I wish it was just for you

Our relationship lasted for more than half a year without knowing why. Xiang Yunyang was very kind to me. Whenever he was free, he would accompany me. We went shopping together in bookstores, eating, watching movies, watching dramas, and hanging out in coffee shops. Looking at each other, talking to each other, and going out in the suburbs, in Ji Chen's words, the ambiguous period we have now is the most beautiful, as long as it lasts, the fun will be greatly reduced after the window paper is pierced.

In fact, I am satisfied with this. I have seen how he treats patients and strangers. He has always been so gentlemanly and polite, but I can feel the difference between him and me. This difference is enough to cultivate my confidence. As I get more and more familiar with him, I can act like a baby to him, get angry at him and wait for him to take the initiative to coax me. I am no longer so nervous, and show my true self in front of him step by step.

There are a lot fewer courses in the senior year, and psychological counseling and employment guidance seminars have been added. Seeing that the university is coming to an end, it flies so fast.Listening to the instructor saying that we should start to have a job and employment direction, the big direction is what kind of city to choose to stay in, and the small direction is what kind of job to do, I was thinking about myself, I never thought about leaving my parents It's too far away, and I even want to go back to City X and stay with my parents, but I know that Xiang Yunyang seems to have the willingness to stay in City L where he is now. The medical conditions here are better than City X and City Z. He is here The training and development obtained must be better.

I am in a dilemma.

I talked to Ji Chen and Peipei about this, and Peipei didn't think so, saying that the bridge is naturally straight from the bow of the boat, and there is no rush.Ji Chen said that he and Cheng Jue had already discussed that they would go back to City B and open a store of their own. As for what to do, they hadn't decided yet.The two of them form two extremes, one has no rules, and the other has a well-thought-out plan, but neither has any enlightenment for me, and I am still entangled.

Towards the end of the semester, the campus job fair came.Peipei is still so good that she was chosen by a Fortune [-] company in this city. After considering it, she decided to stay in City L. This stay made the balance between City L and City X tilt a lot towards City L. , I majored in hotel management, so I paid more attention to the many hotel companies in L City, and finally found an ideal position in a five-star foreign-funded hotel.

Although my mother expressed support on the phone, I could also hear her reluctance.My mother has always been an open-minded mother, so I have nothing to say to her, including the matter with Xiang Yunyang.But she is also a mother who wants her daughter to be under her knees. I feel a little ashamed of her, and I feel sorry for her.