The time machine tells me [rebirth]
Chapter 90
Tang Mian left the emergency room, but Jiang Muzhi did not follow her to her ward like everyone else.
She just sat on the bench and waited at the door, her eyes were blood stained, without saying a word, with her last lonely courage.
The past half life was like a movie, the previous life, this life... frame by frame was shown in her mind.
She thought of sunny days, rainy days, movie theaters, lecture halls, and their home, which they called home at that time, because there was Rong Feijin and she was there.
Jiang Muzhi didn't know if everyone was like her, the hurt that could never be forgotten for half a lifetime, but was forgotten in an instant. When that person was about to die, she could only think of that person's good times.
She was afraid, afraid of death, afraid of losing, afraid of this Rong Feijin who came through time and space like her, and returned to the place where she should go.
Sometimes she cries, sometimes laughs, the crying is silent, the laugh is silent, sometimes she stretches out her hand in mid-air to stop and hold it, but everything is like quicksand, and finally looks at the palm of her hand, nothing is left.
Only herself.
Jiang Muzhi raised the corners of his lips in despair, so anyone she cherishes and loves will leave her, right?
She used to think that it was a gift from God to be able to come back to the next life, but now that she thinks about it, she is afraid that God would like to let her stay here and torture her to death, wishing that she would experience all the pain in this world over and over again, wishing that she would fall into death... Eight layers of hell knife mountain oil pan will never turn over...
When she was young, she wanted to hold on to family affection, but her parents abandoned her like nothing. When she grew up, she wanted to hold on to love. Rong Feijin said it nicely, but she didn't choose one or the other without hesitation to exclude her. option;
Later, she learned to behave well and was not so greedy anymore. She just wanted to save Tang Mian's life, she wanted Rong Feijin to be happy, and everyone around her to be happy, and then what?
Then, just as Tang Mian was out of danger, Rong Feijin lay in there uncertain of life or death.
Time passed minute by minute, from night to dawn, the door of the emergency room was never opened again, and the hearts of those waiting at the door gradually sank to the bottom of the valley, and they gradually moved towards despair.
Jiang Muzhi suddenly smiled, the smile was no longer full of bitterness, but relieved, as if he had made some kind of decision.
……
As the doctor said, Tang Mian woke up early in the morning, and Liu Chen came over to talk to Jiang Muzhi. She found that Jiang Muzhi was obviously relieved, and his pale lips gradually turned rosy.
"A Mian is awake? Then I can rest assured."
Liu Chen asked, "Aren't you going to see her?"
Jiang Muzhi thought about it for a while, with a little curvature and a little lightness on his lips, he stood up and agreed happily:
"Okay, I'll go see her."
Liu Chen was a little surprised. You must know that Jiang Muzhi was unwilling to leave the emergency room just now, just like Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang before.
She knew that they were unwilling to leave because they were afraid, afraid that their daughter would be gone in such a blink of an eye. Whether they were there or not would not change the result, but they just didn't want to leave.
So did Jiang Muzhi.
What about now?
Rong Feijin was still not out of danger, but Jiang Muzhi seemed relieved... What happened?
Liu Chen thought so, and asked the same question.
Jiang Muzhi looked forward with long eyes, as if seeing through the vicissitudes of the world, an elderly wise man, this is the thickness that time has brought to her.
Instead of answering Liu Chen directly, she said:
"Do you know, Ah Chen, I once felt that if everything in this world is predestined, then meeting Rong Feijin must be the greatest misfortune in my life."
Liu Chen said "Yes", and she felt the same way.
Without Rong Feijin, Jiang Muzhi would definitely be able to live a life ten times better than now.She will have a lover that she can rely on wholeheartedly, and a group of friends who are willing to go through life and death with her, and she will teach at Jianghai University. She may not be rich, but she is better than a peaceful and happy life.
It was Rong Feijin who ruined all of this. She was brave but cowardly. She bravely pierced the window paper, but she was cowardly, unwilling to face this kind of self, who was a different kind of self in the eyes of the world.
Therefore, Rong Feijin in the previous life could not give Jiang Muzhi happiness, but in this life Rong Feijin was sentenced to death as soon as she appeared on the stage.
Jiang Muzhi lowered his eyes and smiled slightly: "Actually, why not Rong Feijin? Meeting me is also the biggest disaster in her life."
"Her words in her previous life were not without reason. I was the one who brought her in..." Jiang Muzhi paused. Even after ten years, she still couldn't face the words calmly.
Her voice seemed to be cut by a knife, salty and hoarse: "Bringed into the gutter, what would her life be like without me?"
"At least it won't be the torture of two lifetimes."
Liu Chen frowned. She didn't like what Jiang Muzhi said, so she asked back:
"Why is this a gutter? What about heterosexuality and homosexuality? Heterosexuals can get divorced, and homosexuals can still die alone. As long as there is love, what is not allowed?"
A completely different view from her previous life.
Jiang Muzhi looked at her with relief, she thought, maybe Ji Ningchen gave her confidence and courage, so it could be considered that she and Rong Feijin didn't come back in vain.
"I'm just quoting, you don't have to be so excited."
Liu Chen rolled her eyes and muttered, "How can I not be excited?"
Jiang Muzhi took a long breath, and continued the topic just now: "Neither she nor I want to endure this kind of torture anymore. Ah Chen, I have thought about it. In fact, Rong Feijin... If she can't bear it, it's not at all. It's a bad thing."
She wasn't very straightforward, but after being friends for so many years, Liu Chen immediately understood what she meant.
Her heart skipped a beat, and the remaining strength was no longer enough for her to continue walking. She stopped in place and looked at the girl in front of her in disbelief.
"Why are you standing there? Let's go?" Jiang Muzhi motioned.
She was very calm, but there was a huge wave in Liu Chen's heart.
Vaguely, Liu Chen seemed to see an inexplicably frightening thread emitting black light in the air. One end was tied to Jiang Muzhi's wrist, and the other end stretched in one direction.
Directions to the emergency room.
Liu Chen suddenly remembered that Jiang Muzhi had told her on an unknown day, day or night.
I still love her, although I no longer have the courage and strength to go to her again, but I think, only she needs me, and I will die with her desperately.
Seeing that she was silent, Jiang Muzhi dragged her into the ward.
Tang Mian was in good condition, although she was still very weak, she was still smiling at her parents and lover.
When Jiang Muzhi entered the door, he looked at her as if he had a feeling.
"A Mian!"
The moment he saw her, Jiang Muzhi finally couldn't help but shed tears.
Tang Mian panicked instantly, the anesthetic had worn off, and her chest hurt so badly that even breathing with a slightly stronger intensity would be a problem, but she still shook her lips with difficulty: "I'm sorry, I made you worry."
It was just one sentence, but it made her grin her teeth in pain and break out in cold sweat.
Tang Ming and Yang Yu hurried over and said anxiously, "Stop talking if you feel uncomfortable!"
Jiang Muzhi also agreed, sitting on Tang Mian's bedside, holding her hand, and softening his eyes:
"What's there to be sorry for? As long as you have nothing to do... Auntie is right, don't talk when you feel uncomfortable. When you get better, we will listen to you for as long as you want, okay?"
With tears in her eyes, Tang Mian nodded slightly, holding Jiang Muzhi's hand tightly, unwilling to let go.
God knows how scared she was, how painful it was when she passed out, she thought she would never see them again...
Her eyes were bloodshot, but she was unwilling to close her eyes to rest, she was afraid that she would not wake up, and that closing her eyes would mean goodbye forever.
Jiang Muzhi understood her fear and exhaustion, which made her even more moved and distressed, almost crying again.
Her A Mian was obviously so afraid, like a cowardly little beast, but in her previous life, facing death, she used her courage to win her a chance. She owed A Mian, and she would never be clear...
Perhaps, it can only be paid back in the next life.
"Sleep, A Mian." Jiang Muzhi said softly, "We are all here with you."
Her voice was soft and warm, caressing Tang Mian like a spring breeze, she just listened, and suddenly she was not so afraid, she slightly bent the corners of her lips, and closed her eyes.
It was clear that Tang Ming and the others tried to persuade him for a long time, but they didn't succeed.
The doctors and nurses drove them out, saying that they wanted to let the patients have a good rest, leaving only one person in the ward, and Ye Zhuo volunteered to stay.
Just after stepping out of the ward, Tang Ming choked out a sentence: "Mumu has a way."
This is angry.
The haze just now was cleared away, and everyone's mood became joyful because of Tang Mian's waking up. Although the injuries were unclear, at least their lives were not in danger.
The same goes for Jiang Muzhi, she felt much more relaxed, she felt that after passing this test, Tang Mian would no longer be in any danger.
She smiled slightly at Tang Ming: "Uncle, my friend over there hasn't woken up yet, so I'll go over there and guard."
"Hey, okay, let's go." Only then did Tang Ming realize that not only his daughter was involved in the car accident, but Yang Yu was also dragged: "Let's go too."
"He is also our daughter's friend, and he is still being rescued. Although our daughter is awake, we can't patronize and be happy."
Tang Ming and Yang Yu are both sensible people, so naturally they couldn't do anything to vent their anger. Although Rong Feijin was driving the car and caused the accident, the police said before that it was the truck driver who was driving tired and caused the accident.
"I think so too." Yang Yu gave her a blank look: "I didn't know who saw Mian Mian coming out just now, and was so happy that he couldn't find Bei. You just sprinkle salt on someone's wound, you know?"
Tang Ming quibbled: "I am also human!"
Just as Jiang Muzhi walked to the door, the three bright red characters suddenly disappeared, and her heart also thumped.
The door slowly opened, Jiang Muzhi was eager to see through, she could even hear her every heartbeat, she knew she was nervous.
"Doctor, what's the matter!"
"The patient has a strong sense of survival, but the situation is not optimistic. Whether he survives or not depends on these two days. During this period, family members can only visit at specific times."
Jiang Muzhi hurried over, followed behind the nurse and looked at the girl in her heart.
As soon as she saw someone, her heart went cold.
Tang Mian's body was covered with gauze, but Rong Feijin didn't spare her face. She couldn't even see her eyes. Only her scarred nose and lips were exposed for breathing. If the doctor didn't say it was Rong If it wasn't Jin, she wouldn't believe it at all.
She just sat on the bench and waited at the door, her eyes were blood stained, without saying a word, with her last lonely courage.
The past half life was like a movie, the previous life, this life... frame by frame was shown in her mind.
She thought of sunny days, rainy days, movie theaters, lecture halls, and their home, which they called home at that time, because there was Rong Feijin and she was there.
Jiang Muzhi didn't know if everyone was like her, the hurt that could never be forgotten for half a lifetime, but was forgotten in an instant. When that person was about to die, she could only think of that person's good times.
She was afraid, afraid of death, afraid of losing, afraid of this Rong Feijin who came through time and space like her, and returned to the place where she should go.
Sometimes she cries, sometimes laughs, the crying is silent, the laugh is silent, sometimes she stretches out her hand in mid-air to stop and hold it, but everything is like quicksand, and finally looks at the palm of her hand, nothing is left.
Only herself.
Jiang Muzhi raised the corners of his lips in despair, so anyone she cherishes and loves will leave her, right?
She used to think that it was a gift from God to be able to come back to the next life, but now that she thinks about it, she is afraid that God would like to let her stay here and torture her to death, wishing that she would experience all the pain in this world over and over again, wishing that she would fall into death... Eight layers of hell knife mountain oil pan will never turn over...
When she was young, she wanted to hold on to family affection, but her parents abandoned her like nothing. When she grew up, she wanted to hold on to love. Rong Feijin said it nicely, but she didn't choose one or the other without hesitation to exclude her. option;
Later, she learned to behave well and was not so greedy anymore. She just wanted to save Tang Mian's life, she wanted Rong Feijin to be happy, and everyone around her to be happy, and then what?
Then, just as Tang Mian was out of danger, Rong Feijin lay in there uncertain of life or death.
Time passed minute by minute, from night to dawn, the door of the emergency room was never opened again, and the hearts of those waiting at the door gradually sank to the bottom of the valley, and they gradually moved towards despair.
Jiang Muzhi suddenly smiled, the smile was no longer full of bitterness, but relieved, as if he had made some kind of decision.
……
As the doctor said, Tang Mian woke up early in the morning, and Liu Chen came over to talk to Jiang Muzhi. She found that Jiang Muzhi was obviously relieved, and his pale lips gradually turned rosy.
"A Mian is awake? Then I can rest assured."
Liu Chen asked, "Aren't you going to see her?"
Jiang Muzhi thought about it for a while, with a little curvature and a little lightness on his lips, he stood up and agreed happily:
"Okay, I'll go see her."
Liu Chen was a little surprised. You must know that Jiang Muzhi was unwilling to leave the emergency room just now, just like Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang before.
She knew that they were unwilling to leave because they were afraid, afraid that their daughter would be gone in such a blink of an eye. Whether they were there or not would not change the result, but they just didn't want to leave.
So did Jiang Muzhi.
What about now?
Rong Feijin was still not out of danger, but Jiang Muzhi seemed relieved... What happened?
Liu Chen thought so, and asked the same question.
Jiang Muzhi looked forward with long eyes, as if seeing through the vicissitudes of the world, an elderly wise man, this is the thickness that time has brought to her.
Instead of answering Liu Chen directly, she said:
"Do you know, Ah Chen, I once felt that if everything in this world is predestined, then meeting Rong Feijin must be the greatest misfortune in my life."
Liu Chen said "Yes", and she felt the same way.
Without Rong Feijin, Jiang Muzhi would definitely be able to live a life ten times better than now.She will have a lover that she can rely on wholeheartedly, and a group of friends who are willing to go through life and death with her, and she will teach at Jianghai University. She may not be rich, but she is better than a peaceful and happy life.
It was Rong Feijin who ruined all of this. She was brave but cowardly. She bravely pierced the window paper, but she was cowardly, unwilling to face this kind of self, who was a different kind of self in the eyes of the world.
Therefore, Rong Feijin in the previous life could not give Jiang Muzhi happiness, but in this life Rong Feijin was sentenced to death as soon as she appeared on the stage.
Jiang Muzhi lowered his eyes and smiled slightly: "Actually, why not Rong Feijin? Meeting me is also the biggest disaster in her life."
"Her words in her previous life were not without reason. I was the one who brought her in..." Jiang Muzhi paused. Even after ten years, she still couldn't face the words calmly.
Her voice seemed to be cut by a knife, salty and hoarse: "Bringed into the gutter, what would her life be like without me?"
"At least it won't be the torture of two lifetimes."
Liu Chen frowned. She didn't like what Jiang Muzhi said, so she asked back:
"Why is this a gutter? What about heterosexuality and homosexuality? Heterosexuals can get divorced, and homosexuals can still die alone. As long as there is love, what is not allowed?"
A completely different view from her previous life.
Jiang Muzhi looked at her with relief, she thought, maybe Ji Ningchen gave her confidence and courage, so it could be considered that she and Rong Feijin didn't come back in vain.
"I'm just quoting, you don't have to be so excited."
Liu Chen rolled her eyes and muttered, "How can I not be excited?"
Jiang Muzhi took a long breath, and continued the topic just now: "Neither she nor I want to endure this kind of torture anymore. Ah Chen, I have thought about it. In fact, Rong Feijin... If she can't bear it, it's not at all. It's a bad thing."
She wasn't very straightforward, but after being friends for so many years, Liu Chen immediately understood what she meant.
Her heart skipped a beat, and the remaining strength was no longer enough for her to continue walking. She stopped in place and looked at the girl in front of her in disbelief.
"Why are you standing there? Let's go?" Jiang Muzhi motioned.
She was very calm, but there was a huge wave in Liu Chen's heart.
Vaguely, Liu Chen seemed to see an inexplicably frightening thread emitting black light in the air. One end was tied to Jiang Muzhi's wrist, and the other end stretched in one direction.
Directions to the emergency room.
Liu Chen suddenly remembered that Jiang Muzhi had told her on an unknown day, day or night.
I still love her, although I no longer have the courage and strength to go to her again, but I think, only she needs me, and I will die with her desperately.
Seeing that she was silent, Jiang Muzhi dragged her into the ward.
Tang Mian was in good condition, although she was still very weak, she was still smiling at her parents and lover.
When Jiang Muzhi entered the door, he looked at her as if he had a feeling.
"A Mian!"
The moment he saw her, Jiang Muzhi finally couldn't help but shed tears.
Tang Mian panicked instantly, the anesthetic had worn off, and her chest hurt so badly that even breathing with a slightly stronger intensity would be a problem, but she still shook her lips with difficulty: "I'm sorry, I made you worry."
It was just one sentence, but it made her grin her teeth in pain and break out in cold sweat.
Tang Ming and Yang Yu hurried over and said anxiously, "Stop talking if you feel uncomfortable!"
Jiang Muzhi also agreed, sitting on Tang Mian's bedside, holding her hand, and softening his eyes:
"What's there to be sorry for? As long as you have nothing to do... Auntie is right, don't talk when you feel uncomfortable. When you get better, we will listen to you for as long as you want, okay?"
With tears in her eyes, Tang Mian nodded slightly, holding Jiang Muzhi's hand tightly, unwilling to let go.
God knows how scared she was, how painful it was when she passed out, she thought she would never see them again...
Her eyes were bloodshot, but she was unwilling to close her eyes to rest, she was afraid that she would not wake up, and that closing her eyes would mean goodbye forever.
Jiang Muzhi understood her fear and exhaustion, which made her even more moved and distressed, almost crying again.
Her A Mian was obviously so afraid, like a cowardly little beast, but in her previous life, facing death, she used her courage to win her a chance. She owed A Mian, and she would never be clear...
Perhaps, it can only be paid back in the next life.
"Sleep, A Mian." Jiang Muzhi said softly, "We are all here with you."
Her voice was soft and warm, caressing Tang Mian like a spring breeze, she just listened, and suddenly she was not so afraid, she slightly bent the corners of her lips, and closed her eyes.
It was clear that Tang Ming and the others tried to persuade him for a long time, but they didn't succeed.
The doctors and nurses drove them out, saying that they wanted to let the patients have a good rest, leaving only one person in the ward, and Ye Zhuo volunteered to stay.
Just after stepping out of the ward, Tang Ming choked out a sentence: "Mumu has a way."
This is angry.
The haze just now was cleared away, and everyone's mood became joyful because of Tang Mian's waking up. Although the injuries were unclear, at least their lives were not in danger.
The same goes for Jiang Muzhi, she felt much more relaxed, she felt that after passing this test, Tang Mian would no longer be in any danger.
She smiled slightly at Tang Ming: "Uncle, my friend over there hasn't woken up yet, so I'll go over there and guard."
"Hey, okay, let's go." Only then did Tang Ming realize that not only his daughter was involved in the car accident, but Yang Yu was also dragged: "Let's go too."
"He is also our daughter's friend, and he is still being rescued. Although our daughter is awake, we can't patronize and be happy."
Tang Ming and Yang Yu are both sensible people, so naturally they couldn't do anything to vent their anger. Although Rong Feijin was driving the car and caused the accident, the police said before that it was the truck driver who was driving tired and caused the accident.
"I think so too." Yang Yu gave her a blank look: "I didn't know who saw Mian Mian coming out just now, and was so happy that he couldn't find Bei. You just sprinkle salt on someone's wound, you know?"
Tang Ming quibbled: "I am also human!"
Just as Jiang Muzhi walked to the door, the three bright red characters suddenly disappeared, and her heart also thumped.
The door slowly opened, Jiang Muzhi was eager to see through, she could even hear her every heartbeat, she knew she was nervous.
"Doctor, what's the matter!"
"The patient has a strong sense of survival, but the situation is not optimistic. Whether he survives or not depends on these two days. During this period, family members can only visit at specific times."
Jiang Muzhi hurried over, followed behind the nurse and looked at the girl in her heart.
As soon as she saw someone, her heart went cold.
Tang Mian's body was covered with gauze, but Rong Feijin didn't spare her face. She couldn't even see her eyes. Only her scarred nose and lips were exposed for breathing. If the doctor didn't say it was Rong If it wasn't Jin, she wouldn't believe it at all.
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