Reborn for dating a paranoid

That's right, when he was in the orphanage, He Chen and Ji Bai once watched the stars on the rooftop.

At that time, He Chen's mind was already very heavy. Every night, he would think of Ruan Sipei's hysterical crying in the He family's villa, and the scene when he was thrown by Ruan Sipei at the gate of the orphanage that day, crying and begging her not to leave.

Like a nightmare, it haunts him day and night and cannot escape.

So he slept less and less at night, and his personality became more silent and gloomy.

At that time, Ji Bai had not been in the orphanage for a long time, and he followed him all day long, clinging to him and calling him brother, even when the lights in the orphanage were turned off at night, he would come to his bed and whisper to him.

"Brother, why don't you sleep?" Afraid of being found out, Ji Bai covered his mouth with his small hand, and rubbed his stomach with the other hand frowning: "I can't sleep either, I ate too much at night, I'm so uncomfortable—"

"Since I can't sleep..." In the darkness, Xiao Ji Bai's eyes were bright, and he blinked at He Chen, "Brother, let's go to the rooftop to watch the stars, shall we?"

He Chen's first reaction was to refuse.

He was on the verge of agitation and emotional depression. Before Ji Bai came to the orphanage, he was used to being alone, and suddenly there was Ji Bai who followed him around him all the time.

He is not used to it.

More subconsciously feel conflicted.

But when the word of refusal came to his lips, he looked at Ji Bai's expectant eyes in the dark, and after a moment of silence, He Chen agreed again in a strange way.

So, after twelve o'clock in the evening, the two children escaped everyone and quietly went up to the roof, and ran to the rooftop to watch the stars.

There were a lot of bed sheets drying on the roof of the orphanage, and when the wind blew at night, there was a faint scent of washing powder in his breath. Ji Bai was very excited, and took He Chen's hand and kept walking forward. After walking for a long time, he found A good place to slap on the ass and sit down.

"Look, brother!"

Sitting on the ground, Ji Bai looked up at the sky, pointed to the stars in the sky and said to He Chen as if offering a treasure: "There is the Big Dipper over there, Vega over there, over there... it seems to be over there..."

After thinking about it for a long time, Xiao Jibai scratched the back of his head and blushed, a little embarrassed: "I... I asked the teacher specifically this afternoon, but I don't remember now—"

"But it's okay." Ji Bai never seemed to be depressed when he was a child, he quickly adjusted after thinking about it, and leaned in front of He Chen, "Let's lie down and watch the stars together."

Unable to resist Ji Bai, He Chen followed him for the first time, and accompanied him, lying on the roof of the orphanage, leaning on his arms, blowing the wind, and watching the stars together.

That day, Ji Bai took him to make a wish with the stars in the sky solemnly and stumblingly.

He said: "I hope my brother can find his parents soon and go home early."

"I wish we could all have mom and dad."

After making the wish, Xiao Jibai heaved a sigh of relief, patted his chest and told He Chen, "I heard from the teacher and auntie that wishing on the stars is very effective."

He Chen looked at him, and his first reaction was to find it ridiculous.

Before, he just made up a lie to tell Ji Bai that the reason he was in the orphanage was to maintain his poor self-esteem, and he got lost with his parents because of his playfulness.

Such a clumsy lie, but he foolishly took it as the truth.

What's more, He Chen has only heard of someone making a wish with a shooting star, but he has never seen anyone like Ji Bai standing on the rooftop stupidly, raising his head and making a wish with all the stars in the sky.

Did you find your parents sooner?Unfortunately, he didn't get lost with his parents, but was abandoned by them.

He wanted to laugh at him.

But when the words came to his lips, He Chen felt that the corners of his eyes and nose were sore.

To be honest, up to now, He Chen can't remember what the stars in the sky looked like at that time, but he still remembers the fragrance of washing powder in the air that day, and Ji Bai's sparkling eyes that reflected his eyes.

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Gathering his thoughts, He Chen took a deep breath. He looked at Ji Bai steadfastly, his eyes trembling, his fingertips trembling, and after a long silence, he said in a hoarse voice, "You still remember me, don't you?"

When he asked the words, Ji Bai was taken aback for a moment.

At this moment, He Chen's eyes were red, and his dark pupils were filled with emotions that he couldn't understand. He looked at him intently, those eyes seemed to suck his whole body in.

Looking at him, Ji Bai's heart suddenly moved.

Looking at the stars, welfare homes...

Memories that were so long ago that they were almost forgotten and dusty swept over at this moment, frames of familiar and unfamiliar images emerged in Ji Bai's mind, and the vague conjectures that floated in his mind made his heart go crazy at this moment. jump up.

"Brother, my name is Ji Bai."

"Brother, can't you sleep too, let's go watch the stars together."

"Brother, I'm going to have a family soon."

"Brother, why don't you come with me?"

"Brother, I'm leaving, you must come and look for me!"

"..."

Ji Bai clenched his fists subconsciously, his breathing seemed to stop here for an instant, the figure in his childhood in the orphanage that was so far away that he was almost completely forgotten by him, and He Chongzhong in front of him at this moment stacked together.

He suddenly understood in an instant, why in his previous life, after he had a car accident, He Chen would be so disregarded and keep a self who had become a vegetable and had no hope of waking up by his side.

His chest rose and fell, and countless fragments in his heart surged at the same time.

In a trance, Ji Bai suddenly remembered that he had just got into a car accident and turned into a cat, desperately trying to get back into his body.

He quietly slipped out of He's house, ran to the hospital, and sneaked in when the door of the ward was open, but there was no one else in the ward, only He Chen sitting beside the bed.

At that time, Ji Baizheng, who discovered that he had turned into a cat, was in a state of anxiety and anxiety. Looking at He Chen's figure, he was even more puzzled, wondering why he appeared here.

But because he was afraid of being discovered, Ji Bai could only shrink in the corner. From his perspective, he couldn't see himself on the hospital bed, let alone He Chen's face. He didn't dare to make any sound and remained motionless.

Then, in the quiet ward, there was a suppressed, almost desperate cry.

He Chen was crying.

At that time, Ji Bai was so shocked that he couldn't be more shocked. He didn't know why He Chen was crying, was it because of... himself?

But they obviously don't recognize it.

Then, when other people entered the ward and talked about the operation and the transfer, Ji Bai couldn't see He Chen's face, but only heard his voice. He seemed to have regained his composure, and he hummed lightly.

When everyone left and the ward became quiet again, Ji Bai huddled in the corner, feeling that He Chen had been silent for a long time, so long that he almost thought that time had stopped.

The man's voice was very soft, so light that it would be blown away, but it was filled with extremely restrained depression and despair, which made Ji Bai's heart tremble.

"I'm here to find you."

"But why didn't you wait for me..."

At that time, Ji Bai just got into a car accident, but his soul turned into a cat again, and he was already in a mess, how could he have time to think about other things?

At that time, I only felt strange when I heard He Chen's words, but I didn't notice at all that something flashed past my heart, so in the end, I didn't have time to catch it.

But now, all the pictures and memories come to my mind. In the previous life, He Chen was almost a paranoid madman, waiting like a day for ten years, and in this life... when he looked at him with concentration, caution, and after forbearance And refrain from responding to your own "I like you, too."

Scene by scene, frame by frame.

All the puzzles and confusions were answered at this moment like a revelation, Ji Bai's heart was sore, and his eyes blushed uncontrollably.

How dull is he.

It turned out that there would really be someone, because of a promise made when he was a child, who would come to him through more than ten years of time like water.

It turned out that someone would wait for him for ten years almost paranoidly because of a moment of warmth.

Ji Bai stared blankly at He Chen, tears rolled down unconsciously, he opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, he just felt an uncontrollable sadness intertwined with great joy at this moment.

Ji Bai has always been an ordinary person.

In terms of family background, he was an orphan, and even if he was replaced by his current parents later, he was only from an ordinary family; in terms of appearance, Ji Bai asked himself, compared to He Chen's handsome god-like face, his appearance was at best handsome, and his personality was not as good. Unremarkable.

But it happened to be such a self, who was so ordinary that he couldn't be more ordinary.

Why can He Chen treat him so well, why can He Chen who has everything in front of him be so persistent in his past and present lives.

During the ten years when he became a cat and stayed by He Chen's side in his previous life, Ji Bai was also confused.

Why was he subtly moved when he saw He Chen, and why he fell in love with a man inexplicably.

In the ten years of his previous life, Ji Bai thought about this question for a long time, and gave himself countless answers.

But at this moment, he suddenly realized belatedly.

In the ten years since he left the orphanage in his previous life, He Chen was trying his best to find him and walk towards him in a certain place in the world.

During the days when he was seriously injured in a car accident and was unconscious, when he became a cat and didn't know the way forward, he guarded him almost paranoidly and waited for him. Ten years passed like water, and he never gave up for a moment.

The world is so big, there is only one He Chen.

When Ji Bai finally came back to his senses, he realized that his face was full of tears. He was in a hurry to wipe the tears away, but he opened his mouth but his voice was hoarse: "I... I remembered——"

In this life, he won't have a car accident, won't let He Chen wait for him for ten years in despair, and doesn't want He Chen to feel that he's behaving too abnormally. Ji Bai tried his best to suppress the sourness and heartache in his heart, and he nodded desperately, " I grew up in a welfare institution when I was a child, and at that time...a brother was very kind to me and accompanied me to watch the stars."

As Ji Bai spoke, his eyes turned red again, "Later I was adopted, and he said he would definitely come to find me."

"It's my fault, I let you look for it for so long, it's me—"

Before Ji Bai finished speaking, He Chen stretched out his hand and hugged the person in front of him deeply.

His strength was so strong that he almost crushed Ji Bai.

He Chen slowly closed his eyes, feeling the temperature of Ji Bai in his arms. Suddenly, it was like running thousands of miles and finally seeing the end, swimming thousands of miles and finally reaching the shore. Those red eyes were completely offset, he let out a long, silent breath, and then laughed hoarsely: "Why are you crying?"

"Didn't I find you?" Through thousands of mountains, evening snow, thousands of miles of clouds, he finally came to his side.

The author has something to say: He Chen: I know that it is the most unwise to love someone wholeheartedly, but I only know this kind of love.