I'm off powder

Although it was held in a provincial station, everyone in the industry knew that this was an awards ceremony with little gold content.

Rao received an invitation letter a month ago to be an award presenter, and Gu Hanshi didn't intend to go at all.

——If it wasn't for Shen Huai.

Sitting in the car, he closed his eyes, and suddenly felt that the air in the car was a bit stuffy, so he opened the window.

The wind blowing in was warm, and he felt more comfortable, so he closed it immediately.

In fact, I didn’t see a few people or cars along the way, but he is a public figure, so he still has to be careful.

Every move is under the eyes of others, and the words "be cautious in words and deeds" must not be dared or forgotten at any time.

He didn't say a word in the car, and he was quieter than before. Xiaolin saw that he seemed a little depressed, so he didn't bother him.

After more than half an hour, I arrived at the venue. The hustle and bustle of voices and the colorful scenes of various stars made Gu Hanshi's brain swell.

He came all the way quietly, and he is not used to it now.

The car door opened, and the spotlight and the screams and cheers of fans surrounded him in a second.

Gu Hanshi raised the corners of his mouth subtly, his demeanor was gentlemanly and charming.

He has the charm of a mature man. Walking through the red carpet, when the hostess interviewing him met his eyes, he suddenly felt a little shy, and stuttered twice in a very unprofessional way.

The male host hurried over to save the scene, and joked that Gu Hanshi was too handsome today and the female host couldn't hold it back.

The hostess didn't hide anymore, and praised Gu Hanshi from head to toe, so exaggerated that Gu Hanshi suspected that the other male stars present already regarded him as a thorn in their side.

Gu Hanshi casually looked around, but did not see Shen Huai's shadow.

After taking his seat, he looked around again, but still saw no one.

——Maybe the news is wrong, or maybe Shen Huai temporarily changed his itinerary and stopped coming.

Gu Hanshi was a little annoyed, regretted that he hadn't confirmed it clearly, and regretted that his decision was too hasty.

He just wanted to see Shen Huai.

Sitting next to him was a newcomer, Gu Han could not remember his name, but when he saw Gu Han, he began chattering beside him to express his admiration for him.

When he said that he was his "old fan", Gu Han inadvertently said "Huh?"

A certain nerve seemed to be sharply pulled, and when he turned his head to meet Xiaosheng's face, which had just opened the corners of his eyes, it relaxed again.

In fact, they may not really be his fans, most likely just for politeness or flattery.

Gu Hanshi has never liked this kind of intimacy, nor is he used to others boasting about himself to death in front of his face.

Except for Shen Huai.

That little curly hair is special to him.

Gu Hanshi didn't see Shen Huai, and thought that the award ceremony was over like this, and he was in vain; he didn't expect that at the end, the Most Popular Actor Award was awarded, and Shen Huai, as the guest of honor, appeared up.

In a black suit and a dark tie, because of his tall and good figure, standing with the award-winning little fresh meat, there is no doubt that he won.

Crushing victory.

Moreover, Shen Huai's eyes are particularly bright, as if they contain thousands of stars.

The corners of Gu Hanshi's mouth raised slightly unconsciously, and his palms felt numb.

Still a worthwhile trip.

When leaving the awards ceremony, Gu Hanshi paid extra attention, but it turned out that Shen Huai was surrounded by reporters and was being interviewed.

Cai En was also interviewed together.

Gu Hanshi couldn't help but stagnate.

Cai En is wearing very beautifully today, a big backless evening dress, he has a bright smile, his eyes and eyebrows are curved, and he looks sexy and seductive, especially when he looks at Shen Huai.

Eyes as bright as Shen Huai's...

The entertainment journalists present were all gossips. After asking some questions about film and television, they asked Shen Huai half jokingly and half tentatively. He had never had a girlfriend until now, and the scandal was zero. If there must be a female artist in the entertainment industry Who will be used as a template for communication?

Zion on the side brushed his long curly brown hair intentionally or unintentionally, and looked at him sideways.

Gu Hanshi slightly narrowed his eyes.

Shen Huai smiled: "Actually, I don't really want to find people in the circle, I'm afraid that the professional opinions will disagree and quarrel." He paused, looked at Cai En, "Of course, if you have to choose, of course it's Cai Cai. It's gone."

The reporters booed in unison.

Cai En pushed him coquettishly, smiling like a flower.

Maybe it's still too stuffy here, Gu Hanshi felt a little out of breath.

Just when he turned his head to leave, Shen Huai suddenly glanced at him.

A very short glance, maybe not even a second, so short that no one noticed it, so short that Gu Han thought he was wrong.

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Shen Huai felt that Gu Hanshi's gaze was very cold.

Let him feel a chill for no reason in the not-so-cold weather.

Is Gu Hanshi angry?

But what are you angry about?

Angry at yourself for not taking the initiative to greet him?

Angry that I haven't contacted him for a while, like a stranger?

But that day was clearly Gu Han's inexplicably ignoring him.

Although the last question is a bit embarrassing...

After the reporter was finally dismissed, Cai En said goodbye to him, with a look of reluctance, and said that he would go out for dinner when he was free.

What Shen Huai said to the reporter just now was because he didn't want to offend Cai En, and he didn't know what Cai En thought.

It's just that he doesn't mean much to Zion.

To say that a few years ago, he might still feel a little bit. He was young at that time, but now he doesn't like Zion's type at all.

But if he really asked him to say what kind of cold he was suffering from, he couldn't tell by himself.

Shen Huai agreed perfunctorily, called Zhao Zhao and said that I would meet you in the parking lot in 10 minutes, and then hurried to the direction that Gu Hanshi walked just now.

At the awards ceremony just now, Zong Dingsheng sat next to him and said something to him.

About the gossip reporter "Bear" who blackmailed people before.

Zong Dingsheng said that Gu Hanshi was worried that he would be implicated, so he uncharacteristically begged to go to him.

"I have known Gu Hanshi for so many years. He is an arrogant person in his bones, and he doesn't want my help. Even when he comes back. If he would let me help, he would have been on fire by now."

Shen Huai didn't tell Zong Dingsheng that he had nothing to do with the bear, but he just found it quite surprising.

There is still a little...shocking.

He never thought that Gu Hanshi would do this for him, but he didn't tell him anything.

He owed Gu Han a "thank you".

So he made up his mind to thank him in person.

The parking lot is very large and divided into several areas. The vehicles of their stars are generally in the V area.

Shen Huai looked around wearing a mask and hat, but he didn't see Gu Hanshi.

He suspected that Gu Hanshi had already left, turned around, and suddenly heard a "ding".

Shen Huai shook hands, then walked towards the stairwell.

The door of the stairwell was ajar, he pushed it open, and sure enough, he saw Gu Hanshi sitting on the steps smoking a cigarette, next to two large trash cans.

Seeing him, Gu Han was stunned, shook the soot, and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I should ask you this question. It's smelly and dirty, what are you doing here?"

"I'm addicted to cigarettes." Gu Hanshi had no expression, no smile in his eyes, and took another puff of cigarette, "Go back, I'll leave after smoking."

Shen Huai endured not to swear: "Are you sick?"

"You are the only one who is sick. You are really lenient. Let's go." Gu Hanshi curled up his lips and forced a smile.

In such a small space, Shen Huai suddenly felt a kind of loneliness and loneliness.

He knelt down in front of Gu Hanshi, looked at his downcast eyes and asked, "Not in a good mood? What happened?"

Gu Hanshi didn't say a word.

Shen Huai didn't know how to continue, just when he was about to speak, Gu Han suddenly raised his head.

Looking at each other, Shen Huai's Adam's apple moved up and down.

Gu Hanshi's voice was low and slow: "Actually, you are right, I am sick."

"I am joking……"

"My depression comes and goes. One day, I will be like my mother. Shen Huai, my mother committed suicide, not depression, but mental illness. Our family has a history of genetic mental illness. My grandfather and uncle , all committed suicide."

The astonishment between Shen Huai's brows was as he expected.

Gu Hanshi laughed at himself: "But it doesn't matter. Anyway, after my grandma left, no one would care about my life or death. Like my father, he always regretted marrying my mother, who was mentally ill, and put their family on the line. My son will get sick sooner or later, so he will not interfere with what I do. I am the one who was abandoned."

"No." Shen Huai shook his head, not knowing how to persuade him, "At least like Gu Yucong, he actually cares about you very much. We talked about it when we sent him to school that day..."

"Really? He doesn't know about mental illness yet."

Shen Huai really disliked the way Gu Hanshi looked at people at this moment, indifferent and slightly mocking, as if he, and the whole world, were a joke.

He feels sad.

Shen Huai was silent for a moment, then sighed: "Gu Hanshi, not only Gu Yucong, but also me."

Gu Hanshi choked on his cigarette.

"Cough..." He was about to burst into tears, and after he calmed down, his tone was a little hesitant, "You are like this... I really misunderstood."

Shen Huai was startled.

At that moment, everything that happened to them in the past flashed back wildly in his mind.

All the newly planted seeds in his emotions seemed to take root and sprout in just a dozen seconds.

For every seed, the most difficult thing is when it breaks out of the ground.

After that, no matter how big the wind and rain are, you should not be afraid anymore.

Shen Huai smiled and said, "Then it's a misunderstanding."

Gu Hanshi was completely stunned when he heard the words, stared at him for a long time, and spit out a few words: "What do you mean?"

Shen Huai held his wrist, not letting him put the cigarette in his mouth: "Do you like me like this?"

This atmosphere, this movement, this look, this tone...

It is impossible for Gu Hanshi, who knows how to read words and expressions, not to know what it means.

His voice trembled in disbelief: "Shen Huai, you are a straight man. In the past twenty years, all you liked were women. I don't want to be a bad person."

"So it's because of this." Shen Huai let go of him, and hooked the corners of his mouth happily, "Are you thinking too much? I don't have any feelings for women like Cai En. Compared with beautiful women, I like you now .”

It's always a bit embarrassing to say this, especially since Shen Huai has never confessed his love to anyone.

Although the words are simple, they are really explicit.

Gu Hanshi was silent for a while, put out the cigarette, and threw it into the trash can.

Then he looked at him and asked, "Are you crazy?"

"Not crazy." Shen Huai sat next to him, "Have you already taken a fancy to me? I treat you so well, and I'm so handsome."

"Narcissism." Gu Hanshi sneered, "I'm serious, if you make a mistake, you will hate it forever, you have to think it over."

"What's there to think about." Shen Huai pointed at him, and then at himself, "You are so good, and I am so good. Excellent people should be together. This is called strong alliance."

"When did you have such a poor mouth?" Gu Han was speechless, but when he said that, his mood seemed to be inexplicable.

Shen Huai boldly put his hand on the back of his hand: "Don't be afraid, male god. I'm here."

Gu Han smiled and sighed: "It's a disaster for you, I'm afraid that after I die, I will go to hell."

"It's okay, heaven and hell, I'm here." Shen Huai's hand tightened, "When you meet a god, you kill a god, when you meet a Buddha, you kill a Buddha."

"Don't talk nonsense."

Shen Huai smiled: "I said, you have to be nice to me. It's lucky that you met me. If you met someone else, you won't lose money by stealing chickens."

"Will not."

Gu Hanshi's voice was very soft.

Shen Huai said "Huh?"

"It's nothing."

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