I wish it was just for you

Xu Peiyu tried hard, and she tried too, but her subconscious still answered for her.When she bounced away from Hu Ruili's hands, she had already realized very clearly that if she wanted to regard the other party as a partner, and the other party happened to be a man, then no matter how much she persuaded herself, she couldn't do it.

Fortunately, Chen Zixi's friendship came to an end, she let out a sigh of relief, and everything went back to the way it was before, but the conversation with Xiang Yunyang kept lingering in her ears.It was a campsite on the mountain. It was very late at night and everyone was asleep. She tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, so she crept out of the tent and wanted to get some air in the yard.

At night, the mountain is very quiet, even the chirping of insects is rarely heard. Although the cool wind blows a bit chilly, the air is very fresh. Every time I breathe in, I feel much lighter.Xu Peiyu looked up at the sky. The night was dark, and the black sky was full of stars. "Tomorrow will be another sunny day," she thought.

She felt sore from raising her head for too long. She lowered her head and looked around casually. Except for the campsite, the other places were dark, but it was not scary. Instead, she felt that she could calm down, let go, and think.This place, although not as convenient as the city, has its own unique taste.

Xiang Yunyang came out of the wooden house behind her and drank with a glass of water in his hand. Seeing Xu Peiyu sitting in the yard, he went back to the back room, and when he came out again, he had an extra glass of water in his hand.He walked towards her, his footsteps on the grass made no sound at all, he coughed lightly on purpose, when she heard the sound, she turned her head and saw it was him, and smiled at him.

He stopped beside her, and handed her the water glass. There was white water vapor on the wall of the glass. She thanked her and took it. The glass warmed her hands, and she raised the glass to take a sip. The coolness subsided completely, and he slowly Slowly walked around to the seat opposite her and sat down, continuing to drink the water in the glass.

——She is just ignorant, don't blame her.Xiang Yunyang spoke first.

——I won't blame her, I know she is doing it for my own good.

——She was so worried, doing all kinds of useless work.

——I really couldn't respond to her, but I tried my best.

——It can be seen that it is not easy.

She didn't know if he saw that she was trying her best, or that she was suffering and working hard?Xiang Yunyang is a smart person, but sometimes he is terribly rational. In daily communication, he seems to be so casual about everything, but he sees it more thoroughly than anyone else.

They share secrets.

When did Xiang Yunyang notice it?It can be said that due to the identities of the two of them, she has always believed that she has hidden her thoughts tightly, but when Chen Zixi went out to study and asked her to visit Xiang Yunyang in the hospital, she was told by Xiang Yunyang: "You Do you like Xixi?" He asked the truth.

She regretted it very much afterwards, at least she should have pretended not to be. If Xiang Yunyang was just blind, then she would be able to end his speculation with a single denial. .But she panicked and admitted everything clearly.

Fortunately, he knew about it, and he became her ally and helper. She might have been isolated and helpless before, but now at least she has someone who understands her.The long-term concern was discovered by someone other than herself. At first, she felt uneasy about being broken, and even he didn't dare to look at her when he sent Xixi back to the apartment.She also told herself more than once that he was a gentleman, and she would definitely do it if she promised to keep the secret, but it still took a long time to really face him calmly.

What kind of relationship do they have?She wants to tidy up but can't help laughing, likes the same person but is not even a rival in love, but is just a friend who understands that her girlfriend's best friend likes her girlfriend, and even keeps secrets for her, relieves her worries, and is easy to get around His relationship network is really worrying and ridiculous.

In the woods, she really felt that those sumac trees that looked unpopular on the mountain were not herself?They are not different, they are just a minority, but the tree world is not much more tender than the human world. They are misrecognized, so they wear the clothes of others and become others.

If the sumac tree had a mind, would it feel sorry for it?They can't argue for themselves, so it's better not to have thoughts, and having them will only add to the sadness.

When she was younger, she clarified her mind over and over again for the first time. When she realized that there was such a difference between herself and others, she only felt ashamed and inferior. She is a strange person, but she is different from ordinary people.

But as time went by, she came into contact with more and more new ideas, and gradually figured it out, and she no longer felt dirty and dirty. Women like women just like men like women. Women like men, and men like men. As natural as it is, it is a beautiful and precious emotion.

She envies most people, if she likes someone, she will go for it, if she doesn't like it, she will be safe, she can put all love on the table, enjoy it openly, people can talk to others about everything about him, her or her. , even if the friends around him feel that he is not worthy of her, or that she is not worthy of his love, that's fine.

Moonlight streamed in through the loose curtains and fell right on the head of her bed.

Go to bed, it's late.