Don't ask about the future

Throwing Zhang Wenzhi, who was drunk unconscious, onto the bed, Yi Yun was too tired to talk.Seeing the man in a mess, he couldn't bear to just leave her alone.Turning around, I went to the bathroom to get a towel, wiped off the tears, saliva, alcohol, and maybe things mixed with nasal discharge, and then changed into clean pajamas.After finishing everything, Yi Yun returned to the living room, and looked at Yan Wenqing leaning on the sofa with his eyes closed and resting in embarrassment.Seeing from a distance the cake that was taken out two hours ago was still on the small dining table in the kitchen, the unreal feeling made Yi Yun so anxious that he couldn't find a suitable place to put it.From the very beginning, the script didn't develop according to what she wanted, and when it progressed to the present scene, Yi Yun felt a sense of powerlessness.Standing up at last, he said:

"Let's go to your side."

"Aren't you going to accompany her?"

Yan Wenqing opened her eyes, and the light from the floor lamp shone on her side face. The bright and dark light brought out the beautiful edges and corners.Yi Yun couldn't see her expression clearly, but felt that she looked tired in the shadows.

"I don't want to worry about her." Yi Yun looked up at the closed bedroom door, and waved his hands helplessly, "That's their own business."

"She woke up in the middle of the night, and she is here alone. What if she can't figure it out again? You are here tonight, watch her."

Yi Yun was speechless.In her perception, feelings are a very private matter.Whether it is good or bad, it should only belong to the category of personal handling, and it will not be shared with others, let alone throw the problem to others and let others share it for her.Even if this person is a very close friend, in the end they are just outsiders.

Getting drunk like Zhang Wenzhi did tonight, beating her everywhere, and making such a fuss that someone picked her up from the street was something Yi Yun would never do in his entire life.What's more, she hasn't been dumped yet, nor has she been green.It was as if the sky was falling, not only was he ashamed, but he also harmed his relatives and friends.Yi Yun is very heartbroken to have such a friend!

"I am leaving."

"don't want…"

Yi Yun tugged on Yan Wenqing's clothes, lowered his head, very reluctant.Yan Wenqing took her hand and said:

"Look at her just now. After drinking so much, she vomited like that again. Even if the night is smooth, she might be a monster when she wakes up tomorrow morning. She needs you."

"But what I need is you!"

Yi Yun hugged Yan Wenqing.Looking forward to the stars and looking forward to the moon, they waited until this night to meet, and the tenderness that had just been brewed was buried by the pig teammates.She is not happy, not happy.She wants kisses and hugs from her girlfriend too!

"Just let me go there with you!" Yi Yun pouted, looking at Yan Wenqing pitifully, "I want to be with you."

He raised his hand and rubbed his forehead. It was very late, even though it was a holiday, Yan Wenqing still worked overtime at work all day.There are too many things waiting for her to deal with, and at the same time, she has to step up to make up lessons to make up for the lack of professional knowledge, so as to avoid professional mistakes caused by her decision-making.For a while, she was under a lot of pressure.It is no exaggeration to say that her every move affects the interests of countless people. This time, she felt very clearly what a heavy burden was placed on her shoulders.

This month she chose to live in Chunqiu Terrace, not only because of work needs, but another important reason was that Yi Yun distracted her too easily, and her every move could take her emotions away.

She shouldn't have fallen in love with this person, but her heart couldn't help being attracted to her.She was supposed to be a mature and steady age, but there was a natural air of stupidity exuding from all over her body, which made people want to possess and ravage her when they saw her.Yan Wenqing was surprised that he would have such affection for another person.She thinks that she is a super-rational person, so when the mission of reversing the fate of the family was handed over to her, she took it on very confidently without hesitation.But she didn't expect that this person who bumped into her halfway made her feel completely lost in her heart.It took her a lot of time to adjust her mentality, and it all ended in failure.In the end, I chose to follow my heart, thinking that I could calm down, regain my sanity, and return to the self who can take care of everything in an orderly manner.But the fact is that all emotions can't help but be tied down by the other party.Instead of gaining detachment, he got deeper and deeper in this relationship.So after the new year, he used the excuse of work to force himself to stay away from contact with Yi Yun, at least so that she could keep a clear head while working.You know, a clear mind is very important to her now.

"Little fool, I want to be with you too."

Sighing silently in his heart, Yan Wenqing reached out to cup Yi Yun's cheek and kissed it.Really lost to her.Holding her hand, the two went out together.

The midnight air was cold and quiet, Yi Yun clasped Yan Wenqing's hand and walked slowly on the bluestone road.The frosted slate was a bit slippery to step on, and Yi Yun held Yan Wenqing's hand tightly to ensure that she walked steadily on the road.The lights in the community are very dim, but the moonlight is very bright.It shines on the road under your feet, and also shines on the hearts of passers-by.Yi Yun thought that he really hoped that in the future, there would be more pictures like this left in the memory of the two of them.Although it is just trivial little things, it can make people feel warm from the bottom of their hearts.

When he arrived at Yan Wenqing's house, Yi Yun was as happy as a child.She hasn't been here for a long time, and she can't help but turn around in the room, look around, touch here, touch there, as if to make sure that everything is real, not the magic that is turned into gold in fairy tales .

"Okay! Go wash up! I just want to hug you now and sleep well."

"it is good!"

He said yes, but his body stayed where he was, without moving, staring blankly at Yan Wenqing, and kept giggling.

"Fool, go!" Walking up to Yi Yun, Yan Wenqing knocked on her forehead, "Stupid, what are you thinking?"

"It's been a long time since I saw you. When I saw you, I was so dumbfounded by you!"

Yan Wenqing resisted the urge to roll his eyes, this guy has such a cheeky ability to say that his stupidity is a problem caused by others.Could this be the legendary Da Zhi Ruo Yu?

A thought suddenly crossed Yan Wenqing's mind, with Yi Yun's temperament, if one day, she meant if one day, the two of them would have reached the stage where Gao Shengxi and Zhang Wenzhi are today.Yi Yun probably wouldn't let himself make a fool of himself like Zhang Wenzhi did tonight.Although they sometimes resemble each other, in Yan Wenqing's view, Zhang Wenzhi's speaking style is at most the same as Yi Yun's.She only learned the superficiality of Yi Yun's cynical and reckless behavior and thinking logic.In Lizi, Yi Yun is actually a very responsible and highly self-disciplined person.

Thinking about this, in that flash of lightning, Yan Wenqing asked a question that made her regret it afterwards:

"How did you fall in love with Zhang Wenzhi in the first place? She doesn't seem like the type you would like?"

"This...uh..."

Yi Yun had nothing to say for a moment.Why does she like Zhang Wenzhi?All kinds of images in the memory came to my mind, Teacher Zheng's hint, Du Yifeng's evil smile, and Ji Xiaolu's frivolity; after getting acquainted with Zhang Wenzhi, I found her passionate and stupid.Then Li Enze became more and more pretentious and unpredictable, and her father's dissatisfied face was always written when he looked at her, and her mother was often in a dilemma.Those memories that made her not very happy were all brought out by this uncomplicated question.

It's like a tabletop that has been left undisturbed for a long time, and a thick layer of dust has accumulated on it.Looking at it from the side, I thought there was nothing, but even the slightest movement could set off a cloud of dust.

The weird silence lasted for too long, Yi Yun blinked, realizing that he had been in a trance for too long, and hurriedly said:

"At that time, I was still young, and I didn't know what kind of person I liked. Maybe it was just because she was good-looking..."

The seemingly random answer was actually Yi Yun's true thoughts.People in the period of self-awareness awakening are easily disturbed by superficial things and make inappropriate decisions under the premise that their self-awareness is not yet sound.

"nice?"

Yan Wenqing didn't expect Yi Yun to give such an answer after thinking for so long, and felt a little annoyed for no reason.

"Then I look good too!"

"How can she compare to you!"

Yi Yun frowned, she didn't like this boring topic and didn't want to continue.

"Then tell me, why do you like me?"

Maybe it was because Zhang Wenzhi messed up the situation tonight, Yan Wenqing was a little bit angry, and she became relentless as if she was out of control.He took a step back, crossed his arms, and stared at Yi Yun.

Yi Yun is not very good at this kind of serious talking about nasty love and expressing her sincerity. She was awkward and didn't know what to do, so she had to pick up what she thought was important and said:

"You have more meaning than her!"

What Yi Yun thought was the key point, Yan Wenqing sounded like coping.

"Then tell me what my connotation is. Don't say anything like kindness and compassion. It's perfunctory. I want to listen to your true thoughts."

Wouldn't it be necessary to bring up the past many years ago if he spoke his true thoughts?Then how to explain clearly, what's going on now?

Maybe it's because he usually pretends to be too stupid, and when he is at a loss, he will have an almost mentally retarded expression on his face, which makes people very angry.In short, the blankness of this pause seriously caused Yan Wenqing to misunderstand even more.

"Forget it, don't think about it if you can't say it. I'm going to rest."

"No, I can tell!"

"You think I'll believe the reason I racked my brains to make up?"

"Wenqing!"

"Don't make trouble, I have a headache and I really want to sleep."

Who is making trouble?

That night, Yi Yun lay on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a long time.She was very confused, thinking about it, and couldn't figure out how things turned out like this.

Forty is not confused.Don't be confused... She is far from being able to do it!

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