Forced to pretend to be a scum in the text

At one o'clock in the afternoon, Xie Lang arrived at the coffee shop on time.

Fu Jingyuan has arrived ahead of schedule, wearing a simple and elegant white long dress, her long hair is rolled up, a strand of hair hangs from each temple, slender earrings are adorning her ears, her makeup is exquisite, she is sitting elegantly and dignifiedly, her back is very straight, The years did not leave too many traces on her body.

Walking to the seat opposite her and sitting down, Xie Lang said in a very weak voice, "Mom."

Fu Jingyuan put down her coffee cup and raised her eyes, "What are you doing here again?"

Xie Lang asked the waiter for a cup of coffee, lightly rubbed the wristband on his left wrist, lowered his eyes, not looking at Fu Jingyuan's disgusted and cold expression, "I just came to see the scene, I have no other thoughts."

Fu Jingyuan frowned, her tone mixed with anger, "I remember I said last year, I don't welcome you, don't come here again."

"I didn't think of that."

He had just wanted to watch from the sidelines, as he had done so many times in the past.

Fu Jingyuan increased the volume, "Whether you can come out or not, I don't want you to come, I don't want you to step on this land, understand?"

Sheron didn't speak.

He gripped the gauntlet more tightly.

"Xie Lang, I beg you," Fu Jingyuan looked at Xie Lang, looked at the appearance of her ex-husband Xie Qi who had known her five or six times when she was young, and thought of the past, with pain, regret, and disgust intertwined , look away, "I really don't want to have even a little relationship with you and Xie's family. I have nothing left, only Xiaojing is left, and Xiaojing is left.

I'm tired, very tired, and I just want to live peacefully with Xiaojing, and I just want to see Xiaojing grow up in peace. "

Xie Lang pursed his lips, suddenly picked up the water on the table, and used the movement of drinking water to divert his attention a little, so as not to let the abyss in his heart escape.

After a while, Xie Lang spoke again.

Her voice was a bit hoarse, she still just stared at the table, "Shi Jing's feet..."

"What do you think?" Fu Jingyuan interrupted Xie Lang, with a hint of sarcasm on the corner of her mouth, and vented anger in her words, "Impossible, he will never be able to stand up again in his life, he must rely on a wheelchair for the rest of his life, and cannot run , can't jump, can't do anything!"

Taking a deep breath and brushing her hair, Fu Jingyuan looked at Xie Lang again, "I hope this is the last time I see you, and so is Xiaojing."

Shelan's throat hurts.

Enduring the pain in his eyes, he looked directly at the midday sun from the floor-to-ceiling windows beside him, expecting the warmth to spread on himself.

Fu Jingyuan took out a card from her bag, pressed the password and pushed it in front of Xie Lang, "There is 50 in it, enough for you to graduate from university."

"I don't need it." Xie Lang suppressed his sourness and turned around, "Believe it or not, I came here just to take a look at the scene and make sure everything is fine with him. After watching him, I will go back.

I once promised Uncle Shi that I would..."

"You are not allowed to mention him!" Fu Jingyuan growled suddenly, showing real anger, "You have no right to mention him, you killed him and ruined my happiness! Then, you almost killed Xiaojing , Enough, I've had enough!

Xie Lang, I beg you, I beg you not to pass bad luck on us mother and son again!

I am afraid of you, very afraid of you.My father, my husband, and my child, because of you, died and were injured. I am afraid that if I contact you again, it will be my turn.I'm not afraid of death, but I can't die, Xiaojing still needs me, he's only ten years old, do you understand! "

Xie Lang opened his mouth, his voice was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.

The hand retracted unconsciously, and the nails sank into the palm, and there was a tingling pain, so he slowly and hoarsely said, "I'm sorry."

Fu Jingyuan covered her eyes and didn't respond. After a while, she put down her hands, her eyes were a little red, she stood up with her bag, walked past Xie Lang, and stopped again, "Xie Lang, the two things I regret most in my life One is to marry Xie Qi, and the other is to give birth to you."

Pause for a second, "If you really want Xiao Jing to be well, don't show up again. That way, Xiao Jing will grow up safely and healthily."

He left without looking back.

Xie Lang was sitting alone, the sun was shining brightly outside the window, but it didn't shine on him at all.

He was in the abyss underground and kept falling.

After sitting quietly for a long time, Xie Lang stood up, took away the bank card left by Fu Jingyuan on the table with a blank expression, and walked out of the coffee shop.

He found a post office on the street, wrote down Fu Jingyuan's address, put the bank card in an envelope, and handed it to the staff.

Chen Yu was a little out of spirit.

Called out to play by Luo Cheng and Han Jingya, she was still listless.

It's only the 4th today.

He has done many, many problems, but when he stops, he still thinks wildly.

He called Xie Lang, and Xie Lang's phone was turned off.

He sent a message to Xie Lang, but Xie Lang didn't reply.

Where did Sheron go?Obviously promised, the phone will turn on and answer his call!

Lie, liar!

he is very angry!

"Chen Yu, Chen Yu!"

Luo Cheng yelled several times, but seeing that Chen Yu didn't respond, he finally ran in front of Chen Yu, leaned closer to Chen Yu, and waved a finger in front of him.

Luo Cheng's magnified face suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and Chen Yu finally came back to his senses, his body had instinctively stepped back and moved away.

"Hug, sorry."

He lowered his head and whispered.

"I'm the one who apologized. It's my fault for scaring you all of a sudden." Luo Cheng withdrew his hand and asked, "What were you thinking just now? I didn't hear you when I called you so many times."

Before Chen Yu could answer, he narrowed his eyes and asked again, "Are you trying to imitate God?!"

"I……"

I won't come out.

Chen Yu's expression had already betrayed him honestly.

Luo Cheng put his palms together and clapped "Sure enough!"

He put his hands behind his head, stood side by side with Chen Yu, but there was still a person's distance between them, and walked slowly along the road.

After walking for a while, realizing that Chen Yu was not in a good mood, Luo Cheng asked, "Did you quarrel with Xue Shen?"

Chen Yu shook his head, "No."

Luo Cheng heaved a sigh of relief and laughed, "That's good, I was still thinking, if you quarreled with Xueshen, how should I be your peacemaker, but, Xueshen looks approachable and really gets along, In fact, it's quite difficult, he probably won't listen to me, it will be very troublesome."

"No," Chen Yu couldn't help but said, "Xie Lang is very nice and easy to get along with."

Luo Chengxin said, that's right for you.

Xueshen treats you really special, Xiaohua, Lu Ping, and Zhong Wenle don't get that kind of treatment.

Walk for a while and reach the destination.

It is an outside picture.

Han Jingya came back with a smile, "Chen Yu, please recommend a few exercise books for us, as long as you are using it now, we also imagine that you will improve by leaps and bounds in the next midterm exam, and you will be proud."

Luo Cheng nodded vigorously, "Yes, yes, please recommend!"

Zhang Chenyu glanced at Luo Cheng, "Didn't you say last time that you should be a scumbag with peace of mind, and being a scumbag is the best."

"What, it's too windy—" Luo Cheng glared at Zhang Chenyu and stomped on him.

In the next second, he smiled like a flower again, overflowing with uncontainable joy, "I finally tasted the sweetness of my grades. My mom and dad saw that I was 92 in math, and each of them rewarded me with [-].

So if I pass every subject next time, I can make a fortune! "

Han Jingya commented "vulgar!"

Luo Cheng hummed, "I'm vulgar, how dare you say you don't like small money?"

Luo Cheng looked at the obvious words "Foreign Language Book City" outside the building, as if it was a mountain of gold and silver, his eyes were shining, he stepped into the gate, and couldn't wait to turn his head and say to Chen Yu, "In short, my dream of getting rich depends on is you!"

Surrounded by books, Chen Yu felt calmer.

Shelan was no longer always thought of.

He smiled slightly, "Well, I will seriously recommend it to you."

The four went straight to the teaching auxiliary area on the top floor.

Chen Yu remembered the grades of Luo Cheng and Han Jingya, and according to their needs, he picked two books for each of them and added two sets of matching test papers.

"I have used these tutorial books and test papers. They are very basic and suitable for you... us." Realizing that he is a scumbag, he temporarily changed his words and continued, "Go back and do the questions first, starting with the basic question types , After finishing the analysis, find out the forgotten and unfamiliar knowledge points, mark them, and then focus on learning.

Then sort out the wrong questions and extend and expand similar questions. "

Luo Cheng and Han Jingya were taken aback when they heard this.

After a while, Luo Cheng came back to his senses, watching Chen Yu's eyes turn into star eyes, "Student Chen Yu, it's fine. Do you know that you are like a top student with a halo now! Although your score is far from that of a real top student! It's still a little far away, but you are already in my eyes!"

Chen Yu hooked the pages of the book with his little finger, and smiled shyly, "Thank you."

Luo Cheng held the tutorial books and test papers, dragged Zhang Chenyu, and continued to walk around the teaching auxiliary area. Han Jingya was also attracted by the cute decoration style stationery store opposite, said hello, and went in to choose stationery.

Chen Yu was left.

The test papers and exercise sets he bought last time have not been finished yet, so he doesn't plan to buy them again.

But he likes books.

I also like to walk in the bookstore.

Walking through the rows of bookshelves, Chen Yu was at the bottom, and saw a tutorial book that he had been looking for all along. He took it down in surprise, and just about to open it, the phone in his pocket vibrated.

He took out his mobile phone, and the screen showed Xie Lang as an incoming call.

His eyes lit up immediately, and Chen Yu couldn't wait to press the answer button, put the book back in its original place, and walked out of the area quickly.

"Sheran?"

"I'm Ji Ming'an, you come to Xie Lang's house, he needs you."

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Chen Yu only had time to say hello to Luo Cheng, then quickly left Watu and rushed to Xie Lang's house.

Four or 10 minutes later, Chen Yu stood at the door of Xie Lang's house, holding the door, half bent over and panting, feeling that his heart was overloaded and was about to jump out.

After panting for more than ten seconds, feeling better, he clenched his fist slightly and knocked on the door.

The door opened quickly, and Ji Mingan appeared behind the door. His expression was not good. Seeing that it was Chen Yu, he turned sideways to let someone in.

Chen Yu was anxious, "How is Xie Lang?"

"It's not good," Ji Mingan sighed, "I haven't slept for several days and nights, my fever is almost 40 degrees, I don't eat anything but drink alcohol, and I don't want to see a doctor. I really want to collect his body."

"Has he seen a doctor now?"

Ji Mingan "had a fever-reducing injection, but his temperature was still high. I forced the doctor to give him a sedative first, and did it while he was asleep. Then I took his cell phone and called you."

Looking at Chen Yu, "You are special to Xie Lang, please help him."

Chen Yu's brows twisted into a word "Chuan", full of worry, "Why is this happening?"

Thinking of something, he asked in a low voice, "Who... is he going to see? Is it because of the person he went to see?"

"He went to New York to meet his younger brother, but it wasn't because of his younger brother." Ji Mingan took out his cigarette irritably and wanted to smoke, but then remembered that Chen Yu didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so he put it back, walked to the French window, remained silent for a while, and finally Shen Sheng, "He went over this time and saw his mother again."

mother.

Chen Yu still remembered that day when he was lying on the bed with Xie Lang, Xie Lang said that his mother regarded him like a scourge.

was hurt by the mother.

His heart clenched in pain.

Chen Yu looked at the closed door, took two steps, and then stopped, "How long will it take for the medicine to wear off?"

"The dose is not large, an hour at most."

Chen Yu touched the door and held the handle, "I'll go in and see him."

Ji Mingan nodded, "Go in, I'll go down and buy another porridge, you take care of him for a while, by the way, do you want something to eat?"

Chen Yu shook his head, "No, thank you."

The curtains in the room were all drawn, and the light was very dim. Chen Yu's eyes adjusted for a while before he could clearly see the outline of Xie Lang lying on the bed.

Walking to the side of the bed, he suddenly stepped on something, and Chen Yu bent down to pick it up.

With the light coming in from the hall, he could clearly see the cover of the book, which was "No Longer Human" by Osamu Dazai.

Chen Yu put the book on the bedside table, and then opened the curtains. The evening sun shone in, and the soft orange color dispelled the darkness in the room.

The room was messy, in stark contrast to the cleanliness of his previous visits.

Empty wine bottles on the floor.

There was also a strong smell of alcohol in the air.

Xie Lang lay quietly on the bed. Although he fell asleep forcibly due to the sedative, his brows were tightly wrinkled, and his cheeks were flushed due to the high fever.

Squatting down, watching Xie Lang quietly by the bed for a while, Chen Yu got up, walked out of the room, came in with a basin of water after a while, and wiped Xie Lang's face and arms first.

Then wring out the towel and place it on your forehead.

After finishing this, he rolled up his sleeves again and started tidying up the room.

After Chen Yu finished cleaning, Xie Lang also woke up.

Seeing that Xie Lang woke up, Chen Yu hurried over, bent down to look at him, "Xie Lang, you—"

Halfway through the conversation, he was pulled into Xie Lang's arms.

Xie Lang had a high fever, his body was hot, the breath he exhaled sprinkled on his neck, it was astonishingly hot, and there was still the smell of alcohol on his body, his arms tightly wrapped around him, almost embedding him in his body.

Chen Yu instinctively wrapped his arms around him, felt his body trembling slightly under his palms, and felt the wetness falling on his neck, making his throat extremely dry.

Sheron was crying.

He had never seen Sheran cry.

"Sheran."

"Sheran."

……

Chen Yu softly called Xie Lang's name, he didn't know what to say other than the name.

for a long time.

Xie Lang's hoarse, crying voice sounded.

"Little fish."

Slowly let go of Chen Yu, with his arms hanging down, Xie Lang lowered his head, not looking at Chen Yu, but also hiding his expression, "I am a disaster star who will bring misfortune to those around me, and everyone who treats me well It didn't end well.

Because of me, Grandpa is dead, Uncle Shi is dead, and Shi Jing can no longer stand up..."

"But even so—"

He raised his head abruptly, revealing his red eyes, but the bottoms of his pupils were deep black, as if covered by a layer of ink, no light could penetrate.He stared at Chen Yu with stubborn, paranoid, and crazy eyes, with a desperate and pious hope

"Even so, don't be afraid of me and leave me, okay?"