Don't ask about the future

The carpet melted away the sound of footsteps, Yi Yun stood in front of the door of 2018A, raised and lowered his hands, put them down and raised them again.There were faint voices in the room, soft and very gentle.Yi Yun stood quietly at the door, thinking of the people behind the wall, his whole heart was filled with longing, almost suffocating.

Yan Wenqing, Yan Wenqing, Yan Wenqing...

Silently reciting her name, Yi Yun really wanted to see her again, hug her, and listen to her whispering in his ear.

But, what else do they have to say?Any words become so pale and powerless at this moment.Any expression has become so meaningless at this moment.As much as he expected to see her, Yi Yun was afraid of seeing her.

However, roots seem to have sprouted under the feet, and they are stuck in place, unable to move.Yi Yun gently pressed his face against the door, calling out the words Yan Wenqing in his heart, and his eyes were wet with tears.She held back, not letting herself cry.A weak and incompetent person will not be looked down upon by Yan Wenqing.

Staying quietly at the door until there was no movement in the room, Yi Yun guessed that the two sisters should have fallen asleep.Raising his hand, he lovingly stroked the doorknob, on which there were traces left by Yan Wenqing.

Yi Yun clearly realized that she was acting like a perverted stalker, but she was obsessed and refused to leave.This temperatureless wooden door stood in front of him, like an abyss that could not be crossed.

"What are you doing!"

A righteous and stern reprimand suddenly sounded behind him, Yi Yun was taken aback, turned around and saw a couple standing at the elevator entrance, the danger signals in their eyes expressed distrust and vigilance towards Yi Yun.

Yi Yun yelled "it's not good" in his heart, he was misunderstood!Wanting to explain, but feeling that it would be superfluous to say anything, he lowered his head and wanted to leave this embarrassing situation quickly, but was stopped by the man's roar.

"What are you doing lying in front of other girls' houses in the middle of the night? If you don't make it clear, I'll hand you over to the guards here!"

While complaining incessantly in his heart, Yi Yun quickly waved his hands and explained hastily:

"I know the two people in this room. I originally wanted to talk to my sister, but when I realized that they seemed to have fallen asleep, I planned to leave..."

"Since we know each other, what do you mean by sneaking at someone's door? I can see that your hands are not clean. Do you want to take advantage of people's sleep to burglary!"

Seeing the man's aggressive aura, Yi Yun couldn't help but backed away, pressing his back against the wall, and suddenly remembered that he lived next door.She is innocent and frank, how can she be easily slandered?Just as he was about to refute, the door beside him opened with a "click" sound, and a gentle voice said unhurriedly:

"Thank you, Uncle Li, for your concern. She is indeed my friend. You misunderstood."

The middle-aged man frowned, looking back and forth across the faces of Yi Yun and Yan Wenqing.Yi Yun didn't know what expression she had at the moment, whether she was fascinated or stunned, or shocked and uneasy, she only knew that her whole body's attention was instantly taken away by this person who had been thinking about it for a long time and suddenly appeared, and she couldn't turn it away for a second Eye.

Even Yan Wenyuan appeared behind the door, looked at Yi Yun and her sister, and asked suspiciously:

"Sister, this is..."

"Yuan'er, good boy, I'm going to bed soon for the flight tomorrow morning. This sister and I have something to talk about." Holding Yi Yun's hand, Yan Wenqing turned to the man and said, "Thank you, Uncle Li, we really know each other." Good night, Sister Li." Nodding to the woman beside her, Yan Wenqing took Yi Yun's hand to leave.

"Wenqing..."

"follow me."

There is an empty garden outside the hotel building. The land of Africa in the rainy season is vibrant and green. The fragrance of vegetation wafts in the air. The moon and stars are rare in the night wind. It should be a refreshing scene.

After the unexpected turmoil calms down, there will be a moment of sudden understanding.Yi Yun looked at Yan Wenqing's back standing under the starry sky, dragging a swaying shadow.

Taking two steps forward, Yi Yun raised his hand to grab the air, and lowered it again.The figure of Yan Wenqing walking away was very decisive, without any hesitation, as if the ten fingers that were holding hands just now were connected, it was just the intimacy imagined by Yi Yun.

"Wenqing..." With a hoarse voice, Yi Yun tried his best to say the question she had practiced repeatedly, "Are you okay?"

The corner of Yan Wenqing's mouth curled into a smile, but the smile didn't seep into his indifferent eyes:

"Okay, no, it's already like this. Just do my best."

Yan's family business, like Pan's Pei family, also failed to escape the fate of being nationalized.Just because there are no superficial problems, the outside world does not know that most of Yan's holdings have been quietly transferred to public funds.Yan Wenqing resigned from the ministerial level and took over the work of the enterprise. Although the name of the Yan family still bears the name, the Yan family has actually become an agent for the state to manage money.

Wen Bai needs medical treatment, Wen Yuan needs to study, and Fang Wensong's identity is a secret that cannot be revealed, and it is possible to keep Yan Wenqing safe and retreat.The current situation that the Yan family is facing can only be faced by Yan Wenqing alone.Yi Yun's heart ached, but he couldn't find the right words.

I opened my mouth several times, but the words were swallowed back into my stomach.Yi Yun really wanted to hug Yan Wenqing and cry, but he didn't have any right.It was her trigger that made the Yan family fall into this abyss.Yan Wenqing's ability to face her calmly was already a gift that Yi Yun could not hope for.If you go one step further, it will be difficult for the strong and despised by others.

"What about you? Has your body recovered?"

"I……"

Yan Wenqing turned around and looked at Yi Yun squarely.Yi Yun looked at the woman who was half a head taller than her, with a thinner outline than a year ago.Even the tall and straight figure out of habit can't hide the loneliness and exhaustion in his feet.

Tears once again accumulated in the eye sockets, Yi Yun closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said slowly:

"The body is fully healed."

Nodding his head, Yan Wenqing immediately turned his back and stopped looking at Yi Yun.

The two who had no words, one in front of the other, looked up at the night sky.Yi Yun recalled that time in the northwest, the two of them were talking slowly under the starry sky like this, looking at the night, guarding each other's hearts, and sticking tightly together across the distance of space.

Now, things are different, and time has not traveled too far, but it draws a distance between the two people who are close at hand.

The wind picked up and the air was slightly cold, Yan Wenqing shivered.Yi Yun immediately took off his coat and covered her shoulders without dodging or refusing.Yi Yun's hand lingered behind the small shaved shoulder, but finally retracted it to his side.

"Wenqing, I, at first..."

"Yi Yun!"

Yan Wenqing interrupted Yi Yun, his voice was steady but deeply tired,

"I don't blame you for everything you do. Don't owe me anything in your heart."

"But……"

"No but. It is destined to come to this point. To make Dad's enemy fall down has fulfilled his wish. As for our family, it is the best ending now. Life is alive, how can it be right and wrong everywhere."

"Leave everything to you alone, I..."

"This is my business. You don't have to worry about it or think it's unfair. And I also have a younger brother. Although he is inconvenient to do anything, he can help me a lot. Speaking of him, I also want to thank you for not taking Hand over the deepest secrets of our family, otherwise, there is no possibility for us to be safe in the world."

Hearing the word thank you, Yi Yun's heart felt like being crushed by a thousand catties.How could Yan Wenqing be so objective and sober?Yi Yun would rather she beat her and scold her, and put all the sins on her, at least let her help her share.But Yan Wenqing was so calm that Yi Yun was terrified, with a cold aura and no emotion at all.Standing in front of her, she seemed to be a colder and more severe existence than this cold night.

For forcing her beloved into such a situation, Yi Yun's guilt and pain tormented her like falling into an abyss.She trembled involuntarily, and tears were unbridled.

Yan Wenqing still turned his back to Yi Yun, not looking to see if she was squatting on the ground in pain, not caring if she was too sad to breathe.After walking two steps forward, the distance between the two was once again opened. Yan Wenqing's calm voice floated into her consciousness from above Yi Yun's head:

"Forget about me. Forget all this and act as if nothing happened."

"I was used by Yu Xiaoyao as a knife to slash at you, cutting you to bloody flesh. Forgive myself, how can I do it? Yu Sheng, recalling this experience, how do I deal with myself? Yan Wenqing, I love you ah!"

Yan Wenqing's hand tightly grasped Yi Yun's coat covering her body, his nails dug into his palm, no matter how painful it was, it couldn't compare to the pain in his heart at this moment.She didn't dare to look back, forcing herself to keep her figure.After taking a deep breath, use all your strength to hold your breath:

"Then have you ever thought about it, if you don't forget me, with such memories, when you face me or anyone or anything in the Yan family, how should you deal with yourself?"

I have no doubts about your love for me, and I have never regretted that I loved you too.However, in the days to come, what kind of state of mind will you and I face the harm we inflict on each other and the inevitable persecution from those around us?I know you are in pain, because if you scratch your bones and gouge out your heart, I will suffer in purgatory.All the harm I have done to you is that I cannot forgive my own mistakes in this life.Thank you for everything you have done for me, and the pure happiness even if it is short-lived, leaving a beautiful past in the memory of my life.I have no more extravagant wishes, but I wish you good health for the rest of your life.If there is an afterlife, we will make up for the regrets of this life together.

These words, Yan Wenqing suppressed in her heart, she didn't have the courage to speak in front of Yi Yun.She couldn't bear to see her suffer for her anymore, she was afraid that Yi Yun's tears would soften her heart, which would only bring about more suffering.She wanted Yi Yun to be safe in the future, so the most important thing was to force Yi Yun to let her go.Even if Yi Yun hated her and left with anger, Yan Wenqing could accept it.In this way, in the next life, Yan Wenqing will be able to look for this sign, find her, coax her well, and love her once more.

Yi Yun was caught by the question Yan Wenqing threw back, and she only cared about it, she never thought about the future.At this moment, I think of everything that happened in the past year, I think of Gao Shengxi, I think of Gao Mama who is better than death, and Zhang Wenzhi who is like a walking dead.There is also the innocent Wen Yuan, the crazy Wen Bai, and Wen Song who dare not return to Yan's family in his life.It was as if the air had been sucked out of Yi Yun's brain, and his whole body seemed to be thrown heavily into the ground, shattered.

For this relationship, looking back is a regret at the wrong time, and in the future it is a dilemma of not being able to find a way out.

"Wen Qing."

Yi Yun stood up and called softly.Yan Wenqing finally turned around, walked closer, put his hand on Yi Yun's chest, and as expected, his fingertips touched the warm jade.

Take it well, I will use it to find you in the next life.

Yan Wenqing looked into Yi Yun's eyes, his gaze was extremely deep, and it fell straight into Yi Yun's heart.

"Goodbye, Xiaoyun."

This is the final farewell.Yi Yun took one more look at Yan Wenqing's back, turned to leave without nostalgia.

Probably this is life.There are always so many unexpected harvests, and the parting that we do not want to part with.

Falling in love with you is my unexpected happiness, leaving you is the last thing I do for you.

Finally,

Live up to the good times.

The author has something to say:

The story is here, I think it can come to an end.

In the original idea, this is how the two of them would end up, and the story was finally finished as expected.

Thank you for your company all the way, all the cute little ones who left comments and poured nutrient solution, and everyone who accompanied silently.

I wanted to write 30, which is a bit regrettable.To put it hypocritically, the author has been dumped recently, and he lacks mental energy to deal with emotional issues, so he really feels unable to write.

If you have anything you want to communicate with me, come to weibo to find me, although I don’t talk much, but I am always there.Just the name, the profile picture is my dog.

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that's all.