[Black Flower] Jiangshan Yichang

When the blind man heard this word, his whole body tensed up instantly, and he turned his head to look at Xie Yuhua expressionlessly.

"Where did you hear that word?"

Xie Yuhua seemed to be frightened by him, she was taken aback for a moment, and then said again: "...Auntie kept muttering this word in the next yard, which made me not sleep well in the afternoon."

Then he raised his eyebrows skillfully and lowered his eyelids, showing a somewhat dissatisfied expression: "I sleep too lightly, and I am timid, so why don't I go to sleep in your room, you have seen my sleeping appearance, Honestly."

You are timid, are there any courageous people in the world?Hei Xiazi slandered, and then carefully looked at Xie Yuhua's expression. This person was too smart, and after such a sentence, Hei Xiazi realized that he just wanted to live in his room in a different way.

"Erbi means hope in Manchu." Hei Xiazi smiled and said this sentence, as if the tense atmosphere just now did not exist.

Xie Yuhua hummed uninterestedly, and the blind man's heart was finally at ease. He really just wanted to sleep in his own room by some small means.

Heixiazi is an extremely cautious person. He has been around the Queen Mother since he was a child, and he has seen too many sinister people, but this time, he almost blindly believes in understanding Yuhua. This intuitive judgment can feel his scheming and The person who is very decisive is not because he is slack, but because he is fundamentally different from the people he has met before - Xie Yuhua said that he wants to save himself.

He once knelt down to worship the Son of Heaven, but the Son of Heaven could not even save the Son of Heaven himself. He also went to the newly built church to hear missionaries preaching, but he had nothing to repent. God had no other instructions for his ups and downs except patience.Xie Yuhua stood in front of her and said to him, I want to save you.

He was so desperate for redemption.

"Did you have fun with that Min Gege today?" Xie Yuhua lay on the same bed with him.

"It's okay." He got dizzy when he heard the name, and replied perfunctorily, and then quietly looked at Xie Yuhua's face.

Xie Yuhua's eyes were open, his face was calm, he would always look lonely when he was quiet, the blind man thought.Suddenly Xie Yuhua turned her face and smiled at him: "That's great, do you love her?"

The black blind man raised half of his body to tease him: "You said you like me, but you are not jealous at all. You can see that saying you like me is a lie."

Xie Yuhua blinked her eyes: "Who said I'm not jealous? I've been sore all day, what do you think is jealousy?"

The blind man thought back to the concubines of Prince Yi's family: "Sapo is crying and making a fuss."

Jieyu Huale said, "I'm sorry, I don't know how to do this. Have you ever heard of a theory that when a person is just born, he thinks that he is the world and omnipotent, so when he can't get what he wants? When things happen, babies will cry to vent their anger and helplessness. It takes a long time for some people to get out of this kind of baby psychology, but I am the unlucky one. I was beaten too much when I was young, and I acquiesced that there is nothing Stuff is mine, so I prioritize what to do to get what I want over venting.”

"Your feeling is right. Nothing in this world is eternal." Heixia looked into Xie Yuhua's eyes and smiled.

"Stop, who wants to talk about life with you in the middle of the night under cover?" Xie Yuhua suddenly sneered, "Feudal dregs like us have small horizons. I just want to know, do you love your fiancée?"

"How do you define love and liking?" Heixiazi asked him back with a smile.

"I don't know about others, but for you, liking means you can die for him, but love means living for him." Jie Yuhua looked at him in the blink of an eye, frowned and smiled, "You like me very much, but you refuse to love me .”

"Stop." The black blind man smiled and stretched out his hand to make a stop gesture, "What did you misunderstand, I am not the gifted scholar and beautiful woman who lives and dies for love in your obscene songs, I still want to dedicate my life to Great cause."

Xie Yuhua didn't take it seriously: "What career? Rejuvenating the family? You clearly know..."

"I know that the times have abandoned us—the times have abandoned us, the people have spurned us, and the country has gradually forgotten us." The black blind man said, lying down with his back to Xie Yuhua, "If you are a doctor, your responsibility is Heal the sick, and you must do your best to try every possible hope, even if the sick is near hopeless.”

"Then suffer together." Xie Yuhua said softly behind his back.

"You don't understand." The blind man looked at the carefully embroidered patterns on the tent in the dark.

"I only know that wealth and honor are destined for life, but who knows that the number of lives will be clear in an instant. I think I used to be coquettish and domineering back then, even if I don't remember the past. This is also a lesson from God. He taught me to accept residual hatred and avoid coquettish anger. , and renew, change love, stop falling in love with passing water, turn around in bitter seas, and realize Lanyin early."

Xie Yuhua used her original voice to read a few lines of the play slowly.

Stop falling in love with the passing water, turn around in the bitter sea, and realize Lanyin early.

"Which play is this?" Hei Xiazi squeezed Xie Yuhua's hand.

Xie Yuhua closed her eyes, and the black blind man saw the corners of his mouth and slightly trembling eyelashes when he couldn't help snickering: "You don't like obscene words and songs."