I'm envious

"Hi, classmate! Excuse me, do you know Pei Xiuli?" This person is the No. 20 person Yu Zhisheng asked.

"Ah?" An Ling raised his eyes staring at the phone. He just saw a classmate on the school confession wall saying: There is a handsome guy from outside the school who is looking for Pei Xiuli. May I ask who knows which department Pei Xiuli is in?Which bedroom?

He was about to say on the confession wall that Pei Xiuli was in the same dormitory as him, and then he met the person he was looking for. That's a good relationship, so he just took him back to the dormitory.

"I know, I know, I'll take you there! Pei Xiuli shares a dorm with me."

Yu Zhisheng: "Okay! Thank you."

"Brother, you are polite." As he walked, An Ling suddenly took out four or five dates from his pocket: "Do you want to eat?"

Yu Zhisheng shook his head: "No, thank you."

"Uh, then I'll eat it all!" An Ling ate it crunchy, and then said with unsatisfied desire, "Pei Xiuli brought these dates from Chengdu. They are always delicious, but it's a pity that he's too stingy. At that time, only five were given to me, and I was greedy, so I secretly took another nine, hoping that he would not find out."

Yu Zhisheng: "..." Aren't you afraid that I'll tell you the truth?

The two walked along the road in the school for a long time, and turned around a few more times before arriving at the dormitory. When they reached the door of the dormitory, An Ling pushed it away and shouted: "Director, someone is looking for you."

The person on the armchair turned around suddenly, and when he saw the person coming, his laughing expression froze instantly, and he said bitterly: "I don't know who is here, so it's the squad leader?"

Yu Zhisheng said coldly: "Let's go out and talk."

In the coffee shop outside the school, the two sat by the window. Yu Zhisheng took a sip of Blue Mountain Coffee and said slowly, "Don't provoke Yu Yue."

"Damn!" Pei Xiuli contemptuously picked up the cappuccino and took a sip, put it down and was about to leave. After walking two steps, he came back, put his hands on the table, and said, "Why? Do you think I'm still afraid? ? I came out to my family after graduating from high school, you can't threaten me."

Pei Xiuli fell in love with Yu Yue from the first day of love, Dou Chukai, and they were at the same table again, inseparable.In the third year of junior high school, he wanted to confess his love, but Yu Zhisheng found out and threatened him that if he dared to confess Yu Yue, he would tell everyone that he was gay.

"Oh!" Pei Xiuli sneered: "You don't like Yu Yue too, do you?" Seeing Yu Zhisheng frown, and a flash of panic flashed across his face, Pei Xiuli became more sure.

"It's impossible for you to do it. Even if Yu Yue likes you, do your parents agree? Cousin likes cousin, ah! Tsk tsk, you don't want to piss off Yu Yue's parents and your parents, do you?" !" After a pause, Pei Xiuli turned his back on Yu Zhisheng, closed his eyes, and said, "I will compete fairly with you."

After Pei Xiuli left, Yu Zhisheng looked out the window, struggling in pain.

Yu Yue has been looking at Yu Zhisheng's avatar for a long time, and it has been on all the time. He really wants to poke Yu Zhisheng's avatar and chat with him, but he hasn't contacted him for a long time. It's strange to miss him.

In the past few days, he has done a lot of homework online.

For example, search for "Can boys like boys?"

"Is it normal for two boys to be together?" Wait...

The answers he got opened the door to a new world for him, and more or less positioned Yu Zhisheng's position in his heart.

Once he has a sense of substitution, Yu Yue understands that he likes Yu Zhisheng with reason and evidence.

"Are you there?"

The reminder sounded, Yu Yue seemed to be scalded by the phone, threw the phone under the desk, picked it up, saw that it was a QQ message from Yu Zhisheng, he felt a little guilty, picked up the eight-treasure music box on the desk to play, To conceal his uneasiness, the eight-treasure music box and crystal ball carousel was a birthday present given to him by Yu Zhisheng when he was in elementary school. It has been too long, and the gilded edges on it have fallen off.

Standing the Eight Treasures Music Box upside down, small snowflake-like sequins fluttered down one after another, colorfully floating down, it was extremely beautiful. At that time, he still disliked it, saying it was a girl's play.

After buffering the enthusiasm that surged in her heart, Yu Yuecai typed slowly and replied: "Huh?"

At that time, Yu Zhisheng had just left Pei Xiuli's school area to rush to the airport, and the taxi had just boarded the airport expressway.

As soon as he typed "Do you have someone you like?", he stopped and deleted it. For this kind of thing, it's better to call.

A phone call was made, and Yu Yue only answered after ringing four or five times. He asked over there, "What do you need me for?"

After Yu Yue passed the voice-changing period, her childish voice became very energetic, with a bit of a milky voice. She didn't speak loudly, but was soft and caring.

"I..." Those words were a little hot on the lips, Yu Zhisheng asked slowly: "Do you have someone you like?"

"Ha!" Could it be that Yu Zhisheng found out that I like him? It's impossible. I just realized that I like him. It couldn't be because of my attitude towards him that made him guess that I like him! Ah!what to do?Any answer is good! If Yu Zhisheng confesses his love, should he agree?Will it seem immodest to promise right away?

Yu Yue hesitated and couldn't say what was good or bad.

Yu Zhisheng asked again: "Who do you like?"

"I like……"

People on both sides of the microphone were very nervous. Yu Zhisheng was afraid that Yu Huai would say that he liked Pei Xiuli, while Yu Yue was ashamed to say it. If he said something embarrassing like Yu Zhisheng, he would lose face and lose his prestige!

He pretended to say: "Why should I tell you!"

Yu Zhisheng tested him: "You like boys."

Yu Yue was shocked! Can't hide it?I like his Yu Zhisheng story!

Yu Yue said stubbornly: "You... what are you talking about? I, I am... what is it?" Obviously lack of confidence? !

"Sure enough!" Yu Zhisheng must have been having an affair with Pei Xiuli. Yu Zhisheng hung up the phone, his heart twisted in pain, and a physical tear overflowed from the corner of his eyes uncontrollably. His expression was as painful as it was.

The taxi driver was a middle-aged uncle. He glanced at Yu Zhisheng in the rearview mirror, pursed his lips and said, "Young man, what a big deal! Isn't it just a little lovelorn? Look away, I'll tell you Tell me! Back then, I also experienced lovelornness, and I gritted my teeth and got through it. Now I am with my wife, in harmony, how happy I am!"

Yu Zhisheng: "..."

Yu Zhisheng actually hung up on his phone, which scared Yu Yue, unprecedented!When was Yu Zhisheng not the one who hung up the phone first? After thinking about it carefully, could it be that Yu Zhisheng hated homosexuality, and when he found out that he was, he hurriedly broke off the relationship.

Yu Yue's face was bitter, and her heart was shocked!Even dinner is my favorite braised pork, but it doesn't taste good after eating, and I blame Yu Zhisheng's melon.

For more than a month, Yu Zhisheng didn't contact Yu Yue, and Yu Yue also became abnormal, feeling empty in his heart.

Qian Qian found out: "What are you doing? It's winter, what kind of spring do you miss? Could it be that you have lost your love?"

If this were to be put to rest, Yu Yue would definitely turn back, but he didn't have the energy now, he sighed, and turned to the other side, his eyes didn't even have focus.

Qian Qian: "Could it be true?" Yu Yue said weakly: "Don't talk, it's annoying."

Putting her hand on Yu Yue's forehead, and then on her own head, Qian Qian concluded: "The temperature is the same? No fever."

"Qian Qian, why are you putting your hand on Yu Yue's forehead?" Hao Xueliang leaned on Yu Yue's desk, speaking to Qian Qian, but his eyes were trying to stare Yu Yue out.

Qian Qian: "Hey, it's up to you to take care of the big things."

It's really annoying this pair of enemies, throwing dog food in front of him every day, it's too difficult for him as a loner.

When Yu Yue left the classroom, it was lunch break time. There were almost no people on the road. Yu Yue took a walk slowly. When the wind blew over, the ginkgo leaves on the tree rustled and fell sporadically.Yu Yue sat on the wooden chair nearby, watching the ginkgo leaves fall with the wind.

He suddenly jumped up, hugged his head and roared: "What's the matter with this faint sadness? I've never been in a relationship before, so I feel like I've lost my love, shit."

He kicked the tree, and the ginkgo leaves fell "squeaking", which really scared him, and the ground fell golden. Yu Yue couldn't help thinking: Could it be that my attributes of being a kung fu wizard have been exposed.

He shook the ginkgo tree in his arms, and dozens of fruits fell down, yellow and orange. Yu Zhisheng picked them up with his hands, squeezed them, and the fruits exploded, dripping juice dripped into his hands, and brought them to his nose Smell it, it smelled really bad, he hated it very much: "Hey, it's disgusting!"

He kicked the tree again, and a bird's nest fell from the tree. There were no eggs in it, and they all flew away.

Lying on the bed, Yu Yue played with the phone for a while, he was still hesitating, should he tell Yu Zhisheng that he likes him?Thinking of this, he buried his head under the quilt shyly, and scolded sullenly: "The grandson will like Yu Zhisheng."

The light from the floor-to-ceiling windows shone on Yu Zhisheng's bed. He stretched out his hand and probed in mid-air: "Hiss, it's really cold." He quickly retracted his hands into the quilt, and pressed the corners of the quilt tightly with his feet, preventing any air drill Come in, close your eyes and try to fall asleep, but as soon as you close your eyes, you can think of Yu Zhisheng, it's been a long time, that bastard is really calm.

I miss him more today than yesterday, it’s serious, I can’t sleep anymore, Yu Yue turned on the phone screen, it’s already early morning, during this time, Qian Qian and Hao Xueliang are together, Liu Shuiwen promised Ye Sanmu, waiting for him at the university .

There is only him, Yu Yue, who is alone and no one cares about him. "I really want to see you!" Yu Yue murmured.Consciousness gradually sank, and he fell asleep.

In a flash, it is almost Yu Yue's birthday. Next week and next Saturday, and every birthday in the past years, I spend it with my parents and Yu Zhisheng. I haven't contacted Yu Zhisheng for a long time. I don't know if he will come to Beijing or leave Chengdu. It's so far away, more than 800 kilometers, if Yu Zhisheng flies to celebrate Yu Yue's birthday, how happy it will be!

Yu Yue thought expectantly.

Until December 12th, Yu Zhisheng hadn't released any news to him. If he didn't take the initiative to contact Yu Zhisheng, Yu Zhisheng really ignored him.

In the previous relationship, Yu Zhisheng rushed to play with him, and he was annoying to death, but now that people don't bother him, he is not only annoying, but also very sad.

Recalling the time when Yu Zhisheng ignored him, he was watching Tanmei novels and gay-themed movies. When he saw abuse, he and Yu Zhisheng were replaced by him, how many times he silently shed tears, letting the tears from his right eye flow into his left eye, Holding on without blinking, the pillow was mostly wet, Yu Yue beat the bed pretentiously, but hit the soft bed sheet.

At this time, the mobile phone rang and vibrated again. In the dark night, it was so abrupt. Could it be that he called!