I found it. It's still charging in the study.

He remembered that six days ago, Ye Feng just came back, he was making soup in the kitchen, when the phone rang.

"Baby... An Yan, your phone is ringing."

"Help me pick it up." Xie Anyan was busy adding seasonings to the soup without raising his head.

Probably after answering the phone, Ye Feng walked into the kitchen: "Your phone is out of battery, I put it in the study to charge it."

"Well. Who is it? Smell it, does it smell good?"

"Fragrant." Ye Feng said, "No one, an advertising call."

He was quiet for a long time, standing by the side like that, Xie Anyan felt strange, and raised his head to look at him: "What's wrong?"

"An Yan, I'm getting married."

Xie Anyan held the phone and smiled. In fact, the water had just boiled, and the seasoned chicken had only been put in for a minute. How could it be fragrant?

The phone was still ringing, and it seemed like he was going to die.

There were three large characters written on the caller ID: Song Ziyi.

Xie Anyan cleared his throat before sliding to answer, but when he opened his mouth, he was startled by the hoarseness: "Uncle."

The other side seemed to be stunned for two seconds before speaking.

"what happened to you?"

"Ah. It's okay, I've caught a cold." Xie Anyan took the mobile phone to the living room and picked up the boiled water that had cooled down on the coffee table and poured himself a cup.

"Well, it's autumn recently, the temperature difference between day and night is big, you should be careful, remember to take medicine, forget it, you can't remember, I'll ask Ye Feng to remind you." Song Ziyi said.

When I came out to my family back then, no one accepted it anymore. Relatives all looked at him with perverted eyes and avoided him, as if he was an HIV carrier.Dad hated iron and scolded him, and mother knelt in front of him and cried.

"An Yan, tell mom that this is fake, you are a man, how could you... how could you fall in love with a man."

Looking at Xie Anyan's heart was sore, but he stood upright, his nails dug into his flesh, he said.

"Mom, I just like him, I just like men."

When leaving home, only my uncle saw him off, patting him on the shoulder and saying.

"No one else has a position to comment on this kind of thing, and I won't look down on you, but I still hope you think about it carefully. After all, if you go the right way, there are only the two of you. If you go the wrong way, you will be smashed to pieces."

Xie Anyan reached out and grabbed a tissue and blew his nose.

"No need, uncle, I'll remember. You're going to talk about this when you call."

"Oh, I'm on the high-speed train at three o'clock tomorrow afternoon, you come to pick me up."

"Huh? Are you coming to City H? What's the matter?"

"It's been two weeks since the last appointment for a patient. He was not in a good state of mind when he came to see the doctor. I'll come and see."

Xie Anyan smiled: "If every doctor is like you, there will be no doctor-patient problems at all."

"Okay, I'll hang up first."

The author has something to say: I hope you all read this part

I am a novice writer amateur player

There may be many bugs in this novel, but please bear with me

If you are a professional, please give me advice.

Thank you all here!

Then about the main character of the story

I actually wrote another ancient novel that was slightly longer at the beginning, and I am still stuck in the middle

There are only a few characters in my pen

Apart from the male lead in that movie, what I love the most is this Xie Anyan

How should I put it, this is actually a very cute child

He has a nickname called Naidan, which was given to him by his uncle

I really want to write about this kid in another movie, but when I write it, this story comes out of my mind

I found a time to write him out

I feel bad after writing this, I'm so mean to this baby

Regarding this novel, I originally named it "Ye Feng".

Because he really likes Ye Feng so much, but I think he likes him so much because he is probably not willing to let him appear in front of other people

so i changed my name

Hey, I don't know what I'm writing, please bear with me

This is the first time I write, I hope it will get better and better in the future

ok that's it