When I found the heroine as a boy

"What about you, what about your life after I'm gone?"

Xia Wanshuang knew everything about Zhou Qinglang, knowing that Zhou Qinglang wanted to know, she said everything one by one, and when Zhou Qinglang finished asking all the things she wanted to know, Xia Wanshuang opened her mouth.

Xia Wanshuang also wanted to know what happened to Zhou Qinglang after she left.

"Actually, it's nothing, it's just very common, but I can't forget you."

Zhou Qinglang said lightly, with undisguised affection on his face.

In fact, Zhou Qinglang thought about telling Xia Wanshuang before.

She was in so much pain, she was sunk in the abyss of hopelessness day and night, tortured again and again, the will of the world laughed at her for doing futile work and obliterated Xia Wanshuang's existence.

Zhou Qinglang hated Xia Wanshuang during the time when he couldn't wait until he was almost desperate. That extreme emotion blinded all the good things in the past, leaving only confusion, pain and hatred.

She thought that if she found Xia Wanshuang and Xia Wanshuang still loves her, she must trap her in her arms and tell her pain in a soft voice, so that Xia Wanshuang also knows what it is like taste.

But when the day of meeting really came, Zhou Qinglang knew that he couldn't bear it.

Xia Wanshuang is kind and soft, even a little sentimental.

She loves her too, Zhou Qinglang knows it.

But it is precisely because Xia Wanshuang loves her, and she also loves Xia Wanshuang, that she can't bear to say those words that hide sharp blades.

Anyway, she has already tortured her, why bother to say it to make Xia Wanshuang feel guilty, she doesn't want to see Xia Wanshuang sad, not at all.

"Just like that?"

Xia Wan held Zhou Qinglang's hand with both hands, feeling the warmth of the girl's palm.

"Langlang, lovers must communicate well, I don't want you to feel bad."

Xia Wanshuang knew that Zhou Qinglang must have negative emotions hidden in his heart, but if those emotions were not vented, the hidden danger would be accumulated in his heart.

Perhaps it was the word lover that made Zhou Qinglang happy. She played with Xia Wan's fingers and talked about the past.

Zhou Qinglang experienced three similar but different lives. They were obviously in the same world, but after Xia Wan disappeared, the world suddenly changed.

The original friends became strangers, her previous experience as Zhou Qinglang was obliterated, and a new shell was rigidly put on her.

In the worsening state, Zhou Qinglang chose to kill himself.

Although he had already guessed or known that Zhou Qinglang was the pillar of the world who committed suicide, Xia Wanshuang was still unconsciously afraid when he heard Zhou Qinglang say that.

Zhou Qinglang felt that he had wasted a lot of time: "It would be great if I died sooner, then I can see you sooner, and I don't have to wait for those years."

This was Zhou Qinglang's true thought. If she knew that death would reorganize the world, and that Xia Wanshuang could appear in front of her earlier, she would have committed suicide earlier.

Why bother to live and suffer, for eight years.

Zhou Qinglang lost Xia Wanshuang at the age of 16, committed suicide at the age of 24, and now reunited with Xia Wanshuang at the age of 16.

"You can't talk nonsense like this, don't say it next time."

Xia Wan covered Zhou Qinglang's lips and spoke disapprovingly.

Although they are all people who have lived and died several times, Xia Wanshuang still has a heart of respect for life. It is actually a terrible thing for a person to be fearless of death.

If you are afraid of death and want to live well, you can have more hope.

"Okay, don't say it."

Zhou Qinglang took advantage of the opportunity to kiss Xia Wanshuang's palm, and the snorting brought an itchy feeling, which made Xia Wanshuang withdraw his hand uncomfortably, but Zhou Qinglang grabbed it and kissed it twice before letting go.

"The current world is probably the fusion of my world and your world."

"Is that so?"

"It should be said that I brought things related to me into your world with my will."

Zhou Qinglang checked, and there is no sea city in Tongli in this world. Although the territory is the same, the names of the regions have changed, so it should be based on Xia Wanshuang's world.

This can also explain why she has no previous memories, because this is the 16-year-old when she has no progress in Xia Wanshuang's life.

She was adopted by Lin Qiushui's uncle and aunt, and she is in high school.

However, Zhou Qinglang also vaguely guessed that Zhao Tianhang became Lin Qiushui's childhood friend, perhaps because of the influence of her will.

Zhao Tianhang and Lin Qiushui couldn't make it, and Zhou Qinglang always regretted it.

Although Zhou Qinglang also knew that feelings should not be forced, and even felt that Lin Qiushui didn't know from the beginning to the end, but she still felt very regretful.

It seemed that that kind of incompleteness was also placed on her.

"Do Qiushui and Tianhang also exist? That would be great."

When Xia Wanshuang first heard the news, she felt very happy. After all, she was the one who watched the grown-up teenagers and brought her a lot of warmth and touch.

"And Zhao Tianhang likes Lin Qiushui, but I don't know what will happen to them in this world, maybe it's brotherhood."

The waiter just happened to bring a tray to serve drinks, Zhou Qinglang took the coffee and arranged the desserts.

Xia Wanshuang is still digesting this fact, the shock on her face is not concealed.

Wait, wait!

what?

Lin Qiushui and Zhao Tianhang?

"when did it happen?"

What's wrong with the plot? She and Zhou Qinglang, who is the heroine, have a different role. How did the hero and the supporting actor get together? Xia Wanshuang couldn't figure it out.

"It was when you were here, but you never knew it."

"What about Qiushui? Does Qiushui know?"

"As for Lin Qiushui's big-hearted character, Zhao Tianhang is more tolerant than me. How could he let Lin Qiushui know about it? I asked him, and he said that he wanted Lin Qiushui to live without being disturbed, and he didn't want to have no friends in the future. .”

Zhou Qinglang stirred the coffee in the cup. What she ordered was black coffee, and Xia Wan found it bitter even looking at it.

"So at the very beginning, I didn't dare to say anything to my sister, I only dared to secretly like you, but sister, you always avoid me."

That was a long time ago in the timeline, but it suddenly seemed like yesterday.

"By the way, what about Qingluo, has she... come?"

The shock that Qingluo brought to Xia Wanshuang was really too great, it was the despair that was really placed in front of Xia Wanshuang, including the blood all over the ground, the knife inserted into the chest unwillingly but not regretting it.

"I do not know."

Zhou Qinglang really didn't know, and she didn't know if she let Qingluo appear here.

In the previous world, Zhou Qinglang saved Qingluo, she still had some memories, so she recruited people into her hands in advance, and helped Qingluo get rid of her family, Qingluo followed her until she became a... Her right-hand man.

"Is that so..."

Xia Wan sighed softly, suddenly speechless about Qing Luo's matter.

I just hope that there will be fewer ugly people in this world and more kindness.

After talking about the past, they began to talk about the present.

Now that it is confirmed that this place is real, there will be no more inexplicable interference, and they must manage their lives well.

"I'm still living on campus. It takes about 10 minutes to get to your place by taxi. Are you living on campus or a day student?"

"It should be a day student, sister, I want to live with you."

Zhou Qinglang was not proposing, but deciding.

"Okay, you are now a sophomore in high school, you probably just want to study for another year?"

Xia Wanshuang knew Zhou Qinglang's level, and he was one of the best when he was studying, let alone experiencing several of the same worlds repeatedly, he probably knew those things by heart.

If it wasn't for the inconvenient time, Xia Wanshuang felt that Zhou Qinglang probably wanted to come directly to the university to find her.

"Yes, does my sister live on campus?"

"Well, but I can rent a house now, and I will just apply for it when the time comes. Can I rent near your school first?"

"it is good."

The conversation ended temporarily, Xia Wan dug a spoonful of cake and put it into Zhou Qinglang's mouth, sighing unconsciously.

"It's really unbelievable that we are really together like this. I hope it will go smoothly in the future and we will never be separated again."

"It won't be separated, even if I climb, I will climb back."

Zhou Qinglang's voice was low, not like a joke at all.

Both Zhou Qinglang and Xia Wan had classes in the afternoon, but neither of them was in the mood to pay attention to the things they had experienced so quickly. The two of them stayed together and wandered around Qinghe City looking at houses.

Zhou Qinglang's mood is more urgent than Xia Wanshuang's. For her, maybe only seeing Xia Wanshuang every day can give her a sense of security.

Qinghe City is the capital city of the province, with a lot of houses, and Xia Wan still has enough money in his hands, so it's no problem to rent a house.

They walked several times with the agency, and they took a fancy to a two-bedroom, one living room in Chaoyang with good lighting and a moderate distance.

Xia Wanshuang and Zhou Qinglang immediately finalized the house. When Xia Wanshuang paid, Zhou Qinglang touched his chin and fell into thought.

Logically speaking, she is still a poor student.

If her background also existed in this world, then Zhou Qinglang would have wealth within easy reach.

But Zhou Qinglang vetoed it in her heart, she just wanted to live their little life with Xia Wan quietly, and didn't want to get involved in the messy things.

Besides, the current technology is not yet developed, so she has many opportunities to make a profit.

Zhou Qinglang arranged the schedule in his mind, while Xia Wanshuang signed the contract and watched the agent and landlord leave.

There are simple furniture in the house, two beds, dining table, sofa and coffee table, but the rest is empty.

"Let's clean it first."

Xia Wan looked at the dusty furniture and floor, went to the supermarket to buy brooms and mops, and went back to the rented home with Zhou Qinglang.

Cleaning was already time-consuming, and Zhou Qinglang's interference made it even slower.

"Langlang, stop making trouble, water splashed on you."

Xia Wanshuang was washing the rag in the bathroom, while Zhou Qinglang was flushing the bathroom floor with water, shaking it in Xia Wanshuang's direction teasingly.

"It's okay, my sister's clothes are wet, just wear mine, the curtains are all drawn, no one can see."

Zhou Qinglang hugged Xia Wan's waist from behind, his voice was low and hoarse, full of smiles.

Zhou Qinglang was a bit taller than Xia Wanshuang, and the school uniform on his body fell on Xia Wanshuang's body, barely covering the spring.