【Zhenyao】Shuiguang

"Hiss——" Yamazaki Sousuke suddenly used a little bit of strength, and Matsuoka Rin's hand was pressed to the button embedded in the sofa. His face gradually became clear.

Yamazaki Sosuke relaxed his hand slightly, removed it from the awkward button, and placed it on the soft sofa.His face was very close to Matsuoka Rin's, and when he entered Matsuoka Rin, he could clearly see the bloodshot eyes mixed with his green eyes.

I just made a call in a daze, but I subconsciously pressed Zongsuke's number.

He glanced at the clock on the wall.

3:30 in the middle of the night.

I don't know what he said just now to make Zongjie come to him in the middle of the night.But looking at Zongjie's appearance, he knew that he must not have simply said "Come here."

This person's pupils were on fire right now, and his emerald green eyes were turning dark green.

"That... that, Sousuke..." Rin Matsuoka pushed Yamazaki Sousuke away from him, and laughed a few times, "Aha... haha... that... can you tell me, I What did you say?"

"Are you awake now, Rin Matsuoka?"

When Rin Matsuoka heard that he called out his full name when he was young, he felt something was wrong for a moment.

"Ah... sober..."

"How much is this?"

Rin Matsuoka saw that Yamazaki Sousuke had a dark face, and even stretched out a finger and shook it in front of his eyes, so he couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Sousuke Yamazaki with his bright shark teeth hurts his eyes.

Sensitively, Rin Matsuoka noticed that his face had darkened a bit, knowing that he had committed a crime again, so he shouldn't have laughed when this guy got angry. Looking at his expression now, he felt that his life was about to die.

While Rin Matsuoka was thinking about how he could remedy it, Sousuke Yamazaki spoke:

"You really don't remember?"

Matsuoka Rin was stunned for a moment, and then realized what he was talking about after a moment of trance, shaking his head hastily, "I don't remember, I really don't remember."

Zongsuke's face turned dark again.

This time, Matsuoka Rin could really clearly feel Yamazaki Sousuke's anger that was about to condense into reality.

Forgive Rin Matsuoka for not getting drunk completely, and his mind is still unclear, so he threw himself on Zongsuke's neck and started crying.

Crying is still very fake.

Yamazaki Sousuke was stunned for a while, then tore the man off his neck and threw him back on the sofa.

Sometimes it was such a coincidence that Matsuoka Rin's head hit the button again.

Matsuoka Rin was stunned by the pain, seeing Yamazaki Sousuke's angry face, his green eyes were icy cold, all the suppressed grief and grievance in his heart suddenly surged up, and burst out with tears.

Seeing that he was really crying this time, Yamazaki Sousuke panicked and did nothing but hug him into his arms.Matsuoka Rin followed his movements and lay on his shoulders, weeping with alcohol and pain, Nanase Haruka's drunken face and Yamazaki Sousuke's cold eyes kept switching in his mind, crying heartbreaking.

He remembered the night when Nanase Haruka made public his relationship with Tachibana Makoto, he was lying on the bed with his mobile phone in his arms, checking the line, and there was a boring soap opera playing on the ipad beside him.He clicked into Nanase Haruka's account without hope, but he didn't expect this person who never posted a line to update one just now.

Matsuoka Rin thought about many possibilities, is it delicious mackerel?A comfortable hot spring?Or a new swimming pool in Tokyo?or...

Matsuoka Rin's fingers trembled slightly.

About him?

He opened it with excitement in his heart, but the photos that came into view made his enthusiasm cool down all of a sudden.

In the photo, Nanase Haruka smiled happily, turned her head to kiss Makoto Tachibana's earlobe, Makoto Tachibana still had a piece of mackerel in her mouth, her face was flushed slightly, and her eyes were full of surprise and happiness .

The background is Haruka's house.

Are you already living together?

Rin Matsuoka's eyes were full of uncontrollable sourness, and tears flowed down his face at once, his hands ruthlessly scratched the skin next to the buttonhole, hoping that the tears would stop.

But, it just can't stop.

Will the secret love of nearly ten years finally come to an end on this day?

Listening to the pretentious voice of the heroine of the soap opera, Rin Matsuoka reached out and threw the iPad under the bed.

There was a piercing sound of shattering glass, and the actor's voice stopped abruptly.

Thinking about it now, I was really naive at the time.

Rin Matsuoka hugged Sousuke Yamazaki's shoulders even tighter. The shoulders, which were much wider than his own, and the hands patted behind him made him feel deeply at ease, but what followed was deeper bitterness.

I am obviously in a foreign country, and I haven't been able to see Yao for a long time, and I still have beautiful dreams every day, thinking that Yao is also thinking of him on the other side of the ocean.

how can that be possible......

Compared to Makoto, he really is nothing.

Not accompanying Yao through his childhood, and brought him so many troubles in later life.

Every moment when I hurt Haruka, Makoto must be by his side.

Rin Matsuoka buried his face deep into the back of Yamazaki Sousuke's neck, sniffing the nice smell of tobacco on his body.

It would be great if he liked Sousuke from the beginning...

Rin Matsuoka shivered, recalling the words that the alarm clock had just flashed in his mind, and felt numb for a while.

How could I have such irresponsible thoughts!

To be honest, he knew that Zongsuke liked him.

I have liked it for a long time, longer than I have liked Haruka.

It's a pity that he fell in love with Haruka before he had time to appreciate the warmth Zongsuke brought him.

When the ignorant liking gradually turned into deep love, there was no shadow of Yamazaki Sosuke in his emotional world.Zong Jie also knew that he liked Haruka, so he was smart enough not to point it out, and the two of them maintained this atmosphere until today.

Rin Matsuoka felt the hand behind his back, wide and warm, the smell of tobacco on his body and the somewhat hoarse panting in his ear, as well as his tight chest muscles, abdominal muscles, and upper arm muscles.

Right now, Sousuke must be very nervous.

holding his beloved.

Matsuoka Rin secretly scolded himself for being shameless, and then felt a deep sense of guilt in his heart.

How much harm he has done to Zongsuke, who obviously loves Nanase Haruka, but still consumes the tenderness that Zongsuke gave him at will.

Just like today, when I was just drunk and it was a phone call as a joke, he could come to him without sleep.

He Matsuoka Rin is really shameless.

Sousuke Yamazaki hugged the person in his arms, and he knew why Rin Matsuoka suddenly had an emotional outburst.

It's because of Nanase, Rin.

He also saw the photo that Nanase Haruka posted on the line at that time, and then he received a call from Matsuoka Rin. He didn't say anything on the other side of the phone, but kept crying, sobbing extremely suppressed, never The heavy breath pulled from the depths of his throat made his hand on the other end of the phone tremble violently.

The person I love is broken in love, but the object is not me.

Rin is so cruel, call him at a time like this.

So cruel.

It was as cruel as cutting out his heart with that knife.

It was Rin Matsuoka who held the knife.

He also fell in love.

It's over before it begins.

Two men who had the same experience, through a receiver, silently confided their pain to each other.

Everyone suffers more, I don't know.

All he knew was that Zongsuke, who was blinded by tears, didn't make a sound, but felt that he was really about to die.

Heartbroken.

"Zongsuke." Matsuoka Rin raised his head from Yamazaki Zongsuke's shoulders, tears had stopped, and a pair of reddened eyes looked at the person opposite.

"Get in touch with me."

Yamazaki Sousuke's eyes widened, his whole body trembled slightly, and the joy overflowing from his heart was about to overwhelm him, and he grabbed Rin Matsuoka's shoulder in disbelief.

"Rin, is it true?" His voice was trembling.

"Hmm..." Rin Matsuoka lowered his head, not daring to meet those eyes.

It is obviously green, how could it be so hot.

Yamazaki Sousuke looked at Matsuoka Rin's lowered head, and suddenly seemed to understand something, and let go of the hand on his shoulder.

"Is it because of... Nanase?" The hoarse voice scratched the air, and the trembling tone made Rin Matsuoka tremble uncontrollably.

"...No." Rin Matsuoka knew that he had lied, and the target was Sousuke Yamazaki.

"Then I believe you." Yamazaki Sousuke stood up, his movements were trembling, but his back was straight, "Let's date."

Matsuoka Rin lowered his head, watching his feet walk away step by step.

"Rin, it's getting late, you go to bed and sleep, I'll warm up a cup of milk for you, and go to bed after drinking the milk."

Yamazaki Sosuke went to the kitchen and took out the milk carton from the refrigerator.

With trembling hands, he couldn't even break the seal.

The suppressed tears finally flowed out, and he desperately covered his mouth to prevent himself from making a sound.

Rin Matsuoka walked past the kitchen, watching the man's shoulders trembling slightly.

"Zongsuke, what's the matter? The shoulder injury recurred?"

"I'm fine." The voice was steady and flawless.

"Then I'm going to bed, good night."

"......Good night."

Yamazaki Sosuke poured the milk into the cup, turned on the microwave, and put the cup in.

Rin Matsuoka, you are really, as cruel as ever.

But why can't I refuse.

A moth is not stupid. It knows that if it jumps on it, it will die in the sea of ​​fire.

But its love is too strong.

Unable to restrain.

Even if you know, so what?

When Matsuoka Rin asked that question, Yamazaki Sousuke knew that he had no way to refuse.

Moths will eventually fly towards the sea of ​​flames.

He will be smashed to pieces, and he will not hesitate.