wild boy

"grandmother······"

After that call came out, every wrinkle on the old man's face seemed to come alive, and she tried hard to distinguish the face of the young man in front of her.Gu Zinan turned sideways, pushed Ren Zhou indiscriminately, and he walked up to Grandma Gu.

Ren Zhou's body was shivering with cold, but his face felt hot and embarrassed, and his vision was blurred by the bursting tears.He could feel the old man's hands catching him, and the old hands wrapped him dry and warm, just like it was many years ago, familiar and reassuring.

"Zhouzhou, it's Zhouzhou!" The old man looked carefully, and his voice trembled, calling repeatedly, "It's grown taller! Come in! Come in!"

She pulled Ren Zhou into the room, and Gu Zinan closed the door behind them.He grabbed a big towel for Ren Zhou, folded himself to get a piece of home clothes, and went into the kitchen.

The old man hadn't seen Ren Zhou for more than a year, and he asked for warmth for a long time, Ren Zhou agreed one by one, and his tears slowly stopped.Gu Zinan was cooking ginger soup. The bright yellow ginger slices on the cutting board were cut evenly and neatly. She turned on the stove with her slender fingers and put a small pot on it. After a while, white smoke wafted up and covered the glass.

Ren Zhou was wearing Gu Zinan's loose home clothes, and kept his head down, not daring to look up at Grandma Gu.This home is too small, and there is no place for Ren Zhou to divert his attention, but the guilt in his heart is slowly increasing, and his spine, which is already not straight, shrinks even more.

"Zhouzhou, what happened back then..." Grandma Gu sighed, reaching out to gently stroke Ren Zhou's half-dry hair, "That's not your fault."

Ren Zhou raised his face abruptly, his eyes were red, he looked at Grandma Gu's kind face, licked his lips twice, and finally said with all his strength: "I'm sorry, grandma... I'm sorry."

He suddenly realized how despicable he was: a naked sinner, breaking into the victim's home, and enjoying the tolerance of the other party with a shy face, pretending that nothing happened.

"Yucheng did something wrong, and he deserves it." Grandma Gu said calmly, her eyes were indifferent, and her hands gently stroked Ren Zhou's spine.It was the age of growing body, but she could feel the boy's protruding shoulder blades through the thin fabric, like the wings of a butterfly, and frowned slightly in distress.

"Grandma, drink ginger soup." Gu Zinan walked over and put two stainless steel bowls on the table, looking worried.It seemed that every time he got involved with Ren Zhou, he would recall those old and rotten things again, and he would hear those names that he hated to the bone.

"Xiao Nan is still like this. Every time I do something for you, I have to find a reason." Grandma Gu was not afraid that her grandson would be angry, so she squinted her eyes and smiled, jokingly said, "He is just shy."

shy······

Holding the bowl in his hands, Ren Zhou cautiously looked at Gu Zinan who was sitting beside him through the wafting heat, his eyelashes were wet from the heat.

"Look at the fart!" Gu Zinan frowned and said in a vicious voice, the flat-inch head groomed him to be extremely vicious, "Don't drink and wait for a cold!"

Ren Zhou quickly turned his eyes away, and obediently sipped the spicy ginger soup. The bone-chilling chill in his body was immediately driven away, and the heat from his esophagus to his chest was so comfortable that he narrowed his eyes slightly, like a newborn baby. Milk cat.

After clearing away the bowls and chopsticks, Ren Zhou finally came to his senses and asked, "Is Grandpa asleep?"

Gu Zinan's movement of wiping her hands paused slightly, and her relaxed expression became tense again.He remained silent, stood up and walked into the bathroom, threw the school uniform that Ren Zhou had taken off into the basin, and turned on the tap to scrub.

Ren Zhou doesn't like to use the washing machine, he thinks it's not clean.He still remembers.

Grandma Gu broke the embarrassment, she said softly: "The old man has bad eyesight, he fell asleep as soon as it got dark."

In the early years, Grandpa Gu couldn't see clearly with his right eye, Ren Zhou knew about it.But when Grandpa Gu opened his eyes to reveal that gray eye, he still felt that his breathing was blocked, so he could only call out in a daze, "Grandpa, I'm Zhouzhou..."

There was no light in the room, only the light from the living room came in, and Gu Zinan was drying clothes on the balcony.

Grandpa Gu blinked while lying down, just waking up from sleep, he seemed to be thinking.

"Zhouzhou who lived in Shangjingyuan before! Our neighbor!" Grandma Gu said softly behind her.

"Oh..." Grandpa Gu pondered, "You are here. You haven't been here for a long time..." He turned his head and carefully identified Ren Zhou in the dim light, "We never blamed you Yes..."

Grandpa Gu was still talking, but Ren Zhou couldn't hear clearly anymore, and tears welled up again.

It seemed that after he had walked the night road for a long time, he finally felt the faint but gentle light shining on him gently.

When his sight became clear again, he was already standing in the living room.Grandma Gu didn't follow, Gu Zinan in front of her looked at him impatiently, "Why are you crying?" His voice was low and cold, "You think we are very pitiful?"

Ren Zhou asked eagerly, "How did Grandpa go blind?"

Gu Zinan's lips were pursed into a line, and he stared straight at Ren Zhou. In those wet eyes, there was no impurity in the naked concern.Gu Zinan rolled his Adam's apple up and down, turned his head and said, "The cornea is cloudy, it got worse all of a sudden last year."

Ren Zhou looked at his firm side face, and his voice choked up: "Why don't you have an operation?"

Gu Zinan sneered slowly, "Where did you get the money? Speaking of which, it's all thanks to your mother."

Ren Zhou felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave, and felt his heart ache like being eaten by thousands of insects. He was trembling, his body was hot and cold, and his hairs stood on end. After a long time, he murmured: "Why... Why didn't you come to me?"

"Looking for you?" Gu Zinan seemed to have heard a big joke, and turned around suddenly, his eyes were full of mockery, "Young Master Ren, people value themselves."

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