be safe

Xiao Jin waited until she couldn't see Muzhenxi's back, then shook her head and smiled, turned around, took out her card, swiped the elevator, and dragged the suitcase into the elevator.

Muzhenxi looked at the rising floors, clenched a fist with one hand, and slapped lightly on the palm of the other hand, thinking silently: Hurry up, hurry up, if you don't hurry up, you won't be able to catch up!

It was still early, and the elevator going up to the floor was unimpeded. With a ding, Muzhenxi rushed out before the elevator door was fully opened, rushed to his door, quickly locked the door and pressed the unlock code, without stopping He threw himself to the bay window, his heart beating faster because of excessive anticipation.

Most of the windows in the 2 buildings were dark, only a few were lit.Muzhenxi stared at the few houses with lights on, and it was not enough to write it down in his mind, so he took out his mobile phone and took a picture.

If Xiao Jin's house was not covered, it would be one of these houses.

She did not leave the bay window, but held her breath and continued to stare.

In less than a minute, a bright light suddenly appeared in her field of vision, and then a figure walked back and forth in the living room, with a figure very similar to that of Xiao Jin.If Muzhenxi can only draw suspicious conclusions in normal times, it is 1% certain today.

As if to give her reassurance, the phone in her pocket vibrated.

Xiao Jin sent her a text message: 【I'm home】

Muzhenxi looked outside, and the figure was lowering his head.

Muzhenxi couldn't restrain the excitement in his heart, exhaled lightly, and replied: [Okay, let's go to sleep, I didn't have much rest on the train]

Xiao Jin: 【Then... good night? 】

Muzhenxi looked at the sky, and really couldn't say good night anymore, but he didn't know how long we would talk about such details, so Muzhenxi replied: [Good night]

She waited for the figure in the bay window to disappear before Muzhenxi walked back to the entrance, took off her snow boots, mopped the stains from the shoes on the ground, turned her neck, and planned to go back and mend it Sleep.

She slept for more than three hours last night, that is, Xiao Jin, if it was someone else, how could she go out to pick him up so much on New Year's Eve.Even if it was Yin Xiaoli, she still had to think about it and advised her to come back another day.

Xiao Jin, Xiao Jin.

Muzhenxi took off his clothes and lay on the bed, still thinking about the name.After closing his eyes for a while, he fished out the phone, clicked on the information records and scrolled up one by one, a smile unconsciously spread over the corners of his eyes.

Muzhenxi rubbed his face, sank into the bed, and fell asleep contentedly.

Although Xiao Jin was sleepy, she couldn't fall asleep, thinking about things over and over again.She is full of smiles for a while, and frowns for a while. She has a delicate heart, can analyze everything, and quickly come up with a coping strategy, but for Muzhenxi, she can't wait to conjure up seven clues and hold a seminar by herself. , trying to be foolproof.

Sleeper Creek was a risk she couldn't take, a failure she couldn't bear.

Thinking about the nervousness, Xiao Jin sat up, took a sip of the water on the bedside table, and let herself relax a little. Once she relaxed, the hand of Muzhenxi holding the handle of the suitcase this morning naturally appeared in front of her eyes.

Muzhenxi's hands are not only long, but also good-looking, with round fingertips and well-defined joints. They look very dexterous hands, but in fact they are even more dexterous.

Ten years later, it is impossible to say that Xiao Jin never thought about it during these ten years.But there has never been a time like today, like a spark falling on a pile of dry firewood, it will start a prairie fire in an instant, and the whole body will be hot just thinking about it.

She closed her eyes and fell asleep with difficulty, and she didn't know how long it took before she really fell into darkness.

In the dream, the spring rain is gurgling, and the water is flowing.

Xiao Jin woke up with a start, and turned her head to the side. The heavy curtains were opaque. She squinted her eyes and reacted for a while. She pressed the back of one hand to her forehead, and tentatively touched it with the other.

……wet.

Xiao Jin got up to take a bath resignedly. It was impossible to fall asleep like this when she was asleep. She simply lay in the bathtub and used her thoughts to feel the wooden pillow stream from the beginning to the end. She sat up panting and waited until the feeling of powerlessness passed. With a sound, he stepped out of the bathtub, cleaned himself up slowly, put on a clean bathrobe, and reluctantly went to the study to prepare for lessons.

Now only work can keep her mind free from distractions.

***

Muzhenxi was woken up by the phone. She fell into a dark sleep, grabbed the phone and saw five o'clock displayed on it, but didn't realize whether it was five o'clock in the morning or five o'clock in the afternoon.

She raked her hair, buried her face in the pillow again, put the phone up by her ear, and said plaintively to the phone: "Mom."

Yin Xiaoli said: "What are you doing? You haven't replied to my message for a whole day."

Muzhenxi said in a low voice: "I'm sleeping, I'm so sleepy, I'm almost unconscious."

Yin Xiaoli said: "Oh oh oh, I thought something happened to you, why did you sleep so late today? Have you eaten yet?"

Muzhenxi was about to wake up from her nagging, and wanted to struggle again, so she replied, "I didn't eat."

Yin Xiaoli warned: "Then remember to eat when you wake up."

"Understood." Muzhenxi shrank both hands under the bed, too lazy to move, arched his face like a hamster, and reached for the hang-up button with his chin.

Yin Xiaoli hung up for her first, Muzhenxi heard the beeping busy tone, closed his eyes, felt sleepy, and fell asleep again.

There is no need to visit relatives on the first day of the new year. Yin Xiaoli is very leisurely in her hometown, and it is easy to think too much when she is free.She hung up the phone, crossed her legs on the sofa, and gnawed on an apple while thinking: Last New Year's Eve, Muzhenxi told her at 11:30 that she was going to bed, but she still didn't wake up the next afternoon. , although it is undeniable that she has been working for several nights recently and needs to catch up on sleep, but is this too much?

Creak creak.

After Yin Xiaoli finished eating in two or three bites, she threw the apple core into the trash can, took out a tissue to wipe her hands, and sent a message to Xiao Jin.

Yin Xiaoli: [Dr. Xiao, Happy New Year hehehe]

Dr. Xiao did not call her back.

It seems that Dr. Xiao, who bought a sea view room on WeChat, didn't reply to her all the time.

What does this mean?

Sherlock Holmes once said that if you eliminate all the impossible, what remains, however incredible, is a fact!

Although this coincidence is a bit far-fetched, Yin Xiaoli chooses to ignore it and trust her intuition, Mu Zhenxi and Xiao Jin must have gotten together, maybe they are sleeping in the same bed now!

Be nice.

Yin Xiaoli suddenly felt a sense of pride that "my family has a girl who has just grown up", and Mu Zhenxi has opened up. No matter what, she won't suffer if she goes to bed first.If her mother hadn't ordered Yin Xiaoli to stay at home until the fifth day of the new year, she would now like to go back to Lin City to catch rape, no, to watch the excitement.

Yin Xiaoli rubbed her hands, and walked back and forth excitedly in the living room, until Yin's mother, who was cleaning, had her eyes ache from being wandered around by her, and she stopped with a yell: "Don't shake it." Yin Xiaoli chose to go back to the room and roll on the bed .

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Xiao Jin replied to her message.

Xiao Jin: [Happy New Year, just woke up, sorry for the late reply]

Yin Xiaoli: "!!!"

Her guess turned out to be true!

Yin Xiaoli: 【Is Muzhenxi awake? 】

Xiao Jin slept all afternoon with the air conditioner turned on. The air was dry. When she got up, her throat was thirsty. She raised her head and poured a large glass of water. When she saw the news of Yin Xiaoli, she went back without much reaction: [Wake up now]

She couldn't sleep in the morning because of the dream, so she changed to sleep in the afternoon, and Mu Zhenxi would catch up on sleep when she went back, so she should have woken up early.

Yin Xiaoli's eyes widened, and she said a few words in her heart before typing: 【How do you know? ! 】

[System message: Xiao Jin withdrew a message]

Yin Xiaoli: [I told you I took a screenshot and I told you! [Screenshot image]]

Xiao Jin: "..."

Failed.

She could go back and make amends for the last sentence, but she withdrew the message without even thinking about it, it was just trying to cover up.

Yin Xiaoli: 【Did you two sleep last night? 】

Xiao Jin almost choked out the water swallowed into her throat.

Xiao Jin: [No]

Yin Xiaoli: [I rely on me, rely on me!That's why you two did get together last night! 】

Xiao Jin supported her forehead.

Why was it tricked again?Is she delirious?Being tricked again and again easily?

Xiao Jin put down the phone, rubbed her face with both hands, and sat down on the sofa to calm down.

Yin Xiaoli was killing the serial news over there.

【Really, I misread you, Dr. Xiao! 】

[I thought the two of us were on the same side, but you still kept it secret when such a big thing happened, what about the trust between people? 】

[Every word Muzhenxi said, including your mention, I told you, how did you treat me? 】

【Sad】

[Our assists are also to shout for our own human rights]

……

Xiao Jin looked at the news that popped up one after another, and once again felt the horror of a chatterbox, pinched the center of her eyebrows unbearably disturbed, and typed: [You are quiet, I will tell you]

Yin Xiaoli: [[Quiet as a chicken.jpg]]

Xiao Jin decided to adjust her strategy in just 2 minutes. She once thought that it was impossible in this life, so she could only watch the other party from a distance and watch her bloom brilliantly.

Love is not other desires, not contentment, she is out of balance.When she couldn't get it, she could bear it and be calm, but since God gave her a chance and let her see hope, Xiao Jin couldn't hold back anymore.

But this time is not the same as the first time. She needs more deliberation to take this step, and she can't use frequent tricks like she did in high school to trap Muzhenxi into her trap. The only thing she can rely on is still loving Muzhen brook heart.Besides, there is no other way.

Since I couldn't guess Muzhenxi's true thoughts, I asked Yin Xiaoli to ask.

After much consideration, Xiao Jin bit his lower lip and sent a message to Yin Xiaoli: [I went back to Lincheng last night, Muzhenxi came to pick me up at the station]

Yin Xiaoli's head is full of yellow waste, and she can't control her gradually abnormal smile: [So you go crazy after you go home...]

The corners of Xiao Jin's mouth curled down, and she said in her heart: Yes, they made love crazily, but unfortunately it was in her dream.

Xiao Jin: [No, we had breakfast together at McDonald's, she sent me home, and then returned to her own home]

Yin Xiaoli was very disappointed: [That's it? 】

Xiao Jin: [That's it]

She continued to type: [I have something to ask for your help]

Yin Xiaoli immediately sat up straight: [You say]

***

Muzhenxi leaned on the bed and stared blankly. She clicked on the notification bar of her mobile phone and looked at it. Xiao Jin didn't send her any more messages. The time on the top showed [-]:[-] pm.Her stomach was rumbling with hunger, and she waited until she couldn't take it anymore. Fang got out of bed, put on her shoes, went to the kitchen to order quick-frozen dumplings, and stared at the boiling water in the pot in a daze.

I saw him only this morning, and just twelve hours from now, Muzhenxi's mind is full of Xiao Jin's figure.She seems to be a drug that is strictly forbidden to touch, and she will become addicted if she touches it once. Muzhenxi, who originally wanted to take it step by step, was shocked because of such a small episode, and she didn't know how to deal with herself.

The emotional defense line is on the verge of collapse, no, it should be said that her heart has never belonged to her, it has always been with Xiao Jin.But she is not yet mentally ready to accept Xiao Jin who will be ten years later.

She had never loved anyone like Xiao Jin, and she had never received such deep pain from anyone. She even woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night with tears on her face, clutching her chest so painfully that she couldn't breathe.

Every time I took a breath, the pain in my chest became sharper, like a knife twisting.She once wondered whether she had a heart attack in the excruciating pain, otherwise how could the pain be so real.

The breakup that came out of the mouth back then, Xiao Jin didn't take it seriously, and Mu Zhenxi didn't take it seriously either.She thought that Xiao Jin was just going to be angry for a long time, so she took a step back and said that even if she didn't want to be herself, she couldn't watch her grandma lying on the hospital bed and never come to see her.

Muzhenxi even went to her house several times to find her and rang her doorbell, but no one responded.Mu Zhenxi had no choice but to go back to the hospital and concentrate on taking care of her grandmother, but she didn't expect that she really left.

After dealing with grandma's funeral in a daze, Mu Zhenxi returned to school for class, looked at the empty place beside him, bit his lips and sighed.She ran to Xiao Jin's house to find someone again, but she was still turned away.She began to write letters to Xiao Jin, one by one, sincerely apologizing to her, letting her down, not arguing again, and promising her that she would study hard, her tone was calm at first, and then begged humbly, Beg her to come back.

Twelve days before the college entrance examination, she couldn't stand it anymore, and once during class, she pulled a classmate and asked her where Xiao Jin was in a low voice.

The classmate looked surprised: "Xiao Jin has gone abroad, don't you know?" Mu Zhenxi is the person closest to Xiao Jin in the class, doesn't she know?

Muzhenxi was struck by lightning, and she wrapped her fingers tightly around her classmate's arm like she was holding on to a life-saving straw: "You, what did you say? Say it again!"

The classmate was frightened by her red eyes, and went out in fear: "She really went abroad, if you don't believe me, you can ask other people."

Muzhenxi didn't believe in evil, and asked students one by one, and they all got the same answer.

Muzhenxi sat on the seat blankly, as if his soul had been emptied in an instant, his limbs were cold, his heart seemed to be cut open with a sharp blade, and his blood flowed aimlessly.

The math teacher assigned the test papers to the first row of each group, and passed them from front to back. The students in the front row of Muzhenxi turned around and handed the test papers to her. Seeing her frighteningly white lips, it was like a camera in a movie slowed down. Muzhenxi fell limply from his seat, hitting his head on the floor tiles with a bang.

The tables and chairs rang, and the students gathered around.

After lying in the school infirmary for a long time, Muzhenxi woke up leisurely, pressed the bandage on his head and returned to the classroom.

Then, he failed the college entrance examination and left Lincheng.

She has not completely given up, and has been writing letters back.

On Teacher's Day in the fourth year after the breakup, Xiao Jin's birthday, Mu Zhenxi took a day off, used the cosmetics borrowed from Yin Xiaoli, painted a light makeup in front of the online tutorial, and waited at home from morning until dusk, and dusk until dusk Once again the sun rose.

Mu Zhenxi took the photo of her with her grandmother and Xiao Jin out of the frame, cut off Xiao Jin with tears, and burned it with a lighter, like a silent funeral.The moment the flames licked up, Muzhenxi squatted on the ground, hugging his knees and crying bitterly.

For the love she buried with her own hands.

……

Mu Zhenxi walked slowly to the study room, staring at the figures of her and grandma in the photo frame, her fluctuating mood instantly calmed down.Xiao Jin's reappearance, who can be sure is it a gift from heaven, or another catastrophe for her?

The broken mirror is reunited, and in the end, if she repeats the same mistakes, she will not have the ability to bear it again.

The differences between them still exist, and the breakup was not entirely due to accidental accidents. Even though Muzhenxi deliberately forgot about the time of exhaustion, those hysterical and merciless hurtful words were like sharp swords , has already left an indelible mark on her heart.

"Grandma..." Muzhenxi's heart gradually cooled down, but there was a trace of flame dancing inside, not to be outdone. She stroked the old man's kind face, and her voice was slightly hoarse, "Can you tell me, what should I do?" manage?"

***

Yin Xiaoli accepted Xiao Jin's request, but at the same time she didn't want to insinuate about the progress of their relationship, and was very dissatisfied with the answer she got.

Xiao Jin could only give her a helpless expression.

Yin Xiaoli always felt that she had forgotten something important, until the end of the Spring Festival holiday, she embarked on the road back to Lincheng and went to work normally.Due to the nature of her unit, the office had to send someone to the post office every week. Yin Xiaoli sat at her desk, looked at that colleague, slapped her thigh suddenly, and remembered.

She walked out of the office quickly, didn't even send a message, and directly called Xiao Jin on WeChat.

Xiao Jin happened not to be in class, she was writing a paper in her study at home, and picked it up with a smile: "What's wrong?"

Yin Xiaoli was short of breath, and kept saying, "Believe it! Believe it!"

Xiao Jin was at a loss: "What do you believe?"

Yin Xiaoli was going crazy, and said, "Ah, it's a letter! Muzhenxi wrote you a letter! Did you receive it?"

Xiao Jin was stunned, and said, "No, I'm basically abroad, how did I get the letter?"

Yin Xiaoli didn't speak.

Xiao Jin was burning with anxiety: "What did she write and where did she send it?"

Yin Xiaoli punched the wall hard with her fist: "I knew it!" Muzhenxi's letters were written in vain, but then again, "Wait, I suddenly remembered that there was no address on the envelope I saw with her last time, saying Maybe she didn't post it at all."

Yin Xiaoli pinched the center of her brows and said, "I'm so excited. I saw our colleague go to the post office just now, and I immediately thought of this, so I couldn't wait to tell you."

Xiao Jin wanted to get more details from her, so she asked a few more questions, Yin Xiaoli said guiltily: "Actually, I only saw one, but..." Her voice paused, "At that time she said a few words , do you want to listen?"

Xiao Jin took a deep breath and said, "Say."

Yin Xiaoli said awkwardly: "I asked her who the letter was sent to. She replied, someone who might not care about her, but she hasn't given up yet, she wants to...wait for you." Her eyes suddenly became a little moist , whispered to Xiao Jin, "She has been waiting for you, waiting for you in hopelessness for four years, and you have never appeared."

Four years...

original……

Xiao Jin raised her hand to press her chest, took a few breaths with her face up, held back the heat in her eyes, and said in a low voice, "I see."

Yin Xiaoli said: "If you really intend to get her back, please be more patient."

There was only the sound of suppressed breathing on Xiao Jin's side, and after a long while, he let out an even lower "hmm".

After hanging up Yin Xiaoli's phone call, Xiao Jin pressed her forehead against the cold wall and gasped for breath. After a long time, she raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, clicked on Muzhenxi's number from the phone's address book, and dialed Before hesitating for a second, he sent her a text message.In the past few days, Muzhenxi has returned to the previous state. The two met occasionally in the coffee shop, and they were neither close nor close.

Xiao Jin: 【You wrote me a letter? 】

Muzhenxi paused with his left hand on the keyboard, picked up the mobile phone with the screen on the desktop, and looked at the words lying quietly on the screen, unable to recover for a long time.Her right hand holding the pen also stopped, and both hands held the mobile phone together, as if otherwise, she couldn't bear the weight of a small mobile phone.

Muzhenxi briefly replied with one word: 【Yes】

Xiao Jin's eyelashes were wet, and her fingers trembled uncontrollably: [I didn't receive it, I'm sorry]

Muzhenxi gritted his teeth: [It's okay, it's all in the past]

As he spoke, he immediately locked the screen of the phone and put it aside.

Corgi girl got up to pour water, glanced inadvertently, and was stunned, did she see it wrong?The boss is actually crying?

She panicked instantly.

Muzhenxi noticed her movement, wiped her face with the back of her hand, and hurried out of the office.

Xiao Jin slid weakly against the wall and sat down, buried her face in her knees, and dropped her phone on the floor.

The brain is trying to figure out a clear idea amidst the chaotic information, but it is surrounded by more things, which does not help.Xiao Jin wanted to yell, wanted to yell, wanted to vent everything, but in the end it just turned into a mechanically repeated word: "Letter."

where is the letterWhere did the letters that Wood Sleeper Creek sent her go? !

There seemed to be a flash of inspiration in my mind, and when I wanted to catch it, it slipped away from my fingers. Xiao Jin slammed the wall hard, and roared uncontrollably.

The phone on the floor sang an incoming call.

Xiao Jin fished it out angrily, and saw that it was Xiao's mother Lu Xiaoyun calling, the anger in her heart rose to the peak, she answered without speaking, only the heavy panting sound like a dying beast.

Lu Xiaoyun was startled when she heard her voice, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xiao Jin's voice was as dark as a ghost, and he said coldly, "You'd better find me for business."

Lu Xiaoyun cautiously cut to the point: "That's it. I'm planning to sell the house in Lincheng. It's almost finished. I came to see it today and found something. Maybe you want to see it."

Xiao Jin said coldly: "What?"

Lu Xiaoyun said: "In our mailbox downstairs, there are... letters from Muzhenxi." After a few seconds, she added, "There are many."

letter……

Xiao Jin, who was slow to catch the word, suddenly opened her eyes wide, rushed out of the door scrambling, and yelled into the phone while pressing the elevator button frantically: "Don't touch those letters!" Her voice was hoarse, her eyes were red , the threatening voice turned into a begging, "Mom, please don't touch them."

Hearing the sound of her approaching collapse, Lu Xiaoyun was overwhelmed with guilt, shed tears, and promised her softly: "I didn't move, I won't move, don't move anything, I'll give you everything when you come back."

"Thank you, thank you." Xiao Jin sniffed and said, "I'll go back now, please...please keep those letters, they are very important to me."

Xiao Jin returned to Lincheng from abroad for the first time only ten years ago. When she returned home, she found that all the things related to Muzhen Creek had been destroyed by her parents, so she slammed the door and never set foot here again.

Xiao Jin stepped into the building and glanced aside at the iron mailbox on the first floor.Few people can write letters now, and it has basically become a decoration.But it was not the case in high school. Xiao Jin subscribed to several science and nature magazines, which would be delivered to the mailbox on a regular basis.The aunt at home would check the mailbox regularly and deliver the magazines to Xiao Jin upstairs.

Lu Xiaoyun opened the door a long time ago. Looking at her silent daughter who appeared at the door, she took a step back, pointed to Xiao Jin's bedroom, and said softly, "The letter is already on your desk."

Xiao Jin wanted to say thank you, but her throat was stuck and she couldn't say it anyway. She nodded to Lu Xiaoyun, walked quickly into the bedroom, and closed the door.

Xiao Jin leaned against the door, and at this moment she almost didn't have the courage to look at the letters spread out on the table. She took a deep breath, and finally walked slowly towards the desk.

Muzhenxi really wrote a lot of letters to her, and they were arranged one by one on the table in chronological order from left to right, probably organized by Lu Xiaojun, and the envelopes were stamped with dates.

The earliest one was sent on May 2008, 5. Because of the passage of time, the color of the letter paper had already changed. Mu Zhenxi wrote to her: "Grandma has been sleeping longer and longer recently. If you have time to see Do you see her?"

On May 2008, 5, Muzhenxi wrote to her in a letter: "I didn't mean to break up with you that day, I just didn't want to make you so hard, and I feel sorry for you. After you said you broke up, I shamefully broke up. Because you and I are too tired together, I apologize to you, can we make up?"

Xiao Jin's nails dug deep into her palms, and she suddenly grabbed the edge of the table, supporting herself and slowly sat down on the chair.

2008 5 Month 18 Day.

"Grandma died, and I thought I was dying too."

On May 2008, 5, this piece of letter paper was mottled and mottled, and seemed to have been soaked repeatedly by tears. There were only four short words in it, "Come back", without even punctuation.

2008 5 Month 25 Day.

"I heard from my classmates that you have gone abroad? It's not true, are you... Are you angry with me? Isn't the start of school abroad until September or October? I won't believe it. Of course, if you want me Letters are also okay, so I will cry, you like to see me cry, I have cried, I cried all night, are you happy? Can you come back? Don't torture me anymore, you want to do I promise anything, I beg you, please come back."

Xiao Jin's hands trembled violently, unable to remove it.

She covered her face and sobbed silently. It took more than ten minutes before she mustered up the courage to continue looking down.

On September 2008, 9, Xiao Jin's first birthday after the breakup, Muzhenxi went to another place, and this letter wrote: "I went to another place and bought a mobile phone. The mobile phone number is 10xxxxxxxxx, and the address is x city x province X district x street xxx," detailed down to the house number, and finally drew a small figure of Xiao Jin with a paintbrush, and wrote next to it, "Happy birthday, Xiao Jin'er."

Xiao Jin looked at the painting and smiled, then rolled down tears while laughing, raised her hand to wipe it away with the back of her hand.

In the following three years, Muzhenxi wrote dozens of letters to her, and each letter began with her latest contact information and address, with each stroke and stroke, and the handwriting was extremely clear. I was afraid that Xiao Jin would not be able to find it if she couldn't read it clearly. she.But how could she have imagined that these letters of hers, together with her anticipation, had been left in the mailbox for ten years, covered with dust, and no one cared about them.

Finally arrived at the last one, this one is the thickest.

Xiao Jin's eyes were so blurred that she had to take out a tissue, pressed her eyes hard, and slowly opened the folded pages of letter paper. As usual, it started with the eye-catching address and contact information, and then cut into the text.

"Sometimes I feel ridiculous. You may not be able to see these letters when you send them out, and you may ignore them, but I still want to write to you..."

I probably have a hunch that this may be the last letter. Muzhenxi wrote a long, long letter, talking about her life, her mood, and how much I miss her these years.Xiao Jin looked at the past line by line, and had to stop for a while every few paragraphs, opening her mouth wide to let herself breathe a little fresh air, so as not to suffocate due to lack of oxygen.

At the end of the letter, the gentle handwriting reads: "Although you left without saying goodbye, I still love you. I will wait for you for another year. If you still love me, even if you only care about me a little bit, can you come to me?"

Xiao Jin turned back and found the postmark date of this letter: September 2011, 9.

If she had opened the mailbox when she came back that time, even if she remembered to check the mailbox at home...

Xiao Jin clutched these pages of yellowed letter paper, together with the promise that had expired for many years, pressed it tightly to her heart, crying bitterly.