The time machine tells me [rebirth]

After Jiang Muzhi went out, he went to the counter to settle the bill. Although he had a premonition that the cost this time was not low, but seeing the figure, he couldn't help but gasped and felt distressed for a moment.

This meal cost almost half of her living expenses for this month.

In her previous life, as long as Liu Chen was present, there would be no time for Jiang Muzhi to pay. Even if there was a sudden change in Liu Chen's family, she couldn't let go of her face at all. Everyone in the place aa, even drinks must be brought.But in this life, Jiang Muzhi claimed to be almost ten years older than Liu Chen, so how could he have the nerve to let her treat him?

Fortunately, the Jiang family didn't have the habit of handing in the New Year's money. Although the meal was expensive, it didn't hurt Jiang Muzhi.

Since the age of ten, Jiang Muzhi's New Year's money has been held in her own hands, and she is not as lavish as Jiang Xuanzhi. So far, there are more than 2 in the bank card.After breaking up with his family in his previous life, it was also thanks to the 2 yuan that Jiang Muzhi was able to pay his tuition and finish college safely.

After paying the payment, Jiang Muzhi pushed Yunyao's door open, a sudden gust of wind made her shiver, and slowly, she also got used to the outdoor temperature.

She walked onto the sea-crossing bridge without haste. It was almost dusk at this time, the twilight was dim, the setting sun was like blood, and the sea was like a golden-rimmed sunset.Facing the direction of the setting sun, Yu Hui's final dazzle made her close her eyes. For a moment, many images flashed in her mind, all of which were memories from her previous life.

Jiang Muzhi suddenly couldn't tell whether everything in front of her was reality or illusion, so she couldn't help raising her hand, and placed it high in the sky. Under the shining of the setting sun, her hand had a jade-like translucent luster. , her heart was empty, her eyes were dull, and she was at a loss looking at her hands.

When I am alone, I can't help thinking divergently and thinking wildly.

Jiang Muzhi thought, he was dead in his previous life, but what about those who are alive?How are they doing?Have you come out of the shadow of her death?Are you in good health?Did you ever forgive her when she swore not to see her again for the rest of her life?

she does not know.

This is the first time Jiang Muzhi has thought about this issue since he was reborn. In the past few days, she has been so overwhelmed by the excitement that she can change the future, how could she have thought of this?

She knew that she had sinned deeply and that death was not a pity, but those who were heartbroken by her death were innocent.

Harder than dying is living.

And she, unable to bear those heavy responsibilities, died easily, leaving those responsibilities to those who survived.She died lightly, killing everything in one go, but the living left behind endless pain...

Chen's addiction to smoking is very heavy, heavier than hers. Sometimes he is busy with work all day, and when he is too tired, he smokes to refresh himself. He can forget to eat, but he still can't quit smoking.I still remember when she asked Ah Chen why he smoked so many cigarettes a day, Ah Chen replied that cigarettes are much better than coffee, because after drinking coffee, although he is not sleepy, his mind is still chaotic, smoking is different , not only not sleepy anymore, but also a steady stream of inspiration.

When Jiang Muzhi was still there, he sat in the office and was busy until the afternoon. When he realized that he was hungry, he called Liu Chen and reminded her to remember to eat.

But what about after she died?

Ah Chen was left alone, at best she had a dog brother to accompany her, but the dog brother couldn't talk, no one reminded her, would she remember to eat on time?Leave work on time?

Will Ah Chen not be able to bear this long solitary life, the pain is unbearable, and he will also end himself?

no, no, no...

Jiang Muzhi gave the answer clearly.She knew that Ah Chen might have such thoughts, but she would never selfishly choose to escape.Because Ah Chen is no longer alone, Ah Mian left her life to herself, and she handed over the responsibility to Ah Chen. From the moment she died, Ah Chen was three people, and she would take care of herself and Ah Mian. Live well, bear their responsibilities, and float alone in this world...

What's more, Ah Chen is still determined to bear those debts, which are no longer legally her debts after her parents died.

She once asked Ah Chen why he chose to move forward with burdens when he could live comfortably for the rest of his life.Ah Chen said, her parents had been upright all their lives, how could they be put on this matter?Even if her parents are dead, she wants them to be innocent.It is only natural that the father's debt should be paid by the son. Even if the current law does not require this, as a person with a conscience, she can't watch the families of those who went bankrupt because of her father be ruined and displaced. So as long as she lives for a day, she will pay back a day's debt...

And Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang, they once again send a white-haired person to a black-haired person, can their bodies still bear it?Jiang Muzhi, who said when he was a child that he would honor them when he grew up, and that after Ah Mian died, he would take care of them forever, broke these promises. Would they blame her?

Jiang Muzhi didn't know how long he had been walking. It was so long that the sun was hidden in the west mountain and the moon was in the sky before he finally stopped on the bridge.

The sea is bright and the moon is at this time.

Jiang Muzhi wants to tell those who care about her that she is not dead, she is still alive, they don't need to be sad, she is just in another time and space, silently accompanying them who have not experienced all the hardships...

She leaned on the armrest lightly, looking at the starry sky with cool eyes, the dark sea water kept turbulently rolling under her feet, and the sea breeze blew her hair flying in the air.

She lighted a cigarette with ease, letting the smoke curl up between her fingers.

"Amu..."

Hearing this voice, the nostalgia and softness on Jiang Muzhi's face disappeared, and her heart felt cold. She couldn't help frowning, but she didn't look back. She looked at the sky long and hard, trying to restrain her indifference, and let them It looks like a friend: "What's the matter?"

"No..." Rong Feijin walked to Jiang Muzhi's side, and leaned against the railing with her, the bright moon was shining brightly, and the cold moonlight reflected her profile, the water in her eyes filled the whole body like broken gold. Yingying smiled and said, "Isn't this to create opportunities for them? I thought about it and followed out. As soon as I came out, I saw you on the bridge, and I ignored me no matter how much I called you..."

"Sorry." Jiang Muzhi said, "I was too busy looking at the scenery, and my mind was a little distracted."

"The scenery is so beautiful..." Rong Feijin frowned, and two dimples appeared at the corners of his mouth: "Then let me watch it with you."

Jiang Muzhi frowned lightly, she didn't want to stand beside Rong Feijin, but what if she rejected her?She would burst into tears again, and force her to change her mouth with "Aren't we friends?" Anyway, the result is already doomed, and she didn't bother to waste words, so she simply agreed directly: "Yes."

After finishing speaking, he didn't continue talking, but just slightly closed his eyes, enjoying the tranquility and peace of this moment.

Rong Feijin tilted his head to look at Jiang Muzhi, his eyes instantly softened, like a clear lake reflecting the soft moonlight, he turned his head without saying a word.

Rong Feijin really hoped that time could stand still at this moment forever, she loved the feeling of being with Amu so much, Amu didn't speak, just beside her, she felt very quiet, as if there was no sound in the whole world, only Get off both of them.

When we were together before, she liked this state the most. She was reading on the bed, and Amu was sitting on the wicker chair on the balcony separated by a glass door, hugging the computer, watching movies with earphones or listening to those she liked. jazz.

At that time, even a little joy can warm the coldness in my heart.The scent of vegetation and flowers outside the window is fresh and elegant, and the chirping of birds and cicadas among the pines and cypresses is also melodious.They may not talk for a whole day, but at a certain moment, they will raise their heads in unison, and the moment their eyes meet, they only smile slightly with each other, and then continue to bow their heads and do their own things.Although there is no conversation, but the heart is satisfied and happy...

It wasn't until Jiang Muzhi stubbed out the cigarette in his hand that Rong Feijin focused his eyes on the crimson light, his heart suddenly ached, his face changed slightly, and he was silent for a moment before asking: "When did it start?" ?”

"what?"

"When did you start smoking?"

Jiang Muzhi looked at her, thought for a moment, and replied, "Just... just the closest."

She can't answer her last life, or four years ago, which is too ridiculous.

Rong Feijin also knew that he would not be able to ask the truth because he was unnecessary, but he still couldn't help but want to ask.

She thought that what Ah Mu just said about being addicted to smoking was just an excuse, but she didn't expect that when she came out to see this man, she was actually smoking. She pursed her lips and looked at her worriedly: "I can't quit anymore!" Is it? Smoking is bad for your health."

Jiang Muzhi raised his eyebrows, took out the cigarette case, pointed to the row of small characters on the cigarette case, and said indifferently: "I know, it says on it."

"You know..." Rong Feijin choked on her answer, a little excited: "You know you still smoke!"

Jiang Muzhi looked back at her clear eyes, his eyes were covered with a layer of shadows, the corners of his mouth hooked up slightly ironically, after a while, he turned his head away, lit another cigarette and put it between his fingers, but it was just Watching its flickering light: "Smokers, how many people don't know that smoking is harmful to health?"

"It's just that smoke can play too many functions. Some people use it to refresh themselves, some use it to inspire inspiration, and some... still others use it to relieve loneliness. Even if the moment after smoking is endless, there is endless loneliness. When the twilight is on, she will feel that she is not alone."

"Many times we know what we can't do..."

Just like I love you, don't I know that loving you will bring me and the people around me endless pain and disasters?Just like when I went to Jianghai City in my previous life, don't I know that this trip is full of bad luck and death?

"Knowing that moths are flying to the flame, but they still want to kill themselves."

The author has something to say: Happy National Day, cuties!