The time machine tells me [rebirth]

Rong Feijin hadn't dreamed about Jiang Muzhi for many years, and since that day when she personally severed their relationship, she never dreamed about it again, not even once.

But on the first day she came back, she had a dream.

"Feijin, do you have to go there?" The gentle and polite man grabbed her wrist, frowned, and said with embarrassment: "We just got married, so you go to see her, auntie will see of."

Rong Feijin couldn't wait for a moment, she broke free from him with her wrist, and walked quickly to the bedroom. Thinking of her mother, Rong Feijin became very irritable, and she scratched her hair angrily: "I can't care so much, I will do what she wants Married, what else does she want to do? Ah Mu had a car accident, I really can't wait...Qi Luo, let's go through the divorce procedures as soon as possible, I want to go see her."

Only after the divorce procedures are completed, can she stand in front of A Mu openly and tell her that everything that happened in the past was not her true thoughts...

Zhang Qiluo also followed suit: "But what's the use of you going there? Feijin, you're not a doctor, you can only be anxious when you go." Zhang Qiluo is still trying to save him: "Amu still has Liu Chen, Lin Jinyan and the others will never let her be left alone, but we managed to stabilize Auntie's side, so we can't let her be stimulated any longer."

"I can't care about that much anymore!" Rong Feijin suddenly stopped in place, turned around abruptly, her eyes were red, her eyebrows were erected, and her canthus were about to burst. At this moment, the emotions accumulated for a long time were like a volcanic eruption. Spewing out, hysterically said:

"That's my Amu! I have loved Amu all my life! Liu Chen has a heart for me, and she won't tell me anything! I have no news at all, and I don't even know whether Amu is alive or dead. You But let me stay here without doing anything! She had a car accident because of me! If I hadn’t listened to you and sent her an invitation to show my mom, she is still doing well in Andong City! How could there be a car accident!"

For a moment, the air was quietly audible.

half an hour.

"It's all because of me..." Rong Feijin choked up, his voice suddenly dropped.

She couldn't help but think back to that decisive night last year, someone sent the intimate photos of her and Amu to her mother. At that time, her mother had just been diagnosed with lung cancer and had already been hospitalized.Her health was not good, and she was so angry that she fainted directly. When she woke up, she threatened her life with a knife, asking her to separate from Ah Mu and marry a man.

Her mother has advanced lung cancer, and she really does not want her mother to leave regrets at the end of her life and die with regret.Between her mother's life and her own love, she chose her mother's life.

At that time, she didn't know how long it would take for her to escape, and she also didn't know that Zhang Qiluo was willing to help her and fake marriage with her, thinking that this farewell would be eternity.

She knows Amu's character, if she knows the truth, she will wait for her no matter how long, but how can she be so shameless and selfish, when she thinks that she might be held in the arms of another man in the future, she will vomit , How could she let such a dirty self defile her Amu.

She wanted to stop Ah Mu from thinking about it, and told Ah Mu not to wait for her. She had to speak so hard that night...

She said that Ah Mu took her into the gutter, making her a pervert who everyone shouted and beaten. If she hadn't married a good man, she might even have children. She was the one who hindered her own happiness. , and said that he has figured it out now. He was ignorant before, so he said that he wanted to be with her forever, and asked her to let him go...

"How could I treat her that way, how could I say that about her." Rong Feijin turned around a few times, her long eyelashes trembled, and a series of teardrops rolled down, she slowly sat down along the wall On the cold floor, curled up into a ball, buried his face between his legs, and murmured: "How did it become like this..."

"How can I be so vicious..."

"I don't want to, I love her, I love her..."

"If she has anything to do, I'll go with her..."

She was immersed in her own emotions and couldn't get out, but she didn't notice the sinister expression of the usually gentle and refined man next to her.

Jiang Muzhi...

When Rong Feijin arrived in Andong City, the ward was empty except for Jiang Mu.

Because it happened to be Sunday and the Civil Affairs Bureau was closed, she had no choice but to come here with the divorce agreement signed by herself and Zhang Qiluo.

When she got the news, it was indeed too late. Tang Mian was buried, Liu Chen and Lin Jinyan left, and Jiang Muzhi's injury was almost healed. After all, she had nothing to do with Jiang Muzhi, at most it was An ex-girlfriend, no one will deliberately inform her.

The moment she saw Jiang Muzhi, she first breathed a sigh of relief, and then her heart tightened.

She saw Ah Mu alone, sitting in a wheelchair in a trance, looking into the distance without focus, like a puppet with broken strings, tears kept overflowing from the corners of her eyes, but she didn't respond at all, only Fingers are rubbing back and forth on the small bottle hanging in front of the neck, and the lips move occasionally:

"Amian..."

Her best friend died and walked away, but she sat here like a useless person, unable to send off Ah Mian, and could not bring back Ah Chen and Jin Yan.

On the day of Ah Mian's burial, she couldn't even move, she could only beg Ah Chen who no longer wanted to talk to her to bring her a small bottle of ashes, and she took it with her, pretending that Ah Mian was still there... …

"Amu..." Rong Feijin called softly.

Jiang Muzhi froze, her eyes widened suddenly, her eyelashes trembled unnaturally, and her chest rose and fell faster. She heard her voice trembling: "What are you doing here?"

"I..." Rong Feijin took half a step forward in a murmur, "I, I'll come and see you."

"I...I'm worried about you." She rubbed her fingers nervously on the divorce agreement.

Jiang Muzhi raised his hand to cover his face, wiped away his tears, and said wearily without looking at her, "I don't need you to look, and I don't need you to worry."

Rong Feijin bit her lip, pretended not to hear, looked around, changed the subject and asked, "Where are Liu Chen and the others?"

"gone."

"Gone? Where did you go?"

"Go...where there is no me."

"What about Tang Mian? Didn't she get into a car accident with you? Where is she? I'll go and see her."

Jiang Muzhi suddenly raised his eyes, his eyes were cool, and he stared at her for a while, with traces of emotion in his eyes, after a while, he pointed to the small bottle hanging around his neck: "Here it is."

Rong Feijin's eyes widened for a moment, full of disbelief: "What? She, she... yes, sorry, I don't know."

Jiang Muzhi turned her head and continued to look into the distance. Her thin figure was covered by thin sunlight, as if she was about to disappear in front of Rong Feijin in the next second. She continued calmly: "Most of them are still in the eyes of Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang. Then, Ah Chen and I would like to ask for a little each."

Rong Feijin couldn't speak, her tears flowed down slowly uncontrollably, she had a feeling that she was going to lose this person forever.

"I'm tired." Jiang Muzhi leaned his head on the wheelchair and said to himself. Rong Feijin thought she wanted to go back to bed, and was about to push her, but she stopped him: "You came to see me and said you were worried. Me, breaking into my life like this regardless, it will give me the illusion, even if I tell myself rationally, you don’t love me, you blame me, I will still be passionate. But I’m tired, I don’t want to guess, I don't want to love anymore."

Her voice was calm but firm. She felt that this was the most sober moment in her life. It was ridiculous to say that this sobriety was actually bought by Ah Mian with her life.

"I have come to such an end, my parents regard me as a shame, one of my best friends died, and the other two said that I remembered death after seeing them, they are all gone, I think I brought you into the gutter The retribution is enough... You see, I am the only one in this huge ward, am I doing it on my own?"

"Actually, I thought I couldn't survive, but my life was saved by A Mian, and before she died, she wanted me to live well."

Jiang Muzhi was finally willing to raise his head, and looked at this girl whom she had loved for almost ten years, but was destined to be lost at a fork in her life. She had never said a word of seriousness to her, and now when she said the words of severance, it was just His expression was solemn and his tone was low. "Rong Feijin, as long as you still think about me in your heart, don't come here to provoke me casually."

"I want to live well...I'm really tired."

"Please do me a favor, let me go..."

Rong Feijin shook her lips, she seemed to have a thousand words, she wanted to explain something, told her, it wasn't you who brought me into the gutter, I'm proud to fall in love with you, it wasn't your retribution, but she knew, Any explanations are futile, because there will never be another Tang Mian. She tightly clutched the divorce agreement hidden behind her, her fingertips turned blue and white, and she didn't know it. The last thing she said was only one word .

she says.

--it is good.

...

In the early morning of the next day, Rong Feijin slowly opened her eyes. Her heart was still sinking in the bottom of the valley, throbbing with pain. She reached out and wiped her eyes, and it was really cool.

The phrase "Don't provoke me again" was like a magic voice, constantly hitting Rong Feijin's eardrums. The 27-year-old Amu and the Amu have cool eyes, as if washed away, and a haggard complexion. They are still young, but they gradually overlap and merge into one person.

When she found out that she was reborn yesterday, Rong Feijin was excited, excited, and couldn't help herself. At this time, Amu was alive, Tang Mian was alive, and there was no longer a life between her and Amu. He loves Ah Mu with scruples and stays with Ah Mu.

She thought that she could make up for the mistakes of the previous life and give Amu an eternity, but when she heard the familiar words that could no longer be familiar, she suddenly realized that everything would not go as smoothly as she imagined.

Her lover, like her, traveled through time and space and returned to her youth.But she doesn't want her anymore.Once again, that person just wanted to stay away from her, and no longer wanted to believe all her promises, just like what she said in her previous life, she wanted to live a good life.

And to live well is to be far away from oneself.

One time of infidelity, a hundred times of infidelity.

Rong Feijin smiled bitterly, thinking, this is probably just what he did.