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"No, I don't agree!" Xiao Jin looked at her parents in front of her, her face sinking like water, "Did Muzhenxi call you here?"

Father Xiao and Lu Xiaoyun looked at each other, and Lu Xiaoyun denied it categorically: "No."

Xiao Jin: "Oh."

Xiao Jin got up and went to the study.

The two elders left looked at each other and sighed.

The family has recently encountered a problem, whether it is big or not, and whether it is small or not.

Muzhenxi wants to have a child with Xiao Jin.

It is a great thing for the two parents. It can be said that they are full of enthusiasm. They have already started to prepare the baby room in a hurry. They can't wait for the baby to fall to the ground immediately and give them a good grandson.

But regarding the birth of a child, there was a disagreement in the middle. Xiao Jin proposed to find a surrogate abroad, and Mu Zhenxi thought that they would give birth by themselves.Xiao Jin retorted that they could have given birth by themselves, but it had to be hers, not Muzhenxi.

When Mu Zhenxi asked why, Xiao Jin listed many dangers of pregnancy and childbirth, as well as possible complications. Mu Zhenxi was surprised when he heard that, and hurriedly said that I am here, your health is not as good as mine.Xiao Jin also has a reason, she is free at work, and Muzhenxi is busy with work.

Both of them wanted to convince each other, but the matter was dragged on.

Parents and mothers who have already prepared the baby room: "..."

If it drags on, it will be an elderly woman. Xiao Jin proposed to draw lots, squeezed two balls of paper, and put them in the palm of her hand.

"One of them says "Student" and the other is blank. You grab it first."

Wooden Sleeper Creek grabbed one, but it was blank.

Xiao Jin said happily: "Then I—"

Before the word "sheng" was uttered, Mu Zhenxi had already picked up another ball of paper, unfolded it, and it was also blank.

Xiao Jin blinked: "Did I forget to write?"

Muzhenxi said, "Do you think I'm a fool?"

Xiao Jin threw the ball of paper into the trash can, threw herself into Muzhenxi's arms and shook it, shaking it, half coquettish and half threatening: "I don't want to part with your hard work."

"I'm not afraid of hard work." Muzhenxi comforted her with a smile, "Besides, it doesn't have to be hard work. What if the baby is very obedient."

Xiao Jin has checked a lot of information these days, and the process of pregnancy alone has scared her. She retreated and suggested, "Why don't we have a baby? There's nothing wrong with a world of two. .”

Wooden Sleeper Creek asked her: "Are you sure?"

If Xiao Jin is determined not to, of course she will respect the other party's opinion, she wants to live with Xiao Jin for the rest of her life, it's better to have children, it doesn't matter if they don't.

Xiao Jin stared at Muzhenxi for two seconds, and drooped her eyebrows.

Of course she wasn't sure.

Muzhenxi likes children. Sometimes the two of them go out for a walk, and when they see a parent with a child, Muzhenxi will take a few more glances, and then pretend to casually talk about life with children in the future, eyes twinkling, Like a lake full of stars.

There must be a conclusion, and the two draw lots again, this time it is confirmed that they all have words, one says life, and the other says no.Xiao Jin was lucky enough to get a lottery, but before she could be happy, Mu Zhenxi still disagreed.

Xiao Jin: "..."

Mu Zhenxi became determined after eating the weight, and Xiao Jin couldn't hold back, so there was a scene where Mu Zhenxi asked her parents to join the battle to persuade her, Xiao Jin blasted her away at the first sentence.

Lu Xiaoyun fed back the results to Muzhenxi, saying that there was nothing they could do.Mu Zhenxi said she knew, and after staying up for a week, she turned back and handed in a [-]-word essay to Teacher Xiao, explaining in detail why the child wanted her to be born in terms of physical fitness, age, maternal love, etc., and finally offered a trump card, she The probability of having a child like her will be higher.

Teacher Xiao read the thesis over and over again all night, and every sentence made sense, so he reluctantly agreed.

The two reached an agreement, and Muzhenxi began to prepare for pregnancy. Three months later, she successfully conceived a baby.When the hospital confirmed the report, Xiao Jin looked at the small group of embryos on the video, her legs went limp, and she became dizzy. If it wasn't for Muzhenxi's support, she wouldn't be able to stand up.

The doctor gave her a strange look.

On the way back to the car, Xiao Jin's eyes were empty, and one hand was tightly clutching Muzhenxi's wrist, her whole body was shaking.

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

Since Muzhenxi was preparing for pregnancy, Father Xiao asked them to move to the villa he had prepared for their newlyweds, and invited aunts and servants. Father Xiao and Lu Xiaoyun were already waiting at the door. When they saw the car coming in, they both came up , Guard at the back door.

The rear door was opened, and Mu Zhenxi thought it was the driver, and suddenly met two pairs of excited eyes.

Lu Xiaoyun repeated: "How is it? Are you pregnant?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek blushed and nodded.

Lu Xiaoyun wanted to help her, but Muzhenxi avoided it, and said embarrassedly: "I'll do it myself, Mom."

Lu Xiaoyun stared at her movements, and murmured: "Then you slow down, slow... slow... okay, don't worry."

Xiao Jin followed, her face pale and her lips pale.

Father Xiao and Lu Xiaoyun: "???"

Mu Zhenxi made a "shh" gesture to them, and brought Xiao Jin back to the bedroom.

Xiao Jin cried as soon as she entered the door, and Dou Da's tears fell down like broken beads, without any buffer.

Muzhenxi was startled, hugged him quickly, and coaxed softly, "What's wrong?"

Xiao Jin cried so hard that she couldn't speak.

After crying for a long time, she raised her hand to wipe her red eyes, choked up and said, "I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I don't know, I'm just afraid."

The fathers on TV are very happy to have a child who continues their own blood. Although Xiao Jin is not a father, she is almost the same, but she is not happy at all. She looks at Muzhenxi who has no belly yet, only boundless fear.

That night, Xiao Jin even had nightmares, one after another, without any specific plot, the dreams were noisy and bizarre.

She opened her eyes, light flooded into them, and Wooden Sleeper sat beside her, looking at her worriedly.

Xiao Jin stood up, swallowed her dry throat, took a sip from the water glass on the bedside table, and said, "I'm fine."

Muzhenxi didn't turn off the bedside lamp, hugged her and lay down, and said softly: "Do you not like children?"

"I……"

"You come back from the hospital during the day and you're freaking out."

Xiao Jin was silent for a while, then said in a low voice: "With a child, will you take away your love for me?"

Muzhenxi was dumbfounded for a while, and said, "Of course not."

Xiao Jin said, "I don't believe it."

She said that her eyes were red again, and she cried: "I saw you laughing while stroking your stomach today."

Mu Zhenxi thought she was a little funny, but when she laughed now, Xiao Jin must have never finished with her, so she said seriously: "When?"

"When my mother asked you."

"That's because you're by my side."

"really?"

"real."

"Then do you love me more or your child?" Xiao Jin sniffed.

"..." Muzhenxi said, "I love you so much."

"Is she already comparable to me?" Xiao Jin poked Mu Zhenxi's still flat stomach, and said angrily, "She's just an embryo." Will she still have it in the future?

Wooden Sleeper Creek sighed.

Xiao Jin: "You're still sighing at me—oh!"

Wooden pillow creek pressed Xiao Jin, so that she didn't have the energy to dig into such horns.After Xiao Jin felt comfortable, she realized later: "Didn't the doctor say that it is best not to have sex for three months?"

Muzhenxi pointed to himself: "It's me, not you."

Xiao Jin was worried, and said, "I'll do it myself in the future, don't move."

Sleeper Creek has no objection.

Muzhenxi's belly is getting bigger day by day, Xiao Jin regards the child in her belly as an imaginary enemy, and asks Muzhenxi a hundred times a day whether he loves her or the child, Muzhenxi takes the trouble to answer that he loves her, only her.

Especially when she was having morning sickness, Xiao Jin looked at her belly as if she wanted to kill someone. If Xiao Jin didn't read to the child on time every night for prenatal education, Mu Zhenxi doubted whether she would have murdered the child.

Xiao Jin circled the area around the expected date of delivery, and hung the calendar in the most conspicuous place. Every time she passed by, she glanced at it and said, "Why aren't you born yet?"

Lu Xiaoyun laughed beside her: "I'm pregnant in October, how long will it be?"

Xiao Jin was physically and mentally exhausted, and said, "Too tired."

Lu Xiaoyun: "Just get over it."

Xiao Jin sighed, "I took Muzhenxi for a walk." After walking a few steps, she turned around and said, "Mom, you've worked hard."

Lu Xiaoyun: "I just realized that Mom has worked hard."

Xiao Jin stared at her for a few seconds, then came back and kissed Lu Xiaoyun on the cheek, then strode away.

Lu Xiaoyun was stunned, and shouted: "Xiao Yan!"

Father Xiao ran out from the room: "What's the matter?"

Lu Xiaoyun pointed to the lipstick mark on her face, and smiled blindly: "Your daughter kissed you."

Father Xiao: "..."

……

Mu Zhenxi moved her fingers, and felt a burst of warmth on the back of her hand. She opened her eyes, and raised her hand to wipe away the tears on Xiao Jin's face.

"Frightened?" Wooden Sleeper Creek smiled weakly.The fetal position is correct, and she is in good health. The doctor suggested a normal delivery, but the result was that she shouted all day and her voice became hoarse.

Xiao Jin buried her face in her palm and wailed loudly, heart-piercing, more tragic than anything Mu Zhenxi had ever seen.

Hearing her sad cry, Mu Zhenxi felt bad.

She chose to give birth to this child by herself, so she was not selfish.Both she and Xiao Jin love each other more than themselves, so they compete to take responsibility for themselves. If it was Xiao Jin who was lying on the bed today, she would probably cry more cruelly than Xiao Jin.

Lu Xiaoyun came in with the child in her arms, and Muzhenxi looked over there, Xiao Jin helped her up, and put two pillows behind her.

Xiao Jin made way for Lu Xiaoyun with a cold face.

The newborn child is still wrinkled, there is no distinction between beauty and ugliness, and his eyes are still open.Muzhenxi saw it, smiled, and motioned for Lu Xiaoyun to hug Xiao Jin.

Without raising her eyes, Xiao Jin said indifferently, "Take her away."

Lu Xiaoyun: "This..."

Muzhenxi said: "Mom, you go out with the baby first."

Lu Xiaoyun looked at the unfading redness in the corners of Xiao Jin's eyes, then at Muzhenxi, went out tactfully, and closed the door behind her.

Muzhenxi waved to Xiao Jin.

Xiao Jin walked over.

"Sleep with me." Muzhenxi lifted up a corner of the quilt.

Xiao Jin climbed up and shared a pillow with her.

"I thought you would persuade me." Xiao Jin said.

She just made it clear that the child—even the child she shares with Muzhenxi, in her heart is not as good as a finger of Muzhenxi. She may not be born with such a thing as maternal love.It was Muzhenxi who liked children that made her think about having a child. Her little love for children had been completely wiped away by pregnancy and childbirth in October.

"Why should I persuade you? You are the most important thing to me." Mu Zhenxi couldn't turn over casually, so he turned his face and rubbed his chin affectionately on Xiao Jin's cheek.

"I must not be a good mother." Xiao Jin said after being silent for a while.She began to regret having this child, she didn't love her at all.

"Don't talk so full." Mu Zhenxi said with a smile, she knew Xiao Jin better than she knew herself.

***

The baby is named Xiao Muqing, and the nickname is Qingqing.

Muzhenxi discussed with Xiao's father and Lu Xiaoyun, and decided to let Xiao Jin name the child.Xiao Jin said no, but she brought the dictionary honestly, and was the first to ask for Muzhenxi's surname to be inserted, and then chose the word "Qing".

After taking it, ask the three: "How is it?"

Of course, the three of them said yes, and they called out their nicknames that day. Mu Zhenxi saw Xiao Jin holding the baby with sharp eyes, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and he mouthed once: "Qingqing."

Muzhenxi's body recovered very well, and there were no messy complications at all. Xiao Jin's heart that had been hanging for nearly a year was relieved, and he was much more mellow to Qingqing's face.

Qingqing's facial features gradually opened up, her round face was rosy, and she was sleeping soundly with her thumb in her mouth.

Muzhenxi directed Xiao Jin to hug her over, pointed to Qingqing's face and said, "Do you think she looks like me?"

Xiao Jin looked at it carefully, her eyebrows and hair were very light, she was delicate and small, she looked a little more like herself.Previously, Xiao Jin still had the idea of ​​giving birth to a small wooden pillow, and she could grow up with the small wooden pillow, but as a result, the child grew more and more like her.

Hearing this, Muzhenxi frowned and said, "The mouth and eyes are clearly like me."

Xiao Jin was puzzled: "Is there?"

Muzhenxi said, "Will you show your parents?"

Xiao Jin called her parents, Xiao's father and Lu Xiaoyun had already colluded with Muzhenxi, and said in unison: "Like Muzhenxi."

Xiao Jin watched it several times, and felt like Muzhenxi under psychological influence.

She became happy: "The eyelashes are also like you, and they are as long as you. They must look good when they grow up."

Wooden Sleeper Creek said, "Yes."

Xiao Jin looked at the child with more loving eyes and said, "It's so cute."

Muzhenxi bent his eyes, and exchanged glances with Xiao's parents and Xiao's mother next to him.

The family employs a lot of people, plus the old couple who want to be good and crazy, it is not difficult to bring up a child. It is a wonderful feeling to watch a little life grow up day by day.From climbing to walking, in a blink of an eye, you can run all over the room.

Since Qingqing was able to crawl, her handwriting and footprints were left on every inch of the house, and she was able to climb around the living room dozens of times at a stretch—the biggest circle, when Xiao Jin went upstairs to get a book, Qingqing Qing is gone.

"Why is she so energetic? Who does she look like?" Xiao Jin sighed, neither she nor Mu Zhenxi were so crazy.

Lu Xiaoyun picked Qingqing up from the ground, kissed and kissed her little cheeks, Qingqing giggled when she kissed her.

Lu Xiaoyun said: "Like you, you were like this when you were young, don't you remember?"

Xiao Jin smiled: "You said you were a child, how can I remember? Mom, don't kiss her, the child's face is so tender, it will be broken by your kiss."

Lu Xiaojun put down Qingqing, and using both hands and feet, she quickly rolled over to Xiao Jin's feet, hugging her calves with her two arms like lotus root joints, and sat on her feet solidly, her pink mouth kept chattering. Zhang Zhanghe gasps for breath.

She was tired from crawling, so she found a place to rest for a while.

With a thought, Xiao Jin tried to lift her leg, and Qingqing followed her into the air. Wu Run's eyes blinked and blinked curiously, looking left and right, but An An sat on her lap and did not move.

With a child hanging on Xiao Jin's feet, she walked from one end of the living room to the other, smiling so much that her saliva dripped on the bib she was wearing around her collar.Once I was so excited that I clapped my hands, but forgot to hold Mommy's leg, and threw myself back.

Xiao Jin: "Hahahaha."

Lu Xiaoyun: "..."

What the fuck.

Xiao Jin played for a while, then left the child to her aunt, and drove to Muzhenxi to get off work.

Muzhenxi's game project has been successfully launched, and he was promoted accordingly, and took over Zhang Hanxia's class. He no longer has to live the life of youth. Most of the time, he went to work and left work on time. The two had dinner outside. I came back after enjoying the world of two people.

The impact of their children on their lives was not as earth-shaking as imagined. They lived as they wanted. They slept with their grandparents at night, and their night activities were not affected.Occasionally Xiao Jin would be jealous, but Muzhenxi would make it up to her a thousand times and a hundred times.

Muzhenxi is a little shy in bed matters, and he can't let go. Xiao Jin asked for it a few times last time, but once he asked too much, Muzhenxi would not cooperate, and he would never do it on the face.

Once Xiao Jin got jealous and ate very fiercely, Mu Zhenxi couldn't coax her well, so she had to agree with her body.Xiao Jin tried to break through her bottom line, Mu Zhenxi hesitated for a moment, and agreed.Since then, Xiao Jin has tasted the sweetness, always using jealousy as an excuse, Mu Zhenxi accepts what he accepts and what he does not accept in the end.

From this point of view, Xiao Jin still likes Qingqing quite a lot.

Qingqing also likes Mommy very much.

What puzzled Mu Zhenxi was that, although she was Qingqing's biological mother, Xiao Jin didn't even want to look at her when the child was first born, and Qingqing was closer to Xiao Jin than to her.

But Muzhenxi just doesn't understand, and likes to hear about this phenomenon.

Xiao Jin and Qingqing get along well, not so much as a mother and daughter, but more like a pair of playmates.This idea came to fruition when Xiao Jin played Lego with Qing Qing, Xiao Jin had the same fun as Qing Qing, with one big and one small laughing.

Mu Zhenxi thought amusedly at the side: In fact, Xiao Jin herself is just a child.

There is already a loving mother in the family, and her grandparents dote on her, so Muzhenxi has to be forced to play the role of "strict father", which is completely opposite to her original idea.Always let the child have something to fear, otherwise no one can control her, and the child will be useless.

Qingqing is crazy, full of energy, her temper is carved out of Xiao Jin's mold, unruly and headstrong.Whatever she wanted, she had to get it immediately, and whenever she didn't meet her requirements, she would cry first, howling so loudly and heart-piercingly that the whole house could hear it.

Grandpa and grandma changed countenance when they heard the sound, and they came over to coax each other with "good baby" and "qingqing baby".

Grandpa and grandma backed away, planning to go back to the room.

Qingqing Guijing knew that this was hurting her, her eyes lit up, and she howled louder.

The heartbreak of the two old people was broken, and they couldn't move a step. Lu Xiaoyun couldn't bear it and said, "What does she want?"

Muzhenxi: "Mom, leave her alone."

Qingqing held her breath and started again, this time even more powerfully, rolling on the ground, Sapo rolled and wailed, with tears all over her face, looking up at her grandparents pitifully.

Grandpa almost burst into tears, and couldn't help but take Qingqing away.

Grandma followed, leaving a sentence before leaving: "She is still a child."

Muzhenxi's face darkened.

Xiao Jin went to another school for research and was not at home. Muzhenxi complained to her in the evening video: "I don't think children can live with their grandparents anymore."

"why?"

Muzhenxi recounted the day's situation in this way: "No wonder grandpa and grandma dote on their children, and they can take Qingqing away in front of me. I don't know what will happen when I'm not at home."

Xiao Jin said, "Wait for me to talk to my parents when I come back."

After talking about the child, Muzhenxi asked her, "Is it cold over there? Is everything going well?"

Xiao Jin said sourly: "It's only now that I think of me. Sure enough, in your heart, children come first."

"..." Muzhenxi was already used to her routine, pinched the center of her eyebrows, and said tiredly, "What do you want this time?"

Xiao Jin smiled like a fox: "Let's just use the floor-to-ceiling windows in our room. I'll come from the back, okay?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "...OK."

Xiao Jin returned home a week later and called her parents into the study for a chat.

Mu Zhenxi didn't know what Xiao Jin said, but when she educated Qingqing again, Father Xiao and Lu Xiaoyun didn't intervene.

Qingqing found that howling didn't work, and invented a new trick. She started beating people, and even if her demands were not met, she could vent her anger.It doesn't hurt for a child to beat someone, especially Qingqing is a little girl with no teeth, her grandparents and aunts at home don't take it seriously.Grandpa also played games with Qingqing, kicking and fighting.

"Xiao Muqing!"

Qingqing can't speak yet, she can only babble, but she can understand her own name and understand what it means to be called by her full name.

She turned her head and showed a smile with two deciduous teeth, innocent and well-behaved.

Muzhenxi only thinks that she is a little devil.

Sometimes Muzhenxi wondered if this child was too smart. She looked at it last time, and she howled for a long time without any tears. She was just pretending to be crying, and she was not even a year old!

"Dad, don't let her hit you." Mu Zhenxi said to Xiao's father.

Father Xiao said cheerfully, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt."

Muzhenxi: "I'll tell Xiao Jin later."

Father Xiao resolutely pushed down Qingqing's little meaty leg that had been kicked into his stomach, and laughed dryly: "You don't need to tell Xiao Jin about such a trivial matter."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "Don't let her hit anyone, not anyone."

Xiao's father nodded like a pounding garlic: "Understood."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "And Mom..."

Father Xiao: "I will tell her."

Muzhenxi stretched out his hand, Xiao's father hesitated for a moment, and passed Qingqing over. Qingqing struggled in her arms, Muzhenxi shot across with a sharp knife, and Qingqing was instantly as quiet as a poultry.

"Sleep with me tonight."

Qingqing burst into tears.

Learning from the past, Muzhenxi deliberately turned her face to look, and it turned out that there were real tears.

"Am I that fierce?"

Qingqing fell asleep, Xiao Jin closed the bedtime story and put it aside, and Muzhenxi's self-doubting voice sounded in her ears.

"She is too skinny, she really needs to be educated." Xiao Jin said.

Muzhenxi: "Oh." She stared down at Qingqing's smooth and tender face, stretched her little finger to the side of her little fist, Qingqing immediately grabbed her little finger, and the child's palm was soft and hot .

Muzhenxi's heart was full of warmth, and he couldn't help laughing.

Xiao Jin said in a low voice, "I don't see me anymore."

Mu Zhenxi shifted his eyes to Xiao Jin's face, and said with a smile, "Why? You are all in my heart."

Xiao Jin's foot under the quilt hooked her calf: "I want it."

Muzhenxi's indescribable expression: "The child is here."

Xiao Jin said: "I can't hold back my voice." She glanced to the side, the bed is so big, put her in the corner.Besides, she is so old, what can she understand?

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

Be careful, Muzhenxi is focused on two things, and at the critical moment, there is a strange movement next to him.

Muzhenxi panicked and stopped completely, holding his breath.

Xiao Jin cried a little.

Qingqing pretended to sleep with her eyes closed, shivering under the quilt.

Even Mommy was bullied and cried by her mother, so I should hide myself from now on.