I am your father Cangyun

"I'm going today, you promised me, we agreed, I'm going today!" A six or seven-year-old child held a double-percent test paper, tugged at his parents' sleeves, and insisted go to the playground.

"Today, it was said that there would be heavy fog and you would not be able to go out. Be good Suying, shall we go again next time? Next time we go, I will buy you ice cream from the playground." The beautiful woman knelt down and rubbed the child's hair to talk about the conditions It seems to say.

"I won't! I won't! I'm going! I'm going!" the child cried out relentlessly, "I've already told my friends that I'm going to the amusement park. They want to say I'm a liar and don't play with me."

"Oh." Looking at each other, the man said, "Then let's go. Although there is heavy fog, it should be fine to drive slowly."

"Then I'll take my membership card with me and go to the supermarket on the way back. Shuying said he wants to eat potato chips, and I'll give him a small reward for his recent struggle in the college entrance examination." The woman smiled softly, Very heartily agreed to Da Wu's proposal to go out.

no!Can't!can not go!Can't go!Feng Suying stood at the door and shouted hoarsely, but couldn't make a sound, rushed to stop, but the group of them passed through her body and walked towards the parking space outside the house, talking and laughing.

"Would Suying want to be a policeman when she grows up?"

"No, I want to be a great general! The teacher said, the great general is very handsome. To protect the family and the country, one man should be in charge and the other should not be allowed."

"Hahaha, silly boy, it was only available in ancient times, but it is gone in modern times." The man couldn't help laughing out loud.

no!To stop!Feng Suying rushed straight towards the moving car, dodge it, stop it!Feng Suying's helpless wailer, tears falling uncontrollably, chased less than [-] meters away and collided with a large truck in the dense fog.

Feng Suying, who arrived in a hurry, saw the parents' bodies at a glance.Ahhh!Feng Suying squatted on the ground crouching with her head in her arms, this is not true, this is not true...

"Kill your father and mother, you murderer!" These words hit Feng Suying's heart. At the scene of the car accident, Feng Suying knelt on the ground in tears.

Yu Liuyun didn't know why Feng Suying suddenly collapsed into a group, it was the first time Yu Liuyun saw that helpless and fragile appearance.Usually he is arrogant, the sky is the boss and he is the second child, this appearance... After all...

"Mother, when will Daddy come back? Don't be careful, Daddy will definitely come back." A child is pulling on a woman's dress as gentle as jade, and Mother is watching at the door every day, and she doesn't know when Daddy will return.

"General Feng said that he will definitely bring your father back. I...how could I be worried." The woman squatted down and hugged the child in her arms, the worry in her eyes never diminished.

In the next moment, the screen changed to the battlefield, with corpses strewn all over the ground and blood flowing like rivers.Cang Yun's generals were besieged in a city, besieged on all sides, and had no way out.Those who surrender can avoid death, and if the general surrenders, the safety of his men can be guaranteed.

This is the promise of the enemy army, as long as Feng Suying kneels and opens the city gate to let them in, this army can be exempted from death.

Standing on the battlefield, Feng Suying saw her once high-spirited self, fearless, and didn't know what surrender was.Feng Suying's field of vision is divided into two halves, one side is the picture of the soldier's family begging God to bless the family reunion, and the other side is the tragic picture of the person they were waiting for died in battle.

Enemy invasion is certainly abominable, but they also have their own families, and there are people waiting for them to go back and watch at the door.But they couldn't go back, all of them died under the sword of Feng Suying on the battlefield.

Standing in the perspective of God, Feng Suying was going crazy, and everything that was neglected and unwilling to see was displayed without omission.

The newlyweds are dressed in festive red gowns, waiting for those who do not return.There are old and young, and the old and the young are helping each other, standing at the door and waiting day after day.Countless people who were waiting died on the battlefield, and more than one or two cities were destroyed in the world. Even if Feng Suying abandoned the city and surrendered, no one had the leisure time to scold him.

"Why do you want to guard a place of this size?"

With the sudden inquiry, Feng Suying's mind went blank, and she asked herself: Why on earth...why am I guarding this small town?

"The Spike Army you killed also had wives, children and parents. Do you know how many families you have destroyed?"

"No, I'm right, those who violate my territory will be punished no matter how far away they are!"

"But this dynasty is about to perish, and its demise is destined. Why bother to kill so many people for such a ruined country?"

"They are the ones who killed me!" Feng Suying looked at the fallen soldiers of Cang Yun, if you kill me, I will kill ten of you, if you kill me ten, I will kill a hundred of you!

"Obviously as long as you surrender, they will not die, and they will be able to go home and reunite without your resistance. Without your resistance, the war will end soon, a new dynasty will be established, and a new system will operate. For the people, who is the emperor does not matter." The important thing is to give them peace."

"Country and country, without a country, how can we have a home?" Feng Suying retorted.

"If the home is gone, where is the country? How can a broken home support the prosperity of the country. How much blood has been stained on your hands, how many families have been destroyed, and how many people's expectations have been ruined in order to let this country survive? You are not afraid of death , why do you want to drag people who don't want to die to die together?"

"Nonsense, I, Cangyun soldier, why fear life and death." Feng Suying hates the voice that keeps echoing in her head, "No matter who dares to insult me, Cangyun, the only way is death!" Cangyun soldier was forged with blood The Road to Peace will never allow such a disgraceful name to be carried.

"Haha...then let the resentful souls of the dead come to meet you and express your sincere words." The voice disappeared along with the flying dust, but in the dust appeared thousands of troops, including the enemy Spike Army. There is also the Cangyun army. It is really hard to see that the two are mixed together without fighting.

Although ten thousand people didn't say a word, countless words flowed into Feng Suying's ears, eyes, and feelings along with emotions.Unwillingness, despair, fear of death, longing for homeland, missing for wife and children, missing for the world, I cannot bear to resign...

It is impossible to stop the whispers that turn into the tide in the ears. This is the most persistent wish of a person when he dies.

Want to live, yearn to return.Fear of death, cruelly cast aside Feng Suying's attack, and scold Feng Suying for commanding the enemy's death.The enemy army is also a human being, a real human being, not a humanoid monster randomly brushed a hundred times on the map.Although General Cang Yun is a tough man, facing death, he still has countless worries that he cannot let go of.

In the battle at the narrow mountain pass, Feng Suying chose not to retreat, and 300 of the 20 people were lingering, and the lieutenant blew up the pass with a gun tied up for cover.And the lieutenant, at this time, stood in front of Feng Suying, "General, our task is not to kill people, but to burn down the granaries. Why do we have to fight to the end, why do we have to kill them all? Do you like killing people so much?"

"No, I'm not..." Feng Suying covered her head, her face was very painful, her consciousness was almost overwhelmed by these messy thoughts.

Unable to close what he saw in his eyes, what came to his mind was the last picture they saw before they died, which was himself covered in blood.That is the self who doesn't care about killing, killing is like weeding, and there is no disturbance in his mood.

"Killing you is for revenge, revenge!" Feng Suying held her head in pain, these negative trends that forcibly flowed into her consciousness brought a huge burden to him.

"Why revenge? National hatred? This place is not your homeland; hatred of relatives and friends? What's wrong with killing the murderer? The Cangyun army who was killed is human, but the enemy army is not human? The same waiting, You ruined the wishes of both sides. Both wanted to return home, but you ruined the hopes of both sides, you are not the murderer, who is the murderer?"

"By Jun Mo's words, you will become a marquis, and once you succeed, you will die. If you want to leave your name in history, you will sacrifice the lives of others. The subjugation of the country is also predestined. It will not change your destiny because of you alone, and it will not be because of you." Winning a city and turning the world around, what you have done is nothing more than letting innocent lives die in vain."

"You can live by surrendering, but you died with those thousands of people. You concealed one thing and disregarded other people's lives. How do you explain to those fallen soldiers?"

"I didn't hide anything!" Feng Suying gritted her teeth, squatted on the ground with her head in her arms and said every word.

"We agreed to go to Huangquan together, so why, you haven't died yet?"

These words rushed into Feng Suying's heart and broke the last line of defense.

"You won't die, but you incited others to charge into the battle and lost your life in vain. With this behavior, are you still worthy of the Cangyun Xuanjia on you?"

"No, I don't! I don't!" Thinking of the comrades who toasted and drank together in the military camp in the past, Feng Suying looked at her hands in dismay, "Why, am I still alive? Why am I alive? Ahhhhh!" Feng Suying inserted her fingers into her hair in pain, wrapping herself in the hardest part like a hedgehog under attack.

"Host! Host! Why didn't you reply to my words? What's wrong with you? Tell me quickly, your mental condition is terrible, you are almost the same as Yisong who was in trouble before, what's going on?" the system shouted anxiously , but the host can't hear its own voice at all.The spirit is facing collapse, and this collapse will inevitably lead to violent violence. If it is serious, the body may cause immeasurable damage due to the burden of internal force forcibly operating at a high speed.

The system is like ants on a hot pot, turning over various data, and never knowing where the problem is.It suddenly occurred to Feng Suying that she didn't check the wisps of smoke she inhaled for a while, so she started to analyze it quickly with the system.

In order to prevent her consciousness from being further attacked, Feng Suying instinctively launched a defense, and an isolated shield appeared around her.The multiple shield shadows are like an impregnable city, protecting him in it, isolating the perception of the outside world, and Feng Suying's consciousness is self-enclosed.

Yu Liuyun frowned at Feng Suying, who looked very painful and was struggling, "Bring me the doctor who is difficult to treat and who doesn't want to be cured." He gave the order, and the hidden guards came out.