I wish it was just for you

The moonlight has faded, and the sky outside the window is very dark and there is no wind.

I sat on the edge of the bed with her, she was already asleep.Peipei is so beautiful. She has been a beautiful little person since she was a child. Her eyes, nose, mouth, and even her finger joints are beautiful. When I looked at her face, I couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

——It’s almost dawn, you can stay later and go back when you have a car, you two girls, it’s better to be safe.He walked into the ward, unplugged Peipei's drip and said.

—Thank you, Doctor Xiang.I tentatively called him.

--fine.Even with the mask on, I could still see the smile on his face.

——Doctor Xiang, why do you want to be a doctor?

He didn't answer, I thought it might be too abrupt.

——Please don't mind me, I'm a little rude, but I just think that watching someone sick and uncomfortable is a sad thing in itself, so I wonder what it's like to be a doctor.

——You look at her, how do you feel now?He pointed to Peipei on the hospital bed.

——Comfortable, like the feeling of spitting out a breath of stagnation.

——That’s the meaning of being a doctor.

He smiled again, and I looked at him, and now he looked relaxed, which made people feel a little worried.After experiencing Peipei’s sudden illness, I feel even more emotional about the impermanence of the body. As a doctor, saving lives and healing the wounded is a great thing, but the pain involved and the endless superimposition of this pain should be such a sad thing thing.

I didn't see Dr. Xiang again until we left the hospital. We went back to school, found a safe place to have some breakfast, and I sent Peipei back to the dormitory.Her roommates have all gone to class, I am a little worried and want to be with her.She didn't allow it, knowing that I hadn't slept all night, she told me to go back to the dormitory and get a good night's sleep.I went back to the dormitory with anxiety, but sleepiness quickly overcame my worry about Peipei and occupied all my will.

Until I received a call from Ji Chen, she asked why we disappeared, and we couldn't see anyone when we woke up.I briefly told about Peipei's illness, but she was very calm, and asked me if I had any reaction, I said no, she muttered that the shellfish was not fresh, and promised to make some steamed eggs and rice for Peipei at noon eat paste.I was a little hungry when I was sleeping, and I clamored that I wanted to eat too, but she said disgustedly that I "even grabbed the patient's food".