Inkstone New Tea

The two were so close together, Ye Qinming looked at the gentle face close at hand, and her warm breath, her throat couldn't help moving, but she still resisted not moving.

Gu Xiyan's mind was also confused, so she could see Ye Qinming's reaction clearly, she murmured in a low voice: "Qinming?"

Ye Qinming hummed, his eyes went dark, and the only dim light was covered by a warm hand, and then his lips felt warm.Ye Qinming went up to greet her almost immediately, and kissed Gu Xiyan with her lips.

The warmth and nostalgia rooted in the bones were out of control. Ye Qinming hugged and hugged Gu Xiyan, savoring and tasting each other's sweetness, unable to stop.

Originally it was daytime, and the Qianye Palace was transparent and bright, but the light in the sleeping hall was dim.On the couch behind the screen, Gu Xiyan was sitting on the soft pillow with her head slightly raised, while Ye Qinming was sitting on the edge of the bed and leaning over, propping up the couch with her hands and kissing her.And Gu Xiyan's bracelet was around her waist, and the two of them closed their eyes with tender and affectionate expressions, and gradually became intoxicated.

After an unknown amount of time, the indescribable voice stopped, and only the two of them breathed quietly, quietly and contentedly.

Gu Xiyan curled up her fingers, and wiped away the marks left by the intimacy of the two on her lips.What gave birth to her in this life is a refined and refined appearance, with a soft and elegant expression, and a fairy appearance. This kind of behavior that was originally ambiguous was done by her, and it was indescribably restrained. Ye Qinming couldn't help but blush.

Gu Xiyan glanced at her, and couldn't help being a little amused.Ye Qinming steadied his mind and tried not to think about what happened just now. When he saw Gu Xiyan's eyes, he couldn't help feeling a little worried: "Xi Yan, can't your eyes see strong light?"

Gu Xiyan thought for a while, then nodded: "If it's too bright, it will be dazzling. I think it's because I've been blind for too long, and it hasn't fully healed yet. It's okay."

Thinking of this, Ye Qinming felt uncomfortable, looked at Gu Xiyan and said seriously: "Have you remembered all the past?"

Gu Xiyan frowned after hearing this, and then shook her head: "Too many memories flooded in during Soul Melting, and many things were still a little confusing, but I only remembered part of them."

Ye Qinming forced a smile and said, "Do you remember what happened back then?"

Gu Xiyan seemed to be thinking, but he groaned in pain and patted his head.Seeing this, Ye Qinming's face changed, and he hurriedly grabbed her hand: "Okay, if you don't remember, don't remember, don't worry about it for yourself. I just want to make sure, I basically know those things .”

Gu Xiyan's heart sank and he probed: "What do you know?"

"Feng Shuo came here when you were in a coma, and told me everything." Ye Qinming said and looked at her, his eyes were red again.Now Gu Xiyan couldn't pretend anymore, so she hugged her quickly and said in a low voice: "Don't talk, don't even think about it, it's over."

Ye Qinming hugged her tightly, obviously feeling sorry for herself, but couldn't hold back a burst of anger, and punched Gu Xiyan with red eyes: "You still want to hide it from me, you always do this, if Feng Shuo didn't tell me, if Feng Shuo didn't tell me, It’s not that I discovered that the spiritual power in my body merged with you, I will never know what happened back then! You still pretended to be a fool to lie to me, Zhuo Qing..."

When Gu Xiyan heard this title, pain welled up in his eyes.Ye Qinming finally calmed down, but also collapsed again because of this title.

She leaned against Gu Xiyan's arms weakly, and sobbed: "Have you ever thought about it, if you are real, you really have no reincarnation, I know how life is worse than death for me. Why do you decide, Feng I lost my memory, and when I thought about losing you when I didn’t know anything, and I didn’t know what I lost, I was about to collapse! Zhuoqing, you are a god, you are merciful to the common people, Protect the common people, but me, but I am not one of the mortal beings, I am your lover, how can you go so far and decide everything for me!"

Listening to her crying, Gu Xiyan was devastated, her eyes were red and her hands and feet felt cold.No wonder Ye Qinming was hit like this. She thought she just guessed that she repaired the demon core for her, so she just pretended not to remember it, because she didn't want her to suffer that pain again.

Her voice was tight, and she tried a few times before she said hoarsely: "You know everything?" Gu Xiyan lowered her head, tears streaming down her eyes, and looked at Ye Qinming in her arms.

Ye Qinming closed her eyes and nodded, "It really hurts so much that life is worse than death. I would rather not have that 8-year cultivation base, and I would rather suppress Chaos for a thousand years than experience this again." One cent."

She reached out to caress Gu Xiyan's face, and said with a sad smile: "Do you know, in fact, you are a god in the eyes of the world, and you are also like a god in my eyes. In fact, what I was most afraid of back then was that although you liked me, you were just Treat me as one of the world you love. But I think I should be special, because you are different to me. But you never take the initiative to let me accompany you to bear those pressures and responsibilities, even I want to help you You, you avoid me."

She lowered her head and closed her eyes, and said in great pain: "This feeling completely crushed me when I heard that you were going to seal Chaos. I even felt that I was just the more important one among the group of people you wanted to protect." .”

"No, Qin Ming, I've never thought about it this way before, you, you are different, different." Gu Xiyan was a little flustered, defending incoherently, but didn't know how to say it so as not to look so pale.

Seeing that her face was flushed with anxiety, Ye Qinming squeezed her hand comfortingly, and said with a light smile, "I understand, how can I doubt that you love me, and I have never doubted it. But Zhuoqing, obviously Your lover is me, but the moment I knew the truth, I suddenly felt that everyone knew better than me how much you love me."

After saying the last sentence, Ye Qinming almost burst into tears.This sentence was too harsh on Ye Qinming and her, but Gu Xiyan couldn't say a word.Her lips were pursed, her face was pale, and tears fell silently.Looking back at everything in the past, she suddenly felt irrefutable.

She never told Ye Qinming how much she liked her, and she never thought that Ye Qinming, who is so proud and conceited, would put himself so low in this relationship.It was her fault for not telling her anything and keeping everything from her.

"But I hurt you. You have done so much for me, but you finally got reincarnation, but I bullied you and treated you as a panacea. Because of that unwarranted hatred, I left you and went back to the demon world. You are celibate for me Entering the demon world, I misunderstood you without thinking about anything, so for you, Liu Li and the others made you fall into the underworld. I am not a thing, I am a bastard, sorry, sorry."

This is almost a knot in Ye Qinming's heart.Gu Xiyan worked so hard to survive the chaos, fighting the reincarnation of the remnant soul to meet him, but he was almost buried by him again. Thinking of this, Ye Qinming wished he could cut himself alive.

"I don't allow you to say that about yourself. I said that you didn't feel sorry for me. What you just said was right. I was not good. I did something wrong. I have never liked anyone. I have been used to staying on the altar for tens of thousands of years. , I am used to protecting others, I... I really didn't mean it. I respect every life, as long as I can, I will do my best to protect them, and I always think it is my responsibility. But, you, You are different from them, no matter if they are human beings, demons, gods or spirits, I will save them. But I like you only because you are Ye Qinming, nothing else, don’t want it!”

She spoke so firmly and so eagerly, she frowned nervously and earnestly, but she didn't know how lethal these words were. Ye Qinming felt her heart was hit, and she forgot to shed tears, only her chest was beating violently.

Gu Xiyan just has no place to express her affection. She has been elegant and dignified for tens of thousands of years, and she has been placed on the altar for too long. She has long forgotten that she is also a person with flesh and blood and a heartbeat.Even emotionally, I keep my enthusiasm in my heart and never speak out.

"You are so important to me. I can treat others as shelter without asking why, but I will treat you a thousand times better. Otherwise, I am not worthy to say that I like you." She looked like a stunned young man, very Expressing her thoughts enthusiastically, it was unprecedented just because her sweetheart was sad about it.

But after she finished speaking, she lowered her voice in frustration: "I don't think I should worry you, hurt you, or suffer the pain I caused you, so I think it's best not to let you know." Yes. But now..." There were tears in her eyes, she lowered her head and murmured: "All your pain is because of me, and I even gave it to you a hundred times and a thousand times."

"You didn't apologize to me, even I gave you half of my real body, I should be glad. The worst thing I did was to seal Chaos without telling you, but it's just such a wrong thing , but made me too late to regret. Qin Ming, do you know that I can only watch you dissipate that despair when I come back?" After she finished speaking, she choked up and murmured: "You, you know it too. "

There was faint despair in her eyes, as if she had returned to that day.For some reason, Tai Yi obtained a piece of her real body that fell into the mortal world when she went through the catastrophe. It was originally a broken petal that fell from the catastrophe tens of thousands of years ago. Same.

One of the most precious treasures in the heavens is called Phantom. It is a treasure that creates illusions, but the reason why it is so precious is its ability to reproduce incoherently. As long as the conditions are sufficient, it can create a puppet.

The reason why he was able to deceive Ye Qinming back then was the petal of his real body and phantom.Hongmeng recognizes the master, that puppet can pull out Hongmeng, you know how much she resembles her, and when she rushed back, that puppet was directly destroyed by her in a fit of rage, which probably made Taiyi's heart ache.The phantom reproduction ability is too heaven-defying, and it can only be used once, so it is ruined.

Gu Xiyan stared at Ye Qinming, and said in a trembling voice: "So do you know that I can still, and what a gift it is to me to be able to make up for this mistake. You think that half of my soul is a huge price I paid , but I am so glad that I can save you, you are not sorry, I should be thankful."

"At that time, I had no other choice. I am not a perfect person. I can do anything to protect you, but I can't really ignore this world. The Great Thousand World was born from chaos, and it has gone through too many long years. God Pangu spent his whole life, and his remnant body turned into everything in the world. It took so long for heaven and earth to breed so many lives. I can't just watch them be destroyed. You said that you like the great rivers and mountains in this world, and I like them too, so I I can only let you go because of them. I am afraid that you will be sad, so I want to make you forget me. As long as you are good, but, you did one thing wrong, which caused you so much pain later. Everything you did to me, It’s all the karma I planted by myself, it has nothing to do with you, I’m sorry for you.” The barrier of chaos breaks, the three realms return to chaos, everything will be annihilated, even if some gods can live, what’s the point.

Ye Qinming was crying and laughing, and after a while she sniffed and stuck to Gu Xiyan's arms and asked her, "Are you apologizing, or are you trying to make me not get angry with you on purpose? You are so stupid, what kind of god are you?" Well, like a fool." It is clear that she is suffering the most, she has paid so much for herself, and she deserves it in the end, how can there be such a logic.

Gu Xiyan hugged her, sniffed the fragrance of tea on her body, and said in a low voice: "I am stupid, I will be smarter in the future, Zhuoqing is a dull wood, Gu Xiyan still reads the book for a few more years."

"Puchi..." Ye Qinming couldn't help laughing through tears, gave her a light thump, relaxed his body and leaned against her, rubbing against her affectionately.

"You are obviously a boring lotus, not a piece of wood. But you have to promise me that you will not hide from me in the future, and you must not pretend to be good to me. You must tell me everything. Whether you want to protect the common people or help the world, Even if, even if you really want to sacrifice yourself for the Three Realms, you have to bring me with you."

Gu Xiyan's heart trembled, and after a long time, her eyes softened, and she said softly: "No, Zhuoqing is dead, and now Gu Xiyan belongs to you completely, and my life will only be given to you in the future."

Ye Qinming had a sore nose, but said in a muffled voice, "What do I want you to do?"

Gu Xiyan looked at her, and said affectionately: "Whenever you cry or feel sad, it's like killing me."

"Gu Xiyan, you're so sour. Uh, uh..."

"It's not sour, try it, it's sweet."

Ye Qinming was brought, fell, and stepped on, the sweet smell continued to permeate, and the warmth also spread little by little.

She recovered and said: "You are awake, I promised to, um, to tell, um."

"Fool, they have been here."

The author has something to say: This chapter can be regarded as a confession and heart-to-heart exchange between two people.

All in all, Bai Lian is a man who tells others to climb a tree with a muffled voice in her heart, and green tea is a tsundere who doesn't give it to a blind man who keeps her mouth shut. Both of them have problems.

Well, don't doubt that in her previous life, Mensao Lian was so serious that she could climb a tree.Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~