Forced to pretend to be a scum in the text

In the afternoon, all the test papers of each subject were handed out.

The scores hit everyone too hard, and the class was gloomy.

This state became more serious the next day, and directly evolved into lifelessness. In the last class in the afternoon, it reached its peak, and the atmosphere was unprecedentedly serious and quiet.

Mixed with a lifetime of sighs one after another.

The last section is Biology class.

After the last test question was finished, the teacher threw the chalk back into the chalk box and said, "This is the end of today's class. The rest of the time is for you to do psychological construction."

"..."

It was rare for everyone to be unable to say a word, and only responded with heavier sighs.

Then, with a feeling of apprehension, the bell for the end of get out of class was ushered in.

After class, Ren Chengcheng walked into the classroom and asked all the class leaders to stay to help with assignments, report cards, and setting up tables and chairs. After explaining, he left in a hurry.

Outside the classroom, parents have already arrived one after another.

Xu Wei and Han Jingya temporarily turned into receptionists and stood at the door. When parents came in, they were led to the corresponding seats.

Chen Yu and Xie Lang also helped a little.

No one from Xie Lang's family would come, he stayed to accompany Chen Yu.

When a parent comes in, they leave the classroom first.

The two walked along the corridor and walked to the end. This position can not only take in the entire playground, but also see the school gate.

Chen Yu grasped the railing with both hands, staring at the school gate all the time, looking like a child wanting candy, full of anticipation.

Suddenly, his eyes lit up.

Standing on tiptoe excitedly, half of the body leaned out.

"Dangerous." Xie Lang pinched Chen Yu's waist and carried him back.

Chen Yu was like a child who did something wrong, but after a while, he became excited again, his face was flushed, his eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and he couldn't stand on his feet.

Xie Lang knew that Chen Yu saw Ji Juan.

He didn't know where Chen Yu came from, what kind of past he had, but he could observe.

Severe social fear, afraid to communicate with others, accustomed to quietness and compromise, when other people invite friends, they will always show envious looks, and it is the same on birthdays-Ye Jia didn't give any expensive gifts, just a very Simple, ordinary gifts, he was so happy.

It was probably the first time someone held a parent-teacher meeting for him.

So, like a child, he was full of joy.

Others will be satisfied and happy when they show kindness or small, ordinary things to him.

Born in the dark, raised in the sun, striding forward with the sun, this is his little fish.

Xie Lang said, "Let's go pick up Auntie."

Chen Yu nodded, "Okay."

After saying that, he couldn't wait to grab Xie Lang's wrist, and walked downstairs quickly, with a bright smile all over his face.

Xie Lang curled his mouth and let Chen Yu pull him away.

The two ran downstairs, and Ji Juan just walked there.

Ji Juan froze for a moment, and when she saw Chen Yu's eyes that seemed to be reflected in the Milky Way, she understood, "Are you here to pick up mom?"

Chen Yu let out a "hmm", feeling a little embarrassed.

Ji Juan smiled gently, shifted her gaze to Xie Lang who was standing beside her, and nodded at Xie Lang.

Xie Lang said politely, "Auntie."

Chen Yu took Ji Juan upstairs and walked beside her, talking to Ji Juan while walking, looking excited.

Xie Lang was a few steps behind, staring at Chen Yu, Chen Yu never looked back, and gradually, the smile on his face faded little by little.

"Sheran?"

Hearing the sound, Xie Lang looked up, only to realize that he had fallen too far. Chen Yu was standing in the stairwell waiting for him, and Ji Juan had already gone up first.

Walking to Chen Yu's side, meeting Chen Yu's questioning expression, he didn't answer, but asked, "Aren't you going to accompany Auntie?"

There are people up and down the stairs, so it's not good to be too intimate, so Chen Yu had to put the back of his hand against Xie Lang's hand.

Whispered: "Wait for you."

Shelan heard it.

He stared at Chen Yu, seeing the unreserved liking in those clear eyes, the corners of his mouth curled up again, forming a pleasant smile.

The two delayed the meeting, and when they returned to class, Luo Cheng had already chatted with Ji Juan for a long time.

Luo Cheng is familiar with himself, has a big brain, a bunch of weird ideas, and now he has evolved into Chen Yu's little fanboy, chatting with Ji Juan, talking about Chen Yu's rainbow farts one after another.

When Ji Juan heard what Luo Cheng said, she looked serious and would ask a few questions.

Xie Lang patted Chen Yu's head, leaned close to Chen Yu's ear, and said with a deep smile, "Xiaoyu, you have an extra little brother."

Chen Yu: "..."

Luo Cheng's rainbow farts made him blush.

"Mother."

Chen Yu walked in.

When Luo Cheng heard the sound, his eyes brightened, and he wanted to blow again in front of Chen Yu. Zhang Chenyu glanced at Chen Yu, who was blushing to the point of bleeding, hooked his arm, and took him away.

Ji Juan smiled, "Xiaoyu has made many good friends."

Just now, Zhou Bai, Lu Ping, Zhong Wenle, Xiao Xiaoyou, Xu Wei, Jiang Yuan all came to say hello, as did the girls Han Jingya.

Chen Yu pulled Xie Lang to his side.

"Because of Xie Lang, he helped me a lot."

Ji Juan said to Xie Lang, "Thank you."

"No," Xie Lang looked into Ji Juan's eyes, "I should thank Xiaoyu."

Ji Juan froze for a moment, then smiled again, then lowered her eyes and began to read Chen Yu's report card.

Not long after, Ren Chengcheng walked into the classroom.

Chen Yu couldn't stay in the classroom any longer, so he said to Ji Juan, "I'll wait for you in the playground."

Ji Juan nodded, "OK."

It was already dark, and all the lights on the playground were on.

There is a moon tonight, but it looks dim against the city lights.

Chen Yu and Xie Lang sat side by side at the edge of the rostrum, they were sitting close to each other, shoulder to shoulder, under the long sleeves of their school uniform, their little fingers hooked together.

On the fake grass lawn not far away, many students sat side by side.

Today, all three grades held parent-teacher meetings. Except for the evening self-study in the third grade, they all went to eat now. Many people in the second and first grades were stranded in the playground, waiting for their parents to go home together.

Xie Lang took out a milk candy, put it in Chen Yu's palm, and asked, "Shall we eat first?"

"No." Chen Yu kicked his feet slightly, his eyelashes curled up, his smiling eyes were like crescent moons in the sky, "I want to wait here."

He turned his head, "Do you want to go back first?"

After a pause, he said again: "Otherwise, you should go back first, I don't know how long it will take, and I will go home with my mother later."

Xie Lang smiled, his voice mixed with the wind, very soft and gentle, "I want to accompany my favorite boyfriend, I won't go back."

Chen Yu's ears were stained crimson, but his expression couldn't restrain his joy.

Their interlocking little fingers loosened tacitly, and turned into interlocking fingers.

The touching palms, the temperature transfer, seems to be able to touch each other's heart.

When they looked at each other and smiled, even the air around them became sweet.

At 07:30, Chen Yu received a call from Ji Juan.

The parent meeting is over.

The two agreed to meet at the school gate.

Jumping down from the rostrum, Chen Yu patted the dust on his clothes, looked up at Xie Lang, "Then I'll go back first."

Under the streetlights that were not bright enough, Xie Lang stood casually with one hand in his pocket, his eyes were dark, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised, was a smile that he was used to hanging on his face.

He nodded quietly, without speaking.

It is clearly under the light, but it seems to melt into the night.

Chen Yu's heart suddenly picked up, and self-blame spread in his heart.

Finally, someone attended his parent meeting, and his place was no longer empty... He thought about this, caring about his own happiness, and ignoring Xie Lang.

Sheran was just like him.

Even Xie Lang fell into an abyss even more terrifying than his past.

Regardless, Chen Yu grabbed Xie Lang's hand suddenly, held it tightly, looked at Xie Lang again, and said seriously: "I'll take mom home first, and I'll come to you later."

Xie Lang was stunned for a second, then smiled.

The smile on the lips gradually expanded, spreading to the corners of the eyes and brows, from the heart.

"Okay, I'll wait for Xiaoyu."

—

At eight o'clock in the evening, Chen Yu and Ji Juan returned home.

Chen Yu was thinking about Xie Lang in his heart, so after taking a change of clothes, he planned to tell Ji Juan to stay at a classmate's house at night.The doorbell rang first.

Ji Juan's voice came from the room, "Xiaoyu open the door and take it, it's dinner."

Chen Yu took the paper bag from the delivery man and put it on the dining table, and Ji Juan also changed into comfortable home clothes and came out.

"It's a bit late. You'll be starving until nine o'clock if you do it yourself." Ji Juan tied her hair, opened the bag, and put one of the set meals in front of Chen Yu, "Come on, sit down and eat."

Chen Yu let out a "hmm" and sat down.

Breaking apart the disposable chopsticks, he said, "Mom, I want to go to a friend's house tonight."

"Sharon?"

"Well, I want to accompany him."

Ji Juan remembered that at the parent-teacher meeting just now, only Xie Lang's seat was empty in the whole class, no one came over, and then she thought of what she had seen about Chen Yu's past, and guessed what Chen Yu was thinking.

She didn't object, "OK."

Chen Yu laughed.

At this time, the phone rang, and Chen Yu put down his chopsticks, looked at the phone, and found that it was a WeChat message from Luo Cheng, and clicked to check it.

[Luo Cheng: Woohoo, I almost got mixed doubles! 】

[Luo Cheng: Brother, starting from tomorrow, you will spend half an hour every day at noon on tutoring me. I will pay your tutoring fee, it doesn't matter if it is more expensive!My mother told the adults that if I fail to get the last score in the next monthly exam, all my private money will be confiscated. This is absolutely impossible! !All my wealth depends on you!please! 】

[Luo Cheng: By the way, let's gossip again, did Auntie reward you? !I've been praising you. 】

[Luo Cheng: Also, I told my aunt that you are the campus prince now, and I even showed my aunt the video of you playing the piano. 】

"Boom".

The phone slipped from Chen Yu's hand and hit the table.

Ji Juan was startled, looked up at Chen Yu, and found that Chen Yu's face had suddenly turned pale, overly pale, and worriedly asked, "What's wrong? Are you sick?"

She stood up, leaned over, and put the back of her hand on Chen Yu's forehead.

Chen Yu's temperature was normal and he did not have a fever.

Ji Juan frowned, walked around the table to Chen Yu, and pulled him, "Let's go to the hospital."

Chen Yu didn't move, but kept breaking out in cold sweat, his pupils shrank slightly, his hands trembled uncontrollably, and his whole body trembled slightly.

The original owner does not know how to play the piano.

It doesn't matter if other people see the video, because no one knows.

However, Ji Juan is different.

He has been found!

Chen Yu didn't dare to raise his head, didn't dare to look at Ji Juan, he clenched his hands tightly, his nails sank into his palms, and the pain brought him back to his senses a little.

Ji Juan pursed her lips, her eyes fell on the mobile phone on the table.

She picked it up, entered a few wechat messages, and immediately understood.

Looking at Chen Yu who was shaking with her head down, at a loss, and trembling with fear, she sighed softly.

"I knew it a long time ago, you are not my little fish." Ji Juan's voice was very soft, "So don't be afraid, I never blamed you, and I'm not afraid of you."

She knelt down, keeping her gaze level with Chen Yu, and repeated again: "Don't be afraid, child."

Shocked and flustered by the words that came from his ear, Chen Yu instinctively shouted: "Mom..."

Just one syllable, followed by another syllable, so soft that only he can hear it.

How could he still call Ji Juan "Mom"?

After a long time, Chen Yu said again: "I'm sorry."

But still did not look up.

"You don't need to apologize," Ji Juan said softly, without the slightest hint of blame, "I know it has nothing to do with you."

Patting Chen Yu's shoulder, Ji Juan said, "Come and sit on the sofa with me, I'll tell you something."

Chen Yu followed behind Ji Juan and sat down on the sofa.

He sat very straight, but with his head down, not knowing how to face Ji Juan.

"My little fish, I'm not as obedient and obedient as you." Ji Juan's eyes were moist, and she looked straight at the picture of the mother and child in the middle of the living room, which was magnified by her, "He doesn't get good grades, fights, curses, Every time I see him, he is always hurt, he doesn't kiss me, and he doesn't want to get close to me.

I know it was because of that incident that affected him.

He always thought that I was forced to raise him, that I was essentially the same as his father... But how could it be, he is my child. "

Chen Yu slowly raised his head.

Ji Juan pinched herself, her eyes were red, "I thought that if he didn't want to see me, I would satisfy him, which was good for him; I thought that it was good for him to make more money to make him live better... But, I wrong.

I didn't realize that he was still unable to get out of that incident. He always blamed himself, thinking that he had destroyed the family and caused me to be abandoned.I also didn't realize that his fierceness and rebellion were all about bravado, fear, and self-protection.

He was overwhelmed by the memory, the bullying, he couldn't forgive himself, he couldn't let go. "

Ji Juan covered her face, her voice choked up, "He has always wanted to leave this world, to be free. Every day he lived, he was in pain. However, I was still doing what I thought was good for him. "

Chen Yu wanted to hug Ji Juan, but stretched out his hand, but stopped.

Overwhelmed.

After a long while, he took the tissue on the coffee table and stretched it out in front of Ji Juan, with a low voice, "Wipe it."

Ji Juan wiped away her tears, looked at Chen Yu again, her voice was still crying, "Actually, in the first few days, I also thought that it was Xiaoyu who changed, and I was once happy that the relationship between our mother and child has eased.

But ah, there is no mother who can't recognize her child. I slowly learned that you are not Xiaoyu. "

Chen Yu's throat was dry, "I'm sorry."

"Silly boy, as I said, you don't need to apologize."

Chen Yu was very sad.

He pursed his lips, not knowing what to say.

For a long time, his voice was small, "Don't you blame me? I—"

"Did you know? I dreamed about Xiaoyu," Ji Juan said suddenly, interrupting Chen Yu's words in a very soft tone, "He was standing under the sun, the sun was dazzling, and the warm light surrounded him.

He was laughing, the first time I'd seen him laugh that much since that happened.

He came to say goodbye to me. He said that he was leaving, so I don't have to worry about him. He was very happy to be able to leave.

He hugged me and said to me that someone will replace him and continue to live in this world, so please don't embarrass the person who replaces him. "

Ji Juan looked at Chen Yu and lightly stroked Chen Yu's hair. The wrinkles at the corners of her eyes showed the love and gentleness of a great mother, "Sounds amazing, right? But it's real, and it's not just a dream." , because when I woke up the next day, I saw a diary beside the bed, which was written by Xiaoyu, and he recorded all his anxieties and pains in it, and I recognized that it was written by Xiaoyu."

Chen Yu immediately understood that it was Xiao Shiqi who did it.

"you……"

"Call me mom." Ji Juan's eyes were red, and she still showed a gentle smile, "To me, you are also like my child."

Chen Yu looked at Ji Juan, being watched tenderly by her, couldn't restrain the soreness of his nose, and tears rolled down his face.

"Mother."

Quietly, but firmly.

Chen Yu and Ji Juan sat on the sofa and chatted for a long time.

Ji Juan talked a lot about the original owner's childhood. She also took out that diary and showed it to Chen Yu.

The moment he saw the diary, Chen Yu recognized that it was the notebook that Ji Juan always kept in her bag, and she always carried it with her.

It was nearly eleven o'clock when Ji Juan stopped, put away her diary and photo album cherishedly, and said to Chen Yu, "You wanted to go to Xie Lang just now, didn't you?

Go ahead, you can make friends and have such a good relationship with friends, I am very happy for you. "

After sending Chen Yu to the door, she explained: "It's late now, be careful on the road, and let me know when you arrive."

Chen Yu nodded, "Well, don't worry."

In the car, Chen Yu called out Xiao Shiqi.

He asked softly: "Mom said she dreamed about Chen Yu, is it really him, or you?"

Xiao Shiqi was silent for a few seconds before saying, "It's true, the Chen Yu of this world asked me to let him bid farewell to Ji Juan."

"Then please treat me well, mother. Did you ask him to say that?"

"No." Xiao Shiqi sighed, "At that time, I wanted to save him, but he didn't want to live, so I found you, and he and I read your memories together.

You should know that he is also you, whether it is the book world or the real world, you all have kind hearts. "

Chen Yu clenched his pants, "Did you do anything else?"

Xiao Shiqi became quiet again.

Chen Yu waited for a long time before Xiao Shiqi finally said, "I'm worried, and I can't take risks. The world line can no longer deviate from the track. So, I asked Ji Juan to read your memory. She knows what you have experienced in the real world. of all."

Until getting off the car, Chen Yu's heart was still heavy.

Seeing the neighborhood where Xie Lang lived from a distance, he quickened his pace and ran in big strides behind.

Running to the door in one breath, Chen Yu took out the key Xie Lang gave him, opened the door and entered.

The light was on in the living room, and Xie Lang was sitting on the sofa.

Hearing the sound, he turned his head.

In the next second, Chen Yu threw himself into his arms.