lovelorn too little

At seven o'clock, with the boss coming in, Huayin Building started a busy day ahead of schedule.Zhou Ping walked all the way to sign, and when he entered the office, there were still two stacks of reports to be reviewed.

He picked and picked, and took most of the distribution to the secretary and sent it to the bottom.

The secretary stood at the desk reading the itinerary, followed Zhou Ping's instructions to postpone a few non-urgent business trips, and then said: "The wife at home called twice, saying that your mobile phone is not working, thinking that you have time to call back. By the way, go home and have a meal. Miss Zhou Yun also called, but she didn't say anything, just asked someone to send two bunches of keys."

Rong Wan made two phone calls in the past two days, but Zhou Ping didn't receive them.

Zhou Ping asked, "How did you find the house?"

The secretary took out the documents and showed him: "Considering the school district, quietness, traffic and privacy, the intermediary recommends these three places, and the two places under your name are also good, and Zhongyu Garden is only a 10-minute walk from the company. You see look."

Zhongyu was built by a subsidiary of Huayin. At the beginning, it also noticed that it was not far from the company, so Rong Guan ordered two sets to be allocated to Zhou Ping's name, and asked people to rush to decorate and pack them up.

However, this is all a matter of thinking and thinking. Most of Zhou Ping still lives in old houses, and Zhongyu has never been there.

He flipped through the pages, and finally clicked on Zhongyu's page. Just as a call came in, the secretary closed the door and left.

Rong Qi reported the trivial matters, and then told Zhou Ping: "My aunt told you to call back, mainly to bring someone home for dinner."

Zhou Pingdao: "Understood."

Rong Qi bit the bullet and finished his aunt Rong Wan's mission. Just as he breathed a sigh of relief, another call came in. Seeing that it was Zhou Ping's cheap younger sister, Zhou Yun, his tone was much more relaxed, and he said, "What? Well, find a few Russian nurses as soon as possible, but there is no big problem, and it will only be two days at the latest."

He looked at the watch while flipping through the files with his mobile phone in his hand, "What about you, have you taken the house key? Didn't An Lu just say that Zhongyu was booked, I'll go there at night, you wait for me."

Zhou Yun has been agitated ever since she heard that Zhou Ping brought back two people from Russia, and she followed them closely to take care of her. She seemed more caring than Rong Wan in the old house, but Zhou Ping didn't say anything, so she didn't dare to approach her, so she just I can follow Rong Qi to inquire about some gossip.

"I look Chinese, good-looking! I also speak Chinese, and my words are correct, not like foreigners, but slow, jumping word by word. On the other hand, listening to me is like listening to a foreign language, with wide eyes. Rare person... You haven't seen brother like that, like Bao'er, looking at a tall boy, he is afraid of blowing hard and bumping into him... I'm going back to the company in the morning, and Uncle Du will not leave here. It's on."

"Don't wait, it's been a mess these days, you still want to mess up... I just went in to take a look, but I just looked at the back of my head..."

While talking, Du Liliang opened the door and came out.

The ward occupies the entire floor, and at this moment, apart from the nurse station, there are only people brought by Zhou Ping in the corridor.

Rong Qi stopped gossiping, hung up the phone and walked over: "Uncle Du."

Du Liliang nodded at him respectfully, and said with a smile, "Master Biao. I think that's it. I'm afraid you'll be fine today, so you can call it a day."

He was wearing black clothes and black trousers, spoke with a southern accent that was hard to change, and had kind eyes.

But for many years, every time Rong Qi saw him, he recalled the past when he and his cousin Zhou Ping learned the rules with Du Liliang when he was a child, and he was still afraid.

As we get older, the fear of children gradually becomes the respect of adults, and speech is also three points slower and lower.

"I can still bear it, just stare here, you go back and rest first."

Du Liliang waved his hand lightly and said, "I'll take another look."

After tossing around without day or night for a few days, Rong Qi was indeed tired, and he also understood that the people inside were important. Du Liliang could not leave here without Zhou Ping, so he thought: "That's okay, wait for my brother to come over Someone tell me. If you have other things, just call me."

Du Liliang turned his face to the side and nodded his chin slightly, and someone came to send Rong Qi upstairs.

Not long after Lu Xinyi fell asleep, after Rong Qi left, no one dared to speak inside or outside the ward. There were more than 30 people on this floor, not counting the doctors and nurses.

Zhou Ping was called away at breakfast time, and there were many things to do, but he came back before Lu Xinyi woke up from a nap.

At noon in the sweltering summer, Du Liliang was originally sitting in the small living room outside the suite with his eyes closed, but when Zhou Ping opened the door and came in, he followed him half a step away, hanging clothes, putting bags, and getting water, without any further delay. sat.

"Have you eaten?" Zhou Ping lifted his hand to loosen his tie, and looked in, asking Lu Xinyi.

"I ate. The Sijichun dishes that I asked someone to give away are all good, but I haven't eaten much." Du Liliang replied in a low voice, "I think, maybe I'm still not used to it? Maybe it's because of sadness... His, grandpa , the doctor said, it's not very good."

Zhou Ping's expression turned cold, and he didn't speak any more, but Du Liliang watched him grow up, raised his hand and probably knew what he meant, so he continued to babble on details: "But it doesn't look too bad, around twelve o'clock , took a shower, and finally fell asleep, but it was not stable, he woke up after calling outside for a while, and has been sleeping until now."

After Zhou Ping listened to it, he went to the inner ward, locked the door with his backhand, and Du Liliang stood by the door respectfully.

Counting it, Lu Xinyi had lost his eyes for more than two days. Jay was admitted to the ICU again in the middle of the night yesterday. He waited outside the operating room all night. Fortunately, Zhou Ping wanted to accompany him, but he didn't say no.

It was also in the morning that Zhou Ping left for a while, he had no support in his heart, and he was at a loss and did not dare to overwhelm the sky, so he squinted and fell asleep.

However, I couldn’t live peacefully in the dream. I closed my eyes and dreamed that Jay suddenly couldn’t stop vomiting blood that night. Will he go--will he go, will he go?

Jay was still somewhat conscious, leaning against his arms with bloody spittle in his mouth, and uttered one or two quick syllables, all of which were obstructions.On the other hand, Zhou Ping grabbed his wrist and counted the benefits of following him: the biggest hospital, the best doctor, and the most complete medicine.

The sun came out slowly, Lu Xinyi didn't hesitate too long, he hugged Jay and said, "Let's go."

In the Zhou family's own hospital, five buildings in the inpatient department were built according to the configuration of the resort. The bedroom bed in the suite is a large size of [-] meters, with a European style headboard, and a beige carved Roman column on the bed.

The several layers of curtains in the room were tightly drawn, and once the door was closed, the air was filled with silence, and there was a little unknown smell picked up by Lu Xinyi for ten consecutive days, a warm, lively and thin youthful air.

His clothes are full of this smell. In the past, his neck and hair were often sniffed and kissed by Zhou Ping.

Zhou Ping closed the door contemptuously, took a step forward and stopped, only to feel the heel of his leather shoes stepping on the wooden boards rattling, took off his shoes, and then went to the bedside and sat down.

Lu Xinyi still woke up, hugged the pillow and rubbed his face for a while, before he woke up, Zhou Ping put him on his lap to sleep on. While he was being good, he gently pinched his soft ears and stroked his hair.

"Go to sleep."

"What time is it, grandpa?"

Zhou Ping said, "01:30."

"Where's grandpa?"

When he was in Russia, Lu Xinyi mostly called him "Jay" directly. After leaving that place, he called "Grandpa" instead.

He was so weak from sleeping that he was manipulated by Zhou Ping, and finally got up and hugged him on his lap face to face, with his arm protecting his waist, and the other hand clapped on his shoulder: "Sleep a little longer, he just woke up."

After gathering some strength, Lu Xinyi crawled sideways onto the bed. Zhou Ping didn't bully him, so he let him out of his arms, and followed him to lie on his side.

The light in the room was dim, Zhou Ping carefully looked at Lu Xinyi's face hidden in the darkness, and smelled the pleasant smell coming from his body along with the warm body temperature on the tip of his nose, so he resisted not to hug him for a kiss.

? "Did you have lunch at noon?"

Lu Xinyi said, "Eat."

Zhou Ping asked, "What did you eat?"

Lu Xinyi thought for a while, but she was not in a very high mood, and said slowly, "Rice, vegetables, and things I don't know."

Zhou Ping said, "Stupid."

Lu Xinyi didn't refute, and said after a while: "Grandpa hasn't eaten yet."

Zhou Ping was silent for a while, then stretched out his hand to hug him, brushed away his hair that blocked his eyes, and said in a low voice as if he liked him very much: "You can eat when he wakes up, are you good? "

Lu Xinyi still seemed to be resisting his intimacy, and because he was uncomfortable with his child-like tone, she propped her hands on the bed and turned her face away before she nodded.

He asked, "Will Grandpa be okay?"

Zhou Ping quickly said, "Of course."

This question and answer has become the most frequent sentence in the daily conversation between the two of them. Even if Lu Xinyi doesn't ask, Zhou Ping often repeats it over and over again.

He was afraid that Jay would die on the way out of Russia. If so, there is no doubt that Lu Xinyi would turn around and go back without hesitation.Fortunately not.

Lu Xinyi slept for a while, but it didn't take long. He got out of bed and washed his face. Seeing Zhou Ping sitting by the head of the bed, with a piece of tie curled around in his hands, he pulled the curtains when he didn't sleep. opened.

The two of them were relatively speechless. Lu Xinyi sat on the small sofa, slowly drinking a glass of water, and after a while hesitantly asked Zhou Ping, "Are you busy today?"

How can you not be busy?It is impossible to have a day to finish the work from morning till night.

Zhou Ping said: "Not busy, do you want to go out for a walk?"

After drinking the water, Lu Xinyi thought seriously for a while, then looked up at Zhou Ping and said, "Let's talk."

Zhou Ping wanted to talk, he wanted to talk a long time ago, but Lu Xinyi refused to give him the chance.

The two of them can only say a few words that are not salty or bland when they are together, no matter during the few months in Russia or the ten days since they came back.

Lu Xinyi refused to give him the chance to admit his mistakes and argue.

He was sitting upright, even unconsciously tightening his loose tie, looking back into Lu Xinyi's eyes, nervous as if waiting for a verdict.

Lu Xinyi thought about it and said, "I think, in the future, you should be busy with your work. I know you are very busy, and running around like this is too tiring. I don't think you need..."

"What do you mean?" Zhou Ping's face changed slightly, and he tried to calmly and patiently said, "Didn't I say that? I'm not busy, and even if I'm busy, I don't miss this little time with you."

Lu Xinyi pursed her lips, gave him a comforting look, rubbed her fingers against the glass wall, nodded naturally, and said, "I know, I know. What I mean is that you won't be of much help when you come here. Go home and rest after work." It’s good, it’s enough to have doctors and nurses watching him, why is it necessary to be so tired by one more person?”

"What about you?" Zhou Ping asked blankly, "You arranged for me to go back and rest, so that I don't have to come here again. How did you plan?"

Lu Xinyi quickly said: "When he is discharged from the hospital, he probably won't be able to go back. I'll just rent a house here and gradually find a job as a handyman. I can do everything. The house doesn't have to be too good, so I don't need too much money." money."

He spoke fluently in the first half, and it sounded like he had really thought about it, only he stuttered when he talked about money.

He has never been in contact with the world outside the small town at all. In the past ten days in Shanghai, because Jay's condition relapsed, he never left the hospital.But even that was too much for him.

From the tall buildings to the densely packed cars, as well as the suits and leather shoes, everything in this place made him feel strongly strange, and the small animals hiding in the wilderness suddenly panicked like being in a tropical rainforest.

Everything about Russia is too far away from him, and the story of the villain arriving in the country of adults cannot describe a ten-thousandth of this gap.

In the dead of night, Lu Xinyi also suffered from insomnia. When he was insomnia, he felt that those questions that he had no way to find answers in the past were easy to understand now: on the day we agreed to leave together, why did Ed, why didn't he want him?

Because everyone wants a better life and a better place to live.Like him, the Iwan family had never seen the outside world, so they would still make the decision to leave the town.

Not to mention Zhou Ping, who originally belonged to the city.

In comparison, what is Lu Xinyi?A boy in a small town with a lot of trouble on his body.A good life should not be asking for trouble.

So Lu Xinyi figured out this problem without a trace of resentment in his heart. Everyone has value, but the value is generated through the evaluation of others. If the value certification he gave to Zhou Ping that day was "all of Lu Xinyi", then Zhou Ping The verification of his value should be "the lie attached to the lie".

At the beginning, she wanted to stay in the cabin to recuperate her wounds, and was driven to show her kindness to him, which gave birth to a one-sided love.

Lu Xinyi figured it out, and he also knew that he didn't have any resentment towards Zhou Ping in his heart, so he couldn't figure out why he was crying.

That night, the moonlight shone on Zhou Ping who was sleeping next to him through a layer of gauze curtains. He slowly leaned over, pretending that Zhou Ping was holding him, and a lot of tears flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably.

Zhou Ping was silent for a long time, got up, and under Lu Xinyi's slightly wide-eyed gaze, walked in front of him and squatted down on one knee, put his arm on his lap, and held his hand, the calm expression on his face slowly showed some cracks, He asked Lu Xinyi in a low voice: "What are you thinking in your heart? What do you want me to do, and when will you forgive me?"

Lu Xinyi shook his head slowly, but Zhou Ping couldn't control his pain, and said irritable and frustrated: "Have you forgotten what I said to you? I will accompany you, Lu Xinyi, I will not let you go alone Renting a house, doing odd jobs... I won't lie to you again."

"I didn't say you lied to me." Compared to Zhou Ping's depression, Lu Xinyi spoke softly and tried to explain, "I can't stop working forever, right? I mean, I mean, that is, I will find job..."

Zhou Ping felt like a resentful woman and asked, "Are you looking for a job and making money just to support Jay? Have you ever considered me?"

Lu Xinyi took his hand out of his hand, and said logically: "You can take care of yourself. Besides, you have already taken a lot of money from me... You don't need it, but I gave it to you, it's not that I didn't give it, right? ?”

He said "money", but Zhou Ping vaguely felt that it was "love".

Lu Xinyi gave him a lot of love, but he was desperately lacking.

The sun at two o'clock was three points more dazzling than that at twelve o'clock, and it shone in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, almost burning Zhou Ping's side face and stinging.

Lu Xinyi gave Zhou Ping the feeling that he could easily leave him at any time, and was no longer even troubled by the trifles of the relationship between the two of them.He seemed to have gone a long way, when Zhou Ping suddenly stepped in the air and fell in.

The short-lived indifferent look he showed when we first met him was ten levels lower than the polite look he showed now, which made Zhou Ping feel for the first time how "difficult" a person is and how "difficult" a problem is. ".

Zhou Ping looked at his red eyes due to lack of sleep. They were originally crooked, so they smiled even without talking. When he loved him, he always looked at people with warmth, but now Zhou Ping knew that Lu Xinyi's warmth is It can be ended decisively, when he realizes that he has actually been cheated.

He even hated him a little suddenly in his heart, Zhou Ping held his wrist and asked, "Lu Xinyi, tell the truth, do you still love me?"

Finally, the calm expression on Lu Xinyi's face disappeared.

He stared blankly for a while, showing a long-lost look of fear, slowly blinking his eyes a few times, his eyes sweeping back and forth from Zhou Ping's face, his fingers unconsciously curled up in Zhou Ping's palm, and then he lowered his eyes for a long while. The head whispered to himself, "Who are you asking, Ed... or Zhou Ping?"

On the way out of Russia, amidst the noise of the helicopter, Zhou Ping told him about himself and Zhou's family, and Lu Xinyi always had this attitude from the beginning to the end.

Zhou Ping originally thought it was Lu Xinyi's new weapon, used to torture his indifference, but he didn't realize until now that it was Lu Xinyi's pure confusion, because of his too many deceptions, false names and ages, and specious love in the past.