"Zong Lin" chronic death

Shut down.

Shut down.

No matter how you play, it is turned off.

"Damn it, where did you go?"

Standing in front of a room in the hotel where there was no sign of anyone coming back, Yamazaki Sosuke put down his phone again in disappointment, his heart filled with anxiety and anxiety.

By the time he broke through the siege of the reporters and rushed out, Rin Matsuoka had long since disappeared.So he started to search on the field first, but found nothing.Then he hurried back to the hotel, but no one was found.

—No, not at all.

Even if he closed his eyes and devoted himself to smelling various components in the air, the unique pheromone Yamazaki Sousuke could not smell at all.It seems that the hotel is not the place where Rin Matsuoka lives.

"Dididi-dididi--"

The quiet cell phone rang suddenly, and Yamazaki Sosuke grabbed it impatiently.However, this time he was not ecstatic. The person who called was Ishikawa Kyotaro, not Matsuoka Rin.

Anyway, it's all about asking for guilt.

Yamazaki Sosuke thought silently.Now that things have happened, for FINA (International Swimming Federation) to clearly stipulate not to participate in all competitions hosted by FINA, which is equivalent to preventing Omega from taking the responsibility of concealing his identity from the path of professional swimming. He cannot shirk and does not want to shirk.He just didn't have the heart to stand up at this time and accept those punishments. After all, the top priority is to find Rin Matsuoka.

"I'm sorry."

After moving his fingers a few times quickly, Sousuke Yamazaki temporarily dragged all the phone numbers of everyone in the national team except Rin Matsuoka into the blacklist after hanging up Kyotaro Ishikawa's call.

Where are you going next?

Putting an end to outside interference, Yamazaki Sousuke began to feel at a loss again.He is in Barcelona now, not as relaxed and calm as he was in Japan. Everything here is unfamiliar to him. get lost.But if you look for it nearby, it is almost impossible to find it.

"cold……"

Saying Matsuoka Rin's name, Yamazaki Sousuke's brows became deeper and deeper.

Lake Fernando.

"Ah, here it is."

Patting the dust on the ground, Rin Matsuoka picked up the hem of his jacket, shifted his center of gravity down, and sat on the steps.

This is a corner deep in the park. Under the long and wide concrete steps, there is a road for pedestrians, pets, vehicles, etc. On the other side of the road is a guardrail, which surrounds a pool of clear and translucent lake water.The height of the steps that Matsuoka Rin is sitting on now is just the height where one can have a panoramic view of the lake as far as the eye can see.

There are very few pedestrians on the shore of Lake Fernando at night, but for Rin Matsuoka, it saves a lot of unnecessary noise.

"It escaped."

Rin Matsuoka put his face in his hands and looked over in a daze.The light cast by the street lamps shines on the lake, and the fine waves seem to flicker in people's eyes, washing away the memory covered by dust.

That was, a long, long time ago.

"Bastard... Dad, you bastard..."

As a child, Matsuoka Rin, when the news of the death of his father Matsuoka Toraichi came, he still did not show the demeanor of the boss at all.Both he and Matsuoka Jiang were crying, and the crying became louder and louder, as if they were fighting each other.Matsuoka Ryoko didn't cry so heartbreakingly, she just let the two children lean on her lap, gently pressed the two little heads, stroked the hair lovingly, and asked Matsuoka Rin and Matsuoka Jiang to watch No tears were seen.

After that, the son automatically takes over the unfulfilled dream of being the father.

As the days passed, Matsuoka Rin, who initially decided to swim because of his father, gradually became swimming for himself, not for anyone else.After being competed by professional teams, in the third year of high school, he finally successfully received the olive branch thrown by the Japanese National Swimming Team.

At that time, Matsuoka Rin's gender had not yet differentiated, but the people around him and himself seemed to all believe that he would differentiate into alpha. "A person with such a high level must be alpha." ——Everyone took it for granted.

So, on the bus that ended the basic training of the national team one day and was about to go back to school, the 17-year-old boy Matsuoka Rin ushered in the most chaotic hour in his life without any preparation.

He tried his best to ask the driver to stop, but fortunately the bus was very close to the next stop, a stop where few passengers got on and off, so the driver stopped at that stop.Then, Matsuoka Rin ignored the surprised and puzzled eyes of the driver and other passengers, rushed off the bus and ran into a public toilet.

——His lower body was excited.

——Not only the characteristic organs of men, but also a place that I would never dream of getting excited.

"Aha……"

Matsuoka Rin didn't know how he got through the first estrus period, he only knew that when he finally regained his sobriety, what he saw in his eyes was so chaotic that it was unimaginable.The inner parts of the legs above the knees, which had been swiped vigorously in the pool not long ago, were covered with semen mixed with a liquid that he didn't even know what it was.In the panic, he didn't have time to take off the earphones. The black earphone cable was wrapped around the collar of the white student uniform, strangling his breath like a chain.

With no paper on his body, Rin Matsuoka could only stick his palms covered with obscenities against the wall and rub them hard, over and over again.He didn't dare to pick up the phone until the plaster on the wall began to fall off. His voice was trembling like his hands.

"Mom, I'm split..."

"It's an omega, not an alpha...not..."

That was the first time Matsuoka Rin released them under the oppression of panic and despair after years of blocking tears.

Then, he used a lie involving himself, his mother, his sister, and his sister's friends to turn these tears into an undercurrent that only surged below the ground.Everything seems to be as everyone expected, although he differentiated later than ordinary people, but he finally differentiated into alpha.

After finishing his university studies, Rin Matsuoka devoted himself to training, and his performance can be said to have improved by leaps and bounds on the basis of his excellent performance.He entered the rising stage of his competitive swimming career, and his opportunities for public appearances gradually increased.His daily life seems to be advancing day by day according to the most ideal route.

Until the route turned around - on the street where a clinic named "Fuji Bridge" was located.

In fact, at that time, Matsuoka Rin didn't feel anything, and didn't take the doctor who kindly helped him through the estrus period to heart.After a few days, he turned back to Rin Matsuoka who practiced swimming and participated in competitions without distraction.Three years have passed in a blink of an eye, and he never expected that he and Yamazaki Sousuke would reunite in the national team.

"Obviously Xiaoyao was happy for more than three years, but I dragged him into the water after three years. That guy Zongjie...how could he be so unlucky."

Rin Matsuoka muttered to himself, looking at Lake Fernando with dull eyes.

Or, the eyes were not dull.He was looking purposefully—since he is not qualified to take another look at the swimming pool of the World Championships, he might as well regard the lake in front of him as the last water he saw in Barcelona, ​​and it was also the water he saw in his career. Finally, finally, water that can be seen.

So Rin Matsuoka continued to sit on the cold concrete steps, staring at Lake Fernando.He noticed that the undulation of the lake surface became more obvious, obviously because of the wind.The luxuriant branches and leaves on the tree sway with the wind, and the rustling sound is like a melody flowing from the fingertips of the wind.Then, unknowingly, a rustling sound from a different source blended in.The soles of the shoes stepped on the leaves blown by the wind, and slowly approached with the rustling sound.

"……cold."

The sound of footsteps finally stopped at the top of the steps, and the rustling sound produced by the friction between the voice and the leaves was as hoarse as it was.

But this happened to be the voice that Matsuoka Rin didn't want to hear the last time.

He stood up and wanted to run.

"Stop running, Rin! If you run any further, you'll be doomed!"

The figure running out in a hurry stopped suddenly because of Yamazaki Sousuke's shout.

The place where he stopped was at the bottom of the steps, so there was the longest straight-line distance on the steps between him and Yamazaki Sousuke standing on the top of the steps.

"You still found me, Sousuke."

He said "found it", but the only thing Rin Matsuoka was willing to show Yamazaki Sosuke was a back view.

"However, I'm finished, not because I ran away. From the moment when the reporter exposed me with sufficient evidence, no, maybe from the time I split into an omega, but I didn't think about how to write a withdrawal application, I was already finished .”

"'It's over'?" Yamazaki Sousuke's tone was full of disbelief, "how could it be 'it's over'! What I said was clearly 'you will be over if you continue like this', as long as you haven't been suspended or cancelled. Past results, not being expelled from the national team—"

"Songsuke, you are too naive, these things will happen sooner or later."

Rin Matsuoka waved his right hand, signaling Yamazaki Sousuke not to waste his time talking, saying more would be useless.

"FINA's rules were established early on. Amateur players are not restricted by those rules, but once you become a professional player, you have to abide by FINA's rules. I was supposed to be an amateur player in peace, but But I used disgraceful means to become a professional player that I shouldn’t be, and I will not leave willingly until I have accepted the punishment as a professional player. So—”

Sousuke Yamazaki finally saw Rin Matsuoka turn his head.

"I have to run, but it's not about running away. I'm looking for them. I want to apologize more sincerely and take responsibility for what I did wrong. Since I can't escape punishment, let's minimize the impact, I can't let more people be implicated because of my willful behavior, including my mother, Jiang, Jiang's good friend Xiaohua, and...you."

The Fernando Lake in the background is like a huge background cloth, and the waves flicker as if they want to shake the shadows of people into dots of dappled light.Sousuke Yamazaki just looked at Rin Matsuoka standing in front of such a background cloth, listened to what he had to say, smiled, and then turned his back without hesitation.

——This person, you can't let him go.

——Let him go now, and soon he will "let go" himself on his own accord.

"Rin, what do you mean by that!"

Yamazaki Sousuke knew very well that even if he chased after him, it would be impossible to catch Rin Matsuoka, and it was absolutely impossible to restore this person's firm and stubborn mind with simple and rough physical actions.The only way to impress him is language, without the slightest pretense, the language spoken from the heart.

"If you just ran to find them like this, you are really willful! At the beginning, you begged everyone to help you hide your identity. How could your relatives and friends refuse? What else can you respond to? Now that it is exposed, you You have to act on your own to take responsibility for your mistakes, and you never asked our opinion! Why don’t you ask us first before you act! You are abroad, and you can’t ask people in China, okay, but , I am also abroad, in the same place as you! If the end of the road you run alone is destined to be dark, then why can't you take a break for a while and look back to see what is always behind you Lights on!"

"..."

The person who had already reached the intersection, and if he ran a few more steps, he would plunge into the road lined with dense trees on both sides, stopped again.

It was a blind spot where the streetlights were hard to reach, and it was so dark that people's facial features could not be seen clearly, but Yamazaki Sousuke could feel the breath of waiting very clearly.

He didn't know what Matsuoka Rin's mental activity was like at the moment, but he was already very relieved for the other party's stop.Matsuoka Rin is not "blind", his retina is very sensitive, very sensitive, and he has been using his retina to feel all the light around him.

Yamazaki Zongsuke walked down the steps step by step, he was afraid that if he walked too fast, Matsuoka Rin would feel that he was going to catch him and instill a lot of principles in him.As long as he walked slowly and carefully to his side like this, he didn't need the over-anxiety that might be self-defeating.

Going down to the second step like this, Sousuke Yamazaki continued to raise his foot, preparing to step up to the bottom step of the steps.The wind was blowing down from the sky, and he heard something vaguely, so he subconsciously glanced sideways, and then his pupils shrank suddenly.

"careful!--"

"Varied--"

Matsuoka Rin didn't even have time to complete a set of orderly reactions, and was thrown into his arms by a person who jumped down the steps and came straight to him.That person stood in front of him, and with a huge impact, he slammed into the guardrail of Lake Fernando. The sound of the impact was chaotic, and the sound of the car slid past the position he was standing on just now. Noise is worth fighting for.

"Sousuke! How are you? Is it important?"

Sitting on the ground, it took a while for Matsuoka Rin to recover.He was obviously still panting in panic, but he couldn't care about that much anymore. All he cared about now was the situation of the guy who jumped at him and saved his life.

"Ahem...it's okay, I'm fine..."

Matsuoka Rin said nothing, just squinted his eyes, and looked up and down Yamazaki Sousuke with the shrewd eyes he had trained in professional swimming for many years.Finally, his gaze was fixed on Yamazaki Sousuke's ankle, and he made a decisive move, rolled up his trousers. As he expected, Yamazaki Sousuke's ankle was torn open, and blood was oozing out.

At this time, another Spanish man ran over in a panic on the road.The car turned out to be his, and he parked the car in a parking lot on the side of the road, but for some reason, the car suddenly broke down and started to slide automatically for no reason, and the road was somewhat sloped, so the car was on the road. Taking advantage of the trend, he rushed down and didn't stop until he reached the relatively gentle area by the lake.

"I'm fine, you can go."

Yamazaki Sosuke responded to the man's apology in not-so-fluent Spanish.But the other party obviously couldn't forgive this mistake that was about to lead to a catastrophe, and still hurriedly apologized, and at the same time took out the medicine box from his own car.

"I really don't mind, you can leave, sir!"

Sousuke Yamazaki shouted impatiently, the man was a little confused by his attitude, but he had no choice but to follow Sousuke Yamazaki's wishes and leave this place, but he still insisted on keeping the medicine box.

"Hey, he's the one who indirectly hurt you, why did you let him go? In case something happens, who do you turn to?"

The Spanish man and his car were gone, and Matsuoka Rin couldn't help being angry that Yamazaki Zongsuke easily let the perpetrator go.

"It's okay, anyway, he left us the medicine box, I can treat the wound myself later, this is... my specialty. By the way, Rin, you must have been scratched too, I see I'll help you too—”

"Really... Sousuke, why...worried me so much?"

Matsuoka Rin had no patience to listen to Yamazaki Sousuke pretending to be smiling and talking about something.His hands tightly grabbed the clothes of the person in front of him, and his head was hooked deeply.

"In this way, you have been harmed by me again. Why don't you ever complain? 'Since I met you, my life has not been comfortable', 'All the troubles I have gotten into are all due to you Participate"... These words, even one sentence, why have I never heard such complaints from you..."

There was a long silence before the next breeze blew.

There was a long silence before the follow-up words were spoken.

"I've been lying since I met you. I really don't like lying, but I also lied because of you who lied."

"..."

"I just want to be an ordinary doctor, ah, maybe the team doctor of the Japanese National Swimming Team needs to be a little more prominent, not an ordinary doctor. But no matter what kind of life I have, I hope that my career will be stable. Yes, I won’t be swayed by some troubles that could have been avoided. In the end, I was still troubled because of you, and now even my job is in jeopardy.”

"..."

"But Rin—"

Eyes once again absorbed the light from the surrounding environment, Rin Matsuoka stared blankly at the man who held his face and forced him to raise his lowered head.

This person's eyes, this person's faint smile, and what this person said next, all made the emotions deep in his heart flood like Lake Fernando in a rainy season.

"I can help you who are full of loopholes to lie, and I can accompany you who are in the center of the storm to face these damn troubles. In this world, there is nothing better than meeting you."