Don't ask about the future

It's all over now.

The intention of self-soothing is always subverted by the constant pain in the heart.The whole body feels like the soul has been separated from the body, and has been split into two parts, which represent different thoughts and do not compromise with each other.In the end, out of helplessness, the soul pushed the body off the cliff with its own hands.Yet the pain remained consistent.

The body and mind that were thrown to pieces couldn't bear to stay in the space filled with too many memories of Yan Wenqing.Stepping out of the door with top-heavy steps, Yi Yun wandered in a daze on the quiet bluestone road in the suburbs.

Yi Yun, who deliberately left his communication tools at home, was contacted after dark.When Yi Yun heard the news and rushed to the scene of the crime, it was said that there were not many things left in the tragic scene.In order not to hinder traffic, the wreckage of the collided truck and Wrangler has been cleaned up and transported to the traffic accident handling department.

He stared blankly at the terrible ruts on the ground of the accident section, and climbed out of the scary traces in a zigzagging way.Yi Yun stared at the road in a daze, unable to imagine the heavy size of the Wrangler, and how much damage it would cause to both parties when it collided with a minivan full of goods.

The phone rang, it was Yan Wenqing's number.Yi Yun answered the phone mechanically, and the person on the call was Guan Tao, who told her about the handling of the body.Yi Yun listened to Guan Tao's words dully, thanking her for taking time out of her busy schedule to help.

"Director Yi, don't be polite to me. In the few exchanges between me and Secretary Gao, I really like her intelligence and sincerity. Director Yi, please forgive me."

Yi Yun wanted to thank him, but he opened his mouth, but no syllables could come out of his throat.Guan Tao paused for a few seconds, before hanging up, he added:

"Minister, she is also very sad. She will come later."

The mourning hall is set in a spacious room of the funeral home, brightly lit, scented with wax, and without music to deliberately create sadness.The elegant and generous tones, if it weren't for the lush chrysanthemums and the solemn funeral coffin, at first glance, people would not be able to see the purpose of this room.

After the accident, the police notified the family members through Gao Shengxi's mobile phone.She called her mother, but Gao's family was far away in Xijiang, so they couldn't rush to the scene immediately.People in Xijiang said that Yi Yun was in Shangjing, and she could rush to the hospital right away.But Yi Yun couldn't get through on the phone no matter what.In desperation, the police had no choice but to dial the recent call records in the address book.Yan Wenqing was in a meeting, and Guan Tao answered the phone.The traffic police did not expect an accident to contact officials at the national ministry level, but in this way, all the aftermath work can be completed more efficiently.

Just because of this delay, no one saw Gao Shengxi in time for the last time.Doctors said she was pronounced dead after being taken to the hospital.After hearing the report from the traffic policeman, Yi Yun raised his hand and slapped himself hard.

Yi Yun walked to the entrance of the mourning hall, and immediately saw the black and white photos placed in the center of the hall.The person in the photo is still so young, with a distant yet polite smile, giving the impression of being intelligent and generous.Yi Yun couldn't understand why the person in the photo was lying in the cold glass funeral coffin, motionless, showing no signs of vigorous life.She couldn't walk, she didn't dare to enter the door, Yi Yun didn't have the courage to face the fact of losing Gao Shengxi.

One day before, Yi Yun had just lost the reason to keep loving.She is like a child who has been robbed of her beloved doll, wandering between emptiness and helplessness in a panic.Before he recovered, he immediately received the news of Gao Shengxi's accidental death.All the cornerstones of Yi Yun's personal world collapsed, and great confusion and fear swept over him.Yi Yun stood helplessly outside the room shrouded in the shadow of death, not knowing what kind of mentality he should use to face the dark present and the unsupported future.

Heart-piercing crying pierced the suffocating air, Gao Shengxi's mother cried and fell on the coffin lid.Zhang Wenzhi was stuck in the corner without any expression on his face.Li Enze took over Guan Tao's job, and was responsible for taking care of the funeral, liaising with the police, and dealing with the insurance company's claims after the accident.

Yi Yun didn't know who pushed her into the mourning hall. After entering, she was stuffed with a bottle of water in his hand, so no one bothered to talk to her, and everyone with mobility was helping with things.Looking blankly at everything that happened in front of him, every breath felt like a sharp thorn piercing his heart and lungs, Yi Yun's brain seemed to be pressed to the stop button and gave up running.

Someone sat next to Yi Yun. Yi Yun turned his head and saw her lips moving, as if she was talking, but the voice was far away, like an echo from another era, and she couldn't catch a single word.After the other party finished speaking, he took out the face towel and handed it to Yi Yun, only then did Yi Yun realize that his face was full of tears.

A thick stack of small books was handed over to Yi Yun, and Yi Yun was stunned for two seconds before realizing that it was a stack of medical records.After flipping through a few pages, Yi Yun found that the names in the name column were all Gao Shengxi.The words on each page gradually became meaningful to Yi Yun, and his consciousness finally touched his nerves.In chronological order, Yi Yun finished reading all the reports.Put the things in his hand back to Chen Xiao, get up, and go out.Yi Yun needs air, she must leave this oppressive space that makes her breathless.

There are no stars, the midnight sky is so black that there is no edge.In the fringe area of ​​the city, the area with a high green coverage rate, the air does not have heavy pollution, and it can barely be regarded as clean.

Taking a big breath, the open lung lobes, after experiencing the baptism of the virus, will be rejuvenated and become sensitive, and can actually capture the roughness in the air.This year in Beijing, the rain missed the late spring season. Seeing that midsummer is approaching, the heat is coming.It seems that after waking up from a big dream, the nightmare came again.

There were footsteps behind him, no need to turn around, it was Yi Yun's familiar way of walking.

"If you need a way to vent, this is the one to take."

Yi Yun rarely saw Li Enze smoking, he always behaved decently.Shaking his head, Yi Yun didn't need to paralyze himself by poisoning himself.The suffering of sobriety is over when the suffering is over.The pain hidden in the placebo is a scourge after waking up.

"If I say that, based on her illness, it will happen before the end of this year. Instead of watching her being tortured by the illness...in this way, she will walk without pain. Would you feel better?"

The lighter lights up the dark night, and the smell of tar disperses with the wind.It turned out that Li Enze also had emotions.

"The person in charge of the funeral said that her two hands were clenched into fists before she was sent to the hall. The superstitious statement means that there are still things she can't let go of."

Yi Yun slowed down, her fever had completely subsided, but her chest was still painfully stuffy.If she can't stop the accident, at least she can see Gao Shengxi for the last time, even if she hears another word from her.It's just that, compared with Gao Shengxi, Yi Yun values ​​herself too much, as if the world should revolve around her alone.In the dark corner of her heart, she must have always regarded Gao Shengxi as her servant.He is always on call and everything is easy to use, so he doesn't cherish or care about it.He can only see his own emotions, completely ignoring the changes in the closest people around him.

"When did you know about her condition?"

"A month ago, it has spread to the whole body." Li Enze let out a heavy breath, the smoke and night covered the man's state of mind, "It's hard for her to think of acting in such a play with that female reporter, in fact, she just wanted to lie Zhang Wenzhi is here, she didn't intend to hide it from you. It's just that according to her plan, it should be delayed until the last moment, forcing you to accept the reality."

"What an amazing girl!"

Zhang Wenzhi must have read the original diagnosis report countless times before confirming whether there was anything wrong with the test results.Yi Yun's subsequent investigation was undoubtedly a return to the carbine, but it was also foreseen by Gao Shengxi in the plan.Zhang Wenzhi is stupid, he listens to Gao Shengxi in everything.However, Gao Shengxi can also calculate Yi Yun's actions accurately.Thinking about the horrifying details, Yi Yun's heart, which had already been cut to pieces by self-blame, undoubtedly felt as if it had been soaked in salt water, so painful that he lost consciousness.

"Li Enze, shouldn't you be proud of having cultivated such an excellent apprentice?"

Throwing sarcasm to others is actually stuck in my heart.For so many years, Yi Yun seemed to be able to do a job with ease. If it wasn't because of Gao Shengxi's silent protection and support behind her, would she have a basis for deceiving others?Yi Yun always comforts herself, her evasion can cultivate Gao Shengxi's ability, and now she is reaping the fruit of herself, it is really another satirical drama with black humor.

"Just because she was able to establish relationships with so many experts, and the partnership deceived you and Zhang Wenzhi, it can be seen that our Xixi is indeed better than you and me in the outside world!"

Li Enze twitched his lips. He liked Gao Shengxi very much, which he didn't realize until today.Gao Shengxi's help to him, besides taking care of Yi Yun's business, can also handle all chores when he needs it.People outside know Gao Shengxi when they mention Yi Yun, and when they mention Gao Shengxi, they think of Li Xin.Rather than saying that Yi Yun hid behind Gao Shengxi, enjoying the benefits brought by the generous resources, and being able to sit back and relax, why didn't Li Enze use this girl as his shield?

In the red sea of ​​shopping malls, it is easy to hide in the open and hard to guard against.Gao Shengxi never mentioned these difficulties in front of them.If she has a different heart, Yi Yun, Li Enze and the empire behind them can instantly lose their barriers because of her.But for so many years, she has been silently protecting the huge and mysterious world behind them, using her weak body to resist all kinds of attacks that try to find flaws.At the same time, temper yourself to be strong and powerful but hold back.

Only when you lose it can you know how to cherish it. This suffering is not only for Yi Yun, Li Enze also feels it in his heart.I am afraid that the debt to Gao Shengxi will be paid off in this lifetime.Only now did Li Enze understand why Yi Yun often said that it wasn't that she was kind to Gao Shengxi, but that Gao Shengxi was the great man who came to help her overcome the calamity.

After stamping out the cigarette butt, Li Enze raised his hand to wipe his shiny hairline.That's what Gao Shengxi occasionally jokes with him, she always praises him for being extremely smart.

"I checked the maintenance records of your car, and it should not be a problem."

"What do you mean?"

Yi Yun heard the meaning behind the words.

"It means that I will personally participate in the investigation of the insurance company in the handling of the car accident. If there is any result, I will inform you as soon as possible."

Yi Yun nodded, his fingers clenched into fists.The traffic police just mentioned to her that the conclusion of the on-site investigation was that there was a problem with the brakes of her car, so as the owner of the car, she had to bear full responsibility and bear the compensation costs for the family members of the truck driver.People are dead, and what money can solve is not a problem.Yi Yun didn't care at all, the details mentioned by Li Enze at this moment echoed in his consciousness.Before he could think about it, his train of thought was interrupted by the noise behind him.

From a distance, that idiot Zhang Wenzhi seemed to have woken up from the initial shock, and was holding onto Chen Xiao and crying and making noise.

The author has something to say:

Accident or not, surprise or not?

This episode, which I have been waiting for for a long time, is finally here!

Applause for your cruelty