The time machine tells me [rebirth]

In the early autumn of this year, as usual, large tracts of golden ginkgo leaves covered the ground, and the sun shone generously on the happy and smiling men and women in the open-air wedding.

After the priest's questioning, the "I do" that came as expected, finally shattered Jiang Muzhi's last obsession who had come all the way.

Jiang Muzhi didn't let Rong Feijin see her, but parked the car not far away, rolled down the window silently, looked at the incredibly beautiful woman in a white wedding dress, and curled his lower lip awkwardly.

She watched helplessly as the woman who once belonged to her, but now she couldn't touch her no matter how hard she tried, was embraced by another man. The happy smile on the corner of her mouth blurred Jiang Muzhi's vision.

Am I late?

Jiang Muzhi smiled sadly, and kept making assumptions in his heart like deceiving himself and others. If, if he had come earlier for a while, broke the priest's questioning in full view, and walked towards Rong Feijin, could Rong Feijin accompany him? she leaves?

However, she already had the answer in her heart.

——Since Rong Feijin is standing here, she has chosen not to be herself.

Jiang Muzhi slowly closed her eyes, restraining the look of despair in her eyes. When she opened her eyes again, she seemed to be indifferent and calm as usual. She looked at the setting sun with neither sadness nor joy, and lit the I lit a cigarette and lost myself in the rising smoke.

In the ears are the words and smiles of everyone at the wedding, including the person Jiang Muzhi will never forget no matter what.She couldn't help but think of countless their past, and she also smiled briskly.Suddenly, his eyes turned red.

When I was young, I thought that being in love would last forever, so how could I have expected the situation today.Those unforgettable memories in the past, those promises made by young people, in the end, there is nothing left.

However, even now, she still can't forget, the days when they fought side by side in those years, the sorrows and joys after the game or success or failure, and the pair of watery green eyes looking at her when the situation is ripe. Rippled, different layers of ripples.

The girl in my memory was not as mature and elegant as she was at this moment, she was more immature and impetuous that a teenager should have, but she was surprisingly dazzling.

At that time, they were sitting side by side in the classroom, the man's soft eyes were gazing at him, looking forward to the brilliance, and dimpled.I don't know how long it took, until Jiang Muzhi lowered his head in embarrassment, the girl hooked her lips dotingly, gently took her hand, kissed her lips, then flipped her fingers, and She clasped her fingers together, and the melodious voice rang in her ears without any haste:

"Amu, we've known each other for a year..."

"Although I know that there are some things that we don't say, we all tacitly agree, but I have thought about it for a long time, and I still have to say this sentence."

"—Amu, I love you, I want to be with you forever..."

Not long after joy had surfaced, the picture in front of her was replaced by the hysteria of the familiar girl from last year, with a more delicate and beautiful face that faintly carried the madness that Jiang Muzhi once thought could never belong to her.

"Jiang Muzhi, let's break up, I don't love you anymore! I don't love you anymore!"

She still wanted to say something to make it up, so she couldn't help but took a step forward, but she didn't want that person to step back subconsciously, as if she had encountered some scourge, and she didn't know if it was her illusion, the disgusted expression on that person's face seemed to be late She took a step, but she didn't have time to think about it, she just felt heartache unbearable, and the words that came to her lips were finally wiped out.

"Please let me go, I used to be young and ignorant..."

The memory gradually became blurred, like an hourglass, less and less, Jiang Muzhi deliberately wanted to forget, because those words were too hurtful, but subconsciously, he was reluctant. In the end, Rong Feijin had already left, Jiang Muzhi is still struggling with joy or sorrow in his memories.

Just like today, Rong Feijin graciously called to invite her to attend her wedding, but she only dared to look at her furtively from a distance like a thief.

Jiang Muzhi's eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, shrouded in deep sorrow, and the corner of his mouth couldn't help but curled up in a sarcastic arc, shaking the burnt cigarette freely.

The "forever" in the confession was so nice, but in the end, I got tired of her.

She has thought about it countless times, is it really that she is too bad, so that after her friends and love see through her, they all leave one after another...

Jiang Muzhi slowly climbed up the glass window, pursed his thin lips into a straight line, looked sideways at the girl with nostalgia, restrained his urge to get out of the car to look for her, struggled in every possible way, and finally pulled down the handbrake , drove away.

That person is already married to be another woman, even if she likes her no matter how much she misses her, no matter how much she misses her, what's the use?

In 2025, Jiang Muzhi left this familiar city again. The joys, sorrows, joys, laughter and cursing, and the eternity that he talked about lightly when he was young, all followed Jiang Muzhi's turn around and buried forever. in this city.

Friendship, love, I don't want them all.

Perhaps it was the reason why he was more focused on his work after he separated from Rong Feijin. Jiang Muzhi started from the beginning, but he didn't have the troubles of polishing. He went smoothly all the way. In just three years, he became a famous figure in the financial circle.

She left the former city, saying that she wanted to forget that person, but now she didn't know what she was waiting for. She was over thirty and still alone.

The love when she was young has left deep and colorful traces on her heart, and the memory that is too deep seems to have become a kind of mental illness.She is silent, lonely, and desperately needs someone's company, but she no longer has the strength to believe in someone again.

Years ago, Liu Chen, who had been away from home because of discouragement and never heard from him, came back and finally understood that what happened to Rong Feijin after her marriage was an accident that no one wanted, and he was tortured by it. Those who are alive are afraid that the dead will feel uneasy.

She put aside the quarrel between the two of them, and made an appointment at a coffee shop next to Jiang Muzhi's work. Looking deeply at her increasingly lonely friend, she sighed faintly, and patted her on the shoulder.

I forgave her.

Or rather, forgive herself.

From now on, you and I, just make do with each other.

Liu Chen said so.

On July 2028, 7, a 23-magnitude earthquake occurred in Jianghai City. After being shocked, Jiang Muzhi, who had become famous, continued to call the familiar and unfamiliar number that he had not touched for many years, but only got a more familiar cold phone number. Female voice: "Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable."

So, she packed her luggage, alone, without hesitation, regardless of Liu Chen's dissuasion, and embarked on the return journey again.

No matter what, life or death, I still want to see you again.

Liu Chen was shocked to find out that after deciding to return, her friend's eyes finally had color again. At this moment, she completely understood and couldn't persuade her anymore.

Jiang Muzhi became one of thousands of volunteers. She didn't know Rong Feijin's later residence, so she just searched aimlessly.

On the third day of the earthquake, she finally found the disheveled Rong Feijin in the ruins. She suffered a lot of injuries, her lips were dry and pale, and her eyes were loose. For a second, as if returning to the light, his face was stained rosy.

On that familiar face, she was full of astonishment. She never expected that at this moment, she would meet that person whom she had let down when she was young.

Isn't she, she has gone far away...

Rong Feijin's voice was a little rough: "Ah...Amu..."

The distress in Jiang Muzhi's eyes flashed, she hid it well, her face quickly filled with disgust, she glanced at Rong Feijin sarcastically: "Unlucky."

She knew that there was no possibility between them, and she could never bridge the gap that Tang Mian had opened between them with her life.

No one understood better than her that Rong Feijin had nothing to do with that incident, it was herself.It was because she was too stubborn that she harmed others and herself, and ruined the life of her friend.

So even if she still loves Rong Feijin, she won't give her another look or say one more nice word.

Rong Feijin had long thought that she didn't love her, and even hated her. Her gesture was just to torture herself.

Jiang Muzhi couldn't help but looked at Rong Feijin complicatedly, and stretched out his hand towards her, wanting to give her a hand, but from the corner of his vision, he saw the rolling rocks brought by the sudden aftershock, his pupils shrank suddenly, almost subconsciously, He stepped forward to protect Rong Feijin's body.

The hole that had just been dug was buried without a trace of light.

"Quick! Come a few more people, Amu just went down..."

Jiang Muzhi tilted her head with difficulty, and looked at Rong Feijin who had fallen into a coma below her. She tried her best to open her eyes wide and dispel the cloudiness in her eyes, but she couldn't overcome the huge gap between life and death. The gap, when dying, the past half life is like a movie, shown frame by frame in Jiang Muzhi's mind.

In the end, the screen stays on the meeting with Liu Chen before she went to the earthquake zone.

Liu Chen's eyes flickered slightly, watching her hesitate to speak.

After a long silence, he asked:

"Amu, will you regret it?"

At that time, she was stunned for a moment, then looked directly into Liu Chen's light brown eyes, and asked back: "What about you?"

What I got was Liu Chen's silence and the ensuing sobs.

She regretted it.

Regret not cherishing when possessing and inaction when losing.

Jiang Muzhi also regretted it.

It wasn't that he regretted returning to Jianghai City as if he was going to die, but that he regretted that he had easily believed Rong Feijin's lies at that time, and in the end he killed his friend and his own life.

In the end, at the second before Jiang Muzhi lost consciousness, she made her last wish about Rong Feijin in her life.

——If time can be turned back, can you tell your young self not to believe Rong Feijin's sweet words, they are all lies...

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