I'm off powder

Gu Hanshi's previous thoughts were obviously preconceived. Now that a basin of lukewarm water poured down on him, he realized how irrational his "preconceptions" were.

The problem is, he always thought he was the most sensible kind of person.

Is it because of Shen Huai?

he asked himself.

The answer is vague, you can't say "yes" completely, and you can't completely deny it.

He only knew that if the other party wasn't Shen Huai, if it was anyone else, even if it was someone who was so familiar with Jiang Yingxin, he wouldn't necessarily do this.

—like a wild horse losing its mind.

Does this count as emphasizing sex over friends?

Those four words rushed into his mind suddenly, even he was stunned.

Shen Huai treats him sincerely and openly, and he should do the same. What kind of "color" is "color"?

Although Shen Huai does have "color", but he values ​​color over friends?

nonexistent.

Gu Hanshi's birthday is coming soon.

If Shen Huai hadn't reminded him, he might have forgotten just like that.

"I have to celebrate my birthday in the ward this year."

Shen Huai's tone was full of regret, sitting on the edge of the bed and clumsily peeling apples.

Every time he came to peel apples, his skills were not very good. When he peeled for the first time, he cut his hand, and only half of the pulp was left after peeling.

Every time Gu Hanshi gesticulated and taught him verbally, now that he has improved a bit, he won't hurt himself anymore, and there is at least three quarters left each time.

Gu Hanshi said, "That's not enough."

"Why?" Shen Huai looked up with a surprised expression.

"I don't have this habit, and I'm in hospital now, so it's unlucky."

Shen Huai was speechless: "You still believe this..."

The two of them talked about their birthday for just a few minutes, Gu Han didn't take it to heart, but Shen Huai couldn't forget it.

This is a habit every year, but he is too busy this year, and he left Gu Hanshi's support club impulsively before, otherwise he should have gotten ready.

But since it was mentioned, Shen Huai would not take it as nothing.

After the birthday was mentioned that day, Gu Hanshi didn't see Shen Huai for a few days.

Shen Huai only said that he was too busy and couldn't come to see him recently, while Gu Han said "it's okay, work is important", but he couldn't help feeling a little disappointed in his heart.

Habits are a terrible thing.

Worse than habit is the unknown.

Until now, Gu Hanshi is not sure whether he and Shen Huai can be called "friends".

Shen Huai is kind to him, but the relationship and feelings between them are somewhat unclear.

He also sometimes thinks that if Shen Huai finds out that his "idol" is not what he imagined one day, the fragile connection between them will be broken immediately.

Like a broken rubber band, it can never be restored to its original shape.

Gu Hanshi thought dejectedly, maybe Shen Huai was really too busy as the days passed, and he really forgot about coming to see him, and gradually he became himself.

Anyway, "Winter Mushroom's Exodus" should make him find someone else as his substitute, and they may not have any intersection in the future.

In essence, Gu Hanshi is a pessimist.

So on his birthday, when Shen Huai appeared in his ward early in the morning, he thought he hadn't woken up and was still in a vague dream.

Shen Huai ignored his "confused" state, smiled and said "Morning, birthday boy", and then sat on the small sofa and untied the dragging red and white striped bag.

Gu Hanshi came back to his senses, poked his neck, and asked, "What is this? It's like the red, white and blue plastic bags used to hold corpses in murder cases."

"What nonsense are you talking about..." Shen Huai said, pouring out all the things in the bag.

A bunch of paper boxes of different sizes and colors, beautifully packaged!

Gu Hanshi took a look and estimated that there might be twenty or thirty.

Some packaging is silver, flashing jumping light in the morning sun.

"What is this?"

"Gifts." Shen Huai squatted on the ground and piled them up neatly one by one.

Gu Han was taken aback for a moment: "For me?"

Shen Huai smiled: "No."

His hands are empty, there are so many gifts in the bag, but none of them are for Gu Hanshi.

Gu Hanshi was wondering what kind of medicine was sold in Shen Huai's gourd, Shen Huai had already urged him to get up and wash up quickly, and make himself look like a dog, otherwise he won't be able to meet anyone later.

Gu Hanshi muttered: "I'm already like this, who are you going to see?"

"You'll know in a while." Shen Huai looked at his watch, "Hurry up, you're all well and you'll be discharged from the hospital soon..."

Gu Hanshi's legs and feet were still inconvenient, and he insisted on washing by himself without the help of the nurse, so he dawdled in the bathroom for nearly half an hour to get it done.

Sometimes he has a heavy burden as an idol.

For example, today, he had a hunch that Shen Huai would make a big scene soon, maybe bring some big shots to the stage.

So he also washed his hair along the way.

He was too serious about tinkering in the bathroom, and the tap water was running all the time, so he didn't notice the movement outside.

So when he opened the door and came out and saw a bunch of children rushing towards him, Gu Hanshi could only be dumbfounded, raising his hands as if surrendering, showing a dumbfounded expression without any image.

The children wore neat little suits and skirts, with innocent and happy smiles on their faces, jumping for joy, like a group of elves who have fallen into the mortal world.

Shen Huai stood leaning against the wall, crossed his hands and hugged his arms, the smile on his face was still handsome, but no matter how you looked at it, there was a kind of cheap smell...

Gu Hanshi initially estimated that there should be nearly twenty children here.

"Hey, children, be careful! Don't hurt your Uncle Gu!"

Shen Huai yelled, and the group of children immediately fell silent. They obediently stood at attention, and then began to recite...

--Poetry recitation.

"Today, we are young young trees..."

"Today, we are flower buds waiting to bloom..."

"..."

"Stop, stop, stop!"

The children had only read a few sentences, and Shen Huai immediately jumped in front of them, holding his forehead and said, "Poetry recitation is the second program. The first program should be singing birthday songs! Birthday songs! Children!"

"Ah, I'm sorry, Brother Shen Huai." The little boy who took the lead lowered his head and pouted his mouth slightly, looking a little aggrieved.

Seeing that the child was about to cry, Gu Hanshi hurriedly smoothed things over, bent down and rubbed the little boy's head, and comforted him, saying: "It's all right, it's all right, now the singing is over, Uncle... Uncle, listen."

——Why is Shen Huai an elder brother and he is an uncle?

——Aren’t they only six years apart? !

I don't know where Shen Huai found this group of ghosts. After singing the birthday song and reciting the poem, he played a few rounds of games with Gu Hanshi, tossing Gu Hanshi almost to death When it was gone, Shen Huai finally announced that it was the last session.

Gu Hanshi sat on the edge of the bed and glanced at him.

Shen Huai patted him on the shoulder, pointed to the pile of colorful boxes by the wall, and said to the children: "These are small gifts prepared by Uncle Gu for you, and Uncle Gu will distribute them to you now, what do you say when you receive the presents?" ?”

The children bowed deeply and said loudly and sincerely: "Thank you! Thank you! Uncle! Uncle!"

The leading child was the first to receive the gift, and when he looked at Gu Han with big eyes blinking, "Uncle Gu, when I grow up and earn money, I will buy you gifts too!"

A group of children in the back followed the gourd to draw a circle and shouted in unison: "Me! We! All! Yes! Here! You! Buy! Gift! Things!"

Shen Huai on the side had already collapsed from laughter.

In fact, until this time, Gu Hanshi still felt that Shen Huai's way of celebrating his birthday was just to make fun of him, or in other words, deliberately found a group of children to torment him.

Although these children are not bear children, they are really, really cute.

But Gu Hanshi usually did not, or in other words, showed that he particularly liked children.

Until the children left the ward, one of the little girls who had been timid secretly slipped a card to Gu Hanshi.

The little girl didn't say anything, and when she finished stuffing the card, she didn't even dare to look at Gu Han, and hurried out of the ward.

Gu Hanshi was stunned for a few seconds, then turned the card to the front.

The above is simple.

It was a crayon drawing of a woman in a flowered skirt, holding a little girl by the hand. The little girl wore two braids, very similar to the little girl just now.

There are also four crooked words written in black marker pen in the lower right corner of the card.

——"Enchong Hills"

Gu Hanshi's hands trembled.

"These children are seven to eight years old this year. About eight years ago, before you announced your retirement, you had been doing that thing..." Shen Huai raised the corners of his mouth, with a clean and warm smile, and there was a thin gleam in his eyes. Guang, "Gu Hanshi, those unwed mothers you helped, their children are already this big."

Gu Hanshi unexpectedly closed his eyes, his expression was so calm that no emotion could be seen.

As if caught in some kind of memory.

This reaction was beyond Shen Huai's expectation, and he didn't even dare to speak at this moment.

He was a little scared.

I'm afraid, so I apologize first.

"Sorry. I made my own way."

Gu Hanshi opened his eyes, looked at him for a long time, then reached out and hugged him gently.

This hug is weightless like a feather.

But it seems to weigh a thousand catties.

"It's really self-assessment." Gu Han said with a faint smile, "Thank you, Shen Huai."

Shen Huai breathed a sigh of relief: "You're welcome."

You are very kind.

He is grateful to Dade when he is not angry.

"When I did this, I didn't think too much about it. It wasn't for the sake of being known to the outside world or to establish a glorious image. Similarly, there was no particularly noble reason. I am an indifferent person. What I did at the time was to donate a A sum of money, that sum of money was nothing to me at the time. So at that moment just now, I felt that I was ashamed of it."

Shen Huai shook his head: "You think it's just a sum of money, but for those unmarried mothers, it is a kind of invaluable support. And you have sent money to them intermittently in the next few years, haven't you?"

Gu Hanshi lowered his head and smiled, but did not answer this question.

Shen Huai continued: "Without you, these children might not even have the chance to come to this world. You see, they are all so big now, so healthy and happy. Many of them already have new fathers, I am very happy in my new family.”

"I haven't paid much attention to them in recent years."

Shen Huai sighed twice: "This is worthy of criticism. I finally found so many people."

Gu Hanshi smiled and asked, "I've done a good job of keeping this matter secret. How did you know?"

"I'm your die-hard fan. I'm on the line with illegitimate fans. I know you far more than you can imagine."

Having said this, Shen Huai was a little embarrassed, and stopped talking in time in embarrassment, not wanting to talk any more.

How could Gu Hanshi let him go.

"Tell me about it in detail. For example, how do I help the support club prepare for my annual birthday support? Especially when I don't even see anyone."

Shen Huai felt so awkward that he refused to answer bluntly: "It's all over, what's there to say..."

"What's so embarrassing about it? This year I managed to stand in front of you, so hurry up and ask for credit."

"No." He had already quit the fandom, so he had nothing to say.

"Hey, you are a big man, don't be so stingy?"

"I said no."

"..."

The two chatted and chatted, and the day passed like this.

Shen Huai is such a busy person, and he doesn't know what method he used to get such a day off. Gu Hanshi roughly used his annual salary to calculate, and he lost hundreds of thousands in this day.

What does he pay for?

Many times during the day, I wanted to directly persuade him to go to work, in case his manager would kill me in front of him later, but I couldn't explain why.

But in the end, Gu Hanshi still didn't say that.

On the contrary, he rather abruptly and unreasonably rejected visits from many people who were supposed to see him and celebrate his birthday.

I don't know where I got it wrong...

In the evening, after the nutritious meal in the hospital, when the number of medical staff in the hospital was reduced by half, Shen Huai sneaked out and bought a bunch of junk food and wine back.

Braised meat, grilled skewers and family barrels, all kinds of snacks, as well as red wine, beer, liquor...

Shen Huai took out all the things and put them on the small table on Gu Hanshi's bed, and asked lightly, "Is it enough?"

"Enough." Gu Han rubbed the space between his brows, "If the head nurse finds out..."

"Count." Shen Huai laughed at him, and whistled after laughing.

"I found that sometimes you really look like a little hooligan."

Shen Huai: "...Didn't you just blow a whistle? What kind of logic do you have? Hooligan logic?"

"No. I think that after getting along, you are far from the appearance before the flashing lights..."

"Oh, I usually don't wear makeup."

"Who told you this." Gu Hanshi squinted at him.

Shen Huai met his eyes and understood.

He opened a bottle of beer, took a few sips of beer, let out a proud "ha", squinted his eyes and asked Gu Han, "What do you think is different?"

"Under the flashing light, you have a dignified appearance, a little sun with positive energy; after the flashing light, it always makes people think, um..." Gu Han searched hard, and after a long time, he came up with a few words, "Clothed beast|beast."

Shen Huai: "???"

Depend on!

Where is he dressed like a beast?

Didn't he say that Gu Han looked like a wolf with a big tail? !

Little Curly didn't speak anymore, just looked up to drink beer, and opened a bottle of white after drinking a bottle.

Gu Hanshi was startled, thinking he was angry.

"Hey you..."

He tugged at Shen Huai's sleeve, and Shen Huai said "huh?"

Then put down the bottle and looked up at him.

There is a layer of faint red on the face, and the eyes are also red, as if there are two puddles of water in their mouths.

As soon as he took a breath, Gu Hanshi smelled a strong smell of alcohol.

Shen Huai smiled, looked at him and said, "I'm drunk, so be careful with what you say. Otherwise... even if you're an idol, you'll be obsessed."

The author has something to say: Happy Christmas Eve everyone~~~