When I found the heroine as a boy

When Zhou Qinglang and the others came back, Xia Wanshuang and the others hadn't come back yet.

But it was a coincidence that Lin Qiushui had just hidden the bag in Xia Wanshuang's bedroom when Jiang Wan and Xia Wanshuang came in talking and laughing.

"Shuangshuang, I'm going to play games with Lao Zhao, can I go to your room to play, I'm afraid it will be too noisy to both of you later."

Lin Qiushui opened his mouth and pointed to Xia Wanshuang's bedroom.

Xia Wan double nodded: "Okay, you guys go, if it's cold, you can turn on the air conditioner."

"Alright, old Zhao, let's go."

Lin Qiushui hooked Zhao Tianhang's shoulder, and winked at Zhou Qinglang.

Zhou Qinglang followed closely, and only Song Zhuxue was left sitting in the living room.

"I'll just come to the kitchen. It's agreed that you won't cook today, so go watch TV."

Jiang Wan drove Xia Wanshuang out of the kitchen, closed the kitchen door, and started to work on her own.

Xia Wanshuang sat helplessly on the sofa, saw Song Zhuxue pouring a glass of water for herself, and thanked her for taking it.

Song Zhuxue sat next to Xia Wanshuang, rubbed her hands together, her eyes sparkled, she wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it, so she kept staring at Xia Wanshuang.

Xia Wan took a sip of water and put down the cup.

"Do you have something to say?"

"That...you...are you Eryou?"

Song Zhuxue stumbled a bit as she spoke, her fingers kept twisting the corners of her clothes.

"Yes, don't you already know the answer?"

"Really, although Sister Jiang and I are sure, I still can't believe it. I actually saw you in person. I didn't notice it when I met before!"

Song Zhuxue suppressed her excited voice, and almost jumped up from the sofa.

"So you used Sister Jiang's ID card because you were not old enough?"

"Correct."

"I found out not long ago, because you didn't renew the contract, so I dug out the old information, saw the copy of the ID card you handed in, remembered the ID number on it, and then took ginger My sister saw it and found that it was exactly the same."

Song Zhuxue explained the reason she discovered, and the excitement on her face did not change.

"I just said how could there be such similar people in the world. I asked Sister Jiang before, but she refused to admit it, but she obviously matched her age and place of birth. When I found out, I thought Sister Jiang was deliberately hiding it from me. , but when I think about it, I feel something is wrong, that is not Sister Jiang's style, and I tried it at the beginning, and it is indeed impossible to be the same person."

"I was thinking, if it wasn't Sister Jiang, who would be someone who is very familiar with the identity of Sister Jiang? At first, I didn't expect it to be you, because you are too young, but I know that Sister Jiang is around There is no such person anymore, and I was asked about it later.”

Song Zhuxue said that when she asked, her expression was a little strange, with a hint of sweetness.

"In fact, I didn't believe it at first, but after thinking about it, it fits the image of Teacher Eryou in my heart. She is such a gentle girl, but she has firm strength in her writing. She must be a person who has warmth for everything. A person who is very firm in his goals."

"I'm a little embarrassed by your boasting."

Being praised face-to-face by people other than relatives and friends, Xia Wanshuang felt a little embarrassed.

"These are all true. Sometimes work is very tiring, and I feel less tired when I chat with you. I still feel very surprised now. It seems that a mature soul has nothing to do with the age of the body."

Song Zhuxue is also 30 years old this year, but in front of Xia Wanshuang, she always feels that she is still very naive.

That kind of childishness is not manifested on the surface, nor is it a character factor, but a way and attitude of dealing with the world. In Song Zhuxue's heart, Xia Wanshuang is a perfect existence.

"But you really don't write books anymore?"

Song Zhuxue's face was full of regretful inquiries.

"I probably won't write any more. If there is no story I want to write, I don't have the idea of ​​writing. Besides, my thoughts are messy now, and I still need time to sort them out."

Xia Wan shook her head, she didn't even have a plan for herself now, and she didn't have the mood to outline other people's lives.

"Does the teacher also have troubles? If the teacher wants to say something, I will be a good listener. I will never spread it, even if it is Jiang sister."

Song Zhuxue looked at the pretty girl in front of her, and made a gesture of listening.

Xia Wanshuang hesitated for a while, stood up, and pointed to the balcony to Song Zhuxue.

Xia Wan walked to the balcony, touched the leaves of the green plants she raised, and was silent for a while.

Song Zhuxue looked at the girl's thin back, and waited quietly for her to speak.

"Zhuxue, have you ever been in love?"

The question of Xia Wanshuang made Song Zhuxue stunned for a moment, and then realized that it turned out to be a relationship problem.

"I've talked about it. My first love was in junior high school. I was ignorant at that time. We were confused and didn't dare to do anything. At most, we held hands and broke up after a month, because I didn't think it was interesting. Falling in love is worse than reading novels."

Song Zhuxue began to recall, thinking of her first love, she still felt quite inexplicable.

"The second boyfriend was in high school. He chased me. I was in the second year of high school and he was in the third year of high school. At that time, we were in a fully closed school, and the teachers were very strict. We didn't have much time to see each other. At most, we had dinner together or We went for a walk together, but I still liked him at that time, because he was very kind to me and chased me very hard.” Song Zhuxue’s expression became a little sad, “Later, he took the college entrance examination and went to university. Wait for me, we want to take an exam together in a school, but we broke up with me in the second month."

Xia Wanshuang can guess the ending of the story: "Because there is someone else you like?"

"Yes, but I'm not too sad. I just feel that being in love is meaningless. When I was in college, I was the most homely person in our dormitory. I didn't want to go out to socialize and participate in activities. I just wanted to read books in the dormitory, so there were basically no Falling in love. After graduating, I worked and was too busy. People chased me. I was a little happy at the time, but after I was happy, I felt boring."

"It was only later that I realized that it was just dislike and lack of feeling. If the feeling came, it would be different."

Song Zhuxue's brows and eyes were dyed with joy, making that apple face even more lovely.

"If the feeling comes, you feel that the other party looks good no matter what, everything is perfect, and every move exudes charm. When she looks into your eyes, you will feel dizzy. When she smiles at you, you will feel This world is so beautiful. When I am wronged, I want to talk to her, tell her all my troubles and joys, I want to share my life with her, I want to join her life."

"It's an uncontrollable feeling from the heart. Of course, it's not all sweet. If she ignores you, you will be disappointed. If she treats you badly, you will be sad. Because You care, so every move of the other party can affect your emotions."

The feeling Song Zhuxue described made people feel very real, which made Xia Wanshuang more silent.

"What if you like someone you shouldn't like?"

Xia Wan asked softly.

Song Zhuxue was stunned: "Shouldn't you like it? Are you interested?"

Xia Wan shook her head: "No, she is relatively young, not yet an adult."

Song Zhuxue: "...You seem to be an adult today, age is not a problem."

Song Zhuxue: "Apart from age, it doesn't make sense that someone younger than you shouldn't like it. Could it be that he's much younger than you?"

Song Zhuxue's heart was full of alarm bells, child lovers are not allowed.

Xia Wanshuang: "Three years younger than me."

Song Zhuxue breathed a sigh of relief: "That's about the same. It's okay to fall in love at this age, so there's nothing wrong with it. As long as you like each other, it's fine."

Xia Wanshuang is still struggling: "But I don't think she really likes me, she just relies on me."

Song Zhuxue; "It's good to be able to rely on, it means that the first step is completely successful, and it won't be difficult for you to completely like you."

Xia Wanshuang: "But if one day she meets someone she likes more..."

Song Zhuxue: "Ah, I understand."

Song Zhuxue: "Teacher, you must like that person very much, so you've even thought about it in the future. You can't accept that she leaves you after being together, right?"

The words of the bystanders always sting people so sharply, telling the things that those who are deeply involved do not want to face.

Xia Wanshuang felt that Zhou Qinglang couldn't tell the difference between love and family affection, liking and possession, and she was worried that one day Zhou Qinglang would leave her if he could tell the difference.

In essence, Xia Wanshuang is a person who hates being abandoned, because in her previous life, she was always the one who was constantly being abandoned.

Her relatives left one after another, leaving her to face everything alone, being gentle and carefree about everything, not because she has no temper, but because she thinks it is okay, so she is casual.

Xia Wanshuang has placed too much trust in Zhou Qinglang. Although she has always joked with the system that she is adopting a daughter, it is not entirely true.

In the process of getting along, she actually didn't know that Zhou Qinglang cared too much about her, but Xia Wanshuang really needed that kind of caring, as if she was really alive and remembered by others.

Xia Wanshuang has always been a very strong person, and because of this, she doesn't get much attention, because others will think that you are strong enough, you can do it yourself, you don't need so much care and support .

But who wouldn't need it.

In the gap between Xia Wan's stunned eyes, Song Zhuxue spoke again.

"At the end of the day, the teacher just doesn't trust the person he likes very much. He thinks that he will change. In fact, it is true to say that. People are subject to change. No one knows what the future will be like."

Song Zhuxue thinks that maybe being too mature is not a good thing. Thinking about when she was at Xia Wanshuang's age, she liked someone as long as she liked, and stayed together if she wanted to be together, but Xia Wanshuang was actually worried that the other party was not mature enough , so it can't go long.

"Teacher, don't worry too much. If you like it, you like it. If you can't separate, then separate. It's not like you're going to get married and stay together for the rest of your life. Teacher, let me remind you that you are far from the legal age of marriage. It’s still a few years away, so what’s the rush.”

"In my heart, the teacher is not such a vacillating person. Because there may be variables in the future, why not give up that future completely?"

Xia Wan was taken aback, she never thought that way, she knew that life must be full of variables, she could figure it out, but she couldn't figure out why it was on Zhou Qinglang.

Just like what Song Zhuxue said before, because she was afraid that Zhou Qinglang would leave, she would rather not change the status quo and accompany her as a sister.

Xia Wanshuang was silent for a moment before speaking: "It seems that I have figured it out, thank you."

Song Zhuxue chuckled: "You're welcome. If you have something on your mind, you can actually talk to others more. That way, you might be able to figure it out a little bit. It's not good to always think about it on your own."

When Xia Wan nodded, Song Zhuxue hurriedly asked again: "Aren't you really going to write a book? I think it's a pity. I still want to see what you write, teacher. Anything is fine. Your book As a criminal investigator, I have read it many times.”

"Maybe I will, and when I really decide to be with her, maybe I will write our story."

Xia Wan's eyes became much clearer, her lips were slightly bent, and her eyes were full of tenderness.

"Okay, then I'll just wait. I'll go to Sister Jiang first and see if I can help her."

Song Zhuxue went to the kitchen in a hurry and closed the kitchen door.

Xia Wanshuang sat on the sofa for a while, and suddenly wanted to see Zhou Qinglang.

For no reason, I just wanted to see her suddenly.

"Langlang..."

Xia Wan double-pressed the doorknob and pushed it open, Zhou Qinglang appeared in front of the door, blocking her view of the door with her body.

"What's wrong with my sister?"

Zhou Qinglang looked down at Xia Wan's hands, and gestured with his hands behind his back, telling Lin Qiushui and Zhao Tianhang to put away their things quickly.

"It's okay, just to see what game you are playing."

"It's mainly because the two of them are playing games, and I'm watching from the side."

At this time, Lin Qiushui's roar sounded in the room at the right time.

"I Cao, fuck him, fuck him, don't let him run away!"

"That's it, then..."

Xia Wanshuang suddenly didn't know what to say, and her gaze circled below Zhou Qinglang's nose, but she didn't look into Zhou Qinglang's eyes.

"If my sister is tired and wants to rest, go to my room."

Zhou Qinglang took Xia Wanshuang's words and rescued Xia Wanshuang from the dilemma of not knowing what to say.

"it is good."

Xia Wan responded in a low voice, seeing the door close in front of her again, felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

Lang Lang seems to be very cold.

Zhou Qinglang didn't know what Xia Wanshuang was thinking, so he closed the door and locked it, so as not to let Xia Wanshuang open the door suddenly and come in, and the surprise would be gone.

Lin Qiushui was sitting on the ground playing balloons, while Zhao Tianhang was putting colorful films into the balloons.

Zhou Qinglang continued to join in, fixed the balloons one by one, and let them fly to the ceiling.

When they were busy with the arrangement, Jiang Wan's big table was almost ready.

Zhou Qinglang took out the birthday cake after they ate and drank first.

Insert the numbers ten and eight on it, Song Zhuxue turned off the lights, and everyone gathered around Xia Wanshuang and started singing happy birthday.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you both!"

Lin Qiushui sang the loudest, and other people's voices were covered by him.

Zhou Qinglang stared at Xia Wanshuang, who was smiling under the dancing candlelight, with focused eyes.

Xia Wan raised her eyes, met Zhou Qinglang's gaze impartially, and smiled at her when Zhou Qinglang was in a daze.

"Shuangshuang, blow out the candles and make a wish."

"it is good."

Xia Wan gently blew out the candle and made a wish in her heart.

Hope the system doesn't come back again.

Although I'm sorry for this, Xia Wanshuang hopes that the life she regained this time can completely belong to her, and she can choose not to leave.

After eating the cake, Lin Qiushui suggested going out to play.

Everyone had no objection, and went to sing lively songs together.

Song Zhuxue really wanted to hear Xia Wan Shuangyi sing, but was stopped by Lin Qiushui.

Lin Qiushui: "Sister Song, you know that people are not perfect, such as Shuang Shuang, she really can't sing."

Xia Wan nodded: "I'll just listen in, you can listen to Langlang singing, it's very nice, and Tianhang's singing is also very nice."

Lin Qiushui pointed to himself: "What about me! Shuangshuang, don't praise me!"

Xia Wanshuang: "You sing in your own style."

Lin Qiushui hummed: "It's because you don't know how to appreciate it."

Lin Qiushui's singing is not bad, but it's very magical, and his out-of-tune is not an ordinary out-of-tune. He can match the lyrics of one song to the melody of another song, and he thinks it is correct.

Zhao Tianhang and Zhou Qinglang ordered a song they could sing, and they had already started singing together.

Zhao Tianhang's voice was deep and magnetic, while Zhou Qinglang's voice was languid and hoarse, with good looks and voice, it was undoubtedly an audio-visual feast.

Now Xia Wanshuang doesn't think these two are a good match, it is completely obvious that these two people have no feelings for each other.

Xia Wanshuang recalled the day when she went rafting again. On that small balcony, what were Zhao Tianhang and Zhou Qinglang talking about?

Could it be that they had feelings for each other at that time, but then they didn't?

Xia Wan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in her heart. She was very happy to see the result before, but now...

Obviously no one knew what Xia Wanshuang was thinking, but Xia Wanshuang still took a sip of the orange juice on the table to calm himself down.

After singing for more than two hours, when everyone was a little tired, the ktv came out.

Jiang Wan had already booked a hotel, and said goodnight to Xia Wan first.

"Well...shall we stop going to Shuangshuang's house for a while?"

Lin Qiushui still remembered his arrangement, how could he not see Xia Wan with his own eyes!

"It's already very late, are you going to sleep at Shuangshuang's house?"

Zhao Tianhang squeezed Lin Qiushui's palm, signaling him to give up.

Lin Qiushui glanced at Zhao Tianhang unwillingly, Zhao Tianhang whispered beside him for a while, and he became happy again.

"That's right, then I won't go, little vinegar...I'll leave Langlang to you."

Lin Qiushui winked at Zhou Qinglang, who nodded.

Xia Wanshuang and Jiang Wan didn't know what charades the three of them were playing, but Song Zhuxue was an insider, so she smiled without saying a word.

When Xia Wanshuang arrived home, she was already a little sleepy.

"Lang Lang, I'm going to take a bath first."

"it is good."

Xia Wan yawned and walked towards her room. When she opened the door, she was taken aback for a moment.

I don’t know when a starry sky light was placed in the room, projecting the ceiling like a deep night sky, twinkling small light bulbs hanging above, and the air and the ground are full of balloons.

There is also an oversized rabbit doll on the bed, which makes the room more lovely.

It's beautiful and romantic, and it's amazing.

"Shuangshuang! Happy!"

Lin Qiushui's voice came from behind, and Xia Wanshuang turned her head in a daze, only to see Zhou Qinglang holding a mobile phone, the faces of Lin Qiushui and Zhao Tianhang were undoubtedly projected on the screen, and Jiang Wan and Song Zhuxue stood behind.

"Isn't it beautiful! We arranged this together!"

Lin Qiushui asked for credit, and saw the smiles on Xia Wan's faces gradually becoming embarrassing.

"I came up with an idea too!"

Song Zhuxue raised her hand, expressing that she must not be forgotten.

At that moment, Xia Wanshuang was more moved than happy.

Family affection and friendship were manifested at this moment. Seeing the smiles of the people crowded next to each other on the screen, Xia Wanshuang suddenly felt extremely at ease.

She looked up and saw Zhou Qinglang who was watching her under the light, those dark eyes were filled with tiny smiles, radiant.

At this moment, it seems that even love has it.

Xia Wanshuang slightly thanked the person on the phone side with some shyness, and after Lin Qiushui and Song Zhuxue read aloud for a few minutes, Jiang Wan said the concluding remarks.

When the sound from the phone disappeared, the room returned to silence.

"Sister, go take a bath first. After taking a bath, I will give you a birthday present."

"it is good."

Xia Wan Shuanglue responded with some anticipation. She hadn't opened the gifts from her friends yet, and she didn't know what Zhou Qinglang would give her.

After Xia Wanshuang cleaned up and returned to her room, she found that the balloons on the ground had been cleaned up by Zhou Qinglang, the starry sky lights were still on, and those delicate little balloons were floating on it, like small balls, which were quite cute.

Zhou Qinglang sat on the chair and waited for her. Seeing her coming, he took out the small box in his hand.

"Sister, guess what I have prepared?"

"Um... a watch?"

Xia Wan made a double-blind guess about such a small box, and shook her head when she saw Zhou Qinglang.

"Necklace? Bracelet?"

Zhou Qinglang still shook his head: "It's very close."

She knelt on the ground with one knee, raised Xia Wan's feet, and let Xia Wan step on her knees.

"Eh……"

Xia Wanshuang was at a loss as she watched Zhou Qinglang open the box in a daze, and took out a red string from inside.

It was an anklet, made of red rope, with a small wooden bead and a small bell hanging from it. The bell only made a slight crackling sound, so it wouldn't make people feel noisy.

"I carved this one myself, and it's also made of sandalwood, with the last letter of my sister's name engraved on it."

With a low voice, Zhou Qinglang shook the bead in front of Xia Wanshuang.

She lowered her head, and Xia Wanshuang could see the rope hanging around her neck.

She understood Zhou Qinglang's meaning, such a similar gift, even the meaning was similar, even the sincerity was similar.

"Did you go there some time ago?"

For a while, Zhou Qinglang never stayed at home, and Xia Wanshuang didn't know where she was going, and didn't tell her when asked. Xia Wanshuang wanted to keep her cold at that time, so she didn't ask. It turned out that she was learning this.

"kindness."

Zhou Qinglang responded briefly, and tied the anklet on Xia Wanshuang's ankle.

What she didn't tell Xia Wan was that the bell on the anklet was hiding her selfishness.

On the bell, her name was engraved.

When choosing a gift, Zhou Qinglang chose the anklet without much hesitation.

It has a secret but blatant meaning of restraint, hiding Zhou Qinglang's love and possessiveness, and was tied to Xia Wanshuang's ankles together.

After Zhou Qinglang tied it, he held Xia Wanshuang's ankle.

"My sister is so thin, I can even hold it with one hand."

Zhou Qinglang murmured, looking up at the person he loved.

"I've gained a lot of weight recently."

Xia Wan moved her toes, but she didn't break free, letting Zhou Qinglang hold her.

"I still need to raise more, and I will help my sister put on socks later, otherwise it will be too cold to sleep at night."

Zhou Qinglang put his hands on the soles of Xia Wan's feet, and she held those delicate and slender jade feet in her hands, which made her voice more pity.

"Then you can sleep with me."

Xia Wanshuang said that, Zhou Qinglang's eyes widened, his face full of disbelief.

"really?"

The joy on her face was so conspicuous that she didn't even pretend to be.

Zhou Qinglang was surprised and delighted, as if he was stunned by these words.

Then she saw Xia Wan's face showing her familiar gentleness and connivance, and it seemed that there was something more than usual, so she nodded to her.

"Get up, it's cold on the ground."

Xia Wan's feet struggled in her arms, and the moment Zhou Qinglang let go, they brushed across Zhou Qinglang's chest and retracted back on the bed.

"Go take a shower, I'll wait for you on the bed."

Xia Wan patted herself on the other side of the bed, expressing that she would wait.

"I'll go now!"

Zhou Qinglang immediately got up from the ground, ran back to his room to get his pajamas, and then rushed to the bathroom.

Xia Wan touched the bell on her feet and smiled.

If you are afraid that there will be variables in the future, should you abandon this future?

of course not.

Xia Wanshuang would not do this.

She believed in Zhou Qinglang, but she had to wait for Zhou Qinglang to grow up.

And before that, she was patient enough.

Xia Wanshuang is not a skilled hunter, but she is a qualified shepherd.

He cultivated Zhou Qinglang extremely patiently, seeing the girl satisfied and worried, and occasionally showing a wicked smile.

Time came and went, and in a blink of an eye, Xia Wanshuang and the others were in the third year of high school.

The countdown to the college entrance examination is ten days.

The atmosphere in the class has been tense to the extreme, and I study desperately every month, trying to seize the last time to hand in a satisfactory answer in ten days.

Zhou Qinglang and Xia Wanshuang were the exceptions in the whole class. Even Lin Qiushui was in a hurry to get angry, so the two of them took their time.

Zhou Qinglang has guaranteed strength, as long as he performs normally, he will be fine. Xia Wanshuang has gone through too many exams, big and small, so he is not afraid of this at all, and his mentality is very stable.

After school, Xia Wanshuang packed a cake for Qingluo and put it on her desk.

Qingluo used to be the one with the worst grades, but she worked very hard, and with Xia Wanshuang's help, she was already in the upper middle of the grade in her third year of high school.

As long as you perform well in the exam, there is no problem with the second key book. If you play the super long book, you can also make a breakthrough in the first book.

Qing Luo didn't live in the house provided by Xia Wanshuang when she was in the third year of high school. Instead, she chose to live on campus and stopped working part-time. She stayed in study almost all day. She borrowed a sum from Xia Wanshuang The money was used to maintain her own life, and she said that it would be returned to her after the college entrance examination.

Xia Wan felt sorry for what happened to her, and only asked her to study hard and not worry about money.

When Xia Wanshuang came back from dinner, she habitually glanced at Qingluo's seat, only to find that Qingluo was abnormal and not in her seat.

Sitting in her seat, she felt a little uneasy.