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In Jinyan Hall, there was a sound of breaking things.

Xu Hang hasn't eaten properly for two days.

When he was not addicted to drugs, he often yawned, became listless, even sweated, felt dizzy due to chills, naturally had a very poor appetite, and would vomit after eating.When drug addiction occurs, the limbs become more numb and convulsed, leading to joint and bone pain.

He is such a calm person, he almost threw everything in the room in the past two days.The fuss at the moment was because he was rummaging through boxes and boxes to find morphine.

Where?Where did Chanyi put it?

He tore down the bookcase, and all the books fell to the ground with a clatter. They were all ancient books that he cherished on a daily basis. Several potted plants on the window sill were also knocked down, and every drawer, large and small, was destroyed. Pull it open, and the things inside are scattered on the ground in all directions.

When Chanyi came in with tea, Xu Hang waved the teapot away: "Where is the medicine?!"

If Chanyi didn't hide in time, the scalding water would be poured on her face. She was so frightened and aggrieved that she took two steps back and said timidly, "Master, that medicine...doesn't work..."

Chanyi has witnessed how her uncle was ruined by opium. The usually kind and amiable old man can beat and scold his own children in the street, whip him, and steal money from passers-by because of his drug addiction. In the end, he smoked too much and fell asleep in the snow, freezing to death.

She doesn't want to see Xu Hang become like this, but Xu Hang is already a little crazy now.

Xu Hang suppressed his anger and said: "Chanyi, I know what's in my heart, stop messing around and give me the medicine."

Chan Yi is also stubborn: "You, if you are like this, you will not be able to quit in the future!"

"Of course I will quit, but you can't let me quit all at once, can you?" Xu Hang tried to appease Chanyi and reasoned with her, "I'll start with one today, and then one every two days. , and then take another one for three days, quit slowly, isn’t it good?”

As he was talking, he approached Chanyi, and Chanyi backed up again and again: "No, no, don't beat if you can. This thing knows its taste, the more you use it, the more you can't quit it!"

This blatant refusal almost exhausted Xu Hang's patience.

Today is clearly sunny, but Xu Hang thinks it is cloudy or rainy.

This is drug addiction. When it comes, it is like dark clouds driving away the sun, faster and faster. As long as you inject morphine, you will feel that your breath is full of sunshine, but once drug addiction occurs, you will feel like a lightning storm It's in your ear, and it's about to hit it right away.

Boundless despair, the whole body is chilly, and after a while it is so hot that it collapses, thousands of leeches are sucking your blood, you can even imagine the feeling of being bitten by insects on your bones.

In other words, the bones are growing like bamboo, and it is necessary to break through your flesh and directly pierce your brain!

"Give me the medicine," Xu Hang shook Chanyi, "Chanyi, you listen to me the most, give me the medicine!"

From Chanyi's point of view, Xu Hang's face was clearly about to deform.Chanyi gritted her teeth and dared to confront him: "There is no medicine! I burned them all and threw them away!"

"Can you say that again?"

"Have you quit the drug, okay? Chanyi will accompany you to quit, and you will die if you use that drug again! At this juncture, you are still in a stalemate with Commander Duan. If I let you continue to be self-willed, It really hurt you!"

Chanyi's voice was full of tears.

Xu Hang couldn't listen at all, drug addiction had eroded his reason, he only knew that the woman in front of him was trying to harm him if she didn't give him medicine.As soon as he reached out and touched the injection in Chanyi's arms, he wanted to grab it, and while Chanyi was struggling, the medicine fell out.

"Morphine..." Xu Hang seemed to see a savior.

Chanyi's face changed drastically, and he immediately picked up the morphine on the ground, and then smashed it on the ground as fast as he could!snap!All the injections shattered immediately, and the liquid flowed all over the floor.

Almost at the same time, Xu Hang stretched out his hand to rescue him, but his speed was too late, his knees softened, and he just let his hand stick on the broken glass, piercing a small wound on his hand.

Gone, all gone.

His last medicine was gone.

People who are addicted to drugs are most prone to hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. They always feel that others are persecuting them. At this moment, the world that Xu Hang sees in his eyes is colorful and upside down. Even Chanyi is so hideous. .

He grabbed Chanyi's neck, and his expression was also panicked: "Chanyi, are you going to kill me? Are you going to kill me?!"

"Cough cough... the head of the house... no... cough cough!" Chan Yi tried to explain, but couldn't make a sound.

At this time, the little novice came running in, and seeing the scene in front of him was so frightened that he was tearful, and the clear and crisp child voice broke the deadlock in front of him: "Brother Xu, let go! Sister Chanyi is going to be strangled to death by you!"

The immature child's voice was like a beam of light shining into the darkness, allowing Xu Hang to find a little reason from his delusions, and he let go of his hand, and Chanyi rolled on the ground, and the little novice hurriedly helped Chanyi up: "Sister... Are you OK?"

"Cough cough cough cough cough!"

Xu Hang looked at his bloody palm, the chaotic room, the crying women and children, and himself in a state of embarrassment, and felt that everything was so strange.

The broken mirror on the ground reflected his own appearance, which was too ugly, like a madman.

"Get out." It took him a long time to find his voice.

If he stayed with them again, he was afraid that he would hurt them again.

Fearing that it would be bad for the children to see, Chan Yi hurried out of the room with the little novice in his arms, and carried him to another yard: "Hey, sister is fine, don't go to the young master's room for the next few days, okay?" ?”

"What's wrong with brother Xu? He looks so scary..." The little novice felt lingering fear.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, he is just sick, and he will be back to normal when he recovers." Chan Yi comforted the little novice monk, not knowing whether to comfort the child or himself.

The little monk got his head out of Chanyi's arms: "Brother Xu is a doctor, can't a doctor treat him? Can a doctor get sick too?"

Chanyi looked at the innocent face of the little novice, with mixed feelings in her heart: "Yes, doctors will get sick, and so will your elder brother Xu. So, sister Chanyi wants to find a doctor for him to save him. Doctor, help him cure this disease."

Although Chanyi was smiling, the little novice always felt that she was not very happy, so he touched Chanyi's hair clumsily: "Sister, don't be sad, brother will get better. Sister is good to brother, and brother is also very happy." Well, the master said that good deeds are rewarded with good deeds."

Chanyi looked at the little novice, reached out to hug him, and wept quietly from an angle he couldn't see.

There are some things she can't do, she can only ask others to do them.

Xu Hang didn't want to put down his face, so she let him go out the door for him.