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"Father, it hurts me so much..." a fair and tender little girl stood in front of Ruan Yuqing and said.

She was wearing a white dress, with two braids on her head, her face was plump, and her eyes were full of tears.

Ruan Yuqing opened his mouth to speak, but found that he couldn't make a sound at all. He moved his legs and wanted to go up to hug her, but found that he couldn't move at all, and could only stand anxiously and watch the little girl cry.

"Father, hurry up and hug me, why are you ignoring me?" The little girl cried louder and louder, and Ruan Yuqing couldn't help crying too, but he couldn't hug her, and he couldn't even move.

"Dad, I'm leaving, Dad, I love you." The little girl suddenly stopped crying, said to Ruan Yuqing, then turned around and left.

Ruan Yuqing wanted to stop her and tell her that her father didn't ignore her and that her father loved him too, but he couldn't move or speak at all, so he could only watch her walk away until his back was blurred.

Ruan Yuqing woke up suddenly, turned on the light, sat up and slowly calmed down his breath, since the last time he saw Jiang Yanzhuo, Ruan Yuqing often dreamed about his baby, dreaming that the baby called his father to say that he was in pain, Ruan Yuqing would do everything No, I can only watch the baby go away in frustration again and again in my dreams.

Ruan Yuqing's monstrous remorse was about to overwhelm Ruan Yuqing. After rebirth, he seldom regretted his suicide. He didn't care about his own life or death, but he regretted that he didn't bring the baby to this world. Every time he committed suicide, not only He will hurt the baby alone, and he will still remember the baby's appearance in his dream. If his baby is born, it will be so cute.

Obviously there are still two months before the baby will be born, why don't you keep going, this is the first time Ruan Yuqing hates himself so much, he hates his weakness, he hates his selfishness, he hates that he loves Jiang Yanzhuo, if he doesn't love him that much , Everything will be different, so what if there is no father's love, Ruan Yuqing can give him all the love by himself, and his baby will grow up healthy, but it is too late.

In front of Ruan Yuqing's eyes was the uncontrollable hatred he saw Jiang Yanzhuo a few days ago, and he thought that one day he would let Jiang Yanzhuo know the pain in his heart.

It's only three o'clock in the morning, and Ruan Yuqing took a piece of paper to wipe off the tears and sweat on his face, then turned off the light and lay down to watch the moonlight outside. Ruan Yuqing has no part in these two days, so he doesn't have to worry about not being able to sleep well affect filming.

After dawn, Ruan Yuqing asked Xiao Huang where there was a temple nearby, refused Xiao Huang's company, and drove to the temple by himself.

This temple is at the junction with the capital. Because of its reputation, many people from the capital will come here to burn incense and worship Buddha.

Because it was not a day off and there were not many people in the temple, Ruan Yuqing didn't have to worry about being recognized.

Ruan Yuqing knelt down in front of the Buddha, and silently repented of his mistakes in his heart. He begged the Buddha to give his baby a good reincarnation, and hoped that the next life would be a good one. He hoped that his family would be healthy and smooth. He begged a lot but inside None of them are for himself.

Ruan Yuqing always felt that he was burdened with great sins and would go to hell after death, so he had no reincarnation and no afterlife, he only had other people's present life stolen from Yama.

After making a wish, Ruan Yuqing opened his eyes and found a middle-aged Omega woman kneeling next to him. He turned his head to look at it and was stunned.

This is Ruan Yuqing's mother.

She looked very tired, wrinkles appeared on her smooth face, and her temples showed white hair. She was not like this half a year ago. At that time, Mrs. Ruan looked young and beautiful, but it was only half a year ago that she suddenly became so old. Much, Ruan Yuqing felt a pain.

Ruan Yuqing's mother noticed that Ruan Yuqing was looking at her, and she couldn't look away after one glance at Ruan Yuqing, her eyes filled with tears instantly.

"Qingqing, is that you..." Ruan Yuqing's mother said softly as she stared at Wei Wei with tears in her eyes.

Ruan Yuqing wanted to cry instantly, but he held back, he couldn't lose his composure, he was Wei Wei now, not Ruan Yuqing, he didn't know how to explain this bizarre thing to his mother.

"A... Auntie, are you okay?" Ruan Yuqing said subconsciously, almost calling out his mother, but fortunately he bit his tongue so he didn't cry out.

Relatives meet, but do not recognize each other.

"Ah... I'm sorry, I mistook you. You look a lot like my son." Ruan Yuqing's mother realized that she had mistook her. She wiped away her tears indiscriminately and planned to stand up, but unexpectedly knelt for too long Yes, my legs were a little weak when I stood up.In addition, during this period of time, his mental state has been bad, and he almost fell down. Ruan Yuqing stepped forward to help his mother with quick eyesight and hands.

Ruan Yuqing found a place and helped his mother there to sit and rest for a while.

"Are you okay?" Ruan Yuqing's hands trembled uncontrollably when he was supporting his mother. His mother was haggard like this, but he couldn't be by her side. What kind of son is he? Abandoning his family, all this is the evil fruit he planted.

"It's okay, I just feel a little dizzy without rest, thank you."

"It seems that you have some troubles. Are you here to make a wish?" Ruan Yuqing asked cautiously.

"Yeah, don't you come to this temple to ask for something? I am also a scholar. I didn't believe in these things at first, but when something happened and I couldn't do anything, I could only pin my hopes on the temple. God." Ruan Yuqing's mother's eyes showed pain.

"When you can't do anything, you must have faith to support you, thinking that you will be blessed by the gods." Ruan Yuqing echoed.

"Is there anything wrong with you being so young?"

"My child is gone." Ruan Yuqing couldn't help but tell the truth in front of his mother. Probably every child couldn't help telling his grievances in front of his mother and begging for a hug. Ruan Yuqing's eyes watered at some point.

"My child is gone, and there is my unborn granddaughter. I only have this child. He has been in pain since he grew up. He is a piece of flesh that fell from my body. He has never been wronged since he was a child. But the fourth child who passed away I just found out, I was angry with him before, I don't know how he spent the past six months, I don't know that he is in such pain, let alone that he has been suffering from depression, when I know he is gone " Ruan Yuqing's mother covered her face with her hands, and tears slipped from her fingers.

When Ruan Yuqing said that his child was not there, she collapsed in an instant. These days, there are people around her, and she has been suppressing her emotions. She doesn't want others to worry, and she has to take care of her husband in the hospital. She can't collapse Go on, but how can her sadness be suppressed, that is her treasure.

"He committed suicide. If it hadn't been for the police downstairs saying that the roof had leaked blood for several days, it would take us a long time to find out. As soon as his father heard about it, he drove there. There was a car accident on the road. I haven’t woken up yet, if I didn’t really know what to do, I wouldn’t come to ask the gods to bless me, bless my children and granddaughters to be reincarnated, and bless my husband to wake up as soon as possible..." Ruan Yuqing’s mother was too depressed After a long time, I told this young man who resembled Ruan Yuqing about my pain.

Ruan Yuqing was completely confused. He remembered that when Xiao Huang went to pick him up from class, a military vehicle collided with a BMW on the way home, and that road also led to his former home. He didn't think much about it at the time. Thinking that it was his father sitting in the military vehicle, the father who always held him in his arms and hurt, because he was still lying in the hospital because of his suicide.

Tears poured out, and Ruan Yuqing couldn't hold back his tears. He took love too seriously and inadvertently ignored his family. His death did not affect Jiang Yanzhuo in any way, but it killed the only family member who loved him. Enduring the pain, at this moment Ruan Yuqing realized how wrong he had been.

Ruan Yuqing's mother gently held Wei Wei in her arms to comfort her. She didn't doubt why Ruan Yuqing was crying, because she knew that Ruan Yuqing was suffering the same pain of bereavement as she was, which was the most difficult grief for a mother.

It took a while for Ruan Yuqing and his mother to calm down. Ruan Yuqing gave Wei Wei's WeChat to his mother, saying that he has no parents, and since he looks a lot like her son, he treats Wei Wei as a half son. If there is something that is uncomfortable in your heart, you can talk to him.

Ruan Yuqing's mother didn't expect that she would feel kind to this young man when she saw him for the first time, and she could always see Ruan Yuqing's shadow in him, and she couldn't hold back for a while and spoke out the pain of losing her child.

Ruan Yuqing sent her mother to the military affiliated hospital in the capital, where his father lived, but he didn't dare to go up to take a look, and fled after saying that there was something else to do.

It was he who committed the crime, but it was his relatives who bore it.

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