lovelorn too little

When Lu Xinyi's new play finishes, December will come to an end.On Christmas Day, he stood for Cartier in Paris, and met Zhou Ping in the hotel lobby after work was over.

Behind him, as usual, were followed by a group of nervous security guards. Lu Xinyi saw him striding in from a distance through the revolving door. He was tall and outstanding. He was wearing a pair of sunglasses that covered most of his face. He was dressed in black, with his coat open, and a smoky gray scarf was left hanging in front of him, swinging as he walked, holding the lambskin gloves he had just taken off.

The already sparsely populated lobby formed a circle of attention around them, and then they all looked away in unison.

Everyone made way for them in the spacious space.It is to give way, and it is also a subconscious avoidance.

A French reporter whispered "Zhou" in a low voice, but it was only a low cry.Before Zhou Ping came in, someone had come to clearly warn that taking pictures was prohibited.

He didn't see Lu Xinyi, and walked past the crowd at a distance of more than ten meters without looking sideways, and got on the elevator under the guidance of the hotel executives.

This meeting was really an accident. Chang Hao and Du An had indeed been communicating about their schedules all the time, but recently when Zhou Ping got busy, he often didn't see the end. Lu Xinyi knew that he only knew that he would have a holiday around the New Year.

After the brief group visit, Lu Xinyi also returned to the room.

"Just now, you walked into the Trafon in the lobby, do you know? For Continental Ark, which was listed on the New York Stock Exchange a while ago, he is the legal representative, the largest shareholder, and the CEO. He is a real big boss in three parts." In the suite, the little girl who was in charge of arranging the dresses said while packing the boxes.

The photographer Kobayashi said "Wow": "I thought it was a local mafia!"

Xiao Wang gave her a squint, Xiao Lin smiled stupidly on purpose, recovered for a while and then sighed: "It's really handsome, I really want to take pictures, but it's a pity that I have a wicked heart but no courage. You said it was our compatriots Then I will shoot it, for the benefit of the sisters in the studio!"

"Don't." Xiao Wang said, "Which buddy following him looks like a vegetarian?"

Xiao Lin sighed and said, "I only know Ark Continent, but I never knew the owner of Ark Continent. Oh my God, I'm tired of saying these three words."

Xiao Wang couldn't help but start laughing idiotically: "Wikipedia says he is unmarried, and people who eat melons on the Internet can't find any scandals about him. He was secretly photographed only a few times, and he was surrounded by bodyguards. Not even a single female mosquito, hey...who knows whose mouth this piece of meat ended up in?"

Xiao Lin wondered: "It's such a heavenly dish, why is there no news in China?"

Xiao Wang usually doesn't bother to climb over the wall, it's purely because he has nothing to do in Paris these two days, so he posted on Instagram and Twitter, and it happened that the people outside the wall were discussing the Ark of the Continent.

She said casually: "It is said that when the assets were divided, Ark Continental took away a lot of core information from Huayin. I don't know if it is true. If it doesn't feel true, there is no need to block the news like this in China."

Chang Hao stepped in and asked: "There are many brands under Huayin, so taking away a little will have such a big impact? Besides, what is there to block the news about the separation?"

Seeing that a group of people have become curious babies, Xiao Wang had no choice but to popularize science with confidence: "That's because it is said on the Internet that the boss of Continental Ark is now mainly inclined to cooperate with Germany or France. There have been two public meetings, but both It's quite roundabout, you know, it's a forum or something, a group of leaders get together, until the end, I don't know whether it's a real private contact or a brainstorming of the masses. The domestic cover... The olive branch has stretched out , this matter can be big or small, it should be because the domestic public opinion is afraid of losing control in a short period of time... In the big head, they cut off heavy industry and artificial intelligence, do you think it should have an impact?"

Chang Hao: Quit the group chat.

The two little girls, Xiao Wang and Xiao Lin, got together and attracted a few more people to gather around and continue chatting.

Originally, young people in the studio rarely cared about this news, and even if they did, they seldom mentioned it.That's because I suspected that I saw the recent news parties below, everyone was enthusiastic and talked non-stop.

One of them said: "Then there is still a fake? If there is nothing in Ark Continental, after the C round of financing, it will not be counted as the shareholding in Huayin. Zhou can be among the top five richest people on the Ark Continental alone? It’s too small to underestimate the rich list.”

A few people sighed for a while, "Okay." Fang Dan said, "It's raining, and your mother's family is worrying about nothing. Have you cleaned it up? When you're done, go to eat. If you go out to eat, hurry up, you don't have to go out to order."

She looked at Lu Xinyi, who said, "I'll order dinner, you go."

After dismissing the moaning group of people, Chang Hao also went to buy food for Lu Xinyi, leaving only Fang Dan and Lu Xinyi.

"Tired?" Fang Dan asked, "Persist for one more day, and you can have some free time after returning home."

Originally, Lu Xinyi had already accepted the TV station's New Year's Eve party. A few days ago, Lu Xinyi asked Fang Dan if he could turn it down.

He didn't push past work for no reason, and Fontaine agreed.

"Try not to make any noise when we go back, just post a Happy New Year message on Weibo. Originally, we temporarily quit to cause trouble for others. I killed myself when I pushed. It's either because of other arrangements, or because my body can't handle the live broadcast of the party. You Besides, if you accidentally help others bring heat, then you really can't justify it, and offend people and offend the family."

Lu Xinyi said, "I know."

"What I said to the outside world is that you go back to your hometown to be with your family, just in case, don't talk about it." She brushed her hair, "The fans understand quite well, they have been calling for you to take a rest, and this time is also in line with their wishes. "

Lu Xinyi glanced at her: "But I have no family."

Fang Dan raised his eyebrows and said, "What are you talking about? You said you had a partner that I had never heard of. I found out the night before, and you moved out to live with someone the next day, no matter how many hours you work a day. , as long as I can go back, I won’t sleep outside, and pushing work is also for him?”

"There's nothing you can't say." When mentioning this, Lu Xinyi was rarely serious, "You don't want to give so many hints all day long. I'm a filmmaker, so I can sing and dance if asked. , but I won’t be their boyfriends, everyone understands, so I don’t want to make people feel bad for nothing.”

Lu Xinyi doesn't think he is high-minded, even very vulgar. He has always cooperated with the company's marketing, and even cooperated with the woman to fire up the scandal several times during the broadcast of the show, but he never wanted Fang Dan and the others to install "boyfriends" on him. Force" label.

Everything can be impure, this world is not a pure world, but once impurity involves feelings, there is a suspicion of deception, because feelings are the most unclear and unreasonable things in this world, and they are also the most ambiguous after being mixed with impurity. Something that can hurt.

When a person commits murder, arson, robbery, or any crime, he may be able to find reasons beyond his control, only emotional deception cannot.

A person who deceives his feelings can be directly judged as a synonym for despicableness without collecting evidence or asking questions.

Fontaine had listened to his words a lot, and from the beginning to the end, he thought that he was a stubborn one, even at the level of a primary school student. Every sentence made people feel childish, so he didn't answer.

After a while, he naturally changed the subject and talked about another matter: "I know who you are, and you also know who I am, Lu Xinyi, we are a community of interests, if you don't plan to get fingernails on that person Bigger benefits, I can understand, I just beg you not to make trouble."

"How many endorsements you have, how many cooperations you are in contact with, and how many interests will be damaged if there is a little trouble, you know yourself, right?" As she spoke, her voice trembled a little, showing a little anxiety.

Lu Xinyi nodded again: "I know."

She then quickly asked: "How are you doing, when?"

Lu Xinyi blinked, with his usual attitude of non-violence and non-cooperation, Fang Dan could only ask, "Does that person know you are in Paris?"

Lu Xinyi said, "I don't know."

Fang Dan was skeptical: "It's better not to know...Everything is said on the Internet. Although the things on the Internet may not be all true, there are also groundless rumors. You heard what they said just now. Recently, everyone You have to report to me if there is any movement, you are not allowed to make decisions by yourself, let alone travel alone, remember?"

Lu Xinyi took off her make-up when she came back, her face was fair and clean, her lips were red and her teeth were white. When she was not stubborn, she lowered her head slightly, looking very obedient. Fang Dan instructed him, and he nodded and said, "Remember."

Fang Dan looked at him, wanted to say something, but finally held back, and asked: "It's been almost a month, Chang Hao said that he can't stay in your place all the time, he has to leave when he puts down his things...he can't Bully you?"

The "he" in the back was talking about Zhou Ping, Lu Xinyi understood, raised his head and said, "No, we're fine."

"Really?" Fang Dan folded his arms, leaning his body weight on his right leg, standing in a leisurely posture, but his face couldn't help being serious, "This person... Really, Lu Xinyi, if you're with an artist, even an amateur OK, I won't be so worried."

She whispered, "Why are you stuck with such a Buddha?"

"What are you laughing at?" After a while, Fontaine stared at him strangely, "Do you still miss your husband?"

Lu Xinyi smiled back, and then said dryly, "What's wrong?"

Fontaine broke down and said, "Why are you blushing!"

She really felt unable to communicate with Lu Xinyi, so she slammed the door and left.

During this period of time, the two of them haven't talked much in private. It's one thing that Lu Xinyi is busy with work, and another is that he doesn't want to talk about it in detail.

So far, every time someone from over there came to meet with their security guards, after a lengthy confirmation of the work, and found that Zhou Ping was only here to pick up Lu Xinyi from the set, or the kind who sat in the car without showing his face, she would repeatedly think about the mediocre background in her hand. It's not surprising how an artist who has become popular step by step has something to do with this kind of ghost sorrow.

When Lu Xinyi was starting to show signs of becoming popular in that garbage web drama, Fang Dan checked him out: a kid with a grandpa, who first got leukemia and then got kidney failure. A catastrophe is a disease that can drain the blood of the whole family in an ordinary family, let alone a 19-year-old Lu Xinyi under this burden.

Then there is the story of Lu Xinyi being introduced by a friend who works together to take a flat photo. It is old-fashioned, but true.

In addition to those, Fang Dan has also heard about some things before Lu Xinyi's big luck. In order to earn more money, he moved two trucks of mineral water a day and was sent to the emergency room at night. The assistant director directly pointed at his nose and scolded him for waiting too many times for boxed lunches on the set. Once he fainted when filming an ad group performance that needed to be put into the water, and finally found out that he was hungry.

There are many similar things, and very few of them were popularized by some "former friends" to the marketing account, and they gathered a few fans for him. The crowd came and went, and when the news was hot, there were many distressing messages for Lu Xinyi on the Internet. , but most of the rest, together with the inexplicable scar on his wrist, the many years of suffering and forbearance, like sharp and angular stones wrapped in shellfish, are slowly in his own heart. digested.

The dinner at the hotel was good, and the red wine was also good. Fontaine drank two glasses, just to the point of being slightly tipsy, and relaxed a lot. When she returned to the room, she thought again, Lu Xinyi is stupid, a tendon, and a rare naivety in the world, but In essence, he is also a child who has suffered a lot. He should know how to leave a way for himself.

On New Year's Eve, Zhou Ping arrived home at eleven o'clock in the evening. Lu Xinyi fell asleep on the sofa, but she didn't sleep well. As soon as Zhou Ping's coat was put on his shoulders, Lu Xinyi woke up.

He rubbed his eyes and sat up: "You are back."

Lu Xinyi has always been thin, and the loose home clothes exposed his collarbone a little. Recently, his hair seems to be a little long. The soft and dark hair makes him look too white. His eyelashes are very long. When he fell asleep, his lips were slightly pursed, his eyebrows Stretched, defenseless look.

Zhou Ping maintained the leaning posture for a while, circling Lu Xinyi with one arm, and kept his face very close to him. When Lu Xinyi was mostly awake, he put down the hand that rubbed his eyes and looked over, then withdrew the hand that helped him cover his clothes and stood up straight.

He was wearing a rare dusty body, as if he had traveled a long way. Lu Xinyi got up from his side and said, "Are you hungry? I still need to take a bath first. I'll help you fill up the water..."

"Wait a while." Zhou Ping said.

Lu Xinyi obediently stopped, but Zhou Ping stopped talking. He waited for a while, rubbed his eyes again, and whispered sleepily, "I'll go put the water in."

After Zhou Ping took a shower, Lu Xinyi just brought out the last dish: "Chang Hao brought it here because I'm not very good at cooking." He said a little awkwardly.

Zhou Ping was very forgiving and just let out a "huh".

The room was very quiet. Before falling asleep, Lu Xinyi turned the TV to silent. The New Year's Eve party was being broadcast. Seeing that Zhou Ping had no intention of watching it, he turned it off.

The two of them ate quietly, just like many days before.

Ever since they lived together, from Fang Dan's point of view, Lu Xinyi seemed to be tied up in this house and would go back when he had time, but in fact the two of them hadn't spoken much.

Sometimes Fang Dan was too worried, for fear that Lu Xinyi would be cheated or bullied, and when asked him the details, half of Lu Xinyi didn't want to say more, and part of it was because he had nothing to say.

They just eat, sometimes make love, and sleep.

After turning off the lights, Zhou Ping put his arms around Lu Xinyi and touched Lu Xinyi enough, but he didn't do it for several days. He didn't torture Lu Xinyi too much, and quickly bit Lu Xinyi's lip and pushed it in.

When it was fully inserted, Lu Xinyi couldn't help but tightened his arms around Zhou Ping's neck, and let out a few short gasps. Zhou Ping kissed him as if to comfort him, holding his face with one hand, He reached down with one hand, pinched the base of his thigh and pressed it to the side, and began to straighten his waist and manipulate it vigorously.

The expansion was done enough, but Lu Xinyi always had a hard time bearing it. Zhou Ping frowned and went in and out of the pitiful hole for a long time, wrapped in him with damp and hot inside, unable to slow down at all, but Lu Xinyi also sobbed pitifully , Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, yihhhhhhhhhhhhhh, xihmmmmmmmm was felt into a comfortable place.

"Does it hurt?"

Lu Xinyi shed two tears, shook her head and said, "It doesn't hurt, it's very comfortable."

After tossing and turning for most of the night, Zhou Ping hugged Lu Xinyi to take a bath. The drowsy person was startled suddenly, and hugged Zhou Ping's neck, crying and begging him "don't do it in the bathroom".

Lu Xinyi couldn't keep his eyes open, he was red and swollen from crying. When Zhou Ping asked him why, he put his chin on Zhou Ping's shoulder and whispered muffledly, "I don't want to be pushed against the wall, it's too deep. Don't do it, okay?"

Zhou Ping kicked open the bathroom door, put him on the sink, and touched his hot eyelids with his hands: "Tired?"

Lu Xinyi was so sleepy that he grabbed Zhou Ping's hand and nodded his head twice: "I'm very tired."

Facing Lu Xinyi like this, it was very difficult for Zhou Ping to put on a vicious look, which should be the most difficult thing in the world for him.

He hugged Lu Xinyi again, like a child, and stood under the shower with his fleshy buttocks in his arms, saying, "So good."

Lu Xinyi remained silent for so long that Zhou Ping thought he was asleep, and then heard him whisper, "Are you happy?"

Zhou Ping paused the movement of pinching the back of his neck, and asked, "What do you mean?"

"I want to make you happy." Lu Xinyi's words were vague, and after finishing speaking, he leaned into his arms very dependently. Zhou Ping felt that his heart would not beat anymore, but it seemed to be beating extremely fast, beyond the limit. scientifically explainable.

But then he heard Lu Xinyi muttering in sleep, "Let's make you happy before you get married, okay?"

Zhou Ping froze slowly.

On the night they met in Xiaopenglai a month ago, neither of them settled down at first. Lu Xinyi, who was taken back and pressed on the bed, was like crazy. When his pants were stripped off, he cried miserably. Zhou Ping held him down hard. He held down his dishonest leg again, and yelled loudly in front of him: "You don't like it, most of them are willing to fuck me, Lu Xinyi, what are you! You ask me what I'm doing when I come back, Do you think I came to you? Let me tell you, my mother came back to get married, did you hear me?!"

Miss of the Qin family, if you love me, I will. After getting married, I will play my own way, and no one will be delayed.It seems to say so.

"What are you!" he cursed again as he fucked in.

Lu Xinyi didn't respond for a long time, and only cried again after being fucked and shot for the first time. Zhou Ping didn't know what to do, and wanted to see if his back was hurt. As soon as he stretched out his hand, Lu Xinyi gently grabbed it. He was okay. Looking over with an expression on her face, Lu Xinyi sobbed and asked, "When will you get married?"

when?Zhou Ping forgot what he said at the time.