"Zong Lin" chronic death

Rin Matsuoka is not a fool.

So when Sousuke Yamazaki told the story about him and "that person", he guessed it, but how could he accept this kind of mystery calmly?Now Yamazaki Sosuke reiterated his meaning again, he really wanted to avoid it but he couldn't.

"That is to say, I was the one who was 'resulted' by your mother for 'you haven't confessed yet'?"

"Yes, but I only told her 'it's an omega I know', and didn't specify it was you."

"That's not the point at all!"

Looking at Sousuke Yamazaki, Rin Matsuoka felt for the first time that he had such an obstacle in communicating with this person.

Hearing those words, he didn't have the heart to worry about whether his identity was known or not. He only cared about one thing: how could Sousuke Yamazaki like him?Obviously told Matsuoka Jiang that he has no other thoughts about him, are you joking now?

"Haha, Rin, I was kidding you."

"..."

Matsuoka Rin's pupils shrank suddenly because of Yamazaki Sousuke's mischievous smile.

Immediately afterwards, Yamazaki Sousuke's crooked shadow in his eyes was straightened again.

"Do you want me to say that?"

This is a question that Matsuoka Rin cannot answer.

He should be "hope", originally Yamazaki Sousuke fell in love with him or something, it should be just a joke, so he answered "hope" for granted.But he couldn't answer frankly, because the real answer was obviously very different from what he thought was "reasonable".

He didn't want it to be a joke, deep down in his heart he didn't want Yamazaki Sousuke to be joking with him.

"Let me tell you, Sousuke."

Under the unabashedly focused gaze of the person opposite, Matsuoka Rin, who was in a mess, felt that every time he organized a complete syllable, it was extremely difficult.

"Why do you like me? Don't you think that if you date someone like me, there will be a lot of follow-up troubles? I am a public figure, and I can't make many decisions on my own, let alone fall in love like a normal person. Besides, although the national team does not explicitly prohibit players from developing relationships with others, it does not advocate this kind of thing. The coach often brings invisible pressure. The most important thing is that I am an alpha in the eyes of outsiders. Because of this act of deceit, too many risks have accumulated on my body."

"These are obviously a big trouble for you."

Yamazaki Sosuke thought to himself, Rin is really an unexpected love to worry about others.

"For me, those problems did give me a headache, but I think you were the one who was more troubled than me. I remember that time when you fell off the jumping platform and I gave you Healing, you lost control of your emotions at that time because you were afraid of your real gender being exposed. I thought, no matter whether your secret will be made public, if it does, I will be affected again How much, these are nothing compared to the predicament you are facing as the center of the incident. I only have one goal, and that is not to let you pull me too far to the extent that you are hurt."

"Sousuke..."

What burned Matsuoka Rin's ears to the same color as his hair was not only Yamazaki Sousuke's heartfelt words, but also a face-to-face hug.This hug is so real, perceptible, tenacious and powerful, it made Matsuoka Rin feel the impulse to walk side by side with others, not to fight alone, since he told the big lie many years ago.

"Rin, let me be your shelter."

Yamazaki Sousuke felt that the person he held in his arms was quiet for a long time after he finished speaking.

"Thank you for your kindness, but I can get through this alone."

"Stop talking big, how can you stop it by yourself?"

"I'm not talking big, I still don't think there is much need for shelters..."

"..."

"Sousuke?"

Rin Matsuoka looked at Sousuke Yamazaki who had let go of his arms in confusion, and the aura of giving up on the other party made him panic.

"I understand Rin's meaning. That's it, the typhoon is very windy, go back and rest early, don't catch a cold."

"Hey!"

Seeing that Sousuke Yamazaki turned to leave, Rin Matsuoka couldn't care less about it in a hurry. He stretched out his hand and grabbed Sousuke Yamazaki's left wrist from behind.

"I didn't say I would reject you, did I?"

"Is that to be accepted?"

"Eh, I don't want to accept..."

"Then I still refuse."

"How old are you, why do you still only have such a simple concept of right and wrong in your mind! Don't you know that everything can have a third, fourth or even countless meanings!"

Perhaps it was because Matsuoka Rin's aura was too captivating, after hearing these words, Yamazaki Sousuke really had no tendency to leave.He let his wrist be grabbed, and turned to look at Matsuoka Rin sideways, with quiet and deep eyes, there was no helplessness of being forcibly stopped.

This appearance of Yamazaki Sousuke made Matsuoka Rin's heart beat louder and louder.

"I don't welcome people who do things for 3 minutes, so please think about whether you can persist for a long time before answering."

His hand was just on Yamazaki Sousuke's wrist, but at this moment he could feel the heat as if his fingers were intertwined.

"If you don't mind, the 'shelter' will always be just a nameless place that can't fulfill its duties, I can—"

"That's it, it's okay, I don't mind at all."

"There is no sincerity at all! Anyway, you have to listen to me first!"

Rin Matsuoka shouted loudly, this person is really terrible!

On Yamazaki Sousuke's side, he also quickly realized his faux pas.

"I'm sorry, I interrupted you very rudely just now, so, in order to make up for it, I will listen to every word you say from now on."

Whether it's words, tone or facial expressions, Yamazaki Sousuke all revealed a sincerity that made Rin Matsuoka calm down instantly.Or maybe, from the very beginning, he never doubted this person's sincerity, and the reprimand just now was just a moment of anger.

——Before I was interrupted, I said "I can".

Rin Matsuoka is going to retrieve the lost words.Of course he found it without any effort, but after he got stuck for a while, he couldn't muster up the courage to speak out and get things done quickly.

"Sousuke, since you have made a promise with full confidence, then, then we, just..."

"Let's date."

The moment he finally choked out the last few words, Matsuoka Rin's face was flushed so red that it didn't match his gnashing of teeth.

He doesn't understand why he reacts strangely because of a person's intimate behavior, why he sometimes wants to hide from someone, and why he has someone he likes just because someone seems to be interested And it's very uncomfortable... These incomprehensions have become past tense, and now they all have a common and unique answer.

He likes Sosuke Yamazaki just as Sosuke Yamazaki likes him.

In the next second, his hand was easily shaken off by Yamazaki Sousuke, and then he was tightly held back.The embrace that had been withdrawn because his words sounded like rejection, returned to his side, but the position of the hands was slightly different than before.They moved from the back near the waist to the cheeks on both sides, followed by kisses triggered by such movements.

"Um……"

This is not the first kiss between two people, but it is indeed the first kiss in the true sense.Unlike the previous few kisses that had to be done to temporarily mark, this time, it was just because they wanted to touch each other so intimately. This is between two people who love each other, more than the stars in the night sky. A simple and bright little wish.

After Yamazaki Sousuke moved his hand from Matsuoka Rin's face, he clenched into a fist again.

"Then, as Rin Matsuoka's lover, I would like to ask for your advice from today!"

Matsuoka Rin froze for a moment, then smiled brightly, squeezed his hand into a fist, and touched the fist waiting there with appropriate strength.

"Ah, each other!"