Guilty ABO

It wasn't until standing at the door that Ruan Yuqing woke up, and on impulse, he drove to the former apartment in the middle of the night.

After rebirth, maybe because of escaping or not daring, Ruan Yuqing never came back once.

After meeting Junjun, Ruan Yuqing began to suffer from insomnia all night long. When she closed her eyes, she was her daughter. She was already seven months pregnant, and the baby's fetal movements were quite noisy, often kicking around in Ruan Yuqing's stomach.

Ruan Yuqing put his hands on his flat stomach, but there was no movement inside, no baby kicking him in his stomach, nothing.

After being reborn, Ruan Yuqing didn't dare to think about his daughter. Apart from going to the temple to pray for her, he didn't know what else he could do to wash away his sins.

Ruan Yuqing put his hand on the door, skillfully entered a string of passwords, the door opened in response, and the room was completely dark. When Ruan Yuqing came, he did not expect to be able to open the door. This house was bought for him by Jiang Yanzhuo. He thought that because of his accident, the house might be abandoned.

Ruan Yuqing fumbled to turn on the light, probably because of his inner thoughts. When he came to the place where he lived for the last time in his previous life, Ruan Yuqing closed his eyes in panic, and opened them after a while, a little surprised to see all this in front of him.

The room was even tidier than it looked when he was alive. It was spotless, as if there were still people living here. Ruan Yuqing didn't dare to think too much, and walked quickly to the guest room. It was the baby room he had remodeled for the baby before. After the baby was born, it was ready inside. Things that may be used later.

Ruan Yuqing took a pile of papers from the shelf, which were the prenatal checkups he had done during his pregnancy, which was also the purpose of his coming here today.

Although Ruan Yuqing was often unconscious at that time, he never forgot the monthly checkup. He vaguely remembered that the doctor told him that the baby might be deformed, but he didn't listen to it at all. The doctor suggested that the baby should be aborted, and he almost Argued with the doctor, cried heartbreakingly and told the doctor that his baby was healthy, and he was unwilling to kill the baby. The doctor finally couldn't let him contact the father of the baby to discuss it. Ruan Yuqing told the doctor that the baby had no father, and the doctor would check his condition Not good, I can't bear to provoke him any more, in the end every time Ruan Yuqing came again, the doctor tried to put something nice to say.

Ruan Yuqing knew that the doctor thought that he was crazy, and he didn't dare to stimulate himself anymore. When he was awake, he was stroking his belly and crying, and apologized to the baby for not taking care of him. Most of the time when he was unconscious, he stayed away. Talking to himself in the baby room, there is a doll he bought for the baby in the baby room. When he was unconscious, he held the doll in his arms as a baby, and then he continued to blame himself when he woke up, and the cycle went on and on.

The medical examination sheet recorded the growth process of his baby in the seventh month of pregnancy. From a small lump to gradually growing into a human form, the seven-month-old baby is no different from an ordinary baby, except that the baby is not well-nourished. Soothed by the pheromone of the alpha father, the baby is a little smaller than the average baby, and a small ball is huddled in the belly of the Omega father.

He really missed his daughter so much, looking at the medical examination form, Ruan Yuqing's tears couldn't stop falling, the medical examination form in his hand was full of tears, Ruan Yuqing was afraid of messing up the medical examination form, so he wiped the tears off his face indiscriminately.

Ruan Yuqing hugged the physical examination form tightly in his arms, and the tears that had just been wiped away poured out again.

Ruan Yuqing wanted the doctor to say that his depression was much better, but in fact it never got better. He just learned to escape. His daughter was a wound on his heart that would never heal. He just hid the wound. When I looked at it, I thought the wound had healed, but I didn't know that the wound was already a piece of rotten flesh, and what rotted was his heart that had already died.

Ruan Yuqing wiped away the tears on his face, took the physical examination form and was about to leave. There was nothing he was nostalgic about in this room. When he just walked out of the baby room, Ruan Yuqing heard the sound of something falling to the ground, coming from the bedroom .

Intellectually told Ruan Yuqing not to look and leave quickly, but emotionally Ruan Yuqing still wanted to see who was there.

Ruan Yuqing opened the bedroom door, it was dark inside, a figure could be vaguely seen, in fact, when he opened the door, Ruan Yuqing probably guessed who was here, he should leave, he should leave immediately, but he turned on the light up.

Jiang Yanzhuo leaned against the bed decadently, holding Ruan Yuqing's pajamas in his arms, and wine bottles scattered on the floor, because Jiang Yanzhuo frowned and covered his eyes with his hands because the light was turned on suddenly.

Ruan Yuqing couldn't tell what kind of mood he felt when he saw Jiang Yanzhuo like this. He knew that Jiang Yanzhuo regretted it now, and what he would never get until he died returned to his hands after he died.

However, he no longer wants it.

It doesn't matter if Jiang Yanzhuo loves him or not, he doesn't want his love anymore. After loving him in a humble way, he doesn't want to compromise himself and get nothing in the end.

"Qingqing, Qingqing, is Qingqing you?" Jiang Yanzhuo had already seen Ruan Yuqing at the door, and was about to get up when he stumbled. There were empty wine bottles at his feet. fell to the ground.

Ruan Yuqing stood there looking at Jiang Yanzhuo like a clown, Jiang Yanzhuo tried several times before standing up, stumbled to Ruan Yuqing, wanted to hold Ruan Yuqing's hand, but Ruan Yuqing avoided it in disgust.

Jiang Yanzhuo was stabbed by the disgust in Ruan Yuqing's eyes, and he begged in a low voice: "Qingqing, I knew you were Qingqing, I'm sorry, Qingqing, I knew I was wrong, I really knew I was wrong."

"Qingqing, I love you, please forgive me, I was wrong, and I will treat you well in the future."

Jiang Yanzhuo's face was full of tears, he clenched his fist tightly, looked at Ruan Yuqing expectantly and said, "I don't know, I really don't know you have depression, and I don't know you have a baby, otherwise I will not be separated from you. I always thought that my relationship with you was a brotherhood that grew up together. In fact, I have liked you for a long time. I didn’t see myself clearly. I thought I was a family relationship with you. I always thought that wrong."

"Qingqing, can you manage me? Can you talk to me? I really know I was wrong. Give me a chance? I will treat you well."

Jiang Yanzhuo longed for Ruan Yuqing to call him Brother Yanzhuo and say yes, but in reality Ruan Yuqing said to him expressionlessly: "You want to hear what I have to say? Forgive you, Brother Yanzhuo, are we still together?" ? Jiang Yanzhuo, do you think we can go back after all this?"

Jiang Yanzhuo has never said that he loves him once in five years together. He has always wanted to hear him say a word of love for him, but now he hears it from Jiang Yanzhuo's mouth. Why is it now?The baby is gone, and Ruan Yuqing doesn't want his love anymore.

"Jiang Yanzhuo, if you really like me a little now, you should stay away from me, instead of hurting me like this again, your love is too heavy, I don't want it anymore, I gave you five years to pay back Is it not enough? What else do you want? Do you have to drive me to death again?"

Ruan Yuqing accused Jiang Yanzhuo that he wanted to leave when he heard Jiang Yanzhuo said he loved him, but he felt that he had to say something clearly, otherwise it would be meaningless for Jiang Yanzhuo to keep pestering him like this.

"No, Qingqing is not." Jiang Yanzhuo cried and shook his head: "Qingqing is not like this, I never thought of hurting you."

"Really? But did you hurt me enough? We were all set to get married at the end of the year. What happened? You broke up with me as soon as Yan Xiao came back. After the breakup, I found out that I was pregnant for more than a month. I went to find you with the physical examination form, what did I see? You and Yan Xiao were making out in a villa in the suburbs? You said you didn’t know, and I never thought about keeping your baby secret, but what, Jiang Yanzhuo, you said What should I say at that time, to interrupt the intimacy between you and Yan Xiao?"

"We have been together for five years before you are willing to marry me. You and Yan Xiao have only been together for a long time and you are in a hurry to get engaged. Should I disturb you? Jiang Yanzhuo, although I love you, I also have self-esteem Yes, you have trampled on my love for you again and again, why do you want me to forgive you?"

Ruan Yuqing looked at Jiang Yanzhuo full of hatred and said, how much he loved the person in front of him back then, and now he hates him so much.

"I'm sorry, Qingqing, I'm sorry, I beg you, please, I was wrong, I have already canceled the engagement with Yan Xiao, you want to get married, let's get married now, okay, baby, we will meet again in the future Yes, Qingqing, I really beg you, don't leave me, okay?"

Jiang Yanzhuo grabbed Ruan Yuqing's arm and begged tremblingly, but Ruan Yuqing ignored his prayers, pulled Jiang Yanzhuo's fingers away, and said word by word in Jiang Yanzhuo's ear.

"Impossible, I will never forgive you."

Hearing Ruan Yuqing's words, Jiang Yanzhuo slumped down on the ground, shaking his head while covering his ears with his hands, unwilling to listen to what Ruan Yuqing said.

"Jiang Yanzhuo my baby is dead, and there will be no more."

Ruan Yuqing looked down at Jiang Yanzhuo with compassion and continued: "You will have another baby in the future, but it won't be mine. I only have one baby."

Even though he covered his ears, Jiang Yanzhuo still heard everything Ruan Yuqing said, he didn't want to believe that it was what Ruan Yuqing said to him, sitting on the ground in front of this indifferent person with blank eyes.

Ruan Yuqing was about to leave, he didn't want to continue to entangle with Jiang Yanzhuo, before he left, he said to Jiang Yanzhuo: "Jiang Yanzhuo, we are already over, I beg you too, let me go, I don't want to See you again."

After Ruan Yuqing finished speaking, he didn't look at Jiang Yanzhuo again, and left with the physical examination form. Jiang Yanzhuo didn't know if he had listened to Ruan Yuqing's words, and didn't stop Ruan Yuqing from leaving.

After Ruan Yuqing left, Jiang Yanzhuo hugged his legs and cried aloud. What Ruan Yuqing said just now was like a sharp dagger tore out his heart, and he couldn't breathe in pain.

Ruan Yuqing's words shattered his sweet dreams these days, and he couldn't hold the idea that Ruan Yuqing would come back anymore.

He has been deceiving himself, he thinks that Qingqing likes him, as long as he admits his mistake, Qingqing will still come back, and he will treat Qingqing well.

But the fact is that Qingqing begged him to let him go, and Qingqing never wanted to see him again.

Qingqing said that she would never forgive him, forever...

The author says:

Xiao Jiang: My heart is about to break.Qingqing: Damn, it's so cool!