A touch of sunrise

This feeling is like steaming water, it is not lukewarm, it boils slowly, and I don't know when it will boil.Lu Qi chose to lower the temperature, but he didn't take it away. He still couldn't give it up. He really hoped that he could be a decisive person, able to afford and let go of everything.Lu Qi felt that he had sunk to the bottom of the lake, and was suddenly pulled up. He was overwhelmed and seemed to be reborn.

On the second day, Lu Qi received both expected and unexpected contacts.

Lynn's.

After the last phone call, Lu Qi didn't take the initiative to contact him again. He thought he understood the meaning, but Lin An found him again on WeChat.

[When is Qiqi free?I want to give you the invitation myself. ]

Seeing the word Qiqi on the phone screen, Lu Qi felt a little sick to his stomach. How did Lin An manage to call Lu Qi so affectionately after he hadn't seen each other for so long.Are the two still in love?Lu Qi didn't believe it at all.

[good.how is saturday ]

[I made an appointment to try on a suit on Saturday, how about you accompany me? ]

[No, I'll leave after I get the invitation, or another day. ]

[Come with me, I will send you the address at two o'clock in the afternoon. ]

Lu Qi frowned deeply, he really didn't understand Lin An's intentions, did he still feel that no matter what he asked, Lu Qi would still not refuse as before?

Facing the phone, Lu Qi smiled contemptuously and typed two words.

[Fine. ]

"Congratulations." Five years later, seeing Lin An again, Lu Qi's first words.

Lin An smiled at Lu Qi and replied, "Thank you."

Lin An is still the familiar look of Lu Qi, paying attention to dressing up and demeanor, standing in the crowd, he is still the one who is so handsome that he is eye-catching, and as he gets older, he has a mature charm of a successful career.Lin An still has smiling curved eyes, making everyone feel that this person is extra friendly.Lu Qi sighed in his heart, he was indeed captured by this pair of eyes that looked at everyone as if they were smiling.

"Where is the bride?" Lu Qi asked.

"Not here, her dress hasn't arrived yet." Lin An approached Lu Qi, as if he was looking at his changes in the past few years, and said, "You haven't changed at all."

Lu Qi smiled and said, "Actually, I have changed a lot."

"Really?" Lin An frowned slightly.

"Won't the bride choose clothes for you?" Lu Qi continued to ask.

"She's busy, so it's the same if you accompany me. Besides, I prepared a best man suit for you." During this period, Lin An frowned again.

"Best man suit?"

"Well. Qiqi, be my best man, okay?" Lin An stared at Lu Qi and asked very seriously.

"You..." Lu Qi was left speechless when asked, what exactly is Lin An going to do?Tell someone who once loved you to be his best man at his wedding?Lu Qi almost thought that Lin An was joking, but when he looked into his eyes, he could only see sincerity, which made Lu Qi froze on the spot, not knowing how to answer.

At this time, the staff of the dress shop came to greet Lin An to choose clothes.Lu Qi quietly breathed a sigh of relief behind Lin An.

After a while, Lin An called Lu Qi over with his clothes, and dragged him into the fitting room. The movement was so fast that Lu Qi didn't realize it for a while, and was squeezed into the cubicle by Lin An.

The dressing room of the dress shop is quite spacious, but no matter how you look at it, it is a closed space. Lu Qi felt a little at a loss and wanted to exit, saying, "I'll wait outside."

Lin An grabbed Lu Qi's arm and pulled hard, Lu Qi staggered a step and almost fell into Lin An's arms.After Lu Qi stood firm, he quickly shook his hand away, and said in a bad tone, "What are you doing?!"

Lin An stepped back quickly, and said intermittently, "I'm sorry... I... I'm sorry."

Lu Qi's face was not good, he opened the door, and went out without looking back.

Sitting back in the reception room, Lu Qi's hands trembled slightly, trying to stabilize his emotions.In the cubicle where the two were alone just now, the brief physical contact they had before was somewhat familiar. Even after five years, this feeling was still difficult to erase, and it was accidentally drawn out, which made Lu Qi feel a little awkward.

Lin An changed into a white suit and came out. The clothes were well-trimmed and matched his figure.As if what happened just now didn't happen, Lin An asked Lu Qi with a smile, "How is it?"

"It's pretty good." Lu Qi answered casually, without distracting himself from the compliment.

After changing several sets one after another, Lin An was praised by Lu Qi, so he chose.He picked out another set for Lu Qi to change, but Lu Qi repeatedly refused, but Lin An half-pushed and pushed him into the dressing room.

Lu Qi exhaled, changed into a black suit and white shirt, straightened his sleeves, and then slowly opened the door and went out.

Outside the door, Lin An couldn't stop smiling, and before anyone asked, he praised the suit for its beauty and Lu Qi's handsome clothes.

Lu Qi was noncommittal and didn't care too much. After looking at the mirror for a few minutes, he turned and closed the door to change his clothes.He began to regret a little, why did he agree to Lin An to come over? Not long after we met, his mood was turned upside down by him.

In the end, Lu Qi sternly rejected the best man, only saying that he would come when the time came.Lin An asked him again if he would bring a companion, Lu Qi thought about it, and answered that he would.

One month after the wedding, Lu Qi thought, let's talk about whether there is any companion to take with me.It's just that in front of Lin An at that moment, Lu Qi didn't want to appear too lonely.

Lu Qi and Lin An grew up at the same age, lived close to each other, and entered the same class in the same elementary school under the principle of proximity to the primary school. The two often met on the way home, and became good friends holding hands on the way to and from school. , As for who took the initiative first, Lu Qi can't remember clearly.He only remembered that later they were promoted to the same junior high school, but they were in different classes, until later they entered the same class in the same school, and even became deskmates.It was also from then on that the adolescent Lu Qi realized that he was unusual.

Lu Qi was careful to hide his emotions, sticking to Lin An like a little follower, always on call, and doing whatever he was asked to do. He hardly had any other friends who had a good relationship. It seemed that the whole world was Lin An except Lin An, almost obsessed.At that time, Lu Qi didn't feel that something was wrong, he just wanted to stay with Lin An wholeheartedly, no matter what his status was, even watching him make a girlfriend, Lu Qi was extremely uncomfortable, but he didn't dare to say anything.

Later, in order to be in the same university as Lin An, Lu Qi was admitted to the current city, and stayed here to work after graduation.

No matter how well you hide your feelings, there will always be times when you can't help showing them. Lu Qizhan put away his words and expressions, but the eyes behind his back are naturally revealed, and he didn't even notice it.It wasn't until later that the two had physical contact that shouldn't have happened, and Lu Qi realized that Lin An had noticed everything a long time ago, but he had been tied to him and enjoyed Lu Qi's wholehearted treatment of him, even as if some things had never happened.

Lu Qi felt that Lin An was too bad, but he couldn't hate him, and couldn't let go.After that fierce quarrel, Lu Qi seemed to have been hit in the head, and he suddenly came to his senses, and chose to stay away from him to slowly ease his obsession.

However, when seeing Lin An again, Lu Qi still found that there were some things in people's hearts that were really hard to cure.

In the evening, Wu Yuyi sent a WeChat voice call, asking to come to Lu Qi's house to cook pasta for him.

Last time Lu Qi went to the supermarket to buy pasta in a hurry and ended up in Wu Yuyi's shop. Lu Qi went back.

After talking and talking, Wu Yuyi went to Lu Qi's house to order pasta for him.

"Do you live alone?" Wu Yuyi asked as soon as he entered the room.

Lu Qi nodded, and showed him the new slippers that he bought specially when he knew he was coming.Lu Qi's house hardly had guests, not even his parents who lived in other provinces often. It was Lu Qi's occasional drive home, so naturally there would not be any slippers for receiving guests, not even a cup.

Lu Qi suddenly remembered that he had forgotten such things as water glasses and bowls and chopsticks.

"What do you want to drink?" Lu Qi asked calmly.

"What do you have at home?" Wu Yuyi asked with a smile on his lips.

Lu Qi really prepared a lot of drinks, just because Wu Yuyi would come, he hesitated, didn't know what he would like to drink, so he bought them all, and replied: "Plain water, orange juice?" Then he ran to the kitchen to open it. Refrigerator, see what else I bought, and said: "Sparkling water, coffee, milk, beer?"

Wu Yuyi leaned over and looked into the refrigerator. There were a lot of unopened drinks in it. Other than that, there seemed to be nothing else.

Lu Qi was a little embarrassed. He had just cleaned out the refrigerator last time, otherwise it wouldn't be so empty. Wu Yuyi would have found that he didn't cook on weekdays.

"Orange juice." Wu Yuyi chose one, took it out, and naturally poured half of it into the only glass on the table.

Holding the orange juice, Wu Yuyi looked at Lu Qi's house by himself, looked left and right, his eyes rolled back and forth many times.

There is really nothing special about Lu Qi's house. If it is special, it is probably too tidy. All the objects are only for one person. Lu Qi never exposes unnecessary things and puts them around. where it should appear.

"Do you still want to eat bacon and cheese?" Wu Yuyi asked after finishing the tour with satisfaction.

"It's all right..."

"It's still bacon cream cheese. I think you like it."

"it is good."

Wu Yuyi entered the kitchen, slowly took out the ingredients from the bag, and asked, "Do you want to make it together?"

"Okay." Lu Qi was thinking about it, recalling some recipes he read when he wanted to make it last time, and asked, "Then I... cut out bacon and butter or something?"

Wu Yuyi responded, and smiled as he watched Lu Qi search for a cutting board and knives for a long time, and stumbled to cut the ingredients, while he dug out the only pot and washed it.

After a while, the tacit understanding between the two was not bad. In the end, Lu Qi managed to toss out two plates filled with milky and fragrant pasta, and unconsciously showed a satisfied smile.

"Do you have a share in the cooking?" Wu Yuyi asked Lu Qi at the dinner table.

Lu Qi hummed vaguely, his mouth was filled with the freshly rolled noodles, and his stomach was filled with a comfortable feeling of filling, which swept away the ups and downs of the afternoon. Lu Qi suddenly understood the truth that eating can relieve stress .

"How can you be so happy eating noodles?" Wu Yuyi laughed at him.

Lu Qi's body froze, and the milky juice from when the noodles snorted in remained at the corner of his mouth, and he whispered, "No...don't you eat it?"

Wu Yuyi didn't take a bite, just sat by and watched Lu Qi eat. Suddenly he stretched out his hand, wiped away the sauce from the corner of Lu Qi's mouth, put it in his mouth and licked it, and said with a smile: "It's delicious. Let's go together The ones I made are much more delicious than those made by myself." After finishing speaking, he rolled up the noodles on his own plate.

Wu Yuyi's movements were extremely fast, and Lu Qi didn't react at all. When he realized it, Wu Yuyi had already started to eat noodles with his head down. Lu Qi was startled, and his neck and ears suddenly turned red.

Fortunately, Wu Yuyi didn't look at him, Lu Qi squeezed his thigh, forced himself to hint, suppressed the blushing that was about to rush to his forehead, and continued eating noodles as usual after a while.

Immediately hide the emotions that shouldn't be there, especially this kind of emotion. After more than ten years of operation, he, Lu Qi, can't be more proficient.

After dinner, Lu Qi was washing the dishes. Wu Yuyi leaned against the kitchen door and looked at him with strange eyes. Lu Qi couldn't help asking, "Why are you looking at me? Go sit in the living room."

"Ok."

When Lu Qi came out of the kitchen, he saw Wu Yuyi sitting on the sofa, cutting TV channels back and forth boringly. Lu Qi asked, "What do you want to drink?"

Wu Yuyi said: "I want to watch a movie."

"What do you want to watch?" Lu Qi asked, but then remembered that he was not very good at tuning IPTV.

"What do you want to see?"

"I can do it."

Wu Yuyi seemed to be thinking hard, and said, "It seems that there is no movie called "I Can Do It."

"Then there is no movie called "What Do You Want to See?" Lu Qi couldn't help retorting.

Wu Yuyi laughed, pulled him to sit down, and tuned to watch the movie categories in IPTV, and finally chose a romantic comedy.

The plot is very funny, the jokes are very interesting, and at the end, I will express my love again, which makes Lu Qi have some aftertaste.Wu Yuyi took a sneak peek at Lu Qi, adjusted the remote control, and ordered a sci-fi drama.

By the time the movie is over, it's already past 11 o'clock.Wu Yuyi picked up his mobile phone to check the time, and said in surprise: "Oh...it's so late." Then he said: "The last subway train is gone..."

Lu Qi: "Then..."

"Can I borrow a sofa?" Wu Yuyi smiled flatteringly.

"What... what do you mean?" Lu Qi's pupils were slightly dilated, a little surprised.

"Take me, my younger brother, who is too late to go home." Wu Yuyi smiled even more, almost flattering.

Lu Qi curled his fingers slightly, and said, "There is only one bedroom and one bed in my house."

"The sofa in the living room will do."

"……Fine."

Fortunately, the sofa in the living room of Lu Qi's house is big enough, and it is also a thicker type of cloth suitable for lying on. Otherwise, Lu Qi really planned to give the bed to Wu Yuyi to sleep on.Lu Qi found soft cushions, pillows, quilts, towels, etc. for Wu Yuyi, as well as a set of clean pajamas and a brand new pair of boxer briefs.

However, Lu Qi was holding the pajamas in the bedroom, hesitating a little, not knowing whether he should hand them out or not.Firstly, the size must be a little smaller, and secondly, I always feel that adding underwear is a bit too private. It seems that their relationship is not good enough to wear underwear with each other, and Lu Qi just suppressed his liking for Wu Yuyi not long ago. .

Just when Lu Qi was uncertain about what to do, Wu Yuyi walked in and asked directly, "Is this the pajamas you prepared for me?"

Lu Qi nodded stiffly.

Wu Yuyi logically took the stack of clothes from Lu Qi, walked to the bathroom, and said, "Then let me take a bath."

Lu Qi watched Wu Yuyi's back disappear behind the bathroom door, and stared at the door for a long time. This time he didn't deliberately hide his emotions, his face was flushed red.

Lu Qi stood blankly for a while before going to make a bed on the sofa.Not long after, Wu Yuyi came out of the shower, his hair was slightly damp, and he was exuding a wave of hot tide.

"Thank you." Wu Yuyi rubbed his hair and talked to Lu Qi.

However, Lu Qi thought that even if the pajamas were loose-fitting, they were indeed a lot smaller, and the cuffs of the hands and feet were obviously shortened by a lot, which looked a little weird.Wu Yuyi didn't seem to care, and he didn't feel cold when he exposed his entire ankle and wrist, and rubbed his head with a towel indiscriminately.

Lu Qi said, "I've made the bed, go to sleep. I'm going to take a shower."

When Lu Qi came out of the shower, Wu Yuyi was already lying on the sofa, resting his head on his hands, covered with a quilt, and smiled good night to him.

Lu Qi said good night, quickly slipped into the bedroom, closed the door, hesitated again and again, and did not push down the locked lock.

Lu Qi suffered from insomnia again. For a while, his head was full of various memories of growing up with Lin An and the past, for a while, holding hands with Wu Yuyi, and the appearance of him wearing his own pajamas just now when he came out of the bathroom. Come, he was so annoyed that he kept turning over with his eyes closed, unable to fall asleep at all.

Especially at 2 or 3 o'clock in the morning, Lu Qi became more conscious, so he didn't sleep at all, sat up, opened his notebook, and flipped through the news in a dull manner.At the same time, he slowed down his breathing and listened to the movement in the living room, but there was no sound at all outside the door.Lu Qi thought that Wu Yuyi probably slept soundly.

It was not until dawn that Lu Qi finally fell asleep.

Like Lin An, Lu Qi didn't dare to expect that Wu Yuyi would respond to his liking, and he couldn't even guess whether Wu Yuyi was straight or crooked.

"I hinted so clearly, didn't you see that I was crooked?" A few months later, Wu Yuyi asked this in surprise, but Lu Qi just stared and shook his head, which frustrated Wu Yuyi and pondered Is it because I haven't done enough.